octopus don't cry

"……it is good."

I heard my voice come out from the depths of my throat, as if I had vented all my emotions. It felt like a lot of helplessness and unwillingness at the beginning, anger and sorrow all rushed out, and with determination, It seems like a desperate attempt, and there is no redemption.From now on there is no way back, no turning back.

But I still heard myself say "yes".

His eyes suddenly twinkled like stars, full of disbelief and great joy that cannot be ignored.He grabbed my shoulder with such strength that it almost made people frown, "You, do you know what you're talking about?"

I slowly laughed.After a long time, as if some weight had been lifted from my heart, I looked into his eyes and answered bit by bit: "I said, yes."

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In the end, the butler brought people up to end the farce.

When other people were around, he was that stern Qi Ji again, but he never let go of my hand.I was a little speechless, frowning and carefully helped him downstairs, and returned to the ward to lie down.

Someone in the ward was already ready, probably because they heard the news.But they are well-trained, no matter how many doubts they have in their hearts, they don't even look at me extra.It was the steward Wang who finally looked up at me after seeing the wound. I kept my face and handed Qi Ji a glass of water.

Unexpectedly, he took the glass and suddenly whispered: "I want to drink orange juice."

I didn't understand what he meant for a while, until I saw the deep meaning in his eyes, I immediately felt a little uncomfortable, and my voice was almost inaudible: "Wait, wait until you get better..."

The doctor treated his wound himself, and went out with Butler Wang.Qi Ji looked at me with a smile slowly gathering in his eyes, then took my hand and wiped his forehead, his hand was covered with sweat.

He bit his lip not too obviously, and frowned again, "I'm sweating a lot, I'm uncomfortable."

"I'll call the nurse to help you." I stood up and rang the bell.

Unexpectedly, he grabbed my outstretched arm and took it into his arms.But I was vigilant in advance, and he didn't succeed.Seeing this, he raised his eyebrows, narrowed his eyes, and asked me lazily, "What did you say?"

I knew he did it on purpose, but I still tried to reason with him: "Let the nurse help you, if the nurse can't do it, let the nurse come. They are professional, your wound just opened, don't be self-willed, okay... Woo..."

Halfway through my words, I stared blankly at him raising his body and leaning over, staring blankly at him sticking my lips, blocking my words.His lips were cold, but they were moist and soft after drinking water.I was stunned by his sudden action, and I froze there and let him do whatever he wanted.

"……Hey you……"

When I regained consciousness, my arms were already propped on the bed, and in order not to press him down, my upper body was shaking.But he still didn't let me go, hooked my chin with his slender and pale fingers, and made me fall into his arms uncontrollably.

However, he seemed very satisfied with my uncontrollable appearance. He slightly closed his eyes and rubbed my cheek, bit the tip of my nose again, and said, "Since I don't tell you, you don't understand anything, and you still love yourself." Random guessing, I will be the one to speak for everything from now on. As long as you ask me, I will answer you."

My head was dizzy, I didn't understand what he meant, I just tried in vain to persuade: "Don't, don't make trouble... I'll let people in... I'll catch a cold..."

He raised his eyebrows and gave a "tsk", ignoring my struggle, and the warm palm directly led my fingers all the way down until my fingertips touched a swollen, throbbing hot spot.

I was startled and wanted to let go, but he held him firmly.

But he laughed: "It doesn't allow it."

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I opened my mouth and couldn't say a word for a long time.Rogue, shameless, and despicable rolled back and forth in my heart. I was so angry that I was deeply shocked by this strange person in front of me. I had mixed feelings, and I didn't expect it.My cheeks were bloodshot quickly, and finally I felt a little desperate to run away.

However, his arm was around me all the time, and he saw my intentions. Since I didn't dare to use more force, he made further progress, and his voice was a little nasal, "Help me, okay? I don't want others, I don't want others to come, I only want you……"

I heard it in my ears, my face became more embarrassing, my eyes blinked quickly to avoid his shining sight, and I whispered: "Then you, let me go, I, I, I will help you..."

"Okay." He laughed, brushed the tip of his nose across my cheek, and finally let go.

I had no choice but to go around for seven years, and was eaten to death by him again.

Everything in the bathroom.I found a small basin to fetch hot water, took towels from the shelf, and took them out together.Help him find a cotton shirt and pajama pants from the closet.

At this time, Qi Shen just came out of the study and rushed to the bathroom.When I saw Qin Qian still sitting in the study, I froze for a moment, and suddenly felt a little uncomfortable.

But after thinking about it, it doesn't matter.Since I was forced to come to this high-level ward, life has been like a roller coaster, and the seven-year persistence was broken in just two or three days.

I don't know if Lin Lin will regret that he didn't come in and tie me up when Lin Lin comes back.

"Ze Ze." Qi Shen called me suddenly, he ran up to me and raised his head, but his fingers pinched the hem of his clothes, "I didn't bring any pencils...you can lend me those pencils." He thought about it. Thinking about it, he added earnestly, "I will return it to you."

"You don't need to return it to me, I'll give it to you." As I said that, I went to look for pencils in the suitcase, and said while looking through: "Did you just read the book I gave you, how is it, is it good? "

"It's okay, but it's a little naive." He replied solemnly, and then stood a little closer, "I'm not like the kid you want to give the book to, he must not understand it!"

I looked back at him in surprise, he had a "believe it or not" expression all over his face, which made me dumbfounded.I didn't know whether to praise him or say that he was not humble enough, so I patted his head and gave him the pencil.

"Is your teacher Qin teaching you? He's not just your violin teacher, is he?" I asked him casually.

He dodged my hand for a while, but he didn't dodge it, and said solemnly: "Little cousin is Dad's assistant, very powerful."

That's it.No wonder Lin Linyi was so nervous about me, probably he got the news about Qi Ji and I from here.

Qi Shen went back to his study to continue reading his books, leaving Qi Ji and me alone.He was already lying back on the bed at this moment, his jet-black hair scattered on the pillow.When I looked back, I found that I didn't know what I was thinking, and my eyes were like the waves of light cast by a lighthouse on the sea in the middle of the night.

When I walked to the bedside, he came back to his senses, immediately showed a shallow smile, consciously lifted the quilt, and unbuttoned it one by one.Lying on the bed is very difficult to undress, but his wound just opened once, so I had to put two pillows on the back of his head, so that the whole back is hanging out, and I also use one hand to support it weakly, fearing that if he is not careful, he will be injured again. Let the wound open.

So he was almost in my arms.

I gave his back a quick double wipe, dried it with another towel, and took the pillow off and laid him on his back.But when I wiped his back, he suddenly raised his head slightly, just enough to touch my shoulder, and a deep laugh suddenly sounded.

I was baffled, "What are you laughing at?"

He said, "I laughed at Qi Shen."

I didn't understand what he meant, "What's so funny about him?"

"Laugh at him being awkward."

I'm too lazy to talk to him like squeezing toothpaste.But he thought to himself, "You gave him the book, but not the pencil... He wants you to give him the pencil too, but he's too embarrassed."

I froze for a moment, "What?"

But as soon as I opened my mouth, I knew the answer myself.I couldn't believe it, "I don't think he likes those pencils..."

He looked up at me, his eyes somewhat thoughtful.

I took the pillow away, let him lie flat on the bed, rubbed the towel in the water a few times, and wrung it dry.

"If that's the case." I suddenly lowered my voice, listened to the movements in my hands, looked into his eyes and said, "You should pay more attention to him and get in touch with him more. Children like this are all related to their parents."

He raised his eyebrows, probably agreeing with my point of view.

Then he added humbly: "So, then you have to work hard."

"...I'd better call the nurse in."

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But I think what he really wants to say is not this matter.

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