I heard that you are handsome, but unfortunately I am blind

In September of this year, Lin Xiao was admitted to Shanghai Normal University with the No.1 result in special admissions, and officially became a freshman majoring in English education.

There are a total of nine blind students with the same major as him. They sit in a spacious and bright modern classroom like ordinary sighted students. The textbooks they use are specially compiled Braille versions. For other subjects with higher reading requirements, a Braille display is specially equipped for them. Whether it is listening or "seeing", they can simultaneously translate the Chinese characters they receive into professional Braille, and make every effort to provide them with special students. , to create a barrier-free learning space that is no different from that of ordinary students.

In addition, in order to ensure the normal school life of these "special students", the individual details of the infrastructure also reflect the warmth of humanized care everywhere. As long as it is a major for visually impaired students, each class There are special "guides" set up, bilingual house signs in Chinese characters and Braille that can be touched are hung at the door of the classroom, barrier-free blind paths can be seen everywhere in public places and teaching buildings in the school, and even the elevator rooms are equipped with Braille buttons. There are dormitory apartments specially opened for visually impaired students...

During the four years of study and life at Shanghai Normal University, Lin Xiaozhen lived exactly the same campus life as ordinary college students as he had expected countless times.

In addition to on-campus accommodation.

Since Lin Xiao was studying at school, Fang Chi shifted the focus of his work to the "Rainforest Records" in Shanghai, and in order to completely dispel Master Xiao Lin's idea of ​​wanting to experience the collective life of college students' apartments, Fang Chi simply put aside I couldn’t live in the super sea-view house next to the river. I bought a three-bedroom apartment in the community next to the school. From the gate of the community, it took less than 5 minutes to walk to Linxiao School, and I picked up and dropped off Xiaolin every day, rain or shine. The master goes to and from school.

In this regard, Master Kobayashi said: "..."

Just—sweet and speechless.

They usually work, study and live in Shanghai from Monday to Friday. On Saturdays and Sundays, they occasionally go out together, and more often go home to visit their parents, or catch up with Lin Xiao, who has a heavy schoolwork this week. Just don't go anywhere at all, the two of them stay at home, relax and enjoy the leisure time that only belongs to two people.

Time wanders away, and every day left behind is a plain and loving memory.

……

Four years later, in July, Lin Xiao graduated from university, and Fang Chi attended his graduation ceremony.

Seeing Master Xiao Lin wearing a bachelor's uniform, standing in front of the speech table in the auditorium with a calm and gentle smile to speak on behalf of this year's graduates, Fang Chi suddenly had the illusion that he seemed to have passed away.

The person not far away always exudes a calm and powerful force, like a star in the dark night, shining and shining alone, shining brightly alone, making him unable to take his eyes off forever.

He has been in love with this person for four years.

After graduation, Lin Xiao entered Shanghai School for the Blind as she wished and became a Braille English teacher.

So far, Master Kobayashi has been officially upgraded to Teacher Kobayashi.

As Lin Xiao once said——

"I am the luckiest one among my kind, so I have always wanted to be a Braille teacher, so that those children like me can have more crutches and a little more hope on the road I have walked. "

All the wishes and promises he made to himself have been fulfilled now.

This road is really too difficult, but it is precisely because of going through the ups and downs and thorns that he has a more solid and abundant confidence to embrace the life he has worked hard for.

On Friday afternoon, Fang Chi set off from the company as usual, and drove to school to pick up his teacher Xiao Lin after class.

In the early spring, the weeping willows are green and dotted with buds. Fang Chi is wearing a thin long trench coat and waiting under the tree. The thriving new willow branches and the tall and handsome young man in black form a scene, attracting the attention of many passers-by .

Fang Chi leaned against the tree trunk bored, turning a blind eye to the gazes of others, still in the same nonchalant tone, only waiting for the person he wanted to wait for.

After a while, Lin Xiao appeared in sight holding an electronic guide stick, and walking towards the school gate with him was another... man?

And along the way, the two of them were still talking in low voices. Occasionally, the man next to Lin Xiao would remind Teacher Xiao Lin to be careful of the road under his feet.

Fang Chi stood up slightly.

——The guide stick in the hands of my teacher Xiao Lin was brought back from abroad by me personally. It is equipped with three ultrasonic sensors, which can sense the obstacles around him in 360 degrees safely and without dead ends, so...do you need to remind me?

Hehe, you just opened your mouth, right?

Lin Xiao and the man walked to the door, and Fang Chi called out in a deep voice, "Mr. Xiao Lin."

Lin Xiao stopped in an instant, and then smiled brightly in Fang Chi's direction: "Brother Chi!"

"Your friend?" The man who came out with him glanced at Fang Chi, and then said with a smile, "Then I'll go first, Mr. Lin think about what you just said?"

"Okay." Lin Xiao nodded in response, and then said goodbye to him with a smile: "See you on Monday."

"meet on Monday."

Fang Chi watched the man leave indifferently.

"Come on, go home!"

After the colleague left, Lin Xiao took two steps in Fang Chi's direction, and slightly extended his left hand to him.

Fang Chi raised his eyebrows, took his hand, and put away his guiding stick along the way.

With Fang Chi here, Lin Xiao never needed any other external force to guide him.

Without saying a word, Fang Chi took Mr. Xiaolin back to the car.

As soon as the car door was closed, Lin Xiao felt for the seat belt on his side. After fastening it, he asked him with a smile, "Are you busy today? What are we going to have for dinner tonight? Can you drop by to buy groceries?"

Fang Chi tapped the steering wheel with his fingers repeatedly, but did not answer.

Mr. Xiao Lin has always been meticulous. He has been with Fang Chi for so many years, and he can keenly capture the ups and downs of his emotions. He couldn't hear Fang Chi's answer, and his heart tensed. After two seconds, he asked softly: "Brother Chi ,What's wrong?"

Fang Chi: It's okay, I'm just a little jealous.

"That person just now..." Fang Chi organized his words, but still asked, "Who is that person?"

Lin Xiaomeng took a moment to realize that he was talking about a colleague who left the school together just now, and replied with a smile: "It's the director of the school's Academic Affairs Office, and also a teacher of the first grade group, who teaches English."

Fang Chi: "...Oh."

They also teach English, so they have a common language.

Fang Chi fell silent again, and the alert teacher Xiao Lin suddenly had an epiphany in his inexplicable silence.

"Pfft..." Lin Xiao couldn't hold back, let out a laugh, then raised his hand, touched Fang Chi's arm bit by bit, followed his arm to the back of his hand, and hooked his fingers , deliberately smiled and said: "What's the matter, why do you suddenly care about my colleague?"

"It's nothing." Admitting that he suddenly became nervous and couldn't understand others' enthusiasm for Lin Xiao, Fang Chi couldn't say it. After all, he was indeed a second-year student. After adjusting his mental activities, Fang Chi started the car, Seemingly unintentionally, he asked again: "He just asked you to think about... what is it?"

Lin Xiao pursed his lips and smiled, "Go home first, and I'll tell you when I get home, okay?"

Fang Chi: "Whatever you want, I... don't really want to know."

Lin Xiao lowered his head and snickered.

The two of them went to the supermarket on the way, bought a bunch of fruits, vegetables and daily necessities, then got back in the car and drove home.

In the supermarket, Lin Xiao looked calm as usual, but Fang Chi stood in front of the rows of self-selection shelves, but he was so absent-minded that he forgot a big event.

On the way back, he vaguely realized that he seemed to have missed something, but his thoughts always wandered uncontrollably to Lin Xiao's "Let's go home", so that when the two returned home, Fang Chi couldn't remember what he forgot. what.

Fang Chi put the things he bought into different categories, and then went to the kitchen with Lin Xiao to cook dinner.

Both of them are still equally good at cooking, but the food made by each other feels better than those produced by famous chefs.

Probably the condiment of love was added, even the taste buds were deceived.

After dinner, the two of them went downstairs to the garden of the community to digest food, and then went home to wash and prepare for rest.

After finally taking a shower, Fang Chi dried Lin Xiao's hair as usual, and finally couldn't hold back and asked, "Just... what you said before, we'll talk about it when we go home. We're going to sleep now, can we have a start?"

"Huh?" Lin Xiaoqi said, "If you don't mention it, I thought you forgot."

"Hey?" Fang Chi put down the hair dryer, pinched his face, and asked, "Why, if I forgot, you're going to get away with it?"

"That can't be done." Lin Xiao took his hand and sat down beside him, and said, "I wanted to discuss it with you."

"Let's discuss it." Fang Chi said with a serious face, "I'm waiting."

It turned out that the school recently wanted to replace a batch of special teaching equipment for the students, but the funds were not sufficient. After contacting the relevant units, they wanted to hold a social fundraising event. After a collective resolution by the school leaders, it was stated that Mr. Xiaolin The conditions in all aspects are outstanding, so I hope that he will represent the school to attend this social fundraising. After all, this is an era of face-to-face, and Mr. Xiaolin is a typical example of "beautiful, strong and miserable" among the blind group-strong and miserable. It's not the most prominent, but in terms of "beauty", it is indeed one of the best, so that's why the scene Fang Chi saw at the school gate at the beginning of the chapter.

After Lin Xiao finished speaking, Fang Chi was silent for a moment, then reached out and pulled him into his arms, hugging him and said, "That's all? Then why don't you come to me directly."

Not to mention a batch of Braille teaching equipment, it is not a big problem for Boss Fang to build a school for Mr. Xiaolin.

"How can I rely on you for everything..." Lin Xiao rubbed his arms in his arms, and said with a light smile: "You usually have to worry about me, and there are company affairs waiting for you. If you have to take care of everything, then I am too ignorant."

Fang Chi thoughtfully, lowered his head and kissed the tip of his nose, and asked, "Then do you want to agree?"

"...Promise." Lin Xiao said: "After all, I can do something more for the children, and I am also happy."

Fang Chi smiled and said, "Okay, as long as you are happy."

However, when the facts were clarified, Fang Chi's heart sank. When the two of them were resting at night, he finally remembered what he vaguely forgot to buy in the supermarket.

It was said to be a rest, but it was actually a complete "soul liberation". At that moment, Mr. Xiaolin's eyes were filled with a thin layer of water vapor, and Fang Chi was hanging him up and down, shaking his voice and muttering in a low voice, almost crying When begging him to "hurry up", Fang Chi suddenly came back to his senses, gritted his teeth and cursed secretly.

"Well, there doesn't seem to be one at home... I forgot to buy it."

But Lin Xiao didn't care about that much anymore, and grabbed his shoulder and whispered softly in his ear: "Then... don't use it..."

Fang Chi: "..."

Is there such a good thing?

There's nothing wrong with this!

After a long while, Mr. Xiao Lin, who was just sobbing from time to time when he was out of breath, finally couldn't help crying.

……

On Monday, Fang Chi sent Lin Xiao back to school, then returned to the company, and started a new round of busy work.

It's really, really busy.

Although Lin Xiao was still picked up and sent to and from get off work on time every day, Mr. Xiao Lin keenly noticed that the chances for the two of them to be alone seemed to be getting less and less, and even most of Fang Chi's personal time at home was almost filled by work.

Every night I answer endless calls, send and receive countless emails, and hold video conferences late into the night again and again...

Several times Lin Xiao woke up in the middle of the night with no one around him, sneaked to the door of the study, and even heard the voices of Qian Song and Fang Chi who visited in the middle of the night talking in a low voice in the room. Keynote and more...

Lin Xiao secretly suspected that if he didn't know the straightforward brotherhood between them, he would have thought that the two of them were "secretly in love".

Mr. Xiaolin doesn't understand the affairs of Fang Chi's company, but Fang Chi is so busy at work day and night, besides a lot of heartache, he also secretly feels a little lost.

And this state lasted for almost three months. On a Saturday in midsummer, Fang Chi suddenly said to him while having dinner, "I'll take you to a place tomorrow, and do me a favor?"

"Huh?" Lin Xiao put down his chopsticks and asked in confusion, "Where are you going?"

Moreover, besides massage and physiotherapy, what else can he do to help Boss Fang, who is now omnipotent?

"Go to a studio in the suburbs and help me shoot a promotional video."

Lin Xiao was even more confused: "What promotional video?"

"The public welfare video for the establishment of the Hyosung Charity Foundation for the Blind."

"Snapped!"

Two seconds later, the chopsticks in Lin Xiao's hand fell straight to the table.

……

The first private fundraiser for the Hyosung Foundation was held on a midsummer night in August.

Due to the nature of private non-public charity, all the guests present that night were celebrities and big names in the entertainment industry, including actors, well-known actors, directors and screenwriters. The huge banquet hall was full of stars, and the level of luxury was comparable to that of a show in the circle. The event lineup for a major awards ceremony.

Lin Xiao wore the same high-end suit as Fang Chi, and sat in the center of the first row of the guest seats.

The fundraising dinner started, and the host walked onto the speech seat under the spotlight. After thanking the guests present, he introduced the fundraising process of the night in detail. " Fang Dong delivered a speech.

Fang Chi got up from the seat next to Lin Xiao and calmly stepped onto the stage.

There are many people in the audience who are familiar faces in the circle, but there are also many friends who have only heard of him and have never dealt with them before. However, Fang Chi's eyes still only fell on Lin Xiao in the end.

Without a speech script, he adjusted the height of the microphone casually, and Fang Chi calmly said——

"As the saying goes, if there is fate, we will meet each other, but besides fate, there is another more important reason for everyone to gather here tonight, which is kindness and love."

"As we all know, the total number of visually impaired groups in my country has reached more than 800 million, and the number of underage children accounts for a considerable proportion. However, although the base of this special group is so large, we can In our daily life, we rarely meet them face to face, why?"

"Because most of the time, they don't have the conditions to go out independently. This condition may be an objective external existence, but more, it comes from the fear deep in their hearts. Due to the special reasons of their own bodies, the world is closed in front of their eyes. That bright window closes the door through which they emerge from the dark space of their own hearts."

"Why would I know? Because my lover is a congenital visually impaired person."

The entire dinner venue was silent, only Fang Chi's deep voice lingered in everyone's ears.

Lin Xiao sat quietly under the stage, the corners of his mouth slightly raised, and his eyes were moist.

"But fortunately, although my lover's eyes are invisible, there is a pure light in his heart. He once walked through that empty and chaotic time alone, and finally came to me with gentle and powerful strength. .”

"Similarly, it was he who told me, 'I have come this far, so now I want to help more people like me, get out of the dark world in my heart, even if I still can't see the sun, but at least I am reaching out Sometimes, you can feel the temperature of the warm sun on your fingertips.'”

"So, this is also the original intention of the establishment of the 'Hyosung Fund for the Blind', for him, and for more visually impaired people to take this step bravely and feel the warmth of the sun outside the door."

"For people who are born with visual impairment and the current medical level cannot restore their sight, there is very little we can do, but at least we can do our best to build a good and warm environment for them. , A platform for equal communication with this society.”

Having said that, Fang Chi paused for a moment, looked at Lin Xiao with gentle eyes, and then continued to speak: "Tonight, as the founder of the foundation and as the lover of a visually impaired person, The first charitable donation - 50.00% of Fang Chi's total personal assets - will be donated to the foundation to help those visually impaired people who want to get out of that dark space. In terms of construction and other aspects, lend a helping hand to them."

"Finally, I make a solemn promise to everyone: Since the establishment of the 'Hyosung Fund for the Blind' today, every donation received will be subject to a social-administrative dual management mechanism. Audit, to ensure that every sum of money and every goodwill of everyone will not be let down-convert love into a sea, and condense kindness into light. Thank you everyone!"

Fang Chi's voice fell slightly, and then amidst the prolonged thunderous applause in the banquet hall, he walked to the front of the stage and bowed deeply.

Then, before the official start of the fundraising ceremony, the bright lights in the banquet hall gradually dimmed, and a huge LED screen slowly descended above the rostrum. Qian Song, the leader of "Rainforest Records", sang for "Hyosung Foundation", The background music of the promotional song composed and written by Fang Chi himself sounded, and the public welfare video of "Hyosung Foundation" began to play on the screen.

The promotional film is co-starred by actor Yang Mu and Lin Xiao.

In the short film, Yang Yingdi is dressed in black trousers and white clothes, with a black ribbon covering his eyes, standing in the background of nothingness, and then a thin white hand appears in the camera, grabs his wrist, and leads him to start to run forward.

Blindfolded, led by such a hand, Yang Mu ran through the shade of the green field in spring, the blooming flowers in summer, the falling red maples in autumn, and the vast white snow in winter. Pull down the black ribbon in front of your eyes——

In the picture, the face of the master who was leading him through the changing seasons finally appeared. Yang Mu looked intently, and saw the young man in front of him wearing black trousers and white clothes like him, with a calm face and a gentle smile, but his On the eyes, there is a black silk that is exactly the same as that in his hand.

Yang Mu approached slowly, gently peeled off the black ribbon, and——

Lin Xiao's clear, pure and unbelievably beautiful Jianshui Qiutong suddenly appeared in front of everyone.

In the venue, everyone secretly gasped, because the pupils of such a pair of beautiful eyes are so beautiful that people can't look away, the pupils are hollow and have no focus.

In the end, all the pictures in the short film disappeared, leaving only a monologue shining with the brilliance of the four seasons——

The most beautiful scenery I have ever seen is your star-like eyes.

……

The day Fang Chi formally proposed marriage happened to be Lin Xiao's 25th birthday.

At this time, it had been five years since they met and fell in love.

That night, they drove from Shanghai to Mr. Lin's home. Mrs. Lin had already prepared a table of dishes, and there was also a delicately decorated birthday cake on the table.

When making a wish, Lin Xiao clasped his hands together and said silently in his heart: "My parents are healthy and my lover is by my side. If I have any other wishes, I only hope that such days can last forever."

After returning to their home in this city, Fang Chi hung up the coats of the two of them, and suddenly said to Lin Xiao who was sitting on the sofa: "Mr. Xiaolin, I have a birthday present for you."

Surprise flashed across Lin Xiao's face, then he pursed his lips and nodded with a smile.

Unexpectedly, what Fang Chi gave him was an agreement.

Like the "private masseuse" contract signed between them back then, this agreement is also a Chinese version and a Braille version.

Lin Xiao didn't understand, so he rubbed his fingertips over the uneven holes on the Braille agreement. After a few minutes, the expression on his face changed from bewilderment to uncontrollable shock.

This is a third-party entrustment agreement for Fang Chi's personal assets.

It can even be said that it is a formally written will.

The agreement expressly states——

"From today, Mr. Fang Chi entrusts this institution to open a special fund reserve channel for personal assets and set up a professional service team. The institution will transfer [-]% of Mr. Fang Chi's total personal annual income to the reserve account. After a hundred years from Mr. Fang Chi, he will take care of all the needs of Mr. Lin Xiao's life."

"In addition, Mr. Lin Xiao will, as the first heir in line, fully inherit all of Mr. Fang Chi's legacy and enjoy the absolute right to distribute the legacy. Until Mr. Lin Xiao's [-]-year death, all the remaining money will be transferred to 'Hyosung Helping the Blind' Foundation', hereby certify. After the agreement is just, it has the same legal effect as a formal will."

Lin Xiao sat on the sofa, immersed in the huge shock for a long time, unable to recover, finally opened his mouth, and before he could make a sound, tears poured out first.

"Brother Chi, what do you mean by that..."

Fang Chi knelt down in front of him, took Lin Xiao's hand and held it in his palm, and said with a smile, "The meaning is clearly written."

"Half of my previous personal assets have been donated to the foundation, and the remaining money, no matter how much you earn in the future, is yours."

"In addition, the bank will deduct [-]% of my annual income every year to use it as a reserve fund for your future life, and the rest, if I happen to... I will leave it all to you."

Lin Xiao couldn't hear this at all, he was stunned for a moment, and then began to shake his head violently: "No! Don't...don't do this, I don't want...I don't want anything, I just want you to be well and stay with me all the time!"

"Of course I will always be with you." Fang Chi rubbed the top of his hair with a smile, and said comfortingly, "It's best to live with you until you are a hundred years old. When we both grow old and become two little old men, Let's go back to your teacher's family's old house, and I will push you in a wheelchair, and we will bask in the sun together in the yard."

Lin Xiao's tears flowed silently.

"However, life is always full of many surprises. Of course, the idea is good, but in case something unsatisfactory happens in the middle, we have to be prepared. Moreover, even if we can live our lives safely, we will eventually escape in our twilight years." The law of birth, old age, sickness and death does not apply.”

Fang Chi gently wiped away the teardrops on Lin Xiao's face with his fingertips, and said, "Lin Xiao, your parents still have us in retirement, but you and I will never have children in this life, if... I mean If, in the end, you left one step before me, I would feel relieved, but——if I leave first one day after several decades, then you will be the only one left in this world. Stay alone, how can you make me close my eyes..."

In Fang Chi's view, the cruelest thing in this world is not the parting of life and death, but that he is gone, but the person he loves still stubbornly clings to the memories of the past and lives alone in the world, sinking inexorably.

Lin Xiao put his other hand on the back of Fang Chi's, biting the crown of his teeth tightly, and muttered, "Brother Chi, stop talking..."

"Listen to me." Fang Chi still smiled, tenderly and affectionately: "That's why I have such an agreement, it is an explanation for myself, and it is a guarantee for you."

"In this way, even if one day I leave first, I can rest assured that you will have a professional service team to take care of you, and you will be able to spend your final years in peace, and you will still have disposable assets."

"You don't have to worry about the effect of this agreement. This is Fenghui Bank's confidentiality agreement. They have been doing this kind of will service for hundreds of years, and every penny of the money in the reserve has to go through your You can only move if you agree, and the execution fee for them will be automatically allocated to the other party's account after a hundred years, so this agreement should be foolproof, and it is the safest arrangement for you that I can think of."

Finally, Fang Chi took out a pen from the coffee table drawer, handed it to Lin Xiao, and coaxed him with a smile: "Mr. Xiao Lin, as the heir, please sign here, okay?"

Lin Xiao's tears still couldn't stop flowing, she half closed her eyes, and refused: "No...I don't want it, I want you..."

"I know, I know." Fang Chi laughed, got up and kissed the corner of his mouth, and finally said: "Actually...you sign, there is another meaning."

Lin Xiao was stunned for a while, but after realizing it, tears flowed even more fiercely.

Mr. Fang Chi, Mr. Lin Xiao, the first in succession——

In this way, they formally concluded a family in another form.

That's why we can depend on each other in life and death, so we can still be inseparable in dreams and souls.

Fang Chi chuckled in front of him, and then, Lin Xiao's left ring finger suddenly felt cold, and was covered with an object with a smooth and flat surface.

Lin Xiao finally regained consciousness amidst grief, and said in disbelief: "You, you are..."

"Yes." Fang Chi said with a smile, "I wanted to wait for you to sign it before taking it out, but after talking for a long time, you still don't want to, then... I can only offer the treasure in advance."

Fang Chi's figure moved suddenly, from the original half-squatting position to kneeling on one knee. Even though Lin Xiao couldn't see him, he could intuitively know what he was doing.

Lin Xiao: "Brother Chi, you..."

Fang Chi: "Lin Xiao, I am proposing to you."

Lin Xiao was dumbfounded, and in the next second, he suddenly jumped forward. With throbbing, his legs "thumped", and he knelt down in front of Fang Chi.

"Fucking baby!" Fang Chi was taken aback, and corrected him wanting to cry and laugh, "Don't be so serious, just one knee, one knee..."

Lin Xiao couldn't care that much anymore, and threw himself into his arms, tightly clutching the hem of his clothes with his ring-wearing fingers, tears soaked the entire shirt material on his shoulders.

In the long and quiet embrace, Fang Chi's palm moved down his spine to comfort him, and after a while, he asked softly in his ear: "Mr. Xiaolin, are you willing?"

Lin Xiao cried and nodded silently.

"That's great." Fang Chi breathed a sigh of relief, paused for two seconds, suddenly took Lin Xiao's hand, bowed his head, and placed a pious and sincere kiss on his ring finger with the ring, and said softly——

"Mr. Lin, I love you."

"I love you, Mr. Fang."

The first person to fall in love with is you.

The last person I loved is still you.

In my whole life, I have been accompanied by darkness and night forever, but your appearance is the brightest light in my life.

Your love is warm and endless, and it has become my only way back in this sea of ​​life and the world of mortals.

I was born in the dark, but I run to the sun.

In this life and in this life, I will always be with you.