The protagonist is blocked by me [Quick Transmigration]

I like men.

I knew about it, and so did my father, but he pretended not to know.As the saying goes, no one can wake up a person who pretends to be asleep.

I couldn't wake up my dad either.

He was still immersed in his dream, happily introducing me to famous women, as if he could cover up my homosexuality, but he was very clear in his bones, so it would only be futile again and again.

It can be seen from his expression.

He is getting more and more disappointed in me.Don't even want to see me anymore.

He always said that I was like my mother, kind but cowardly.In fact, he was wrong. I am like him, stubborn and stubborn.

So when he told me to fuck that day, I fucked.

I remember that day, very clearly.It was thunderstorm and windy that day, and the shadows of the trees outside were swaying like ghosts. He sat on the sofa and swept away the things on the coffee table. The sound of broken cups covered my heartbeat very well.

He growled at me with wide eyes.

Say.

"If you leave, don't come back!"

I don't know why, but at that time, I suddenly felt relieved, my heart was beating non-stop, but it was not because of fear.

I am excited.

Even though this feeling never appeared in my life, I was keenly aware of it when it did.

I almost walked into the night of thunder and lightning with a surging mood.

"Just pretend you didn't give birth to my son."

My response blows away the wind.

Later, I met Gu Mingyu. I met Gu Mingyu when I was the most downcast, helpless and even struggling to the point of death.

I can't say that he shot into my life like a ray of light, but I can also say that I have paid sincere feelings for him. Even when I invested in this feeling, I knew his name was Gu Mingyu, and I also knew that he loved someone who was not me. man.

He is Gu Mingyu.

Unlike me, the heir of the Cha family who occupies the headlines of the newspapers, few people have even seen my face.

The so-called, former, heirs of the Tang family.

That identity is far away from me.

I have been with him for five years, and watched someone's back with him for five years. I thought that the two of us would spend our whole lives in this kind of company and being accompanied, but I didn't know that God had arranged for it .

That person is dead.The death was extremely bizarre.

But he died after all.

It was also a night of thunder and lightning, just like when I left the Tang family five years ago.

What a coincidence.

That night he broke my hands and feet with an iron rod, and the blood flowed a long way along with the rain. In fact, I didn’t feel any pain. My senses have always been dull, but I still remember what he said.

That sentence hurts me.

Say.

"Why didn't you die."

As I said, I am actually like my father, stubborn and stubborn, so when he let me die, I died.

At the moment of death, that secret sense of relief returned, and my heart started pounding again, again not from fear.

I am excited.

So I walked into the darkness of death with the same surging mood as I did five years ago.

Although... three months late.

Although I don't want to admit it, I still really fantasized that he would come back to me.

Take me away, take me away from everything I ever wanted to escape.

During the three months when the flowers were scattered.