What am I going to use to survive?

Zheng Kai was in a dilemma on the other end of the phone, "Who should I listen to?"

"You buy it right away, otherwise Lin Yan will run away again, you know he can't run away anymore!" Song Ming turned over and pressed Lin Yan, relying on the disparity in strength, successfully snatched the phone back.

Zheng Kai was stunned, "Do you really want to do this?"

"It must be done." Song Ming said, if Lin Yan runs away again this time, maybe he will move out of the place where he lived before, and then go to another city that he can't find.

"Song Ming, if you dare to buy it back, believe it or not, you will never find me!" Lin Yan also said ruthlessly, he did not allow himself to be tied up like a dog.

Song Ming pressed his noisy mouth, said "Go" to Zheng Kai, hung up the phone, threw the phone aside and let go of his hand covering his mouth.

There was sadness in Song Ming's eyes, and he said: "Even if I don't buy it back, you can still make me find it, otherwise I wouldn't be able to see you now."

"Doesn't Master Jiu know my whereabouts? Although he promised to hide it for me, you will know my whereabouts from him sooner or later, won't you?"

"But what if I found out and you moved away?" Song Ming showed a painful expression, "I'm afraid Lin Yan, if it wasn't for this coincidence, how long would you want to hide from me?"

"You blamed me for lying to you and taking your mother back behind your back, but didn't you also deceive me?" Song Ming took out the ring hanging around his neck and held it in front of Lin Yan.

"When you showed up with this pair of rings, I thought you really accepted me and wanted to be with me for the rest of your life. But you didn't. I went to sleep with joy and woke up from a handful of cold water with a heartache. You have to die, you know?"

Lin Yan looked at the ring, turned his head away, and sighed deeply.

"Song Ming, why are you lying to yourself? You know, the biggest problem for the two of us right now is not whether I want to be with you for the rest of my life, but whether you want to let go of your past."

Song Ming couldn't let go of his mother's death, and Lin Yan also couldn't let go of the attachment in his heart, so even if they had feelings, could they really come together?

Lin Yan understood from the beginning to the end, and Song Ming also understood, and because he understood and knew, he allowed his own paranoia to lock Lin Yan into possession.

"I'm sorry, but I can't live without you." Song Ming lay beside Lin Yan's neck, hugging him tightly.

"I can't let go now, no matter why we were together before, and what attitude we held. I don't know if I like you or love you, but you are my life, and it is my joy, sorrow, sorrow, and joy." origin of!"

Lin Yan closed his eyes, unable to explain how he felt after hearing these words.Being able to force Song Ming to his present state, he is quite remarkable!

Thinking back to the previous two lives, which time was he not forced into a mess by Song Ming?When was it ever like this?

"Even so, I'm afraid I still can't stay by your side. Song Ming, let me think about it. It won't be too long. Let me talk about it when I figure it out!" Lin Yan said, the bottom line in his heart was because of this. If a man retreats again and again, he will become less like himself.

"How long is not too long? One month or two months? One year, two years, five years, ten years?" Song Ming shook his head, "Every day when you are not around is a torment."

Lin Yan was helpless, Song Ming became more terrifying than him!