When someone with depression enters the horror game

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Zheng Qing is an excellent person, how can he do it well?Just look at the flowers that little girls send to his office every day.

The family is superior, well-educated, handsome and elegant, young and promising.

He seems to have had a smooth ride from childhood to adulthood.

He had made several girlfriends, but of course the final result ended without a problem.

Ex-girlfriends said that this kind of man smiles without showing his teeth, and he looks like the kind of person who can't be offended even if he is beaten to death.Wearing a mask to face everyone, you can only find another fox to play with him.

Zheng Qing didn't know what was wrong with him at all, he was really a gentle and considerate young man, but he didn't know why he wasn't likable.

Until he met another person, this guy's smile was carved out of his own!

Now he knew why he was not liked by others, this delicate and gentle smiling face was so fake that it made people want to take that person's face off.

He thought about it carefully, but he couldn't think of when he learned this beautiful stylized smile, it should have developed naturally.

And when it comes to this person who laughs as much as he deserves to be beaten, one has to say what kind of a relationship this is.

He was on duty in an extremely ordinary afternoon, but he was inexplicably drawn into a not-so-fun game by one or some unknown boring guys.

Their encounter was not so good.

At that time, he was outside the door, and the guy named Shen Lian huddled inside the door. They looked at each other through a thin door, each with vigilance.They all met each other's eyes.

At that time, one was calm and indifferent, and the other was trembling, playing a weak and bully role, but holding a deadly chainsaw in his hand.

This is dramatic enough, because there is a morgue next to it.The cowardly man asked politely if he had any extra freezers.

Nervous encounter.

Later, I met in another copy, and the idiot threw a glass mirror directly from the third floor.Because of the great gravitational potential energy, a gash was cut on his forehead, and he just made a cameo appearance of Ximen Qing by himself.

At the school celebration performance, that guy didn't watch the beautiful girls dancing ballet on the stage, but kept his eyes on him, commenting on the female classmates next to him, like picking cheap Chinese cabbage that was not very good in the vegetable market.

The red curtain opened, and the unrecognizable corpse under the beam seemed to defy everything.

Shen Lian was still sitting on the chair, extremely conspicuous in the commotion, elegant and decent, and elegant and decent beyond normal.

"A person who is so calm and cold," Zheng Qing thought as he stood by the curtain.

Then he added: "Maybe it's enough...well...not hopeless..." He thought of seeing this guy put his coat on the dead white-collar woman on the surveillance camera of Xinshou Village body.

Then the four eyes met.

This time is different from the last time - no one is showing a weak and deceitful face in boredom, which is great.

Maybe special people will always be attracted to special people.

After a deeper understanding, he found that this person spoke harshly enough, and sometimes ran the train with his mouth full, and he even expected a monument to heroes.

The monument in Moscow reads "No one knows your name, and your deeds will last forever." This guy has no name and no merit, but he has a mouth to tell cold jokes-of course, he discovered later that this man named Shen Lian Guy, I'm just afraid of being forgotten.

When it came to kindergarten, Shen Lian's approach was indeed decisive and extremely ruthless, but it was here that he saw the softness of Shen Lian's heart.

In essence, he may be the same type of person as Zhang Wanniang, that is, Painted Skin Ghost, who likes interesting people, although compared with Zhang Wanniang, he has the constraints of moral principles in his heart, although Shen Lian is a 21-gram dull and pale soul under the interesting appearance .

This soul builds up walls, builds fortresses, and the practice is to deny everything that invades the heart.

When the enemy advances, we retreat, and when the enemy retreats, we also retreat.

This is a fragile guy with cancer of the mind, AIDS of the mind.

Maybe he wants to believe him.

"I heard that I liked you before?" Shen Lian said.

No one knew how he felt when he first heard this sentence, even he himself couldn't figure it out, maybe he was a little more shocked?

Of course, rationality is everything.

This game seems to be getting more and more peaceful, but with a little analysis, you will find that the difficulty of the dungeon is reflected in the missions, and the difficulty of the missions gradually increases.

Xinshou Village only survived within the stipulated time.Then the next dungeon dispatched the mission to catch the murderer after two people had died.Kindergarten tasks start to get tricky, and the real killing doesn't see blood.Not to mention the difficulty of ancient missions.Until this time, the maliciousness of the system was clearly on the surface.

Wilde, "The Nightingale and the Rose", of course the nightingale died in the end.If the task is not completed, the system will also let the player die.

He can't solve this situation, although he may have some wisdom, but he still can't do anything about this situation, he is also afraid of death, and he is a mortal-although this situation does not match his intelligent and reliable character.This was the direct crush of an unknown force, and he had no power to fight back——only then did he realize that something was wrong. With his personality, he should have thought of a way to break this horror game very early, but why didn't he do this?He may have lost something, something about his own character.

Of course, at least he knows what it means to be calm.The calmness before death is not a quality that every ordinary person can possess.

until the last moment.

The tree said, "Think of your love."

The person that instantly appeared in his mind dyed the rose red.

It's unbelievable, this love is simply absurd and illogical.

However, he panicked for a moment.

If he wanted to see him, he would see him once, even if it was only for a moment.

Of course, the guy whose heart had been pierced died in an instant.

The light of heaven is ever bright, but the shadows of earth are impermanent; like a roof of stained glass, life stains with its tint the eternal white light, until death crushes it. (Note)

Poor doctor, at the last moment of his life, he started to panic and lost his composure.

Maybe they are two flowers, one lives in the sun, obeys the rules, is warm and elegant, and the other is a clown flower that grows out of nowhere in the dark swamp, with inferiority complex, gloomy and twisted.

But they are sometimes the same.With a delicate fake smile, gentle and indifferent.

As for whether these different characteristics or the same characteristics make them acquainted, have a tacit understanding, and attract them, no one knows.

After all, the Sri Lankan is dead, isn't he?

clown

Shen Lian is a clown.

Selfish, indifferent, gloomy, twisted, violent, but smiling.

He is boring enough, but likes to pretend to be funny to deceive people, he seems to be an atypical depression.

Through a crack in the door, he met a doctor who had the same smile as him.

Later, he discovered that although some of their characteristics were very similar, they were completely different people.

The doctor is reliable, he is crazy, the doctor has responsibility and responsibility and he is a coward, the doctor walks in the sun.

This kind of person is enough for him to keep a respectful distance.

However, there is not only a gap in the door and a look of eyes connecting them, but also the roof of the teaching building where the night breeze blows, and a bullet that hit the temple.

At that time, the doctor was holding a book of poems and holding a gun to forge this karma.

It's not clear what to say about returning favors, and then the more you understand, the more you understand, the more tacit understanding, the branches and vines are all entangled.

For example, one of his diving sports.

Tsk, he kissed a man for the first time—although this is not called a kiss from a medical point of view, as for whether it was the first time a doctor kissed a man, he didn't know.

Sometimes he wants to avoid the doctor, the better others treat him, the more he wants to stay away.

If someone stabbed him, he would stab him back secretly without hesitation, never admit defeat, and step out of thousands of troops; but if someone gave him a candy, he would be defeated immediately.

For example, he still receives the almond chocolate that Xiaopang gave him.

Take, for example, the dear little mermaid, who taught him how to love someone at the bottom of the sea—maybe it was the wrong, stupid way, his rational sniffing.

It's just that they have told stories on the shipwreck for more than ten years and watched the skeleton for more than ten years. A rose was sewn on his previous hat.

Unlike love, it may be friendship, just because there is a kind of warm fire burning on the cold seabed, shining like golden sand.

Isn't the so-called sense of happiness already sinking in the bottom of the river of sorrow, shining like golden sand?If that kind of unbelievable leisurely and clear mood that crosses the boundary of compassion is happiness. (Note)

In essence, he is a fool who goes with the candy - of course, he will never admit it.

Yet he had done his best just to be alive.

The doctor also read him Leonard Cohen's sentence, saying that there is a crack in everything, and that's how the light gets in.His first reaction is to refuse the light, because the light will shine a hole in his heart.

No cracks are allowed in his fortress.

So he is anxious all the time.

As long as it is an emotional matter, as long as he doesn't deliberately use his rational head to play tricks, then he will always be the one who suffers the most.

So we must draw a boundary with the outside world.

Shen Lian, who had turned into a statue, thought of this, and thought of the doctor again.

I don't know how that guy is doing now?Where will we meet next time?Do you want him to see me looking so funny?

"That's no good, let's not meet each other." He thought.

That's no good, let's not meet again.