octopus don't cry

I don't know how much Jingxuan suffered because of my leaving.

The Qian family will not let it go, they will find someone to vent their anger on.But I didn't expect them to be so arrogant. Before the change of term, they surrounded the hospital, and I was tricked when I ran in a hurry.

But luckily it was me.I don't dare to think, if those people were facing Jing Xuan with a leg injury, what would happen.

Guilt welled up in my heart.I couldn't help thinking about the situation at that time, and I didn't know if someone called the police after the incident, and how it was handled, but I didn't hesitate to hide the injury on my back, because I didn't want Jingxuan to feel guilty for me at this time and distraction.

It's not so much that Jingxuan got me involved, but the root of the matter is actually inseparable from me, and I am the biggest disturbance in this matter...

I was a little distracted, my eyes fell on Jingxuan's lap unconsciously, and slowly moved up until I met those black and white eyes, and then moved away in a panic.

But he seemed to have noticed my thoughts, and looked at me with a slight smile, his eyes like clouds.

"Don't worry, it will be over soon."

I froze for a moment, then forced a laugh.

I was really not that easy, and was comforted by one sentence.And for a moment, I seemed to see his strange-colored eyes flashing, and his slightly raised lips, which made me feel a little uneasy for some reason.

Looking back, his expression remained the same, "When are you going back to the store?"

I froze for a moment, "Probably, in two days."

"Good," he said.

The atmosphere fell silent.

In the end, it was Lin Lin who interrupted our silence. He was eating a cup of ice cream happily. I forgot that there was still that thing at home. I stood up "swipe", but because of the pain in my shoulder, I couldn't walk for a while. I had to call him: "Hey—you don't want to see if that thing has expired, I bought it a long time ago."

When he heard it, he just looked at me with a smile, took another sip, and didn't speak.

I frowned tightly.After a while, he suddenly turned around and said to Jing Xuan, "I still have some things to do today, so I'll send you back first."

He froze for a moment, and finally said slowly: "Okay."

I pretended to be normal, tried my best to control my turning around, and went to help him, but I was stopped by Lin Lin who was eating ice cream.He smiled, didn't look at me, but looked at Jing Xuan and said, "Shen Shen still needs to find me, so I can't see you off. You've been staying at Xiao A's house recently, let Xiao A pick you up. "

I didn't have time to correct him when he messed up his age, I only had time to call him by his name: "Lin Lin!"

Unexpectedly, he was still looking at Jing Xuan, smiling, but he held my hand firmly.

My heart suddenly skipped a beat.

Finally Xiao A came and took Jing Xuan away.

It was only when Xiao A found out that I was back. He was very surprised to see me and had a lot to say, but he was also a man who knew how to read his face, and found that the atmosphere was not right, so he hurriedly supported Jing Xuan to go down.

I stood at the door and glanced at me when I saw Jing Xuan turning the stairs.

I can see my heart shrinking slightly.

-

Only Lin Lin and I were left in the room.

He closed the door, threw the ice cream in his hand into the trash can, and looked at me with a blank expression, but his eyes were cold and sharp.

I have never seen him like this before, and I took a step back in horror.

"You are amazing." After what seemed like a century, he finally spoke, with anger brewing in his beautiful eyes, "I really admire you."

I couldn't help smiling wryly, I probably guessed what was going on, but I still tried to pretend to be stupid, "What's the matter, Lin Lin, what are you talking about?"

Unexpectedly, he turned around and ran to the kitchen, and I quickly followed, like a child who had done something bad and was about to be discovered by his parents, watching him almost panickedly take out a bag from the cabinet where I had hidden the medicine before.

I almost gritted my teeth in regret.

He held the bag, watched me follow, and stared, "Come here."

Back to the living room. "Undress!" he said grimly.

"Ah, ah?" I was taken aback, but seeing his face, I swallowed my words of persuasion again, sat down obediently, and slowly took off my shirt.

I felt the breathing behind my back stop for a moment.

For a moment neither of us spoke.

I wanted to turn around, but I didn't dare to look at his expression, so I pretended not to care and comforted him, "Don't worry, it's just a flesh wound, and it's much better already."

"Have you taken any medicine?" He ignored my excuse, his voice was a little trembling, "Have you taken any medicine?"

"It's on." I replied quickly, and finally couldn't help but look back at him, just looking at those eyes that were shining because of moisture, and said quickly: "It's really okay! It's just looking scary, really, hiss..."

I twisted my body a little too much and pulled the wound again, so I couldn't help but make a sound.He was so anxious that he stopped sullenly, and quickly asked me: "What's wrong? Did you hurt the wound?"

I clenched my fist secretly and tried to give him a mischievous smile, "I lied to you."

He slapped me on the other shoulder, but very lightly.

I grinned again, trying to get away with it.

He didn't intend to let it go so easily.He opened the medicine box, carefully read the instructions several times, and then started to give me the medicine.His hands are so light that I can hardly feel them, but I feel that everything is touching my heart heavily every time.

Gradually the strength on the shoulder disappeared, but there was no sound from the person behind. After waiting for a long time, I finally couldn't help turning around again, but suddenly I heard him speak.

"sorry."

It seemed that he was extremely sad and guilty, sobbing and choking in his throat, so his voice was slightly distorted, but he was very persistent, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

well.I sighed in my heart, and finally came.

I turned around and saw the tears sliding down his cheeks without any surprise, so I stroked his head comfortingly and said, "It's not your fault."

"Of course it is! I lied to you to come back, I..."

I put my finger on his lips, and there was even a little smile in my eyes, "It's not your fault. Really, I have to thank you, because if this happened to Jing Xuan, I'm afraid I'd feel guilty lifetime."

He froze for a moment, looking at me.

Without blinking my eyes, I continued: "And I know, you care about me. I forgot to tell you before that my trip to G City was actually a trip. I saved a lot of photos in my phone, and I thought of it for you to see."

As I said that, I dug out my phone from the coat pocket on the sofa, and was about to call up the pictures.

"Forget it." He patted my hand suddenly, and finally burst into tears, "Don't turn it over, I'm afraid that what I see will blind my eyes."

I also laughed, and I finally breathed a sigh of relief.

-

Lin Lin stayed with me.

But Jingxuan's lawsuit, which was unexpected and reasonable, came to an end.

I didn't know the news until the boss called me. He always speaks cleanly, "The Qian family is ruined."

"What?"

"There are a lot of things involved in this. Simply put, someone exposed Qian Hong and other things. Oh, you were the one who killed you. Then the situation got out of hand, and even involved the previous generation, and it happened to be a change of term. At that time... such a big family, it would collapse if it was said to collapse."

I was so shocked that I couldn't speak, I could only listen silently, some thoughts kept rolling in my heart, I felt that my throat was extremely dry, "You mean, what about Jingxuan? Was it planned?"

The boss was silent for a while, "What are you talking about?"

After a while, I said, "Let me be quiet."

I closed my eyes.

The uneasiness before was not without reason.

A long time ago, I wondered why Jing Xuan was so calm when I was in Qiji's place for a few days. When he called, he didn't say a word about my situation at that time.

But this doubt is too weak to even be called doubt.And I was very guilty at the time, wishing I could just get away with it.

I suddenly remembered the phone call in Nanhua again. I only realized now that I probably misunderstood.

The target of some people has always been me, because I have always been in charge of Jingxuan's affairs, and I am the person most likely to cause accidents. Qi Ji knows this, so he locked me in the villa.

But now it seems that the young man who has been silent and gentle may also know it well.

-

"But your old lover doesn't seem to be involved in anything at all." The boss said lazily at the other end, reminiscent of a fox who likes to watch the show, "Oh, oh, someone must feel guilty."

"none of your business."

-

When Lin Shiran is around, I spend more time at home.

He is a very caring person.He is very familiar with my family.I'm already a hardworking person, and the family has become much more comfortable since he came.Although it is not appropriate to describe a man in this way, his temperament is too gentle. If he wants to get along with someone, it is easy for people to think of words like "home".

So during this period of time, although I have not fully recovered, my body and mind are moving in a good direction.

Lin Lin once said, "Although there are always many not-so-good people and so many bad things in this world, we still want to live in this world, and we still look forward to living, isn't it because there are still so many bad things in this world? There are many good people like me."

I think he's really hopeless.But I know how he grew up, so I can always understand him.

He has been looking forward to a little warm thing since he was very young, but he can't protect it no matter how hard he gets it, so he can only force himself to grow into what he longs for, so that he won't be too lonely, and won't be frozen to death.

So when he is sad, it also makes people feel distressed.

I've known him since junior high and have only seen this happen twice.He will show a child-like temper, he will want someone to treat him obviously well, and he will ask those who care to pay attention to him. It was exposed again from time to time, with stubborn eyes.

I'm going back to the store recently, but I'm really worried about Lin Lin's state. After thinking about it, I decided to call Ji Shang over.Ji Shang and him are good friends, so I feel relieved.

When I was on the phone, Lin Lin was sitting next to me, watching TV while eating an orange, and asked who I was calling. I said it was a minor injury, and he rushed over immediately, trying to grab my phone.I was taken aback and asked him what he was doing, but he didn't say anything, he just said not to call Xiaoshang.

Then he said, I know you are going to the store, I can stay at home alone, you don't have to worry.

As he spoke, he came over and hugged his SpongeBob SquarePants doll and gave me a big smile, "Hey."

I:"……"

The more he is like this, the more I can't let go.I am different from him, but I know better than anyone how much he needs someone by his side now.

He is a stubborn man.

So heartbroken, too painful.

So I always try to find something to divert my attention.

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