When someone with depression enters the horror game

Shen Lian had already seen the simulated bee from the corner of her eye.So he went out and walked outside the base.

His mind was empty, thinking about something, and he was still holding the chainsaw he found in the base.

"I think this guy's temperament has changed after he got the chainsaw..." The glasses stretched out.

Lin Ling sat beside him and looked at the screen: "It's become very sloppy... It seems that I have changed from a coward to a pervert? It's not an illusion."

A zombie jumped out from the side, Lin Ling sweated for Shen Lian.

"Buzz—" The chainsaw sounded, and the chainsaw went down from the zombie's head like cutting a watermelon, splitting it in half.

Not a single drop of blood was splashed on Shen Lian's face or clothes.

"The facial expression is calm, the hands don't shake at all, they are very stable, and they are veterans."

"What kind of veteran? A professional chainsaw?" Qin Qing teased.

"Then why was he so...uh, so weak when we were together?" Lin Ling was sometimes out of the situation.

His state when he was dealing with zombies was indeed very different from his usual state. Now it was a bright sunny day, but he seemed to be walking on a rainy night, still wearing a black suit or black cloak, holding a big black umbrella in his hand But he didn't open it, and the rain was pouring, but he was walking in the wind calmly and sickly in the rain, with a cheap and inferior shochu on his waist.

Fantastic temperament.

"Stupid," the glasses rolled his eyes and said contemptuously, "Can't you see that this guy is trying to pick up a man?"

"Yes."

"The chainsaw is too loud, will it attract other zombies?"

"It doesn't matter, this is City A, the zombies have been cleaned up almost, and the large-scale corpses are gone."

Speaking on the side of the glasses, Shen Lian dealt with two or three zombies, and continued to move forward, stopping and stopping all the way to the side of the moat, even the footsteps were cheerful.

The moat is the same as when it came, still dead silent.He didn't see Xiao Ning.

He frowned, looked around, and shouted: "Xiao Ning! Xiao Ning, are you here?"

A whip suddenly appeared behind him, and he was pushed into the river in a flash.

The chainsaw led him to sink to the bottom of the water, he reacted and threw the chainsaw, thumped twice in vain, and then sank.

"What happened to wocwoc!" Glasses yelled, "Isn't that Nanju?!"

"Nanju has never liked Shen Lian very much, but I thought she was just talking about it, but I didn't expect her to be crazy!" Qin Qing's voice also raised a degree.

"What are you talking about at this time! Let's go, save people! Glasses, go drive, I'll call Xiao Ning and ask where he is!" Lin Ling stood up resolutely.

Nanju stood on the shore, quietly watching the bubbles rising from the water, and showed a bright smile.

Shen Lian opened his eyes at the bottom of the water, looking at the green algae surrounding him.

He was motionless, without any conditioned desire to survive.

He raised his hand as if touching a face.

He smiled peacefully, a little crazy, and even had the illusion of being deeply affectionate and unrepentant—that is the magic power of beautiful eyes, even if it is ruthless, it is moving.

If anyone can see this scene, maybe he can also see the insensitivity that is imperceptible but directly hits people's hearts-who are his eyes enamored with?

Fascinated by... death?

Death was indeed whispering in his ears, and he lifted up the hem of his skirt profligately, whispering the tenderness brought by the god of death.

The bottom of the river is extremely silent and peaceful, so peaceful that one can feel that it is a space composed of mirrors.

The person in the mirror walked out of the mirror in a trance.

He embraced Shen Lian and kissed Shen Lian's forehead lightly.

He whispered softly: "Who are you waiting for? Who do you take as your life's sustenance?"

The sound penetrates gently into the brain from the outside, and penetrates deep into the soul.

Am I... waiting for someone?

The shadow of the person in the mirror is more transparent.

"Who are you waiting for to save you?"

help me?Of course I was waiting for the doctor to save me...doctor?

"You drowned in the warm water he put on you - or scalded to death - and now the warm water is bubbling. Maybe that's not the right analogy... You have the inertia and inertia you deserve... You actually put your life on another person! Is life so worthless!"

Life is indeed... worthless.Shen Lian grinned nervously.

Once upon a time, there was a man whose neighbor made cakes every day, and gave them to him every day out of politeness. He was grateful at the beginning and then took it for granted, until one day, when the neighbors didn’t give him cakes, he became angry. Blame the neighbors: "You don't bring me cakes!"

Shen Lian laughed so hard that tears came out——Could it be that after I die, I will turn into a ghost, grab the doctor's collar, and scream like a shrew: "You didn't come to save me! You useless snack !go to hell!"

"You don't even have the struggle to die now, which is not a good sign. I mean...you really put your whole life on him? Just like before!"

He earned it if he saved it, and it has nothing to do with me.

"You are really sick, your logic is reversed..."

Ah.

"You forgot about me."

and who are you……

"You forgot me, you didn't even forget to court death."

There was a revolving lantern in front of Shen Lian's eyes again.Why... again?

There is a stone bridge beside willows by the river, and under the stone bridge is a fabricated beautiful bridge girl.That is... the river in front of Master Yang's house in the ancient copy?

Where did the carousel play that time?

—— "Lian Lian."

——"If you call me pity again, I'll beat you up."

There was only such an abrupt dialogue, and then he was dragged out of the water by Zheng Qing, out of death, and out of those fragments.

... Now, these segments can be continued.

—— "Lian Lian."

——"If you call me pity again, I'll beat you up."

kindergarten.

——"Will you risk everything for love?"

——"How could I be as stupid as the mermaid princess in the storybook."

primary school.

——"That ballet girl is pretty good."

- "..."

--"Why are not you talking?"

——I was thinking that it would be better if the swan died.

Middle school.

——"I'm in love."

--"Congratulations."

——"It's divided again."

—— "Condolences."

——"Don't ask me why I was kicked?"

--"Not interested in."

the University.

——"Did you stop taking the medicine again without authorization?"

——"Forgot to eat."

—— "Then why didn't you forget to court death?"

jobs.

……

"Can you stay with me forever?"

"No."

——"If he came back from work and found that he was gone, what expression would he have?

What expression would he have if he searched for him but found nothing?

He must have thought that he found a corner to die, and he was no longer alive.

Will he be sad?

He might take a long breath, glad to finally get rid of his own troubles. "

It was the last time he thought of him.

Shen Lian realized what she had been ignoring, what she had forgotten.

Everyone is forgetting.Feng Yu forgot human nature, Wang Xiaoyan forgot friendship, and Tang Siwen forgot his identity.And he, Shen Lian, forgot the most important person to him.The obsession of leaving two people struggling.

[It has many grasses, its shape is like sunflower, and its red flower and yellow fruit are like a baby's tongue, and those who eat it will not be confused.]

The "Shan Hai Jing" in the ancient copy is not a counterfeit and imitation of the useless "Three Humming Classic". The grass in that world is not as useless as Shen Lian thought. Cao recalled it, but at that time he only opened his head, and was pulled out of the water by Zheng Qing...

Or was it because he ate half of the plant and kept half of it, and the dose was not enough, so the effect of the medicine was delayed?

What does he look like?He stared at the person whose obsession had condensed, thinking about the small details that he hadn't noticed.

The figure became more and more transparent, but Shen Lian finally saw the face in the fog of vision.

Beautiful long eyebrows, his eyebrows; eyes with slight epicanthus, pitiful eyes; high nose bridge, his nose bridge; thin and pale lips, pitiful lips...

Then Shen Lian showed a smile that died of ease, as if soaked in the warm water of a frog boiling pot, a perfect and full-bodied smile--in fact, the cake delivery person came, and gave him a piece of cake as usual cake.

Thy immortal soul, through dark, cold eternity, came to me at last.

This is the shadow formed by the obsession of the two of them.

He kissed Shen Lian's forehead again.

"Can't you...survive?" He became weaker and weaker.

That's too late.

Shen Lian touched that empty face, imagining pulling away his facial features and filling in the ones in his memory... that face became clearer and clearer.

Time slowed down, the waves were gentle, and Shen Lian shed a tear.

It was supposed to melt into the water and disappear completely, but he was surprised to see that tear turned into a colorful gem.

He suddenly had an ominous premonition.

He saw his own hair tangled in the water like seaweed, long and colorful.

Random ability, random awakening.

He could indeed survive, but he had to live like a dazzling rainbow.

"Look, heaven will not kill you."

There was a whirlpool on the calm river surface, and Nan Ju's heart tightened when he saw it.

A person floated up from the vortex, facing the embarrassing cherry blossom petals all over the sky.

That person's colorful hair was so long that it dragged the floor, so gorgeous that it hurt people's eyes.

"Why did you have to kill me?"

Nanju swung his whip away.

The things in the system mall are very reliable. Before Shen Lian had time to do anything, there was a seemingly white light that cut her throat because of the seven-colored fast rotating light.

Shen Lian wanted to sigh, but suddenly felt a little crocodile tears for no reason, so she held it back.

The sound of messy footsteps approached, and he heard Xiao Ning calling his name.

The team of supernatural beings finally arrived at the scene.

"How are you?!" Xiao Ning hurried forward.

Shen Lian reported to Xiao Ning that she was safe, and then explained what happened.

So he didn't see Qin Qing's shocked and unbearable face when she looked at him.

"The identity of Marysu No. 0343 has been confirmed, and the identity of Marysu No. 0343 has been confirmed. The coordinates have been sent out, and the organization can be cleared immediately, and the organization can be cleared immediately."