What am I going to use to survive?

After a long silence, Song Ming compromised for the first time: "How long do you have to think about it?"

Lin Yan opened his mouth and hesitated.

The time he said is probably unacceptable to some people!

"Well, we've been getting along as usual for the past two months. You must allow me to get close to you, even touch on the skin. As a condition, I won't kiss you or even do other things without your permission. What do you think?" As if seeing Lin Yan's embarrassment, Song Ming made a proposal for him, one that was beneficial to both parties.

Lin Yan looked at him, saw his expression, and sighed helplessly: "Actually, I don't know what you want. Do you want the relationship in the past, or do you want me? You know..."

"I don't know." Song Ming interrupted him in time, he knew what Lin Yan was going to say, it was nothing more than a grudge from the previous generation, he didn't want to hear it now.

"I just want us to go back to the past, I want to go back to that kind of life, every day when I open my eyes and have you by my side, I will feel very happy."

Lin Yan stared at him blankly, lowering his eyes.

He loosened his grip on the collar, and held the ring in his palm with both hands, "Then have you ever thought about whether you are happy or not?"

During the time with Song Ming, Lin Yan's feelings were actually very complicated. Although he fell in love with Song Ming, to be honest, he was not happy. will feel happy.

In fact, until now, Lin Yan hadn't figured out why he fell in love with Song Ming. After all, this person killed him twice, so he should resent him.Even if they didn't want to be enemies with Song Ming, they shouldn't go that far.

But when he seriously recalled their past, Lin Yan felt that Song Ming was actually one of so many things in his life, because he treated him tenderly, sincerely, and pampered him very much, even though Song Ming loved him very much. He has no love.

"Except for not being able to let go of you, I can give you everything you want, including happiness." Song Ming said.

"What about your mother? Can you let go? Don't talk about whether I can remember the past, just because of this, I don't think we can be together." Lin Yan shook his head and said again.

The matter of Song Ming's mother is a knot in the hearts of all of them. He, Song Ming, Song Qiao and his mother Zhou Ya, if this knot cannot be untied, they will not be happy.

As soon as this matter was mentioned, Song Ming's expression changed, "Can we not mention this?"

"So what will you do to my mother?" he asked.

Song Ming was silent, he couldn't answer, he didn't know what to do, he couldn't put it down or take it away, he was stuck in the middle.He often doesn't think about it because he can't make a choice, so he keeps running away, and he just wants to cherish what he has now.

"Look, you know it yourself, so it doesn't matter whether we want to remember that year, or it's better not to, so that we can be hostile and fight to the death, isn't that good?" Lin Yan said.

Song Ming said, "Not good."

"But I can't promise you, because I can't choose either."

"You have to choose. If you don't choose me, I'm afraid of what I will do, so don't force me, really." Song Ming suddenly took his hand, repeating over and over again don't force him .

Lin Yan looked at him and remained silent.

I can't make that terrible choice myself, so I can't tolerate others making this choice.