octopus don't cry

I can swear I have absolutely no such habit.

I just woke up for a moment, and my brain hurts, which is obviously the aftereffect of drinking.I pushed the arm on my waist, but it couldn't move, and my eyes blinked and then closed again.

But I will never drink like that again.

But when I fell asleep in a daze, I thought to myself, what's the use of hugging?

What's the point of waking up every morning in another person's arms?

Is it possible that as time goes on, everything in the past can be forgotten, and those injuries can be regarded as innocuous traces, just like every day is new, everything can be rewound, and then the two of them start again.

I can't do it anyway.

But when I woke up again, my mind was much clearer.I also feel that my previous thoughts are mostly caused by self-indulgence. How can I be in a pure emotional dispute now? Many things are intertwined, and emotion is just a small branch of it. Everything should be based on other important things. The most important thing.

Besides, I have always been a person who follows my heart. I don't have too much self-esteem, so I never try to be brave, and I don't stubbornly admit death.People I know always say that I have a "rogue" temper, and they are right.I'm probably the kind of person who breaks up if you don't want to be together, and tries if you want to be together. I don't like to deceive my feelings so that I make actions that I will regret in the future.

Trying to be strong always comes at a disadvantage.

So facing Qiji, I told myself that I was not reluctant, nor was I obsessed. It was just because I didn’t have the ability, so I never tried to be brave...

That's it.

-

Life seemed to go back to being locked up in the villa just now, but in fact it was only me who felt that, someone with a thicker skin, as if nothing had happened.And since that reception, things seemed to have come to an end. He and I stayed in the villa for three full days without going anywhere.I'm not familiar with the place. As for him, I don't think that he thinks I'm angry so he's trying to please me all day long.

This is too hypocritical.

When I woke up the next morning, I was finally not in his arms.Originally, I wanted to insist that the two of us sleep separately, but this would make him think that I was still so-called "angry", and would do a lot of things that I couldn't bear.

He woke up first, but didn't leave.He has more and more means now, and he understands more and more.I was awakened by the light outside the window, frowned, turned around, and met his gaze all of a sudden.

He smiled at me.

This is the second time this has happened.I no longer had the surprise of yesterday, but my drowsiness was gone.I sat up expressionlessly and got out of bed to wash.After a while, he also squeezed into the bathroom.

The bathroom is big enough for two people, but what I can't stand is the sight, which makes my ears warm.I stood by the pool, and as soon as I looked up, I could see in the mirror that he was looking at me without any concealment.

I have to admit that Qi Ji has subverted some of my previous understanding of him in these two short days.

-

Breakfast was served.When I came out of the bathroom, there was already steaming food on the dining table.In fact, since I arrived at the villa, my three meals have been regular and nutritious, but I am not a fat person, and my complexion is not good all year round, so I can't see any changes.

So a few times before, there were always some great supplements on the table, and I didn't quite recognize them. I just thought they tasted good.Who knew that later in the middle of the night she had a nosebleed, and it happened that Qi Ji was working late at night and came out to drink water. I was startled, and after hearing the explanation, he frowned deeply again.

I haven't seen anything like that on the table since.

In the morning, I ate lean meat porridge, poached eggs, and bread.And that kind of well-established breakfast is getting rarer and rarer. I ate it a few times, only to find that it is basically according to my preference.I am not a dull person, but I am also calm.

I never want to compromise, but I also don't want to make the atmosphere tense, making the two of them unhappy, so I will play dumb more and more.

"We're going out today."

I picked up a piece of bread and was about to dip it in some jam when it almost fell loose at that.On the surface, there is nothing unusual about me, but my heart is beating a small drum. Is it finally time to take action on what happened at the reception before?

I looked at him, his eyes were a little unpredictable, but the corner of his mouth had the most common smile these days, it was shallow, but it couldn't be ignored.I didn't notice anything unusual before, and I was immediately alerted by this sentence, but I still restrained myself and replied: "Okay."

He narrowed his eyes, did not speak, bowed his head and began to eat breakfast again.

Before going out, I was still deciding whether to wear a suit or not.I bought several sets at one time before, and they were all shipped to the dry cleaners to be washed and delivered. But in the end, I gritted my teeth and wore casual clothes. This was probably a secret escape or resistance. I looked at myself in the mirror I smiled wryly.

Then get out of the hotel and get in the car.

It was just the two of us in the car.I didn't pay attention at first, but I knew that the car was driving a little off, and finally stopped after passing a few rivers, and I felt something was wrong.

And he has pulled me up from the passenger seat.

I grabbed his wrist and frowned fiercely, "Where is this place!"

The smile on the corner of his mouth widened, but his expression was surprised, looking at me, "Don't you know, we are by the river now."

A certain nerve in my brain twitched violently, almost gnashing my teeth and said: "Don't tell me, we are here today..."

He started to hold my hand and walked forward, then looked back at me, "I just came out to play today."

I was definitely being played again.

I'm not familiar with City G, so I can't name the river in front of me, but City G is a famous tourist city all over the country, and this is one of the few places I wanted to retire.

Qi Ji is already talking to the captain, I don't care much, I am full of anger now, but also a little lucky.

Finally, with a cold face, I decided to board the boat.

I didn't ask clearly about this matter before, although he did it on purpose, but if I asked him, he would never lie.And it's all out, and I don't want to be a joke outside like a hungry child.

He stepped onto the deck first, then turned around and extended his hand to me with a smile.There are green duckweeds under the boat, a little bit of small leaves, even in the sun, there is no way to see, but so many gathered together, it can make people feel green.

He stood under such a scenery, and in the distance was the blue sky that seemed to have been washed by water, which was so beautiful that it was almost bewitching.

I somehow felt a sense of crisis.

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So sleepy π_π...