[Comprehensive] Have you ever cared about the feelings of the target?

Perhaps it was Steve's long stare that exposed the desire he tried to hide in his heart, and the smart Stark stepped into the trap of the blond soldier's language just because he was young.Stark quickly realized that he took a step forward and blocked Steve's sight with his body. His possessive posture was like the last century when he ordered his servants to prepare duelist guns, while he himself was planning to An arrogant nobleman who throws his glove in the face of his opponent.

Captain America noticed the provocative return, and he calmly and calmly held back all his emotions.And his calm, seemingly courteous attitude compared Stark, who was suppressing his anger, like a brat who was extremely angry but could only jump around.

No man would like to be compared to another man in front of his sweetheart.Stark knew that he had once again stepped into the trap of the blond soldier. He gritted his teeth and cursed at Rogers with his lips, then turned around and walked towards the vehicle that brought them here.With the keys still in the car, Stark started the engine and led his little beauty away from the blond soldier who seemed to him to be just pretending to be innocent, but was actually as insidious and cunning as Loki, the god of trickery.

The alert for the danger just encountered has been lifted, and Steve allows Stark to drive away his car, and also takes his amnesiac officer with him.He let himself walk in the dark, through the chaotic neighborhood.

At dawn, the gangster gangs roaming the streets were under the idea of ​​single soldiers.They spotted Steve's brown leather jacket and looked forward to pulling his wallet out of his trouser pocket to pay for their weed and booze for the week.And when Steve approached, he could feel his tallness and strength more clearly. Some of them felt a little afraid of this figure that could fight at first glance, but because there were eight of them, after being courageous, They shouted angrily and surrounded the poor blond who was about to be beaten to the ground.

The youngest of the gang, when he noticed that the blond man was easily pushing his fellow gangsters to the ground like a building block, he should have run away and stayed away.But he thought of his two younger sisters, who for two days had only one piece of dry bread.He gritted his teeth, turned himself into the most inconspicuous mouse in the gutter, cut the man's pocket with a blade, and snatched his wallet.

Running desperately caused his breathing to be accompanied by pain, but no matter how long he ran, he always felt the sound of footsteps following him, which added a silent fear to the night.Until he exhausted all his strength and fell to the ground.The footsteps stopped, but the figure of the blond man appeared in front of his eyes. He crawled backward in horror, and then begged loudly for mercy.

The man listened to his pleading calmly, and could even hear a hint of gentleness in his tone.He allowed the bastard himself to take all his money to buy enough food to keep his sisters from starving.But he wants to get his empty wallet back and at the same time send him to the police because he broke the law.

Then, he made the worst decision ever.He didn't believe the blond man, despite the integrity written all over his handsome face.And he originally just wanted to take out the money in his wallet, but in a panic, something else fell out, like an old faded photo.And he accidentally tore it up.

The man who was as merciful as God just now seemed to be greatly offended, he was angry and panicked.

At this moment, it was as if a bright star fell from the sky and fell into hell.He looked at the man's terrifying face, he thought he would usher in death.But in the end, the blond man controlled his anger with his amazing self-control, and he picked up the torn photo.Those hands were even trembling. He lowered his eyes, just lovingly, and carefully touched the face in the photo.

Steve heard the thug who snatched his wallet cry and apologized: "I'm sorry, I didn't know that was so important to you—"

Steve let out a sigh that only he could hear, and signaled the young man who had done something wrong to stand up: "Follow me, don't think about running away."

And the punk who seemed to be in handcuffs buried his head behind him, and Steve heard his clumsy and unpleasant comfort again: "She is your lover, isn't she? Trust me, you are so nice, She will definitely come back to you."

Steve doesn't correct anything, doesn't answer, but he can't help but imagine the possibility.If he is really his lover, he really came to his side.Just fabricating this picture from his mind made his heart beat with ecstasy uncontrollably.

But at this moment, Steve thought of the pair of beautiful, jewel-like eyes that were looking at him just now, full of unfamiliar vigilance and scrutiny.All familiarity and closeness were gone, and it hurt him, as it did when he and Noah Theresa met for the first time.

At that time, he was being trapped by Hodge at the railing on the second floor of the dormitory. He had a nosebleed from the beating, and the corners of his eyes were swollen. Sweat dripped down, making his vision blurry.According to the past, Steve will definitely try his best to resist, no matter how many times he is beaten to the ground.

Only today is different, this month's training has almost emptied his body - they moved away from the previous training ground and came to this deserted border town.At night, you can hear the howling of the strong wind, mixed with the howling of wolves, and even the figure of a black bear dangling outside the flickering window lattice.No one told them what the purpose of this change was. The heavy and boring training made people feel anxious day after day.

Even Steve is the same, although he is very grateful to Dr. Erskine who gave him the opportunity, and he has also learned about his initial concept of the super soldier project. Of course, all the soldiers here are selected for this project.But Steve is the most staunch advocate among them.It's just that even he has doubts about this plan——

Hodge grabbed Steve by the collar and pressed the blond and pale tuberculosis against the railing again.Their movements were not small, but the soldiers who trained together had long been accustomed to it, and they preferred to stay in the warm lounge at this moment.The instructors who oversee their training never show up during breaks. These people are like sneaky people, or can be described as wind-up machines. They only show up at fixed times and issue training instructions with a blank face.

"So no one can come to save you—unless you kneel down and beg me for mercy." Hodge indicated with his eyes that if Steve refused, he would be thrown down from the second floor by himself as a consequence.

Steve knew that he was just playing around with the big, brutish, stupid man, and his ego would never allow him to ask for mercy from such an idiot.Steve even knew what kind of expression to irritate Hodge faster. He was already tired and just wanted to end today's "extra training" as soon as possible.

And at this moment, they heard the sound of the car's engine, from far to near.Both Steve and Hodge were stunned. They had gradually gotten used to living like fugitives in exile, and they didn't expect anyone to come here.

The speed of the vehicle is very fast.Steve was able to know this not because he calculated it, but because he saw it—when Hodge came to his senses and gradually became excited by the new arrivals, he was like a paramecium-sized His mind had already forgotten that Steve was still in his hand, and as soon as he let go, the thin blond soldier fell down from the second floor lightly like a fallen leaf.

These several military jeeps that came from afar had parked in front of their dormitory building, and the front door was opened.Steve felt like it became a long shot in a movie at this moment. He saw the man who stepped off the jeep first, with dazzling blond hair, his boots stepping into the thick snow. Steve even He thought he could hear the soft sound of snow sinking under his feet, and he was suddenly fascinated by it.The person who came was not wearing a uniform, just a dark overcoat. His figure was not like those soldiers with gnarled muscles, but his straight back looked like a soldier standing. He was more like the one he saw by accident last week. The snow leopard from , elegant and powerful.

Suddenly it started to snow again, and the snowflakes smiled on the shoulders of the man's coat, in his hair, and there were tufts hanging on his eyelashes.The man lowered his eyes subconsciously, and when he raised his eyes again, he caught sight of Steve who fell from the second floor.

After all, a living person fell from the second floor, and it was hard not to let people notice him.

But Steve only saw those blue eyes, even though he just glanced at him indifferently.However, Steve felt that when he was touched by the man's eyes, his body seemed to be electrified, and someone clenched his heart tightly, making it difficult for him to breathe.

He seemed to have seen the god in his heart come to the world.

It doesn't mean that he is handsome and unreal, but when he stands there, he is so powerful and graceful that he can control everything.This is the most secret yearning in Steve's heart, the perfect appearance he has fantasized about more than once.But now, the man who possessed all these appeared in front of him.

He is real.

Steve was panting heavily, the snow was so deep that his fall didn't do him any harm.It's just that the previous training and the wound from Hodge made him unable to bear the pain, but his uncontrollable dizziness was not because of this, but because his god came in front of him.

A bitter aroma like a mixture of pine trees and snow water wafted through his nose, which made Steve couldn't help but take a deep breath.And then, he shyly bumped into the arms of the god who came to help him up, he didn't mean it.At this moment, Steve was annoyed at his weak body like never before, if he could make a little effort, he wouldn't be so offended.

Steve didn't even dare to covet the embrace.When he looked up, he thought he was covering up well.But his face was full of unnatural blush, and there was an extremely fanatical light in his eyes.The person following the blond man frowned, and he waved his hand to signal his soldiers to take this strange kid away.

Steve noticed it, but the people in front of him stopped the group of soldiers.He wasn't wearing gloves, and Steve noticed his long fingers, with neatly manicured nails.Then, unexpectedly, his nosebleed dripped on the back of the hand of the man who was supporting him.He began to struggle in a panic, a handkerchief was handed to his eyes, noticing his dazed appearance, the owner of the handkerchief wiped off the dripping blood for him.

Steve thought, he has come to heaven at this moment.He tightly grasped the manly handkerchief, he stood up shaking, his tone became sharp with excitement: "Many, thank you...sir." Steve didn't know his rank, and he Persisting, he stumbled and expressed his gratitude, "I'll wash it and return it to you, sir—"

"No need." The blond man's voice was as cold as his eyes, he frowned, good upbringing would not let him directly show impatience, Steve heard him say to himself, "Throw it away when it's dirty Bar."

The blood that was boiling before turned cold in an instant, and Steve was not mistaken, his god didn't like him—maybe he was too caring and sensitive, which would magnify this dislike.But even a little bit was enough to make his heart ache.

Men become their new trainers.When Steve saw him the next day, he had already changed into training clothes, which accentuated his waist and made his figure look a bit thin-among the soldiers.

And when he stood in front of everyone and introduced himself, Steve subconsciously rolled his name several times in his throat. He loved this name, and he probably couldn't help saying it in his dreams.

At this moment, Noah Theresa was pacing in front of them with his hands behind his back, and Steve couldn't bear to blink for a second. He was as beautiful as a movie star on stage, and he would make all the American people crazy.But the soldiers in front of him would never like him, especially Hodge.

Sure enough, when he heard Hodge's ridicule, he had evil thoughts for the first time, and he even wanted to jump up and smash his nose fiercely.But soon, only Hodge's laughter echoed in the entire training ground.Because of the beautiful and flimsy Teresa who was ridiculed by him as a sissy came to him at this moment, he was still his inherent indifference, and Hodge's obscene remarks did not offend the blond beauty.It's just the look in his eyes, the way he looked deeply at Hodge, even the bystanders didn't feel the cold sweat of fear on the forehead.

It wasn't until Teresa left his side that Hodge couldn't help but heaved a sigh of relief, and then he realized that he seemed to have offended someone who shouldn't be offended.

Steve watched Teresa's eyes sweep over each of them, and he said calmly: "You think you are ready..."

Hodge couldn't tell if he was provoking, repaying the suppression he had just suffered.Or is it just to show his most loyal quality as a soldier: "Report sir, I am ready to sacrifice for the mission at any time."

Teresa was also not annoyed by Hodge's interruption of his words. He looked at the picky soldier again, and suddenly showed a smile that made everyone dizzy.Although the meaning behind the laugh was just mocking, no one could see it from his restrained expression at the time. They could only listen to Teresa's rhetorical question with a high-pitched accent in a daze: "Are you really Already prepared?"

Without giving Hodge a chance to answer, even the others woke up from the previous trance.Because they saw that Hodge seemed to be pinched by a pair of invisible hands by the neck, and those hands were slowly lifting him into the air.He blushed in pain and struggled, his eyes showing fear.It was because all of this was done by the blond man standing in front of him. From the beginning to the end, he just looked up indifferently.Everyone realized that this is not a power that a human being can have, he is a monster.

When Hodge suddenly fell from the highest place, the concrete floor under him was smashed into a cracked depression, and he lay there silently, limp as if all his bones had been turned into fine sand and buried in his body. under the skin.As he said, he was ready to sacrifice, so he met his death on time.

Some people were so frightened that their legs limp, while others staggered and fled outwards.And Steve just watched Teresa walking towards Hodge step by step, picking up the soldier who was almost twice his weight.Then there was a tooth-piercing sound, as if those broken bones were pieced together again.

Hodge woke up with a start, and he still remembered everything he had experienced before.So the first thing he did when he opened his eyes was to scream.

Teresa immediately punched Hodge and knocked him unconscious again.Then, he took out his handkerchief and subconsciously wiped the back of his hand that rubbed against Hodge's face.Once again, Steve noticed that his apathetic impatience was more pronounced than his own.It seems Hodge is clearly the one their blond trainer hates the most.

"Don't worry, I'm still alive." Teresa walked towards the soldiers who were inexplicably getting further and further away from him, his military boots stepped on the ground and made a cold and crisp sound, "As you can see, death is no longer the scariest thing .Because the moment you become candidates for 'Super Soldier' ​​- you should realize that there is enough power in this world for you to experience the horrors of death while you are alive."

"You still have a chance. Choose to quit at this moment. As long as you walk out of this door, you will forget everything that happened just now, with a reasonable explanation and a reasonable new identity. But if you choose to stay..." Teresa glanced at Hodge: "You It may be luckier than him in the future, or it may be worse."

For a moment, all the people could only hear the violent panting sound like the survivors of a catastrophe.But no one took the step of desertion, not all had the courage to face the fear of the future, but everyone also realized that when they became 'super soldiers', they would have the same power as the blonde beauty. strength.

Steve couldn't hold back his excitement, and he was once again fascinated by Teresa's appearance of just controlling the power.And when he came into contact with the sight of his blond chief, Steve also realized sensitively again that Noah Theresa didn't like him, from the first moment he saw him.

He couldn't help wondering what it was for—Steve was holding the handkerchief Theresa handed him in his hand, and he had washed it carefully, and the handkerchief was as white as new.The only thing that made him regret was that he also washed off the scent of cedar from the man's body that was stained on the handkerchief.

Steve clutches the handkerchief almost every night before falling asleep, thinking about why Theresa doesn't like him—maybe because he's too thin, and as a soldier he might not be able to accept being the last to finish his training missions Own.Why didn't Steve wish to have Hodge's strong and tall figure, but he couldn't do it.As long as he thinks that Theresa's disgust is only because of this reason, a dense pain gradually spreads in Steve's heart, and he curls up on the bed, because he is powerless to change, he even feels aggrieved.Teresa should not have sentenced him to death in the first place.

And in order not to meet Teresa's cold and disgusted eyes again, Steve almost killed himself in training.Although he always thought that he could do it as long as he gritted his teeth and persisted, his weak body forced him to faint at the scene.

When he woke up from the hospital bed, perhaps no one noticed that he woke up so quickly.Steve heard an argument outside the door, it was Carter, and Steve was grateful for the kind lady, who seemed worried for herself: "Are you crazy - look at him now, you're going to kill him. Dr. , you also know what a good guy he is, but his body, he can't bear this."

Immediately afterwards came the colonel, who was also persuading Dr. Erskine to change his candidate: "I think Hodge has completed most of our tests. Although he has various shortcomings, he is loyal as a soldier, doctor, a Loyal 'super soldiers' are what America needs most."

Steve pursed his lips, then grabbed the pillow and covered his head firmly with the other hand that was not connected to the drip.As if so, he no longer had to hear those voices that broke his heart.

But at this moment it was the one who spoke, and Steve unconsciously relaxed the arm pressing the pillow, letting his voice penetrate into the eardrum: "I think the last test can be carried out."

Dr. Erskine also said: "Yes, only that test can give us the answer. They don't need to use physical strength, they just need to persist, as long as they can persevere. After all, when we did the first serum experiment, no one even Can last till the end."

Everyone already knows what they will face today - pass the test and become a 'super soldier', or be wiped of memory and start a new life.

Some people think that the second option is also good, at least that's what Benny in the bed next to Steve told him last night.But Steve was just eager, even desperate, for the first result.

Hodge took the test before him, and before he walked through the door, he turned around and raised an eyebrow at Steve who was still waiting anxiously.He probably already knew something, maybe someone talked to him, and if he passed this last test safely, he would be injected with the only serum.

Steve felt suddenly more depressed than ever, thinking about the conversation he had heard that day.He thought, He'll never get another chance, this is his only chance to be a soldier.So no matter what the test is, he has to pass it.

Steve dispelled the frustration that was holding him back, and when he raised his head again, he noticed that Dr. Erskine was standing on the second floor, and he looked at himself and nodded with a smile.And Steve also noticed the blond figure beside the doctor, and he also smiled to himself, very light, as light as the melting snow hanging on his eyelashes that day.But Steve blushed suddenly, just because of this fleeting smile and walked into the testing room with one hand and one foot.

After a short period of darkness, Steve turned the doorknob, and in front of him was an empty room.Kind of like his home in Brooklyn, except without those old wardrobes and his colorful posters on the walls.

Only the single bed is the one he is most familiar with, the sheets he just put on before going out.Steve didn't know how long he stood there, he didn't know whether the test had started or not, and he didn't know what the content of the test was.After hesitating for a while, he still walked towards the single bed, but the moment he sat down along the edge of the bed, the light in the room suddenly went out.Steve had to fumble to turn on his bedside lamp, and then heard a small click.

Someone came in.

All of Steve's muscles tensed up vigilantly for a moment, but he waited until he could clearly see the person approaching him.It's Noah, Noah Theresa.His beautiful, blond officer fascinates him.But at this moment, he looked so different, he was only wearing a shirt, like his classmates in college, he glanced at himself, not the kind of timid indifference.It's an intimacy that can't be described in words, just such a look, Steve felt his heart began to pound.

His chief pursed his lips, as if he wanted to say something, but he didn't speak in the end.Steve noticed he was still holding a book, the one he'd just started reading recently.Teresa turned around and sat down unceremoniously, occupying most of his single bed.

The thin master could only hide pitifully aside, he only dared to secretly look at Teresa's expression from the corner of his eye.The latter quickly caught him, and he forced the thin soldier to the corner bit by bit.Steve feels Teresa's exhale against his chin, and he gets goosebumps all over his body, it's so intimate.Steve heard his blond chief's voice ringing in his ears: "Why are you peeking at me?"

Steve felt dizzy, he seemed to have forgotten that he was going through a test and he didn't seem to, he just stumbled and said: "I, I'm just for..."

"I know," Theresa interrupted him, "because you adore me."

This sentence was like a thunderbolt hitting Steve's head, he felt as if he had been stripped naked and suddenly exposed to the sun, his face flushed red at first, and even the red spread along his neck to his chest.Afterwards, his teeth chattered in fright again, he was afraid, afraid that his ulterior secret love would only usher in deeper disgust.

Steve couldn't help raising his head, his beautiful face was close at hand, his porcelain white skin was like the pearls on the neck of a lady.Steve moved his Adam's apple subconsciously, and then the blond beauty who was hugging him suddenly laughed: "You know why I found out about you..."

Steve couldn't wait to know the answer, but seeing Teresa raised the book in his hand, he turned to a certain page, and there was a note left by him on it, and Steve thought of why.And his blond beauty opened her mouth with a smile: "You wrote a love poem here because you dedicated it to Noah Theresa..."

Such nasty love poems were recited, even though there were only the two of them in the room at the moment.But Steve still couldn't take it, and with the greatest force of his life, he threw Theresa down beside the bed and snatched the book from him.

Until the end of this pathetic battle for his self-esteem, Steve was still on top of Theresa, his body infected with the warmth of another's skin, his nose full of the man he loved. breath.Steve bounced like a rabbit, but the beauty who was keen to tease him followed him again and stuck behind him.

"The confession is over—and after that, don't you want to do something to me?"

Steve didn't actually hear what Teresa was saying, he only knew that the soft, slightly cool lips pressed against his ears, and the slightly hoarse voice stimulated his eardrums.He was almost out of breath, Steve said with difficulty: "Sir, sir, I'm sorry..."

Teresa interrupted him, and he directly turned Steve, who was facing the wall and refused to look at him, to face himself, his beautiful eyebrows moved: "What did you call me, sir?"

Steve realized something was wrong again, but he hadn't had time to speak yet.The blond beauty interrupted him again: "Where did you learn this new role-playing game?"

Steve's hand was held, he was dragged in a daze, and came to the waist of his blond chief, another thunder sounded next to his ear, and the low-hue male voice suddenly became seductive and ambiguous: "Now, your The officer orders you—unbutton my shirt."

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Everyone is an adult now!How can I go to bed without taking off my clothes!