[Danmei] You and I never meet

When He Mu said on the phone that if you need help, you must call him, I quickly realized the intention behind He Mu in my heart.If I didn't think too much, maybe He Mu fell in love with me.Although I'm not so sure, after all, I only met him once.

In the past, before I experienced love, if someone fell in love with me, I would definitely be excited, proud, and uneasy, and a kind of soft sweetness would flow in my heart.But now, after experiencing the bitterness of love, I understand how difficult it is for a person to bear a love in this process.

In love, two people are like climbing a mountain. They climb towards the peak to find the legendary happiness.Along the way, they will encounter ups and downs and thorns, and they will feel that their ambitions at the foot of the mountain are being wiped out by the hardships and dangers along the way. They will find that the other side that has never been revealed to each other may be that they are unacceptable. part, they will face a difficult challenge.In the long mountain road, how many lovers finally parted ways. In the end, those who climbed to the top of the mountain were not those who held hands together all the time, but those who were willing to stand behind you when encountering difficulties. You have nothing to worry about.

Of course, perhaps in front of He Mu, I am not qualified to say such a thing, after all, he is many years older than me.But the ups and downs of the past few years have made my heart's faithful faith in love fragmented, and there is very little love left to share with others.

I was silent for a long time, and said: "He Mu, I don't know if it's appropriate for me to say this, but I still have to make it clear to you that I can no longer accept another person... Do you understand what I mean? ?”

He Mu was silent for a long time, then smiled and said: "You think too much, I just care about you from the perspective of a friend, there is no other meaning, you don't need to think too much."

While listening to my mobile phone, I went to the living room, lay down on the sofa, and curled up like a lazy cat inside the sofa.The clean sunlight outside the window fell on me like a thin layer of veil, making me feel that I was in a wonderful illusion for a certain moment.However, reality has repeatedly reminded me that reality is a wall, and we will encounter it sooner or later as we walk in a wonderful illusion.

I listened to He Mu's gentle voice on the phone as last time, young as me, and I couldn't tell whether there was any emotional change in his gentle voice.However, with or without, my words have come to an end, and the end is set.In the end, I held the mobile phone, my eyes were facing the sunlight pouring in, and I forced my eyelids, so that my eyes were so sore that two lines of tears fell down, as if I had just rejected the most beautiful love in the world. Said to him: "Thank you for your concern, then I will hang up first."

"Wait a minute," he said suddenly.

My arm was about to put down my phone, and I asked hesitantly, "Is there anything else?"

"We're still friends, right?" he asked from the phone.

I was silent for a long time and said, "Yes, we are friends."

Also just friends.