When I went out in the morning, the sky was still full of high clouds and light sunshine, but at noon the weather suddenly turned cloudy, with layers of lead clouds gathering from the south, and the wind and rain were about to hit.
Fang Chi glanced at the dark and dreary sky, and said, "Let's stop here today, the weather is bad, everyone is going back to their homes."
"Don't mind, Boss." Qian Song laughed very much, "It's been a long time since you disbanded on the spot? You are still the same one who always held a drumstick in your hand and pressed on behind us no matter it was windy or rainy, and didn't allow it at all. Are we lazy Captain Fang? Suddenly being so gentle and considerate, brother, I am a bit maladjusted."
Fang Chi glanced at him, and instantly returned to normal mode, "Want to stay? That's fine, the others disband and go home, Qian Song stays and cleans up, even if you save the cleaning fee for the team, I will thank you for Brother Yuan .”
After finishing speaking, the little lead singer with a sluggish expression and an unbelievable face was left behind, and the rest of the brothers who watched the excitement and laughed inhumanly, slowly packed up their belongings and prepared to go home, and pulled Lin Xiaoyang long and go.
The rain in August fell as soon as it was said, and when the two of them got out of the door and got into the car, as soon as the car door was closed, the torrential rain fell without warning.
Lin Xiao listened to the sound of rain outside the car window, and said worriedly: "Is it safe to drive in this weather? Why don't we wait a while until the rain is lighter?"
"No need." Fang Chi leaned over and fastened his seat belt for him. The hair on the top of his head swept across Lin Xiao's fair and delicate chin. He straightened up and comforted him with a smile, "Trust Brother Chi. Driving skills have the power to take you through wind and rain."
Master Kobayashi, who has learned a lot of new Internet terms through Weibo these days: "..."
That, what kind of driving skills are you talking about?
Of course, you can't ask this, otherwise it would be like throwing yourself into a trap.
However, the moment when this thought flashed in Lin Xiao's mind, he was taken aback.
God, no wonder the old saying goes, "Those who are close to vermilion are red and those who are close to ink are black", how long has he been with Fang Chi, and he has been assimilated by the other party's incomparable and powerful temperament of sullen dark waves invisibly? !
It's too dangerous!
Chi Ge Gao Neng, please pay attention to avoid!
Master Xiao Lin was secretly sweating and startled.
The engine started, Fang Chi pressed the double flash, the car broke through the layers of rain curtain in front of it, and drove into the vast rain curtain.
Due to the weather, the speed of the vehicles on the main road was very slow. Fang Chi rested one hand on the steering wheel and casually asked the people next to him, "Let's have lunch first. What do you want to eat?"
Lin Xiao judged the magnitude of the rain through the endless knocking sound of the car window, thought for two seconds, and replied: "This weather, let's go home and eat?"
"Okay." Fang Chi said, "What do you want to eat—"
Lin Xiao suddenly asked: "What about you, don't always ask me, do you have anything you want to eat?"
Fang Chi was taken aback, and replied subconsciously: "I don't care, anything is fine."
"That's good." Lin Xiao nodded and said softly, "Go home, I'll make it for you to eat."
A surprise fell from the sky, and it directly knocked Captain Fang into a dizzy state. He flicked his feet and failed to control the braking force. The rock-gray supercar almost went into anti-lock in the wind and rain.
Caught off guard by the impact of inertia, Lin Xiao threw himself straight forward. At the critical moment, Fang Chi decisively reached out to block his chest. Lin Xiao was dragged back by the seat belt on his chest, waiting for him to sit back on the chair. After stabilizing, Fang Chi asked in an unsteady voice: "What did you... just say?"
Lin Xiao took a deep breath, panicked and answered him distractedly: "I'm going to make you lunch later, oh, but I have to wrap your wrists first when I get home... What happened just now, why did you brake suddenly? "
Fang Chi directly parked the car in the parking space on the side of the road. The sky outside the car was dim, the rainstorm continued, and the inside of the car was also dark and unclear. Fang Chi looked at Lin Xiao's side face that was slowly turning around, his eyes moved slightly, and asked softly: : "You, want to make lunch for me?"
Lin Xiao nodded, her wet eyes like a young deer were beautiful but unfocused, "Yes—oh, I will, I can cook simple home-cooked dishes, but first, please let me get used to you What's wrong with the kitchen utensils and things at home?"
Fang Chi pondered for two seconds, and suddenly asked him in a deep voice: "Lin Xiao, you know my thoughts clearly, right?"
The topic suddenly took a 360-degree turn. Lin Xiao didn't understand why Captain Fang went directly from "lunch" to the point of "thought" that both of them tried to keep silent. Nodding, "Yes, I know."
"And, you also told me clearly that you don't have that idea, right?"
Fang Chi's tone was slow, Lin Xiao listened to it, and felt sore in his heart. After a long while, he tried to pronounce a single syllable: "I..."
"Since you don't have that meaning, don't tease me everywhere." Fang Chi said suddenly, without any emotion in his voice, "First you were worried about my injury, then you acquiesced in my convulsions and kissed you, and now you say you want to kiss me again." Make lunch for me——I really don’t understand, is it because your method of luring the enemy into the depths is too high, or because I got off to a bad start and forgot to bring my brain when chasing people, why sometimes I can’t see through you so much?”
It was as if a sharp steel claw penetrated through the chest, stirred wantonly in the flesh and blood of the lungs, lifted the flesh, and scraped the intestines and lungs. At this moment, Lin Xiao suddenly felt severe pain in all internal organs, and his lips gradually lost their color. As pale as his face.
Lure the enemy to go deep?
no, he is not.
He just couldn't help himself, but couldn't help himself.
On the way home in the wind and rain, the wind and the rainstorm are like weeping and complaining, and the sound is howling.
Lin Xiao clasped his hands tightly in front of him, and after a long silence, he asked Fang Chi in a trembling voice, "Do you think that I... don't know what to do, and don't want to give face, but others ignore me, and I don't care about you anymore. I was rushing to post it, but it's... very boring, and it's very low-spirited?"
Fang Chi frowned little by little, his heart felt as if he had been punched hard, and the pain made his breathing become heavy and weak, "No, I have never been so Missed you."
"I'm just afraid that your indifferent attitude will give me an illusion."
Lin Xiao lowered his eyelashes to cover the moisture in his eyes, just like in this airtight carriage, blocking all possible storms from the outside world, and asked softly, "What illusion?"
"It will make me feel in a trance..." Fang Chi slowly turned his head, staring at the line of his side face that was becoming paler in the dim light, stretched out a finger, hooked his chin, and slowly turned the person around. Come over and face to face with yourself, face to face, and said word by word: "I think, you actually like me too."
Lin Xiao's jaw was clamped, facing Fang Chi, he had nowhere to escape, so he could only close his eyes severely.
"Although it would be regrettable if it was really an illusion, I don't like to be vague about this kind of thing, so—"
Fang Chi always has a faint scent on his body. Lin Xiao doesn't understand perfume, so he can't distinguish the base of this scent, but he just feels that this scent is fresh and sharp, like the wind blowing through the mountains, or like the mountains are melting and freezing of snow.
Right now, he was surrounded by such a cold wind and snow, but the whole body was ignited with monstrous scorching fire.
Ice and Fire.
He could feel Fang Chi's warm breath gradually approaching, just like last night, sporadically falling on his cheekbones, the tip of his nose and... his lips.
The knuckles of Lin Xiao's fingers holding the seat belt turned blue and white, and his nails scratched at the horizontal stripes on the seat belt, almost piercing through: "So, what..."
The space inside the car quietly became ambiguous, the humidity in the air exceeded the standard, and the humidity was so thick that it gave people the illusion of being in a curtain of rain.Fang Chi's breath was close at hand, and when he spoke, the deep and gentle tone went directly into his ears, turned a corner, and slowly fell into the depths of his heart.
"So, I can't help but want to try the authenticity."
Lin Xiao's voice trembled violently, like a childish child who asked questions knowingly, childish and innocent: "How do you try?"
Fang Chi stared at the pair of bright and lively pupils in front of him, and said with a light smile, "Master Xiaolin, are you biting your lip?"
Lin Xiao was stunned for a moment, and Fang Chi leaned closer.
Time seems to be stretched infinitely, Lin Xiao can't see it, but the senses and touch are more sensitive and sharp than usual at this moment, the nothingness in front of him over-magnifies the stimulus source on the nerve center, Lin Xiao knows for the first time that there are some Sometimes, the more you can't see, the easier it is to panic and throb.
Lin Xiao's chest seemed to be pressed by a huge boulder, and his breathing was heavy and difficult. He instinctively wanted to open his mouth to breathe, but the moment his lips and teeth separated, he suddenly noticed Fang Chi's lips cruising towards him.
Lin Xiao: "!"
The moment Fang Chi tilted his head and kissed her, he suddenly turned his face away.
Such a kiss that was cautiously probing, approached solemnly, and even cherished to the point of reverence, was suddenly missed like this.
Fang Chi's warm lips brushed against Lin Xiao's cold and pale side face, and stayed a few centimeters away from him.
Lin Xiao gritted his teeth, choked his neck tightly, and dared not turn his head.
The light in Fang Chi's eyes fluctuated, and the tumbling and thick emotions hidden in his eyes were like burning and jumping flames. There was only a faint flame, but it couldn't stand the damp and rainy beating, and the cold wind passed through, and finally gradually extinguished.
The people around him slowly returned to their original positions.
Lin Xiao's fingers that had been clenched tightly on the seat belt moved slightly, and Fang Chi next to him laughed at himself and said softly, "The experiment failed, GameOver."
Lin Xiao turned his head stiffly.
Fang Chi glanced at him, suddenly turned serious, and then spoke slowly, his soft voice floated in the small space of the car, piercing into Lin Xiao's eardrum, causing a throbbing pain in his temple.
"I've waited for so long, and I've tried my best to figure it out, but now I finally understand that I don't seem to be in that special place in your heart."
Fang Chi said, "Lin Xiao, this is the last time."
Lin Xiao's face turned pale again in an instant.
Last time, overdue.
Fang Chi gave all his tenderness, waiting, and respect, but holding the last sliver of hope, he couldn't help but want to try again, but found that the result was really a bamboo basket fetching water, an empty dream one game.
However, fortunately, he still has some self-knowledge. He said that no matter what the result is, he will continue and suffer. Therefore, he can't do the trick of stalking.
Even if it is to save the last bit of face for yourself.
He could be Fang Chi from CALM, or his boss, or even more intimately, he could be Brother Chi with whom he has a deep affection.
But it seems... these titles are just as dispensable for others.
The flowers turned red and the water turned into nothingness. After all, he failed to become his unique one.
No one complains, it is he who does not have that blessing.
Fang Chi took a deep breath and restarted the car. At this time, he was able to suppress the suffocation and soreness in his heart that was about to overflow his mouth and nose. He teased and comforted Lin Xiao: "Relax, Master Xiaolin, I failed the customs clearance, why are you so nervous? "
Shouldn't it be some kind of invisible relief for you?
The car re-entered the world in the rain, and the two sat together silently, neither of them said a word.
Walking halfway, Fang Chi suddenly remembered that it seemed inappropriate to take someone home in the current situation, so he asked Lin Xiao, "Do you want to take you back to the massage shop?"
Lin Xiao's shoulders trembled silently, and his whole body seemed to be suddenly lifted from the abyss of weightlessness. He didn't respond for a long time. After a while, he asked in confusion, "What did you say?"
Fang Chi frowned, and repeated again: "I said, do you want to go home? I can take you back directly."
The corner of Lin Xiao's mouth curled up into a not-so-obvious arc, which didn't look like a smile mark, but more like the expression of crying and laughing when he was in extreme grief, "No, I haven't done the physical therapy that I talked about last night, go back first." Go home, I'll leave when I'm done."
"Okay." Fang Chi agreed cleanly, turned on the turn signal, and drove in the direction of his residence.
The car drove all the way into the underground garage. When the two of them entered, they didn't get any rain on their bodies.
Fang Chi poured two glasses of warm water, and handed one to Lin Xiao. After pouring the other, he put down the glass, sat on the sofa, took out his mobile phone and asked him, "What do you want to eat? I'll order takeaway."
I don't know if it was cold, but even after drinking warm water, Lin Xiao's face and lips were still white, without any sign of turning red. He held the glass in his hand and said softly, "Anything is fine, let's make it more convenient."
After eating early, you can do physical therapy early.
After the physical therapy, I can get out sooner and with more peace of mind.
It's not that I don't want to face you, it's that I can't face my despicable self at this time.
Fang Chi ordered takeaway from a nearby private kitchen, and the food was delivered quickly.
After the delivery man left, Fang Chi walked into the restaurant with a lunch box. Lin Xiao put the glass in his hand on the coffee table, stood up, walked over by himself.
The sound of rain continued outside the house, and the downpour seemed to have no tendency to stop. A small chandelier with warm lighting was turned on in the dining room. Under the shadow of the lamp, there were two people sitting opposite each other with expressionless faces and no communication during the period. people.
The meal was silent and depressing. Halfway through the meal, Fang Chi's mobile phone rang. He got up and left his seat, and walked aside to answer the phone.
Holding the chopsticks, Lin Xiao breathed a sigh of relief.
Not long after, Fang Chi hung up the phone and turned back, standing by the dining table, hesitating a little uncertainly, "Brother Yuan called, I have something to do with work, I might need to go out for a while."
Lin Xiao put down his chopsticks, followed him to stand up, and said, "It's okay, physical therapy can wait for you to come back."
"I didn't mean that." Fang Chi said annoyedly: "Why don't you forget about it today, I don't want you to wait in vain, I will send you back first?"
Lin Xiao was taken aback for a moment, and subconsciously said, "I won't go!"
Fang Chicha frowned inaudibly.
Lin Xiao took a deep breath and suppressed, "I'll just wait for you to come back, physical therapy... can't be delayed like this."
Fang Chi was really upset. He was worried that Lin Xiao would be alone at home, but Lin Xiao had reason and evidence, and all his arguments were based on his body. He couldn't calmly let people go out, so he said: " Then I will ask Xiao You to come and accompany you."
Unexpectedly, Lin Xiao shook his head again, and said, "No, Brother Xiaoyou definitely needs to be there to help you with your work. I can just wait for you at home." After a while, he said, "And... I think Just stay alone for a while, okay?"
Fang Chi was speechless for a long time, and finally just asked softly: "Are you really all right by yourself?"
Lin Xiao nodded firmly.
"Okay." Fang Chi walked to the central living room, picked up the coat that was casually thrown on the armrest of the sofa, "Then I'll go early and come back early."
Lin Xiao sat back on the chair again, touched the chopsticks that had just been put down, gave a soft "hmm", and continued to eat the unfinished lunch.
Fang Chi stood at the entrance, changed his shoes, turned around and looked at Lin Xiao for two seconds, then opened the door and left.
Lin Xiao lowered his head slightly, until the sound of closing the door came, and the teardrop that had been hidden in his eyes for a long time finally rolled down.
It rained from dawn to dusk.
Lin Xiao sat on the sofa after lunch, quietly waiting for Fang Chi to come back in the large empty house.
Time passed by, but the sound of the door opening at the entrance never sounded again.
At first, Lin Xiao could still hold the phone, listen to the news and Weibo hotspots, just to pass the time, but as time went on, the anxiety in his heart became more and more intense.
Fang Chi said he was going out to talk about work, how did he get there, or did he drive?With such a heavy rain, he left in a hurry, and it has already passed the time for the news broadcast. Not only did he not come back, he didn't even make a phone call...
It's not scary to scare people, sometimes scaring yourself is the scariest thing.
Lin Xiao stroked the phone screen with her fingers, almost fidgeting and thinking, how about...call Fang Chi?Don't say anything else, just make sure that people are safe and sound.
As soon as this idea came up, before it took shape, he was decisively killed in the bud.
No, this is...too cheap.
The line of defense in Lin Xiao's heart that supports him to maintain his posture and not collapse is originally thin and fragile, precarious and precarious. He can't let himself be stripped of cocoons again and again, watching Qianlichang collapse in the ant's nest.
Just when he was in a state of confusion, there was a sudden sound of the door opening from the entrance, and Lin Xiao almost subconsciously stood up from the sofa!
There is no light source on in the room, the wind and rain outside are dark, and the moonlight is dim. When Xiaoyou entered the door, he was stunned for a moment, and was dazed by the darkness of the room. Then he raised his eyes suddenly, and saw a man not far away. The not-so-clear black silhouette suddenly swayed for a moment, and he was terrified, the pores of his body instantly expanded several times, his legs softened, and he yelled out——
"Fuck—wealthy, strong, democratic, civilized and harmonious! Freedom, equality, justice and the rule of law! Patriotic, dedicated, honest and friendly!"
Lin Xiao: "..."
The moment Xiaoyou entered the door, Lin Xiao judged that the person who came back was not Fang Chi.
At this time, Xiaoyou was standing not far from the door and babbled and memorized the core values. I really didn't know whether to cry or laugh.
Or...you should laugh, after all, the assistant can still come to the door as if nothing happened, which means that Fang Chi must be safe now, and he is worrying too much.
Xiaoyou's positive energy halo protects his body. After a long time, the heart that was about to pop out of his throat landed smoothly. He swallowed his dry throat and called out tentatively: "Xiao, Master Xiaolin?"
Standing beside the sofa, Lin Xiao looked as thin and tall as a humanoid fossil. At this moment, he deliberately lowered his voice and said coldly, "No, it's his soul."
Xiaoyou: "..."
Heh, heh, should I scream in unison?
This world is so wonderful that the little master opened his mouth to joke!
Xiao You exhaled deeply, raised his hand and turned on the ceiling light in the central living room. At the moment when the light suddenly came on, he just lowered his head to change his shoes, and didn't see Lin Xiao's blinking eyelids.
Lin Xiao couldn't be scary, so he had to return to the normal communication mode, and asked softly, "Brother Xiaoyou, it's raining so hard, why are you here?"
Xiaoyou changed into his slippers and came over, shaking the takeaway bag in his hand, the sound of plastic bags rubbing against each other, Lin Xiao shuddered suddenly, goosebumps popped out.
"Hey." Xiao You grinned and said, "Brother Chi entrusted me to feed Master Xiao Lin."
Lin Xiao instinctively ignored his joke, which was not funny at all, and asked subconsciously: "Brother Chi, why didn't you come back with you, weren't you together just now?"
"He has something to do and he can't leave for the time being, so let me come back and deliver dinner to you first." Xiao You walked to the restaurant with the takeaway, "Hey, I haven't cleaned up the lunch yet."
Lin Xiao was taken aback, and immediately explained: "No... I want to clean up, but I haven't been to the kitchen, I'm afraid..."
"It's okay, it's okay!" Xiaoyou just said casually, unexpectedly, Master Xiaolin was so sensitive and delicate, and immediately went back to make amends: "Even if you have been there, you don't need to clean up, just leave it alone, hey, come and eat!"
Lin Xiao sighed secretly, and walked over slowly.
Xiaoyou opened the take-out lunch box, carefully placed it in front of Lin Xiao, then took the chopsticks out of the package, broke them and put them in Lin Xiao's hands, "Eat first, brother Chi is not finished yet, I have to hurry back, so I won’t stay any longer.”
Lin Xiao paused while holding the chopsticks, thought for a while, and then asked, "When... will he come back?"
"That's not sure." Xiaoyou is really caring when he is caring, and he is really two hundred and five when he is not winking. At this time, he didn't notice any difference in Lin Xiao's expression, and said to himself: "This kind of entertainment in the circle is troublesome. , and the other party finally invited Brother Chi to come out of the mountain, so it is estimated that he will not let him go easily tonight."
entertainment?
Lin Xiao asked: "Didn't he go to talk about work?"
"Uh..." Xiaoyou pondered for two seconds. Although Fang Chi's job is undoubtedly considered a job, but given the special status of the other party, it is difficult to reveal it easily... After thinking about it, he could only respond vaguely, "Um ...Well, well, well...Well, I'm leaving, Master Xiaolin, call me if you have something to do!"
Lin Xiao put down his chopsticks and said seriously, "Can I call Brother Chi directly?" After a pause of two seconds, he said, "I'll wait for him to come back for a massage, he knows."
Xiao You's face froze, and suddenly thought of something, he said with a dry smile: "You should call me, he...maybe it's not convenient to answer..."
Lin Xiao asked stubbornly: "Why is it inconvenient? Did he go to see someone important?"
"Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes!" Xiaoyou nodded frantically, regardless of whether Lin Xiao could see it or not, "It's very important, so it's definitely inconvenient to answer the phone, and...you may not be able to hear it either!"
Lin Xiao's fragile heart, which had been soaked in the pool of acid rain all day long and had already been corroded, couldn't bear the final fatal blow, and it hurt instantly.
His voice was a little fluttering, and he asked in a trance: "The very important person... is, is it a fan?"
As soon as Xiaoyo heard it, she was immediately blessed and enlightened!
——Although the other party is a popular actor, but today he specially came with the producer for the theme song of the new movie in transition, and invited Brother Chi to sing for the theme song of the movie. In this way, he is a fan of CALM or Brother Chi ... Doesn't seem too much, huh?It doesn't count as a loss of the title of movie king, huh?
"Yes, yes, yes! They are fans!" Xiao Youxin said that Master Xiao Lin's self-questioning and self-answering method is good, which happened to solve his urgent need, and his smile became more and more heartless, "It's okay, I don't want to say more. Let's go, I have to go back and keep an eye on it, Brother Yuan can't drink enough, I can't count on him, I can still hold back two glasses for Brother Chi at the critical moment!"
Xiaoyou blew to the porch like a gust of wind, walking back and forth in a leisurely manner, even ignoring Lin Xiao's pale face at this moment in his haste.
"Brother Xiaoyou." Before he went out, Lin Xiao who was sitting in the restaurant suddenly called out to him.
Xiaoyou stopped opening the door, twisted his body and poked his head out from the entrance, "Ah? Is there anything else?"
Lin Xiao took a deep breath. Although he knew it shouldn't be, he couldn't control his mouth and asked, "Is that fan a man?"
Xiaoyou didn't know why, so he replied directly: "Yeah, what's the matter?"
After a long silence, Lin Xiao's suddenly exhausted voice came from the other side of the restaurant: "It's nothing, be careful on the road, goodbye."
"Bye."
When the door was closed, Lin Xiao's arm on the dining table trembled slightly.
In front of him was the dinner specially brought by Xiaoyou, and the fresh fragrance slowly penetrated into his nostrils, but it couldn't stimulate Lin Xiao's appetite at all.
His face was filled with an empty and dazed calm, but his mind was in a mess, with countless small knots entangled together and tied together to form a huge knot, with no solution and no clue.
The soul split into two pieces, and he played against himself.
After a while, I said to myself, Fang Chi really just went to talk about work, so don't worry too much.
After a while, I couldn't help but refute, but what work can I discuss with fans?And I heard that this posture has a tendency to drink until you are not drunk and don't return.
Relieve yourself for a while, but even if he can't leave, still remember to ask Xiaoyou to bring dinner back, doesn't it mean that he is still waiting at home?
And why not call him and ask him to order takeaway?
It must be because he is afraid that his eyes will not be able to see, and it will not be safe for strangers to come when he is alone at home.
Thinking of this, I seem to feel a little better.
But then--
Don't be so sentimental, Lin Xiao, in the car today, he already gave you an ultimatum, saying that it was the last time, and finally, don't you understand what that means?
I will no longer deliberately treat you well, and I will no longer be meticulous and considerate. Whether he is gentle or strong, careless and lazy, all emotional expressions will no longer belong to you alone. Therefore, wake up wake up?
So, Fang Chi went out in the rain, saying that he was going to talk about work, but in fact he was going to meet male fans, or the kind where he could sit down and have a drink or two—is this counting as lying to him?
However, even if he knew that the other party lied to him, what position did he have to question or ask for an explanation?
Why should he.
Lin Xiao folded his arms slowly, then buried his face in the crook of his arms, and sighed deeply.
There is no way to deceive myself and others anymore, no way to pretend to be calm anymore.
The torrential rain outside the window washed away the last layer of transparent defense wrapped around his heart, the empty room, the rainy night when no one was there, in such a quiet and solitary moment, he clearly heard the voice in his heart.
Why is it so sad?
Because I like him.
Lin Xiao's voice was sad and unspeakable, like a mourning silkworm bound in a cocoon with nowhere to escape, he gave up struggling, giving up resistance, giving up the guilt that had always been hanging in his heart for Master and Mistress, and let the sharp knife that was shining coldly straight Falling, piercing his own intestines, exposing his beating heart.
He almost cried, and murmured——
"I like him so much."
The author has something to say: Captain Fang: I heard that I had a private meeting with fans on a rainy night?
Master Xiaolin: I heard that I will confess my love in the next chapter?
Actor: I heard that I was blamed?
Manuscript box: I heard that I don't have a drop?
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Fang Chi glanced at the dark and dreary sky, and said, "Let's stop here today, the weather is bad, everyone is going back to their homes."
"Don't mind, Boss." Qian Song laughed very much, "It's been a long time since you disbanded on the spot? You are still the same one who always held a drumstick in your hand and pressed on behind us no matter it was windy or rainy, and didn't allow it at all. Are we lazy Captain Fang? Suddenly being so gentle and considerate, brother, I am a bit maladjusted."
Fang Chi glanced at him, and instantly returned to normal mode, "Want to stay? That's fine, the others disband and go home, Qian Song stays and cleans up, even if you save the cleaning fee for the team, I will thank you for Brother Yuan .”
After finishing speaking, the little lead singer with a sluggish expression and an unbelievable face was left behind, and the rest of the brothers who watched the excitement and laughed inhumanly, slowly packed up their belongings and prepared to go home, and pulled Lin Xiaoyang long and go.
The rain in August fell as soon as it was said, and when the two of them got out of the door and got into the car, as soon as the car door was closed, the torrential rain fell without warning.
Lin Xiao listened to the sound of rain outside the car window, and said worriedly: "Is it safe to drive in this weather? Why don't we wait a while until the rain is lighter?"
"No need." Fang Chi leaned over and fastened his seat belt for him. The hair on the top of his head swept across Lin Xiao's fair and delicate chin. He straightened up and comforted him with a smile, "Trust Brother Chi. Driving skills have the power to take you through wind and rain."
Master Kobayashi, who has learned a lot of new Internet terms through Weibo these days: "..."
That, what kind of driving skills are you talking about?
Of course, you can't ask this, otherwise it would be like throwing yourself into a trap.
However, the moment when this thought flashed in Lin Xiao's mind, he was taken aback.
God, no wonder the old saying goes, "Those who are close to vermilion are red and those who are close to ink are black", how long has he been with Fang Chi, and he has been assimilated by the other party's incomparable and powerful temperament of sullen dark waves invisibly? !
It's too dangerous!
Chi Ge Gao Neng, please pay attention to avoid!
Master Xiao Lin was secretly sweating and startled.
The engine started, Fang Chi pressed the double flash, the car broke through the layers of rain curtain in front of it, and drove into the vast rain curtain.
Due to the weather, the speed of the vehicles on the main road was very slow. Fang Chi rested one hand on the steering wheel and casually asked the people next to him, "Let's have lunch first. What do you want to eat?"
Lin Xiao judged the magnitude of the rain through the endless knocking sound of the car window, thought for two seconds, and replied: "This weather, let's go home and eat?"
"Okay." Fang Chi said, "What do you want to eat—"
Lin Xiao suddenly asked: "What about you, don't always ask me, do you have anything you want to eat?"
Fang Chi was taken aback, and replied subconsciously: "I don't care, anything is fine."
"That's good." Lin Xiao nodded and said softly, "Go home, I'll make it for you to eat."
A surprise fell from the sky, and it directly knocked Captain Fang into a dizzy state. He flicked his feet and failed to control the braking force. The rock-gray supercar almost went into anti-lock in the wind and rain.
Caught off guard by the impact of inertia, Lin Xiao threw himself straight forward. At the critical moment, Fang Chi decisively reached out to block his chest. Lin Xiao was dragged back by the seat belt on his chest, waiting for him to sit back on the chair. After stabilizing, Fang Chi asked in an unsteady voice: "What did you... just say?"
Lin Xiao took a deep breath, panicked and answered him distractedly: "I'm going to make you lunch later, oh, but I have to wrap your wrists first when I get home... What happened just now, why did you brake suddenly? "
Fang Chi directly parked the car in the parking space on the side of the road. The sky outside the car was dim, the rainstorm continued, and the inside of the car was also dark and unclear. Fang Chi looked at Lin Xiao's side face that was slowly turning around, his eyes moved slightly, and asked softly: : "You, want to make lunch for me?"
Lin Xiao nodded, her wet eyes like a young deer were beautiful but unfocused, "Yes—oh, I will, I can cook simple home-cooked dishes, but first, please let me get used to you What's wrong with the kitchen utensils and things at home?"
Fang Chi pondered for two seconds, and suddenly asked him in a deep voice: "Lin Xiao, you know my thoughts clearly, right?"
The topic suddenly took a 360-degree turn. Lin Xiao didn't understand why Captain Fang went directly from "lunch" to the point of "thought" that both of them tried to keep silent. Nodding, "Yes, I know."
"And, you also told me clearly that you don't have that idea, right?"
Fang Chi's tone was slow, Lin Xiao listened to it, and felt sore in his heart. After a long while, he tried to pronounce a single syllable: "I..."
"Since you don't have that meaning, don't tease me everywhere." Fang Chi said suddenly, without any emotion in his voice, "First you were worried about my injury, then you acquiesced in my convulsions and kissed you, and now you say you want to kiss me again." Make lunch for me——I really don’t understand, is it because your method of luring the enemy into the depths is too high, or because I got off to a bad start and forgot to bring my brain when chasing people, why sometimes I can’t see through you so much?”
It was as if a sharp steel claw penetrated through the chest, stirred wantonly in the flesh and blood of the lungs, lifted the flesh, and scraped the intestines and lungs. At this moment, Lin Xiao suddenly felt severe pain in all internal organs, and his lips gradually lost their color. As pale as his face.
Lure the enemy to go deep?
no, he is not.
He just couldn't help himself, but couldn't help himself.
On the way home in the wind and rain, the wind and the rainstorm are like weeping and complaining, and the sound is howling.
Lin Xiao clasped his hands tightly in front of him, and after a long silence, he asked Fang Chi in a trembling voice, "Do you think that I... don't know what to do, and don't want to give face, but others ignore me, and I don't care about you anymore. I was rushing to post it, but it's... very boring, and it's very low-spirited?"
Fang Chi frowned little by little, his heart felt as if he had been punched hard, and the pain made his breathing become heavy and weak, "No, I have never been so Missed you."
"I'm just afraid that your indifferent attitude will give me an illusion."
Lin Xiao lowered his eyelashes to cover the moisture in his eyes, just like in this airtight carriage, blocking all possible storms from the outside world, and asked softly, "What illusion?"
"It will make me feel in a trance..." Fang Chi slowly turned his head, staring at the line of his side face that was becoming paler in the dim light, stretched out a finger, hooked his chin, and slowly turned the person around. Come over and face to face with yourself, face to face, and said word by word: "I think, you actually like me too."
Lin Xiao's jaw was clamped, facing Fang Chi, he had nowhere to escape, so he could only close his eyes severely.
"Although it would be regrettable if it was really an illusion, I don't like to be vague about this kind of thing, so—"
Fang Chi always has a faint scent on his body. Lin Xiao doesn't understand perfume, so he can't distinguish the base of this scent, but he just feels that this scent is fresh and sharp, like the wind blowing through the mountains, or like the mountains are melting and freezing of snow.
Right now, he was surrounded by such a cold wind and snow, but the whole body was ignited with monstrous scorching fire.
Ice and Fire.
He could feel Fang Chi's warm breath gradually approaching, just like last night, sporadically falling on his cheekbones, the tip of his nose and... his lips.
The knuckles of Lin Xiao's fingers holding the seat belt turned blue and white, and his nails scratched at the horizontal stripes on the seat belt, almost piercing through: "So, what..."
The space inside the car quietly became ambiguous, the humidity in the air exceeded the standard, and the humidity was so thick that it gave people the illusion of being in a curtain of rain.Fang Chi's breath was close at hand, and when he spoke, the deep and gentle tone went directly into his ears, turned a corner, and slowly fell into the depths of his heart.
"So, I can't help but want to try the authenticity."
Lin Xiao's voice trembled violently, like a childish child who asked questions knowingly, childish and innocent: "How do you try?"
Fang Chi stared at the pair of bright and lively pupils in front of him, and said with a light smile, "Master Xiaolin, are you biting your lip?"
Lin Xiao was stunned for a moment, and Fang Chi leaned closer.
Time seems to be stretched infinitely, Lin Xiao can't see it, but the senses and touch are more sensitive and sharp than usual at this moment, the nothingness in front of him over-magnifies the stimulus source on the nerve center, Lin Xiao knows for the first time that there are some Sometimes, the more you can't see, the easier it is to panic and throb.
Lin Xiao's chest seemed to be pressed by a huge boulder, and his breathing was heavy and difficult. He instinctively wanted to open his mouth to breathe, but the moment his lips and teeth separated, he suddenly noticed Fang Chi's lips cruising towards him.
Lin Xiao: "!"
The moment Fang Chi tilted his head and kissed her, he suddenly turned his face away.
Such a kiss that was cautiously probing, approached solemnly, and even cherished to the point of reverence, was suddenly missed like this.
Fang Chi's warm lips brushed against Lin Xiao's cold and pale side face, and stayed a few centimeters away from him.
Lin Xiao gritted his teeth, choked his neck tightly, and dared not turn his head.
The light in Fang Chi's eyes fluctuated, and the tumbling and thick emotions hidden in his eyes were like burning and jumping flames. There was only a faint flame, but it couldn't stand the damp and rainy beating, and the cold wind passed through, and finally gradually extinguished.
The people around him slowly returned to their original positions.
Lin Xiao's fingers that had been clenched tightly on the seat belt moved slightly, and Fang Chi next to him laughed at himself and said softly, "The experiment failed, GameOver."
Lin Xiao turned his head stiffly.
Fang Chi glanced at him, suddenly turned serious, and then spoke slowly, his soft voice floated in the small space of the car, piercing into Lin Xiao's eardrum, causing a throbbing pain in his temple.
"I've waited for so long, and I've tried my best to figure it out, but now I finally understand that I don't seem to be in that special place in your heart."
Fang Chi said, "Lin Xiao, this is the last time."
Lin Xiao's face turned pale again in an instant.
Last time, overdue.
Fang Chi gave all his tenderness, waiting, and respect, but holding the last sliver of hope, he couldn't help but want to try again, but found that the result was really a bamboo basket fetching water, an empty dream one game.
However, fortunately, he still has some self-knowledge. He said that no matter what the result is, he will continue and suffer. Therefore, he can't do the trick of stalking.
Even if it is to save the last bit of face for yourself.
He could be Fang Chi from CALM, or his boss, or even more intimately, he could be Brother Chi with whom he has a deep affection.
But it seems... these titles are just as dispensable for others.
The flowers turned red and the water turned into nothingness. After all, he failed to become his unique one.
No one complains, it is he who does not have that blessing.
Fang Chi took a deep breath and restarted the car. At this time, he was able to suppress the suffocation and soreness in his heart that was about to overflow his mouth and nose. He teased and comforted Lin Xiao: "Relax, Master Xiaolin, I failed the customs clearance, why are you so nervous? "
Shouldn't it be some kind of invisible relief for you?
The car re-entered the world in the rain, and the two sat together silently, neither of them said a word.
Walking halfway, Fang Chi suddenly remembered that it seemed inappropriate to take someone home in the current situation, so he asked Lin Xiao, "Do you want to take you back to the massage shop?"
Lin Xiao's shoulders trembled silently, and his whole body seemed to be suddenly lifted from the abyss of weightlessness. He didn't respond for a long time. After a while, he asked in confusion, "What did you say?"
Fang Chi frowned, and repeated again: "I said, do you want to go home? I can take you back directly."
The corner of Lin Xiao's mouth curled up into a not-so-obvious arc, which didn't look like a smile mark, but more like the expression of crying and laughing when he was in extreme grief, "No, I haven't done the physical therapy that I talked about last night, go back first." Go home, I'll leave when I'm done."
"Okay." Fang Chi agreed cleanly, turned on the turn signal, and drove in the direction of his residence.
The car drove all the way into the underground garage. When the two of them entered, they didn't get any rain on their bodies.
Fang Chi poured two glasses of warm water, and handed one to Lin Xiao. After pouring the other, he put down the glass, sat on the sofa, took out his mobile phone and asked him, "What do you want to eat? I'll order takeaway."
I don't know if it was cold, but even after drinking warm water, Lin Xiao's face and lips were still white, without any sign of turning red. He held the glass in his hand and said softly, "Anything is fine, let's make it more convenient."
After eating early, you can do physical therapy early.
After the physical therapy, I can get out sooner and with more peace of mind.
It's not that I don't want to face you, it's that I can't face my despicable self at this time.
Fang Chi ordered takeaway from a nearby private kitchen, and the food was delivered quickly.
After the delivery man left, Fang Chi walked into the restaurant with a lunch box. Lin Xiao put the glass in his hand on the coffee table, stood up, walked over by himself.
The sound of rain continued outside the house, and the downpour seemed to have no tendency to stop. A small chandelier with warm lighting was turned on in the dining room. Under the shadow of the lamp, there were two people sitting opposite each other with expressionless faces and no communication during the period. people.
The meal was silent and depressing. Halfway through the meal, Fang Chi's mobile phone rang. He got up and left his seat, and walked aside to answer the phone.
Holding the chopsticks, Lin Xiao breathed a sigh of relief.
Not long after, Fang Chi hung up the phone and turned back, standing by the dining table, hesitating a little uncertainly, "Brother Yuan called, I have something to do with work, I might need to go out for a while."
Lin Xiao put down his chopsticks, followed him to stand up, and said, "It's okay, physical therapy can wait for you to come back."
"I didn't mean that." Fang Chi said annoyedly: "Why don't you forget about it today, I don't want you to wait in vain, I will send you back first?"
Lin Xiao was taken aback for a moment, and subconsciously said, "I won't go!"
Fang Chicha frowned inaudibly.
Lin Xiao took a deep breath and suppressed, "I'll just wait for you to come back, physical therapy... can't be delayed like this."
Fang Chi was really upset. He was worried that Lin Xiao would be alone at home, but Lin Xiao had reason and evidence, and all his arguments were based on his body. He couldn't calmly let people go out, so he said: " Then I will ask Xiao You to come and accompany you."
Unexpectedly, Lin Xiao shook his head again, and said, "No, Brother Xiaoyou definitely needs to be there to help you with your work. I can just wait for you at home." After a while, he said, "And... I think Just stay alone for a while, okay?"
Fang Chi was speechless for a long time, and finally just asked softly: "Are you really all right by yourself?"
Lin Xiao nodded firmly.
"Okay." Fang Chi walked to the central living room, picked up the coat that was casually thrown on the armrest of the sofa, "Then I'll go early and come back early."
Lin Xiao sat back on the chair again, touched the chopsticks that had just been put down, gave a soft "hmm", and continued to eat the unfinished lunch.
Fang Chi stood at the entrance, changed his shoes, turned around and looked at Lin Xiao for two seconds, then opened the door and left.
Lin Xiao lowered his head slightly, until the sound of closing the door came, and the teardrop that had been hidden in his eyes for a long time finally rolled down.
It rained from dawn to dusk.
Lin Xiao sat on the sofa after lunch, quietly waiting for Fang Chi to come back in the large empty house.
Time passed by, but the sound of the door opening at the entrance never sounded again.
At first, Lin Xiao could still hold the phone, listen to the news and Weibo hotspots, just to pass the time, but as time went on, the anxiety in his heart became more and more intense.
Fang Chi said he was going out to talk about work, how did he get there, or did he drive?With such a heavy rain, he left in a hurry, and it has already passed the time for the news broadcast. Not only did he not come back, he didn't even make a phone call...
It's not scary to scare people, sometimes scaring yourself is the scariest thing.
Lin Xiao stroked the phone screen with her fingers, almost fidgeting and thinking, how about...call Fang Chi?Don't say anything else, just make sure that people are safe and sound.
As soon as this idea came up, before it took shape, he was decisively killed in the bud.
No, this is...too cheap.
The line of defense in Lin Xiao's heart that supports him to maintain his posture and not collapse is originally thin and fragile, precarious and precarious. He can't let himself be stripped of cocoons again and again, watching Qianlichang collapse in the ant's nest.
Just when he was in a state of confusion, there was a sudden sound of the door opening from the entrance, and Lin Xiao almost subconsciously stood up from the sofa!
There is no light source on in the room, the wind and rain outside are dark, and the moonlight is dim. When Xiaoyou entered the door, he was stunned for a moment, and was dazed by the darkness of the room. Then he raised his eyes suddenly, and saw a man not far away. The not-so-clear black silhouette suddenly swayed for a moment, and he was terrified, the pores of his body instantly expanded several times, his legs softened, and he yelled out——
"Fuck—wealthy, strong, democratic, civilized and harmonious! Freedom, equality, justice and the rule of law! Patriotic, dedicated, honest and friendly!"
Lin Xiao: "..."
The moment Xiaoyou entered the door, Lin Xiao judged that the person who came back was not Fang Chi.
At this time, Xiaoyou was standing not far from the door and babbled and memorized the core values. I really didn't know whether to cry or laugh.
Or...you should laugh, after all, the assistant can still come to the door as if nothing happened, which means that Fang Chi must be safe now, and he is worrying too much.
Xiaoyou's positive energy halo protects his body. After a long time, the heart that was about to pop out of his throat landed smoothly. He swallowed his dry throat and called out tentatively: "Xiao, Master Xiaolin?"
Standing beside the sofa, Lin Xiao looked as thin and tall as a humanoid fossil. At this moment, he deliberately lowered his voice and said coldly, "No, it's his soul."
Xiaoyou: "..."
Heh, heh, should I scream in unison?
This world is so wonderful that the little master opened his mouth to joke!
Xiao You exhaled deeply, raised his hand and turned on the ceiling light in the central living room. At the moment when the light suddenly came on, he just lowered his head to change his shoes, and didn't see Lin Xiao's blinking eyelids.
Lin Xiao couldn't be scary, so he had to return to the normal communication mode, and asked softly, "Brother Xiaoyou, it's raining so hard, why are you here?"
Xiaoyou changed into his slippers and came over, shaking the takeaway bag in his hand, the sound of plastic bags rubbing against each other, Lin Xiao shuddered suddenly, goosebumps popped out.
"Hey." Xiao You grinned and said, "Brother Chi entrusted me to feed Master Xiao Lin."
Lin Xiao instinctively ignored his joke, which was not funny at all, and asked subconsciously: "Brother Chi, why didn't you come back with you, weren't you together just now?"
"He has something to do and he can't leave for the time being, so let me come back and deliver dinner to you first." Xiao You walked to the restaurant with the takeaway, "Hey, I haven't cleaned up the lunch yet."
Lin Xiao was taken aback, and immediately explained: "No... I want to clean up, but I haven't been to the kitchen, I'm afraid..."
"It's okay, it's okay!" Xiaoyou just said casually, unexpectedly, Master Xiaolin was so sensitive and delicate, and immediately went back to make amends: "Even if you have been there, you don't need to clean up, just leave it alone, hey, come and eat!"
Lin Xiao sighed secretly, and walked over slowly.
Xiaoyou opened the take-out lunch box, carefully placed it in front of Lin Xiao, then took the chopsticks out of the package, broke them and put them in Lin Xiao's hands, "Eat first, brother Chi is not finished yet, I have to hurry back, so I won’t stay any longer.”
Lin Xiao paused while holding the chopsticks, thought for a while, and then asked, "When... will he come back?"
"That's not sure." Xiaoyou is really caring when he is caring, and he is really two hundred and five when he is not winking. At this time, he didn't notice any difference in Lin Xiao's expression, and said to himself: "This kind of entertainment in the circle is troublesome. , and the other party finally invited Brother Chi to come out of the mountain, so it is estimated that he will not let him go easily tonight."
entertainment?
Lin Xiao asked: "Didn't he go to talk about work?"
"Uh..." Xiaoyou pondered for two seconds. Although Fang Chi's job is undoubtedly considered a job, but given the special status of the other party, it is difficult to reveal it easily... After thinking about it, he could only respond vaguely, "Um ...Well, well, well...Well, I'm leaving, Master Xiaolin, call me if you have something to do!"
Lin Xiao put down his chopsticks and said seriously, "Can I call Brother Chi directly?" After a pause of two seconds, he said, "I'll wait for him to come back for a massage, he knows."
Xiao You's face froze, and suddenly thought of something, he said with a dry smile: "You should call me, he...maybe it's not convenient to answer..."
Lin Xiao asked stubbornly: "Why is it inconvenient? Did he go to see someone important?"
"Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes!" Xiaoyou nodded frantically, regardless of whether Lin Xiao could see it or not, "It's very important, so it's definitely inconvenient to answer the phone, and...you may not be able to hear it either!"
Lin Xiao's fragile heart, which had been soaked in the pool of acid rain all day long and had already been corroded, couldn't bear the final fatal blow, and it hurt instantly.
His voice was a little fluttering, and he asked in a trance: "The very important person... is, is it a fan?"
As soon as Xiaoyo heard it, she was immediately blessed and enlightened!
——Although the other party is a popular actor, but today he specially came with the producer for the theme song of the new movie in transition, and invited Brother Chi to sing for the theme song of the movie. In this way, he is a fan of CALM or Brother Chi ... Doesn't seem too much, huh?It doesn't count as a loss of the title of movie king, huh?
"Yes, yes, yes! They are fans!" Xiao Youxin said that Master Xiao Lin's self-questioning and self-answering method is good, which happened to solve his urgent need, and his smile became more and more heartless, "It's okay, I don't want to say more. Let's go, I have to go back and keep an eye on it, Brother Yuan can't drink enough, I can't count on him, I can still hold back two glasses for Brother Chi at the critical moment!"
Xiaoyou blew to the porch like a gust of wind, walking back and forth in a leisurely manner, even ignoring Lin Xiao's pale face at this moment in his haste.
"Brother Xiaoyou." Before he went out, Lin Xiao who was sitting in the restaurant suddenly called out to him.
Xiaoyou stopped opening the door, twisted his body and poked his head out from the entrance, "Ah? Is there anything else?"
Lin Xiao took a deep breath. Although he knew it shouldn't be, he couldn't control his mouth and asked, "Is that fan a man?"
Xiaoyou didn't know why, so he replied directly: "Yeah, what's the matter?"
After a long silence, Lin Xiao's suddenly exhausted voice came from the other side of the restaurant: "It's nothing, be careful on the road, goodbye."
"Bye."
When the door was closed, Lin Xiao's arm on the dining table trembled slightly.
In front of him was the dinner specially brought by Xiaoyou, and the fresh fragrance slowly penetrated into his nostrils, but it couldn't stimulate Lin Xiao's appetite at all.
His face was filled with an empty and dazed calm, but his mind was in a mess, with countless small knots entangled together and tied together to form a huge knot, with no solution and no clue.
The soul split into two pieces, and he played against himself.
After a while, I said to myself, Fang Chi really just went to talk about work, so don't worry too much.
After a while, I couldn't help but refute, but what work can I discuss with fans?And I heard that this posture has a tendency to drink until you are not drunk and don't return.
Relieve yourself for a while, but even if he can't leave, still remember to ask Xiaoyou to bring dinner back, doesn't it mean that he is still waiting at home?
And why not call him and ask him to order takeaway?
It must be because he is afraid that his eyes will not be able to see, and it will not be safe for strangers to come when he is alone at home.
Thinking of this, I seem to feel a little better.
But then--
Don't be so sentimental, Lin Xiao, in the car today, he already gave you an ultimatum, saying that it was the last time, and finally, don't you understand what that means?
I will no longer deliberately treat you well, and I will no longer be meticulous and considerate. Whether he is gentle or strong, careless and lazy, all emotional expressions will no longer belong to you alone. Therefore, wake up wake up?
So, Fang Chi went out in the rain, saying that he was going to talk about work, but in fact he was going to meet male fans, or the kind where he could sit down and have a drink or two—is this counting as lying to him?
However, even if he knew that the other party lied to him, what position did he have to question or ask for an explanation?
Why should he.
Lin Xiao folded his arms slowly, then buried his face in the crook of his arms, and sighed deeply.
There is no way to deceive myself and others anymore, no way to pretend to be calm anymore.
The torrential rain outside the window washed away the last layer of transparent defense wrapped around his heart, the empty room, the rainy night when no one was there, in such a quiet and solitary moment, he clearly heard the voice in his heart.
Why is it so sad?
Because I like him.
Lin Xiao's voice was sad and unspeakable, like a mourning silkworm bound in a cocoon with nowhere to escape, he gave up struggling, giving up resistance, giving up the guilt that had always been hanging in his heart for Master and Mistress, and let the sharp knife that was shining coldly straight Falling, piercing his own intestines, exposing his beating heart.
He almost cried, and murmured——
"I like him so much."
The author has something to say: Captain Fang: I heard that I had a private meeting with fans on a rainy night?
Master Xiaolin: I heard that I will confess my love in the next chapter?
Actor: I heard that I was blamed?
Manuscript box: I heard that I don't have a drop?
Nineteen: You are all right.
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