What am I going to use to survive?

On the night of New Year's Day, when they were about to part ways, Lin Yan and Song Ming hugged each other and fell asleep. The next morning, before Song Ming woke up, Lin Yan put on his clothes and left, taking the bus at [-]:[-] am.

After Song Ming woke up, he found that the person had already left, he tidied up his clothes hastily and informed Zheng Kai that they packed up their things and went back to Longcheng.

This year, some people are happy and some are lonely.

Zhou Ya was sent back to Lin's house by Song Ming, and she was the only one with the housekeeper, Uncle Yan, for the whole year. After Lin Yan was gone, the house became even more empty.

Before the third day of the new year, Zhou Ya fell ill, and she was sent to the hospital. Zhou Shen went to see her with fruit, and saw her lying on the bed staring at the wall in a daze.

When Zhou Shen came to visit, he didn't take the initiative to speak. He put the basket of fruit on the table and sat aside, holding hands.

Zhou Ya regained her senses, glanced at him, and said, "You shouldn't have come to see me."

Zhou Shen was silent for a while, he really shouldn't have come, but he still came after all, "Father's last words, he told me that no matter how much you have done, I will help you by caring about your sister and brother .”

Zhou Ya sneered, thinking back to the years since she got married, from losing her husband and father to the disappearance of her son, she seems to have never done anything that was not excessive.

"It's hard for him. He always thinks of me when he dies."

"If it wasn't for my father's face, I wouldn't have come, and the most important thing this time is to tell you that you are safe. Zhou Hua said that on the night of New Year's Eve, he saw Lin Yan in Shanshui City and said He is doing well now." Zhou Shen said.

"Why are you telling me this? He left me as a mother and was detained by others, but he lived a happy life outside." Zhou Ya showed a bleak smile, her eyes were lowered, she didn't know what she was thinking .

Zhou Shen peeled an apple for her, and said while peeling: "What's the use of a dead duck's mouth? I don't believe that you still don't want to see him by this time. You must know that the reason you are still alive is because of him. He is gone. But not enough to leave you behind, and he'll come back sooner or later as long as you're here."

Zhou Ya remained silent, but she hoped that Lin Yan would not come back again.

"It's all your fault..." Zhou Shen sighed helplessly, and quickly finished peeling the apple in his hand, and then put it on the fruit plate.

He stood up, smoothed his clothes, and said, "I still have something to do at home, so I won't sit with you any longer. You can take care of yourself." After speaking, he turned around and left without any ambiguity.

Zhou Ya looked at the apple, picked it up and took a bite expressionlessly, eating mechanically and listlessly.

There were very few people who came to see her, they were basically friends, but Zhou Shen was the only family member, and they only came here for Zhou Feng's sake.

Zhou Ya is now almost a loner.

After taking a few bites, she dialed a number from under the pillow, and that number still showed off, Zhou Ya finally shed tears watching it.

Lin Yan was born without being blessed. Since birth, she has never fed the child a sip of milk, never changed a diaper for him, or washed a single piece of clothing.

Later, Lin Yan grew up, and she wasn't the one who sent him to school. The most lenient thing she ever did was probably giving that child a few smiles when he was ignorant!

But what's the use of that?

Zhou Ya threw away the apple in her hand and covered her face.