[Danmei] You and I never meet

3.

After leaving the hospital, I went back to the house he bought for me.

Looking at the tall and big house in front of me, I gradually felt a sense of sadness in my heart.During the time I was with him, no matter what I wanted, he always bought it for me without saying a word.I still remember that I asked him a long time ago: "If you are so obedient, you are not afraid that I will cheat all your money and run away?"

He smiled and said, "Baby, my money was originally for you to spend, you don't need to lie." When he spoke, his eyes were shining like an obedient puppy, pleasing me.

I have always thought that we should live our lives well and well.But looking at this house at this moment, I feel that it is a beautifully shaped prison.I'm just a slave imprisoned by the charter in the name of love.My sadness and anger were all just futile wailing in the prison.

Only when I saw the date displayed on the phone did I realize that what I thought was a ten-day hospital stay was only one week.Some people say that it is difficult for people to judge the speed of time in the dark.This is real.

After returning to this house, the doctor came to check regularly every day.I stayed in the room for a long time, reading books, watching movies, in a daze, without moving an inch.Sometimes I have the illusion that I have probably become a silent piece of furniture in this room, quietly occupying a corner of the room, even if there is no sunlight, I am happy.Then gradually wither away in this peaceful sweetness.

He has been with me every step of the way.

Sometimes he needs to deal with some company matters and leave me alone at home.When I tried to go out, I found that he still locked the door as before.He is preventing me from escaping.I was thinking, if only there was a big fire, and the whole house was on fire, and I couldn't escape.I sat at the window, burned to a black, unrecognizable corpse.I want Zhang Zhang to feel the hopelessness of watching the fire and wanting to rush in to save me but being blocked by others.I want him to be immersed in deep regret all his life and unable to extricate himself.I'm going to make him suffer for the rest of his life without healing the scars.

Finally one day, I was so suffocated that I asked him to go out for a walk.I said calmly, "If you don't let me out, I'm going to go crazy."

He hesitated for a moment, nodded gently, and said, "Okay, I'll accompany you."

I shook my head and said, "I want to go out for a walk alone."

He immediately changed his face and said, "No."

I looked at him and said, "Are you going to imprison me in this house for the rest of your life?"

"No, it's not." Zhang Zhang shook his head and said, "It's just that now, you just got better. What if something happens to you?"

I said, "I'm fine, nothing will happen."

Zhang Zhang hesitated for a moment and said, "Then you promise me that you will be back before eight o'clock in the evening."

I nodded and said yes.

I really didn't think about running away.I was walking on the familiar and long-standing street, and the golden sunlight poured down like trivial gold powder, decorating the whole world with fluttering waves.

I took a deep breath of fresh air, looked up at the blue sky, and thought in my heart, even if I am sad, I still want to live a happy life.So I took out my cell phone and called Tao Zi, my best friend.

After a few rings.

"Peach!" I dialed her number.

"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh" she cried out excitedly like seeing a ghost, and it lasted for a while before she stopped and started to scold me endlessly: "Xu Qiyang, where are you going to die these days?" Is it? You don’t answer your phone calls, you forget your friends when you see sex, and you forget about me as soon as you have Young Master Zhang Zhang by your side, right?”

"No." I listened to the familiar cursing voice from the phone, and I felt warm in my heart. After thinking about it, I said, "The screen of my phone broke a few days ago, and it just happened to be repaired, so I just took it away. I didn't receive your call, and I just went out to play again, and I just came back yesterday, don't you think I'll come to you as soon as I'm free!"

"Come on, you are being raised by the young master Zhang Zhang of your family, and you still need to send your mobile phone to be repaired. I will send you a dozen apples without blinking a card." Lin Tao said wheezingly: "Also, Don’t even tell me when you go out to play, hum!”

"Are you free now?" I stopped chatting with her and said, "If you are free, come out and have something to eat."

"Where?" She immediately raised her voice to a height that sparkled in her eyes, and said, "It's still the old rule, how about you treat me?"

"Yes, my treat."

My little friend has nothing else but likes to eat, and he belongs to the kind of physique that can't make you fat no matter how much you eat.Before I knew the rules, our two children from ordinary families were always the kind of children who lay on the window and looked at the delicious food in the window.After getting to know the rules, I became the phoenix flying up the branches. The pocket money he gave me for one week was equivalent to my expenses for half a year. We started to eat all over Changsha.That's when I realized that all beings are equal, it's all bullshit.However, while cursing and resenting, at the same time, we spent the money he gave me at a speed that we never dared to imagine before.

Looking back now, in fact, in the past few years with him, his kindness to me is obvious to all.If it wasn't for those pictures, if not for that thing.I thought, tears were about to fall out again, so I quickly raised my head to hold back.

We made an appointment at Taiping Street, our favorite place to go.

I took a taxi there, and Tao Zi was already standing there waiting.Seeing her from a distance, I saw her rushing to hug me.She was dressed in simple attire, and the ponytail at the back of her head was bouncing.A familiar smell hits the nostrils.

She stopped in front of me, raised her eyes and looked at me for a while, frowned, with some doubts and jealousy in her eyes, and asked, "Why have you lost so much weight?"

"Losing weight." I pulled out a word in a casual way.

She rolled her eyes at me and said angrily: "Come on, your family will be willing to let you lose weight, and wish to raise you like a pig. Three meals a day are nutritious, nourishing and delicious."

I laughed lazily without further explanation.These days, I barely ate a single meal, relying entirely on glucose input to maintain my body's basic functions.

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