I heard that you are handsome, but unfortunately I am blind

In the early morning of the next day, although Lin Xiao got up early, when he arrived at the massage shop, the sofa on the second floor was already empty. Fang Fang's quilt sighed in disappointment.

Knowing that Fang Chi had an early flight, he deliberately rushed early, but he was still a step late.

But fortunately, at least in a few days people will come back.

The time left for them is still very long.

……

The two-day and one-night long-distance flight also experienced a transit in the port city. When Fang Chi and Xiao You landed in New York, the jet lag was completely chaotic.

The landing time was at noon, so Zhang Yuan drove to the airport to pick him up in person.

After getting into the car, Captain Fang took a seat in the back row as usual, without any intention of exchanging greetings, he asked straight to the point: "Time is so tight, how is Cailian doing?"

Zhang Yuan started the engine, the car drove out of the airport parking waiting area, and replied, "Don't worry, everyone knows that Captain Fang won't be able to get out of the line of fire with minor injuries, so I'm so touched by your spirit of going to battle with a disease, that the training these days has been very smooth." , you go back to the hotel today and take a good rest, and the jet lag will start tomorrow night."

Fang Chi felt relieved, smiled lightly and said yes.

There is a CALM album CD in the car, which is Zhang Yuan’s consistent personal habit. No matter where he goes, he must take a few collection albums of his own band with him. Just when he was playing a slow song, Zhang Yuan’s manager suddenly Ask: "Oh, that's right...then what, this time Master Xiaolin...didn't come with you..."

There is no benevolence and righteousness in the business, even if it is private, the two are now facing a stalemate of "beating mandarin ducks", but according to Yu Gong, at least the contract is still valid, why did Captain Fang travel across the ocean alone this time? Woolen cloth?

Unexpectedly, Fang Chi leaned on the back of the back seat, and when he heard the words, the corners of his mouth curled up, and he said leisurely: "Well, he didn't come, he wanted to come together, but this flight time is too long. After a few hours, I felt sore and backache after getting off the plane, so I was not willing to let him toss with me..."

The expression on Zhang Yuan's face was blank for a second, and after realizing what the words meant, he said in disbelief: "Fuck...what's the situation, you...passed the test?"

"Ah..." Fang Chi elongated his voice slowly: "There is no level that I can't pass, and there is no me...cough, old man who can't handle it."

Zhang Yuan suddenly laughed inhumanely, and exposed him without any sympathy: "Come on, you, did you feel proud after eating a cane?"

Xiaoyou: "Pfft..."

Fang Chi: "..."

Forget it, I don't want to explain.

That said, you straight men don’t understand!

When they arrived at the hotel, several people got off the car. Xiaoyou pushed Fang Chi's luggage and walked in front. Zhang Yuan and Captain Fang were two steps behind him.

When entering the elevator, Zhang Yuan hesitated for a moment, and suddenly said to Fang Chi softly with a solemn expression: "You rest first, and see when you wake up, um... if it's convenient, can you talk to Jing Han?"

Fang Chi frowned slightly, and asked, "What happened to him?"

"I can't tell what's wrong." Zhang Yuan frowned, and said worriedly: "Since I flew to New York a few days ago, I feel that he is not in the right state. It seems that he always has something on his mind. I talked to him twice in private. But... well, don’t you know that Jing Han, he doesn’t talk much, but he has a lot of thoughts, if he doesn’t want to talk about something, who can ask him?”

The elevator door closed slowly, and Fang Chi said calmly, "As you said, if you can't ask, I can. Besides, it might be someone's private matter, and I'm too lazy to inquire about it."

"That's not what I meant!" Zhang Yuan scratched his head irritably, "Jing Han's... the situation has always been special, just last time, I don't know how he dealt with it in the end, I'm afraid it's..."

Fang Chi paused and understood.

Manager Zhang is afraid that Jing Han's "double stars in the design industry" parents will put pressure on him again, lest the keyboard players in their team will not be able to withstand the "sweet troubles" from the family in the end, so...

Fang Chi thought for a moment and asked, "How is his rehearsal status these days?"

"The rehearsal is fine." Zhang Yuan said, "It's just that when I got off the stage, I started to let go, and I just huddled aside, didn't talk, didn't know what to think, and was worried."

"Okay." Fang Chi sighed, "I'll talk to him when I find a chance."

If it was really about the CALM band, then even if Fang Chi didn't mind meddling, as the captain, he had to ask more about his responsibilities.

Back in the room, after Xiaoyou sorted out Fang Chi's carry-on suitcase briefly, Captain Fang asked people to go back to the room to rest, and went into the bathroom to take a hot bath. I fell asleep, and finally woke up suddenly when the water became cold. I dragged my body until my hands and feet became weak, stepped out of the bathtub, and fell headfirst on the bed, and started a long jet lag sleep.

This time I fell into a dark sleep, when I was lying on the bed, the sun was still shining outside the window, when I opened my eyes, it was already full of stars.

Fang Chi took the phone, looked at the current time, estimated the domestic time, and sent a voice message to Master Xiaolin.

"Has Master Xiaolin woke up?"

Lin Xiao replied quickly.

"Get up, have you landed?"

Fang Chi: "I landed a long time ago, but it was supposed to be midnight at your side, so I didn't tell you. Now that I have slept, the jet lag is almost gone."

The message was sent, but the other party did not reply for a long time this time.

It was early morning in China, and Fang Chi thought that Lin Xiao was busy in the store, so he just said to send another message, "Let's talk when we have time", but Lin Xiao's reply was delayed.

"Brother Chi, I miss you a little bit."

Fang Chi laughed silently, turned over on the bed, pressed the voice button, and asked him softly, "Miss me? How much?"

In the small farmyard in the early morning, Master Xiaolin sat outside the fence wall of the small vegetable garden, listening to Fang Chi's low-pitched, lazy voice when he just woke up, his face turned slightly red, and his fingertips hovered over the phone screen for a moment , still blushing, pressed the button, and said softly: "I want to find you by plane now, or I want you to finish work right now and come back... come back..."

When this soft and clear voice was transmitted across the ocean, Captain Fang's eyes darkened suddenly when it came out of Captain Fang's cell phone. He asked, "Go on, I want you to come over or I'll go back... and then what?"

After a few seconds, after receiving the reply, Fang Chi clicked on it quickly, and heard Master Xiaolin's shy and obvious nervous voice, and deliberately lowered the volume, into his ears——

"Then... I will, I will warm you, warm your bed..."

Fang Chi: "..."

Wow, it swells suddenly.

Fang. Being so teased that he can't be a man. Sao Chi——let out a deep breath, and his voice was a little unsteady when he spoke again: "Master Xiaolin is only responsible for warming the bed? If... I have some other requirements, other ... Is Master Xiaolin willing to meet even more excessive demands?"

Even though the two are now separated by hemispheres, Lin Xiao's hand holding the phone still trembles subconsciously. After a few seconds, he gritted his teeth and replied directly: "Yes...you, what else do you want? You can mention..."

Fang Chi's speed of replying to the message became inexplicably urgent: "Is everything okay? For example... sleep?"

Lin Xiao's face turned completely red, and the fingers pressing on the phone screen were trembling, "It's ok... well, it wasn't before... I haven't slept..."

Fang Chi's voice was completely hoarse: "It's different from before. If I want to do something to you before going to bed this time, is that okay?"

Lin Xiao took a deep breath: "Yes, yes..."

Explosion. Mountain. Thunder. Guan reappeared in the rivers and lakes, and it was about to spontaneously ignite. Yes, isn't this tormenting yourself?

However, there was no response from Fang Chi for the time being. Lin Xiao expressed himself too implicitly and not clearly enough, fearing that Fang Chi would not understand what he meant for a while, so he frowned and sent another message directly.

The sound of the mobile phone brought Fang Chi back to reality. He held his breath, clicked on the voice, and heard Lin Xiao say: "You...you can do whatever you want, no, don't use your hands, don't... If you... You can do it yourself, you can also..."

Fang Chi: "..."

These words were straightforward enough. Captain Fang felt soft and confused, and directly made Master Xiaolin's straight ball into a human-shaped active volcano, or the mountain pass that was about to erupt. He was stunned for a moment, blankly The brain asked softly, "I do...what to do..."

This time, Lin Xiao's voice replied for four seconds, the first three seconds were blank, only the weak and rapid breathing of Master Xiaolin could be heard, and in the last second, there was a clear answering voice, with only one word——

"……I."

Fang Chi: "..."

Hold.

I can't talk anymore, and I can't flirt anymore.

If things go on like this, Captain Fang might lose control of himself and call directly from overseas, using Master Xiaolin's clear and calm but nervous and embarrassing voice, to do something dangerous to manually dismantle the mine.

Captain Fang lay on his back on the bed, took a deep breath, and after his feverish brain finally calmed down, he finally sent a message: "Master Xiaolin, don't go back on what you have agreed, wait until I find you to fulfill the promise... If you dare to break the appointment and refuse to admit me, I will... engrave these few words of yours into audio, and see the sky play the recording in your ear, the kind that does not pause for 24 hours, are you afraid?"

Lin Xiao replied to him: "... I was scared, so I didn't think about denying it, then... you come back quickly."

"it is good."

Fang Chi finished the last sentence, threw the phone aside, looked at the ceiling of the hotel room, and forced himself to go through the process of the last concert from beginning to end in his mind several times before he felt deeply relieved. In one breath, he got up from the bed, changed his clothes and went out, heading straight to the concert venue.

New York RadioCityMusicHall legendary concert hall.

When Fang Chi rushed to the concert venue, CALM was doing the last rehearsal before the concert tonight.

Fang Chi came onto the stage from the back of the stage. The few people who were communicating with the on-site director team did not notice him for a while. Captain Fang stood aside and waited for them to finalize the content of the discussion before saying hello in a low voice: " Hello."

The voice was so familiar, several members of CALM turned their heads in unison, everyone was stunned, and after a while, exclamations suddenly burst out——

Qian Song: "Damn it, boss, you can still join the team?!"

Anda: "Is the old head all right?!"

Bozai: "Is the broken bone alright?"

Jing Han: "...are you alive?"

Fang Chi: "..."

It seems that Zhang Yuan has arranged for me a lot.

Fang Chi kept a calm expression on his face, and the not-so-strong reunion of the team members disappeared in an instant. He went straight to the center of the stage and walked to the seat of his drum kit that had been airlifted in advance. After sitting firmly, he pulled out the drumsticks from the side of the stand , knocked on the drum head of the snare drum, and then said slowly: "Stop talking nonsense, it's the last time, let's go."

The rest of the people held back their laughter and returned to their stage positions.

The last full rehearsal of the concert, everyone's energy was highly concentrated, and the completion of all the songs was quite perfect. When it was one o'clock in the morning in New York time, everyone called out and went home, waiting for tomorrow's final battle .

Business vehicles drive through the Rockefeller Center block in Manhattan, and the landmark art buildings on both sides of the commercial street add a magnificent and elegant atmosphere amidst the flashing neon lights.

Fang Chi sat in the last row as usual. I have to say that the physiotherapy was delayed for a few days. In addition to the previous "beating with love" by old master Lin, after a complete training session, Captain Fang's stubborn shoulder and neck problems began again. It's a dull pain.

Tsk, at this time, I miss Master Xiaolin very much.

The seat next to him was slightly caved in. Fang Chi, who was resting with his eyes closed, opened his eyes and saw Jing Han sitting beside him from the front row in silence.

Fang Chi asked with his eyes: What's the matter?

Jing Han pursed his lips and remained silent for two seconds, then asked softly, "It takes a few minutes for you to go back to the hotel, let's talk?"

A bad premonition vaguely appeared in Fang Chi's heart.

"Row."

When they arrived at the hotel, the team members said "good night" to each other at the entrance of the corridor, and then went to their rooms to rest. Jing Han followed Fang Chi to the deepest part of the corridor, at the door of Fang Chi's room.

Silence the whole time.

After swiping the card to enter the door, Fang Chi first stretched his arms upwards, turned his sore shoulders, and raised his chin towards the sofa: "Sit first, I'll get water."

Jing Han sat down on the sofa, heaved a long sigh of relief, Fang Chi came over with two bottles of water, handed him one, sat down beside him, and said, "What are you talking about?"

Jing Han frowned slightly, with a difficult expression on his face, as if he didn't know how to speak, the pure water in his hand knocked against his knees, after a long silence, he said: "Boss, this is my last scene There's a concert."

Fang Chi's heart skipped a beat, sure enough.

A silent but suppressed silence lay between the two of them for a long time. After a long time, Fang Chi unscrewed the purified water, but he didn't know whether the bottle cap was too tight or Captain Fang's wrists were numb and he couldn't use his strength. After trying twice, It wasn't until the third time that he successfully unscrewed the water bottle. Fang Chi took a sip of room temperature water and felt that the pain in his throat was not so sore, so he said, "At home... can't stand it anymore?"

Jing Han seemed to have smiled, but the laughter was so soft that Fang Chi thought it was an illusion that appeared in a flash, including the sentence "the last scene" that Jing Han said to him just now, no matter what he felt It's not real enough.

Jing Han said: "Yes, I... will come here with my brothers."

Fang Chi's hand holding the water bottle tightened unconsciously, controlling his emotions, and asked, "Didn't you tell everyone?"

"No." After the most difficult sentence came out, Jing Han seemed to have been relaxed for a moment. He leaned back on the back of the sofa, sighed, and said, "I think we should talk to you first. call."

"You can't tell me." Fang Chi was upset, and frowned, "Zhang Yuan is the manager. If you want to quit the team or terminate the contract, you should go to him, and then talk to the company, and discuss the terms of the contract with the legal side Compensation matters, after everything is settled, I will announce to the fans and fans, you and I—"

"Boss." Jing Han interrupted him softly, and gave a short laugh, "Don't be angry with brother."

Fang Chi stopped speaking for a second, his brows were furrowed, and a deep crease was formed.

After a long time, Fang Chi pinched the center of his brows, forced himself to calm down and said, "Do you still remember what you said in the hotel in Ninghai?"

"Brothers, don't worry, I won't leave. I can't do without CALM, I can't do without my keyboard, and I can't do without you." Fang Chi's eyes moved lightly, locking onto Jing Han's absent-minded and pale side face at the moment, until Asked: "The words are still in my ears, designer Jing, isn't it too fast to change your mind?"

Such a conversation is destined to be heavy or even painful, Jing Han said with guilt and sourness in his voice, "But you also told me at the time that it would be best if everyone was happy in the end, but if there is no way , don’t force yourself too much, I—”

"Then what the hell is going on if you force it again?!" Fang Chi put the pure water bottle in his hand heavily on the wooden table in front of him. On Fang Chi's wrist, look carefully, the water droplets on the wrist are about to fall, trembling slightly.

"The five-year contract is now the last year left. Even if we survive this contract period with everyone, it is okay not to renew the contract when the contract expires next year, but this is a pity... Do you have to stay? ? Just a year, and you can't wait any longer—"

"I can't." Jing Han's indifferent and handsome face was filled with sadness at this moment, and he interrupted him in a flat voice, "My mother...is sick."

Fang Chi's words froze on his lips in an instant.

Jing Han sighed deeply, exhausted to the extreme: "I can wait, but she...can't wait anymore if she can't bear it."

The huge silence was like a silent dark net, trapping the two sitting side by side, unable to break free, and the atmosphere in the room became dead silent in an instant.

After a long time, Fang Chi's Adam's apple rolled unnaturally, and when he spoke again, his emotions had completely returned to normal: "Is it serious?"

"Serious." Jing Han said nothing, "Primary liver cancer is almost at the third stage. Surgery is impossible now. The tumor is relatively large. Chemotherapy is needed to shrink the swelling. It will be resected after it reaches the surgical standard. And... One checkup, it has spread to the mammary glands..."

Fang Chi was speechless for a while, and finally cursed in a low voice: "Fuck."

"It's not really fucked up." Jing Han smiled forcedly, with a sour and sad tone: "She does design, stays up long hours drawing pictures and writing academic papers, and often flies all over the world, either holding seminars or field trips, and getting to work Doesn't remember being a woman at all, and..."

"Plus I'm such a son who doesn't let her worry." Jing Han pinched the bridge of his nose, wiped a little water from the corners of his eyes with his fingertips, and said with a smile: "Maybe it's because of me, after all, besides me, No one can make her worry so much, even my dad dare not mess with her..."

Fang Chi is really not very good at comforting people, especially when faced with such strong emotions, he usually chooses to change the subject calmly, but right now, there is only silence.

Jing Han said: "Actually, she has long since realized that something is wrong with her body, but she is too busy. She has been working on the basic design of a music square in the Netherlands for more than half a year. She has no time to worry about her body. Instead, she always finds time to treat me Brainwashing made me quit the circle and return to my profession, but I..."

Jing Han couldn't continue, Fang Chi pulled a tissue and handed it to him.

Jing Han pressed the paper towel on his eyelids, and the wet marks quickly soaked through the paper: "The last time I went home during the rest period, I found out about her illness. She told me that if the treatment is not satisfactory, in the end... she will have two The wish is not fulfilled, one is the design in hand, and the other is me..."

"Coincidentally, I can fulfill these two wishes for her. I can draw the unfinished design, and the disobedient son can go home."

"Understood." After the silence, Fang Chi raised his hand, hesitated for two seconds, patted him on the shoulder, and said in a deep voice: "If you need help, just ask, our old man's side and several top medical companies abroad The equipment group has contacts, if you need to go abroad for medical treatment, you can tell me at any time."

"Thanks." Jing Han clenched the wet tissue in his hand, "I have already contacted the hospital in the UK, and sent the case and follow-up information. If you need to transfer another hospital, I will definitely not be polite to you."

Fang Chi nodded, thought for a long time, and then asked: "Have you figured it out... When will you tell everyone?"

"Tomorrow." Jing Han gave a rare smile, "At least wait until the last concert is over, and stand on stage with everyone for the last time, I don't want to affect the emotions of the brothers because of these things, after all——I don't want to give leave regrets."

Fang Chi fell silent again.

I really don't know what to say and what to say at this time.

Compared with life, compared with the life and death of close relatives, everything seems to be as light as a feather, not heavy enough.

Jing Han was silent for a moment, then suddenly smiled and asked, "Boss, do you blame me?"

Fang Chi shook his head: "If it were me, I would have made the same choice as you. If I didn't do this, I would be really stupid."

When getting along with each other in private, Fang Chi is no different from that in front of the public. They are both in the state of "I do whatever I want", but it is really uncommon when he directly exhales fragrance like this. Jing Han was stunned for a moment, and then finally whispered laughed.

"Sometimes life is not like this." Jing Han said with a helpless but transparent smile, "Fate will always make choices for us when we are hesitant, but once he makes a move, the choice It must be the result that we cannot accept and have to accept, rather than this..."

Jing Han turned his head to Fang Chi, and said in a low voice: "It's better to make a decision by yourself from the beginning, at least there won't be any room for fighting back."

Fang Chi thought for a moment, then silently bent the corner of his mouth.

"Who said it wasn't."

The author has something to say: Captain Fang: Stop talking.

Master Kobayashi: Alright, stop flirting.

Nineteen: ... If you have the ability, you two don't move your mouth.

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