octopus don't cry

03 lucky

"...Brother Shen..."

This young man looked at me with bright eyes, and he called me "brother", and I really regarded him as a younger brother at the beginning.

Sighing, I rubbed his head.I don't know if he was drunk or what, but I still feel that these eyes are not as good-looking as before, and something is missing.

He closed his eyes suddenly, "I'm sleepy." Then he tilted his head and knocked on the car window hard. I was startled, and quickly helped his head over, trying to ask how he was, but how could he shake it? I can't even wake up.

I:"……"

In the end, I spent a lot of effort and found a room card on him. After discussing with my brother for a long time, I figured out where he probably lived.When he got there, he opened the door with his key and found the bedroom to release him.

By the time I tidied him up and applied good medicine to his wound, it was dusk.According to his wine taste, I thought for a while, if I don't sleep until tomorrow morning, I will never wake up.

Finally, I stuffed his hands into the blanket and rubbed his waist. I haven't taken care of anyone for a long time, and I'm a little tired.

I sat on the sofa in the living room to rest, and looked around the house. The more I looked at it, the more familiar the decoration seemed, but I couldn’t remember it.

Putting away my thoughts, I walked into the kitchen.If this person lives for a long time, he will gradually learn not to care about many things.I looked at the refrigerator, took out some ingredients, and decided to make a pot of soft porridge for him to eat whenever he wakes up.

The kitchen is clean, and the refrigerator is full, not too new, which reminds me of the extra slippers in the shoe cabinet when I entered the door.After a while, I understood, smiled and started to do it.

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Repeating the simple mechanical movements, my thoughts still couldn't help but go astray.There was no one around, so I raised my eyebrows and casually picked the stone out of the rice.Finally, there was no need to put on a smiling face, the corners of his mouth were lowered, and there was no trace of emotion on his face.

It is said that people think about things when they see things, but I can't think of anything good.Back then, Lu Chang really didn't do anything sorry to me, even his expression could hardly make me notice anything.

But I don't like him.

There's no reason for this, from the first time I saw him, from how I saw Qi Ji treat him.

At that time, I had already begun to gradually become disappointed, thinking that it was impossible for Qi Ji to like anyone, and he would not soften anyone's heart.

But he showed up.

Those smiles, those frowns, and those words are all too realistic, so real that I can no longer deceive myself, what I long for so much, but I can't ask for it, but he easily got it.

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My brow twitched, and then I smiled wryly.Why did you think of this again.

I don't want to think about it, I just know that I will never fall again, after all, I can be called "uncle".

Sit back to the living room.

Looking around, the decoration of this room is quite warm, and I can tell that I have put my heart into it at a glance. Although I am no longer close to him, I know that he is doing well, and I feel a little happy in my heart.

Before making porridge, the rice always needs to be soaked for a while to taste better. I soaked the rice in the rice cooker, went to the bedroom to check it, and then sat down on the sofa in the living room.

I took out my mobile phone and wanted to make a call. After looking through most of the phone list, I realized that no one needs to report.

So I became dazed, and suddenly thought for no reason, if Lu Chang’s lover came back by chance, would he misunderstand me? Like in the novel... Wow, thinking about it this way, I feel that I really have been hanging out with Lin Lin for a long time Yes, you can still make jokes like this.

I am amused by my own boredom.Guessing that the rice has been soaked, I went into the kitchen and started cooking with a rice cooker.He and his lover should be able to eat tomorrow morning.I don't mind him using porridge to please his lover.

After setting the time, I walked out of the kitchen easily, and heard the sound of the door lock and key touching.I'm happy, it can't really be such a coincidence.

But when I was facing the gate and saw that person, I realized that everything was wrong.

I was too naive.

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The person in front of him was wearing a black suit, without even a single wrinkle on his body.His current attire is the one I am most familiar with.He likes navy blue very much, but only his tie occasionally wears this color all over his body, and he rarely sees it in his daily life.I always thought he was hard to please, thinking that his liking and pursuit would never seem to be equal, so when I left him, I only blamed myself for not understanding.

This is Qi Ji.

The alarm bell "咚咚" sounded quickly, and I almost froze in place.Qi Ji is definitely more cautious than normal people.He also has a lot of tricks. I was by his side for two years, and I only learned one or two percent from him, and I managed to tame those arrogant little stars.

He was startled when he saw me.But soon got up as if nothing had happened, took out the pair of slippers I saw in the shoe cabinet before, loosened the tie habitually but did not undo it, undid the first button of the shirt, and sat down in the living room.His series of movements are too familiar, I have seen them countless times before, and now I can't help feeling in a daze, but it was only for a moment.

I'm sober and I'll never have anything to do with him again.

But there is no way, people are not perfect creatures, it's really hard to get used to this kind of thing.

I controlled myself, but couldn't help walking over, and couldn't stop no matter what.I thought I might also be drunk by Lu Chang's smell of alcohol.

He was calm and relaxed, but his face was not good-looking, "Why are you here?"

I pinched the hem of my trousers, but my eyes fell on the ground, "I... I sent Lu Chang back, he was drunk."

I don't know why I was so nervous that I couldn't speak, but I was fine when we met yesterday.The atmosphere was a bit awkward, so I forced a gentle and polite smile and said, "What a coincidence, Mr. Qi, I didn't expect to meet again."

He glanced at me and said nothing.But just this one glance made me even more embarrassed. I used to be too familiar with his expression. I am sure that his mind is full of mistakes and omissions at the moment, thinking about all kinds of reasons for my presence here, and then analyzing the pros and cons. A few understatements were able to tick off my "real" intentions.

But my mind wasn't thinking about how to explain it. I was shocked at the beginning, and now I can't stop asking questions: Does he live with Lu Chang? He...

I almost asked out of nowhere: "You, do you live here? You and Lu Chang... are you together now?"

Before I finished speaking, I was startled for a moment, and then my whole heart seemed to be thrown into ice water, it was so cold that I almost fell down.

Omg what am I talking about.

Then he reacted again and smiled wryly, I really still care.

He obviously realized it too.I don't know if it's an illusion, but a light flashed in his eyes.He still didn't speak, so I kept waiting, at a loss, but I couldn't persuade myself that I couldn't give up. It wasn't until I gave up hope that he suddenly said, "Yes."

A sneer slowly appeared at the corner of his mouth.

"Why, you won't be still here, wishful thinking?"

I froze for a moment.

Not all because of his words.He has always been a restrained person, no matter how much he hates me, he seldom fluctuates, but now, for the first time, I see clear disgust in his eyes...

I finally realized so clearly and thoroughly that from the time I met him seven years ago to today, those things can’t be forgotten, I can’t forget them, and he can’t forget them even more.

He always remembered how much he hated me.

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"..."

Probably the more uncomfortable I was stimulated, the tighter the expression on my face became. Even though I could hardly stand up, I still squinted my eyes and smiled slowly, which surprised and puzzled him for a moment.

I lifted my glasses, ignored the sarcasm he just said, but said slowly: "Really, then congratulations."

Congratulations, the two love each other happily, and finally get married.