[Danmei] You and I never meet

At night, I woke up and found that I was already in the house I rented with Zhang Zhang.

At about eight o'clock, Zhang Zheng was sitting in front of the table and doing homework. I felt thirsty, so I shouted: "Zheng Zhang..." I didn't expect my voice to become so hoarse and ugly.Zhang Zhang heard my voice, turned around, saw that I was awake, got up quickly, touched my forehead, and said, "Is it better?"

I put my head on his hand and said, "I want to drink water."

"Okay, I'll pour it for you." He gently poured me a glass of water and brought it to my mouth. I drank a few sips and felt much better, so I asked Zhang Zhang, "What's wrong with me?"

A trace of self-blame flashed across his face, and he said: "The doctor said that you are too weak, and you didn't sleep well last night, you caught a cold, and you feel dizzy today."

He put the water glass on the small cabinet by the bed, and said with self-reproach: "Qi Yang, I'm sorry."

I shook my head and said, "It's because I don't like sports."

He stayed with me for a while and said, "Sleep a little longer, and I'll buy you something to eat." I nodded and closed my eyes obediently.He put on a coat, took the key wallet and went out.

But I couldn't sleep anymore, and suddenly thought of him.

I couldn't help crying because of this inner self-blame.

I love charters dearly.

But I still can't help not thinking of him, thinking of his anxious face.

Zhang Zhang and I took three days off.We stay inside, watch movies, talk, read, and don't go out much.We don't talk much between us, and I'm often the one making trouble with him.He lost his temper by me, and let me roll around on him.Often when he got angry, he would curse and say, "Why do I like you, you evil spirit!" But I always made faces at him disapprovingly, and became even more arrogant.

Three days passed quickly.After three days, we went back to school and continued our classes.

After entering the school gate, he will go to the right, and I will go to the left. He turned his head and said to me: "Baby, I will pick you up in your classroom after school."

I nodded, said goodbye, turned and walked towards the classroom.

I walked a long way, until I was about to step into the teaching building, I couldn't help turning around and looking behind me.

He was still standing far away at the place where we separated, looking in my direction, he showed me a bright smile and waved.

Blue sky, white day.Morning breeze slowly.

How deep can you love someone?

Some people spend their entire lives unable to reach the depths of love.

We are all mortals who love simply and indulgently.

Only the charter, love deeply and persistently.

I was so sad that I shed tears.I have never told anyone, including Tao Zi, that I am very afraid of bearing a person's life-deep feelings. I am afraid that one day I will live up to this feeling and hurt that person's life.However, in the unconsciousness of the intersection of life, such a feeling that I have been afraid of approaching has been deeply burned into the depths of my heart.

Before entering the classroom, I decided to go to the toilet and wash my face.But he didn't want to meet Qi Yang at the toilet door.There was also embarrassment on his face.He and I were silent for a moment, and I breathed a sigh of relief and said, "Thank you for that day."

He said quietly, "You're fine."

After finishing speaking, he bypassed me and walked to the classroom.

I splashed cold water on my face with both hands.At any rate, the embarrassment cooled down a bit.

We didn't speak for the next day.It seems to be back to the very beginning, when he just came, I was indifferent.The sky outside the window continued to be cloudy all day, gray and dark, still ink.

Occasionally, I glanced past him and saw his stern side face, young as snow.

Beautiful and cold.

Slowly, one day, two days, and more days, you will get used to it.

It all goes back to the beginning, where our story began.

I often look at the gray sky outside the window, thinking, this is also good.Maybe this is the best ending for me.

A group of white birds flew low from the window.Its feathers are 翙翙.

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