I don't love the world including you

four,

"Hello."

I remember that year in the green forest of the campus, the sun shone on me just like today.She read the lyrics in her mouth, and her eyes seemed to be filled with light.She is cold and warm, a contradiction that is not contradictory.She is very dazzling, Gu Lan knew it when he saw her for the first time, walked up to her, and said hello to her, because this is her roommate.Gu Lan thought so.

Gu Lan still remembered her reaction at that time, she raised her head with some doubts, because Gu Lan had to squint her eyes because Gu Lan was looking behind her back, her voice was not as cold as hers, but had some warmth. "Hello."

Gu Lan couldn't remember how she responded.She seemed to be smiling, very happy, she felt that it was the first time that she had smiled in her eyes, and she felt joy in her heart.

She never knew that when she was still so happy, she would never forget that girl.

Mu Jing.

……

"Gu Lan!" Mu Jing yelled out with resentment.

"Uh..." Gu Lan rubbed her ears, lowered her head to accept Mu Jing's saliva.Well, if she was caught doing something bad, she shouldn't have been secretly drinking ice milk yesterday after being glared at by that frozen man's eyes. "I was wrong."

"En? What's wrong?" Mu Jing sat on a chair with her head propped up, her voice was gentle, but it still made Gu Lan get goosebumps, the sign before the storm.She felt that if she didn't say what she wanted, she would be able to celebrate Qingming next year.

"I just drank a little by accident, not much, really." Gu Lan organized her words carefully, for fear that if she missed a word, it would be over.

"Finished?" Mu Jing flicked her face lightly with her index finger, with a playful smile on her face.

"Huh? Well, it's over..."

Mu Jing suddenly narrowed her eyes, stood up, and said, "Really? Well, let me tell you, first of all, what time did you get back last night, and second, did you have breakfast? And, that glass of milk. Finally, go out with that man, four o'clock, you said a little bit."

The speed of the speech is not slow, Gu Lan felt that she was dumbfounded, otherwise, why would she feel that there is nothing wrong... no, "Why does Qin Sui and I go out and count?"

"I don't believe you don't know he's plotting against you."

"...I'm just going to get something."

"That won't work either." Mu Jing's tone was already cold.

Gu Lan accepted it when she saw it, and nodded immediately following her words.After the expression on Mu Jing's face softened a bit, he was relieved.

Suddenly thought of something, Gu Lan hurriedly took out a glass of milk from the table, the warm touch let her know it was just right.She handed it to Mu Jing and said, "Here, it's for tonight."

In fact, Gu Lan finds it quite strange. Ever since she met Mu Jing and lived in the same dormitory with her on the first night, she has known Mu Jing's habit of having a glass of milk in the morning and evening. .She laughed at that time, because very few high school students have this habit, at least not among the ones she knows, but it happened to this girl, what was her feeling at that time.I can't remember it, maybe it was as cute as it is now.Although she didn't think Mu Jing would allow her to use this word to describe her.Yes, she is the queen. She has this temperament in front of others and in front of herself.Perhaps she should also be glad that she has another appearance in front of her, which is unknown to others.

After passing the milk, he was ready to go out for supper, after all, he hadn't had time for dinner yet. "I'm going to eat something, will you go? Or let me bring it back for you?"

"I'll go." Mu Jing drank the milk in the cup and got up, ready to go with Gu Lan.

It is not yet the access control time. Although the high school cannot leave the school gate, the "commercial area" in the school is for this time.

When the two came to the canteen, the store manager knew Gu Lan and Mu Jing very well. Now that he saw them coming, he expressed his understanding, "Here, there are instant noodles over there. It's rare for the two of you to come together. Buy more and go home."

"it is good."

……

This is the life of many students, an ordinary life, and they enjoy it.

At this time, Gu Lan was at a loss in this campus. She didn't know where to go. Maybe she could go to see the teacher at that time, maybe she could go to the store manager at that time, or the dormitory where she lived. Everything is fine. But at this time, she seemed to have roots on the soles of her feet, and her throat lost her voice. She just watched high school students walk by her, and many of them would turn their heads and look at her a few more times.

Gu Lan didn't know how to do it, maybe it was as the person said, she went up to say hello gently, maybe she would ask them how the instant noodles taste now, is it the same taste as before.Maybe she could also ask if anyone drinks milk in the morning and evening, it's not cold enough, don't drink too much, she thinks she'll remind them that.

Can it really work?When she chatted with them, when the sky was getting darker, when the instant noodles tasted different than before, when she knew that the dormitory had been redecorated, when she had to step out of this school, did all this really make sense?It's just to find an illusion for myself, and it's still the illusion of the year.

Gu Lan looked away, the scene of the campus hasn't changed much, there are a few more trees here, a few buds growing there, more vibrant, she thinks she has to find a place to hide, to avoid this cruel fact.

"How many years has it been? It's probably almost ten years." Some old voices suddenly sounded, Gu Lan slightly tilted his head, and the store manager sat on the stone bench in the green forest, smoking cigarettes one by one.The white mist came out of his mouth and nose, making Gu Lan dazed, it has been so long.

"Well, next year will be the tenth year." Gu Lan replied gently.

"Haha, is that right? I still remember when you came to buy instant noodles with that girl, do you want to buy a few more barrels, the taste has not changed." He laughed a few times, "Well, buy a few more barrels, two How about it, why didn't that girl come with you?"

Gu Lan chose to remain silent this time, she pursed her lips, trying to fool the question.

The store manager is also a person who can understand the wink. He also fell silent, took a puff of cigarette, then pinched the cigarette end, patted his pants and stood up, and asked, "Come here, take the last box back."

He took out a box of instant noodles from the store, "I'm just waiting for you to come, you and that girl love this taste the most, after making so much money for you, this box is for you, don't refuse my kindness .”

Gu Lan really couldn't cry anymore, her nose was sore now, she thanked her in a nasal voice, and accepted the gift.

"Gu Lan, you really can't be happy if you worry too much." She had already walked a lot, but the voice behind her still reached her ears. Gu Lan just paused, and continued walking without turning back.

Gu Lan, you worry too much about how you want to be happy.

She remembered Mu Jing had said this to her.

Well, it's strange how to live without worrying.She thought so.

Maybe it is.She thinks so now.