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Looking at the articulate woman with clear thoughts, Yu Sheng was a little unsure whether she was drunk or not.

"That's all I want to say. I don't have any other meaning. I just want to remind you." Yun Qing has no right to make any choice on behalf of Yu Sheng, so she can only say this. Good for continuing the conversation.

"It's getting late, if you don't mind, just rest here for one night." As the host, it is natural not to drive the guests out at this time, Yun Qing got up and planned to tidy up another unused guest bedroom.

Yu Sheng looked at her back and asked aloud, "Doctor Yun, are you not drunk?"

Yun Qing paused, not intending to answer this question, but Yu Sheng asked again, "So just now, you wanted me to read your mind while you were awake?"

Yun Qing felt that Yu Sheng's words were like a slap on her face, she felt extremely embarrassed, even a little annoyed, turned around and asked coldly, "Can this topic be over?"

"If you're sober—"

Yun Qing didn't hear the latter words.

Because at that moment, she was attracted by Yu Sheng's eyes, her mind was in a trance, her brain stopped thinking, and she fell into a strange sluggish state.

I don't know how long it took, Yun Qing came back to her senses, her body swayed, almost fell, a hand was stretched out in time, and held her firmly, Yun Qing shook her head, turned her head, and saw Yu Sheng A surprised and subtle expression on his face.

Yun Qing realized that her mind had been read just now, and it was too late to be dissatisfied with Sheng's sudden use of her ability. She was more concerned about why the other party had such an expression after reading her mind.

"What's wrong with you?" Yun Qing frowned and asked, "What did you read?"

Is there something wrong with your own thinking?

"Doctor Yun, the night is still long, let's have another drink." Yu Sheng said suddenly, seeing the surprised expression on the other party's face, she smiled.

Yun Qing thought, Yu Sheng must have read the naive idea that she was worried about her refusing to drink with him just now.

Until the two of them sat facing each other again, Yun Qing still couldn't calm down the chaotic emotions in his heart.

Why did it become like this?Like a swindler, she took the initiative to strip herself of everything she had to show the other party, this kind of unreserved behavior made Yun Qing feel extremely ashamed, but after understanding her thoughts, Yu Sheng responded to her expectations.

Such absurd thing, I'm afraid there won't be a second time, thinking about it, Yun Qing. .Suddenly it was hard to refuse.

The chaotic thoughts in her head made Yun Qing become taciturn, took a sip from the wine glass, she rarely tasted this kind of drink, at this moment, she actually felt that wine was not so difficult to swallow.

Yu Sheng could understand her silence, so she didn't expect any response from her. This night, she talked a lot, but it was just some meaningless chat. The feeling of joy, because she knew Yun Qing was listening.

The smell of wine in the air is getting stronger, and no matter how many thoughts there are, they will eventually sink into the rising drunkenness. The inadvertent contact of each other's eyes evoked a faint emotion and quietly intertwined.

Yu Sheng suddenly woke up. She looked at Yun Qing who was showing emotion but seemed not aware of it, and a trace of complexity arose in her heart.

If he hadn't read Yun Qing's thoughts, Yu Sheng would never have thought that he would occupy such a weight in the other party's heart, but Dr. Yun himself seemed to be. . .Didn't realize it.

What is there in a person like herself that deserves her attention?Dr. Yun probably thought so too, otherwise why didn't she notice it?

Yu Sheng couldn't help sighing.

The originally harmonious atmosphere was broken by this sigh, and Yun Qing felt a little at a loss, she asked suspiciously, "What's wrong?"

Yu Sheng looked at Yun Qing who was staring at him seriously. What kind of person is this woman in front of her?

Cold and arrogant, but kind-hearted and sympathetic.

In this exhausted era where everyone is tortured by the cruel reality, people like Yun Qing must be well protected, so they have the energy to feel angry about the misfortune they have seen.

Yu Sheng remembered that Yun Qing had lightly said to her that she hoped that she would take on the heavy responsibility of the safe zone, but she didn't know that she had already exhausted all her strength to get to where she is today.

This is probably the arrogance of the so-called bystander.

Although it was an eyesore, Yu Sheng couldn't look away. After all, in the last days, there are really not many people like this.

Really. .It's difficult. . .

"Doctor Yun... Do you want to hear my story?" Yu Sheng couldn't tell what kind of mood he had when he said, "About my past."

There was an urge to break the jar in my heart, I wanted to confide, I wanted to vent, I wanted to show Yun Qing all my broken and ruined life.

Because of this feeling of being cared about, she really couldn't give up.

If your concern for me is based on sympathy, then sympathize with me a little more.

For Yun Qing, who hardly ever drinks alcohol, she drank too much tonight. At this time, her thinking has been affected by alcohol. Yun Qing was stunned for a long time when she heard her words, and then murmured drunkenly. "Can you?"

Without thinking too much, Yun Qing just followed the thoughts in her heart and said, "Speak, I'll listen."

Yu Sheng smiled, and slowly talked about the memories that she had sealed in her heart, and she had decided not to touch them again.

Yu Sheng is the eleventh in the family, she is not the youngest, and she is not particularly outstanding. She is not very conspicuous in the family. Most of the time, she is actually forgotten by everyone.

Even at a family gathering, her father changed her name on the spot because he couldn't pronounce her name.

The feeling of loss was hard to bear, but it didn't last long. Yu Sheng was a person who was easily satisfied, a coward, who couldn't take on any big things, and didn't dare to resent anyone, even though she never got much care from her family, but in In her heart, that is also her place of shelter, a place she can call home.

Until later, when the family was destroyed, in order to avoid being chased by the Jiang family, she fled outside the safety zone with the few remaining Tong family members. In order to survive, the Tong family members ate rotting animal carcasses and drank sewage that gave off a bad smell. She survived, not hesitate to cut her flesh and bloodletting.

Yu Sheng struggled with this, and even committed suicide, but no matter how she resisted, she couldn't get rid of their restraint. She was like a puppet who lost her soul. She was forcibly fed with the flesh and blood of her own kind every day. It will be fed back again, and there will always be only the stench of blood in the mouth.

During that time, her mental state was extremely poor, and then she couldn't bear the mental torture and fell into madness. During the day, she was immersed in the memories of the past, and at night, she fell into endless bloody nightmares. In reality, the passage of time cannot be felt, and the consciousness is twisted and pulled, and it is constantly reincarnated in heaven and hell.

The few remaining Tong family members died one after another on the way to escape, some died from the mouths of zombies and mutant animals, some died of diseases, some died of wound infections, or excessive blood loss.

Unknowingly, the Tong family who escaped from the safe zone together with her was the last one left.

That was one of the few moments when she was sober. At that time, the man was holding a piece of bloody meat that had just been cut off from her arm, and tremblingly stretched it out to her mouth, about to stuff it into her mouth.

Suddenly meeting her clear eyes for a moment, ecstasy appeared on the man's pale face, the left forearm was almost shaved, and only bones remained, shaking feebly with his excited movements. Scattered bits of rotten and blackened minced meat.

What that moment brought to Yu Sheng was not only shock, but also made her truly feel the heavy and suffocating expectations they imposed on her.

It was also at that moment that she finally agreed and made up her mind to respond to this expectation.

She began to compete with herself, trying to stay awake, and finally she succeeded, and awakened the power, but when she was completely awake, there was only a lonely corpse that had started to stink.

There is no sadness, Yu Sheng only knows that revenge has become the only thing he has to do since then.

Her life is full of filth and sin. For this reason, she regards Nian Shaohui as redemption. However, when Luo Qing smashes this redemption mercilessly and throws the ugly truth in front of her , reality once again mocked her innocence.

Yu Sheng has suffered and been confused because of this. She knows that the taste of flesh and blood is not good for her compatriots, and it is more of a rejection in her heart. If she has no choice but to survive, then what is Nian Shaohui doing?

Later, she stopped thinking about these meaningless questions, and Yu Sheng erased the last of her innocence.

After all, the most real thing left to her by this cruel world is revenge.

Yu Sheng thought that he would never say these things, and Yun Qing was undoubtedly a good person to confide in. From her focused eyes, Yu Sheng could feel that she listened to every word he said, Let this meaningless complaining make her feel better than getting drunk.

What is contained in those blurred and drunken eyes at this moment is profound sadness, and the beautiful eyes seem to be shrouded in mist, as if they are crying.

Yu Sheng looked at Yun Qing, who was depressed with his forehead propped up, and said, "Doctor Yun, you are really drunk this time."

Yun Qing's eyelashes trembled, and she whispered, "Yes."

"Let me help you back to your room." Yu Sheng got up to help Yun Qing, and after placing her on the bed, Yun Qing suddenly reached out and grabbed her.

Yu Sheng turned around and heard Yun Qing ask, "You...what's your name?"

In an instant, Yu Sheng understood the meaning of Yun Qing's words without needing to say anything. She raised the corners of her lips casually, looking relaxed and indifferent, "That name is not important, and I don't remember it long ago."

Yun Qing couldn't hold back her drunkenness, she closed her eyes, no longer attached, just murmured "Liar."

The woman on the bed was breathing steadily and had already fallen asleep, but Yu Sheng didn't just leave. She sat gently on the side of the bed and spoke slowly.

"... My name is Tong Tong."

"I was given this name when I was five years old, because my father didn't give me a name for a long time, so my mother gave it to me. She said it was because she thought my eyes were beautiful, and I resembled my father."

In the quiet bedroom, no one responded to the soliloquies. Yu Sheng looked at Yun Qing's defenseless sleeping face, and reached out to stroke her side face.

"Doctor Yun, are you sorry for me?"

"But you are just a bystander, how can you really feel my pain?" She used her supernatural power to weave her own experience into a dream and sent it into Yun Qing's mind. She looked down at Yun Qing and whispered, " Feel sorry for me more, and let all my pain become yours."

"Since I read your mind, only in this way can we truly communicate with each other, isn't it?"

Gradually, small whimpers and low sobs filled the room.

After tonight, they will be the people who know each other best in the world.

Yu Sheng looked at Yun Qing who was constantly struggling in a nightmare on the bed, smiled and bent down, kissing her slightly furrowed forehead softly.

"Good night, Dr. Yun."