octopus don't cry

04 sting

But he doesn't look happy.

He stared at me closely, as if he wanted to see some heresy, his brows were frowned, and his lips were drawn close to a line, but I accepted his inspection frankly.I guess he was wondering why I laughed, but felt that it was my trick, so he didn't dare to answer casually.

That's right, my performance just now must be "extremely high", I didn't feel jealous when I heard him say "Lu Chang", and pretended to be indifferent; when I heard him mocking me openly and secretly , with a gloomy face.

In a daze, I felt that something very important was falling, and I didn't even have the strength to reach out, so I could only watch it disappear, and I had to straighten my back, pretending to be calm, just for him Looking into my eyes firmly at this moment, I can't show any strangeness.That was too embarrassing.

Speaking of which, I finally understand why I feel this house is familiar, I have obviously never been to Lu Chang's house.But I once lived with Qi Ji, and the decoration here is full of traces of him.

Following this line of thought, he got divorced because of Lu Chang...

I held on, and felt less pain again.

I found that I couldn't forget him before because he had such a deep influence on me, but I thought it would be fine as long as I could let go.Now I don’t think it’s possible, I must erase his whole body from my memory, no matter how deep the root is, no matter how painful it is, it’s firmly grasping my whole head.I have made up my mind that I will be bloody, and I will not hesitate to do so.

Otherwise, every look in his eyes will hold my heart.

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When I walked to the entrance, he suddenly came over and stopped me, and I realized that he had been drinking.

And it seems to have drunk a lot, no wonder the disgust for me is so obvious in the eyes, they all say the truth after drinking.

I don't know if it was because I couldn't stand still, but he put half of his body strength on my hand, pulling me almost staggering, and squinting his eyes, he asked me, "What's wrong with you, you are so happy to see me?"

It took me a long time to realize that he was asking me "what are you laughing at" just now, which made me dumbfounded.But before I could deny it, he shook my hand vigorously and said in a harsh tone: "I tell you, stop dreaming! Do you know how disgusting you are?"

My face, which had recovered somewhat, turned pale again.

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But I didn't make a sound, but bowed my head and listened.

Probably because of these words, he never said it to me. I didn't know that he had so much resentment hidden in his heart; and he had made up his mind just now. Now he is just an acquaintance to me, and he was scolded by a friend he knew after drinking. A few words, what's the big deal?

It can be regarded as the last bit of compensation, although it is not very good-looking.

This is the last time we see each other, I promise.

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I packed up my emotions and was ready to go.But thinking that the porridge for Lu Chang was still cooking, I hesitated, and said, "I made porridge for Lu Chang, if you are still there when he wakes up, please remind him."

He stared at me with an expression of disbelief, and seemed to be judging how sincere my words were.Slowly, he showed a sarcastic expression again.

"You are tolerant."

He looked at me with particularly sharp eyes, and the arc of the corner of his mouth widened, "Why, changed to a detour?"

My steps did not stop.

"...whatever you want, I'm leaving," I finally said.

While I was waiting for the elevator, he didn't go in, but leaned against the door frame. I could see his thin lips slightly pursed, as if he was about to put all his eggs in one basket, but the overall situation was at stake.I know him like that every time he decides to do whatever it takes.

He held my hand tightly before, his eyes seemed to pierce me through, and it seemed like my illusion.He finally let go of my hand, but his eyes became deep, which made me unable to bear the defeat.

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The number of words in this chapter...hehehe.