old love [rebirth]

The car moved forward steadily. At first, Chen Lou could recognize the road, but later he found out that he was driving on a high speed. He didn't know where he was going on a whim, so he simply ignored it.

Tiredness gradually hit, and the drowsiness that didn't come yesterday came to report in waves. Chen Lou didn't know when he fell asleep, and when he woke up, he saw the car parked in a parking lot. Looking closely, it turned out to be a piece of flat land halfway up the mountain. About [-] meters away, there were a few thatched shacks. Looking to the other side, there were other people who also traveled by self-driving, carrying things from the trunk. Go to a corridor ahead.

Insects and birds chirped in the mountains, and the green grass lingered. After the Chinese New Year, Chen Lou spent most of his time at home. Now he realizes that it is already April. There is a large area of ​​lush greenery around, and there are a few flowers drilled in the brick gaps in the parking lot. Xiaoyehua, Guan Yu saw that he was awake, rubbed the base of his nose, turned his face and asked, "Let's go?"

His eyes were still bloodshot, and his chin was sharper than usual, but his eyes were deep and focused, and there was a bit of silent flattery.When Chen Lou was looking around, he had already seen a very delicate sign not far away, and then thought about the hotel that Wu Jiajia had mentioned earlier, he raised his eyes and asked him, "Where is this?"

Guan Yu really said: "Linhu Villa." Seeing Chen Lou nodding his head, he said again: "The room here is not easy to fix, I asked Cen Zheng to help out more than half a month in advance, this will be done, you don't want to look at it then Others, just because the rent is so expensive, can you stay here for the sake of your face?"

Linhu Villa is on the mountain at the junction of City C and the neighboring city. The mountain here is very high, and below it is the key development ecological park of the neighboring city. The melon and fruit fields, vegetables, saplings and flowers are connected one by one, stretching for several miles. Drive up It takes a lot of twists and turns, and there are many checkpoints along the way. It is a well-known holy place for secret meetings.If Chen Lou intends to go out, it will take almost a day's journey to go all the way down the mountain and then out of the park.

Of course, he didn't plan to go out. The scenery here is considered to be beautiful, and he can see the elegance of the Holy Land.

Guan Yu didn't know what he was thinking, and seeing him looking around outside the car, he couldn't help but feel nervous, and emphasized: "This is a prepayment, and if you can't stay, you will be deducted."

"Are you still afraid of spending money?" Chen Lou made him noisy, and looked at him with a smile: "You are quite rich, you can change the door as soon as you want, and buy things as you want."

"...That was before," Guan Yu looked at him and said seriously: "It was all my brother's money, and now I am earning it myself, and I spend it all on my own. And if I don't feel bad about money, why would I spend it so early in the morning? Just drive over here."

Chen Lou didn't understand the last sentence and looked at him.

Guan Yu paused, and counted with his fingers, "2200 per night, check in at 12:100 at the earliest and check out at [-]:[-] the next day, which is equivalent to [-] yuan per hour. If we arrive late, how much will we waste? Money, ah, by the way, shall we go down now? If we can move in early, it will be a waste of money."

"...is sick," Chen Lou looked at him for a while, and finally couldn't help saying, "You are definitely very sick."

Even though he said so, Chen Lou still got out of the car and followed him to the pavilion where the front desk was.Both of them didn't bring any luggage, Guan Yu and Chen Lou brought two pieces of clothes, but Chen Lou didn't bring anything to change and wash.Fortunately, he carried his ID card with him, otherwise, I really don't know how Guan Yu's crazy trip would end.

Guan Yu put several new books together in his handbag and asked Chen Lou to wait in the rest area while he went to check in.Chen Lou flipped through the two heavy books, and they were indeed the ones he usually read, and the plastic wrapping hadn't been opened yet.A middle-aged woman who was waiting on the side turned her head and saw the cover of the book, she gave a soft surprise, turned her face and said, "Are you a medical student?"

Chen Lou looked at the other party upon hearing the sound, and nodded with the corners of his mouth bent.

"Are you planning to take the postgraduate entrance examination?" The middle-aged woman also smiled, and asked softly, "Is there a school you want to go to?"

"Yes, T-big and S-big." Chen Lou smiled. There were two black suitcases, one big and one small, piled up beside this woman. Her expression was slightly tired, but her demeanor was dignified and gentle, which made people feel very comfortable.The two chatted briefly, and after a while, a man with slightly bald hair came over, first glanced at the two black suitcases, and then blamed the woman: "It's agreed to come out to play, why bring these things again."

The woman just smiled and didn't get annoyed, but the man was helpless, and reached out to her: "If you really want to take it, tell me, I'll hold it for you, what if you fall down when you're tired? It's so heavy, are your arms sore?"

"It's not sour, there is a porter to help," the woman stood up, turned her head to greet Chen Lou, and said, "Little friend, let's go first."

Only then did the man notice Chen Lou, and seeing that he was still holding a yellow book in his hand, he was taken aback, then smiled politely, nodded and left.

Guan Yu was so lucky that day that he managed to check in early.Within 2 minutes after the middle-aged man and woman left, a porter came to help Chen Lou carry things, and a hotel car sent them up the mountain.

Now that we are here, Chen Lou is not pretentious, sitting in the hotel sightseeing car and watching the scenery.He used to wonder why a hotel in a small mountain village could be so expensive. Now that he walked up the mountain, he realized that the guest rooms here are all independent villas hidden in the mountains and forests. They are extremely private and almost all It is a staggered arrangement, and they can't see a little light and shadow from each other.

There are only less than one hundred hotel rooms in total, and the hardware equipment and personnel settings are completely luxurious five-star standards.Guan Yu set the current price while taking advantage of the off-season. If it goes from May [-] to the end of October, the price here will double.

Chen Lou couldn't help being dumbfounded listening all the way, the two stopped in front of the wooden sign with the room number, and the waiter waiting on the side of the road bowed and signaled to lead the way ahead.After walking through a section of the boardwalk, I arrived at the door of the room in a zigzag way.Chen Lou swiped his card to enter, and suddenly found that the floor under his feet was pure wood, the color and texture were very simple, as if he had strayed into a forest tree house, and saw that the suite was surrounded by glass walls without exception, and he could clearly see the trees and flowers outside. A lake not far away.

The waiter put down the luggage at the door, and carefully instructed how to use the insect repellent equipment in the room. If you want to feed the birds, where to put feed and food bowls on the balcony, he also instructed not to put fruit, bread, etc. on the balcony, otherwise Will be taken away by the little squirrel on the mountain.

The more Chen Lou listened, the more curious he became. After Guan Yu gave the tip, he didn't remember the kidnapping and anger, his eyes were as bright as stars.

Guan Yu couldn't help but fumble around, looking at the various equipment in the room, but still pretending to be calm and asking, "Do you want to feed the birds?"

"Go," Chen Lou raised his head, looked around, and sighed, "How did they do it... Hey, why did you think of coming here?"

"What do you think?" Guan Yu snorted, seeing Chen Lou turned around and looking at him with bright eyes, he didn't stop him, and immediately laughed: "Did you really forget? Fool, happy birthday."

Chen Lou paused as he walked towards the balcony, blinked his eyes, and almost thought he heard it wrong.

Guan Yu said: "You have been so nervous about reading recently that you even forgot your own birthday." He also took off his shoes, and instead of wearing slippers, he walked up to Chen Lou with bare feet, suddenly squatted down, and blinked. Blinking: "Come on, I'll carry you."

A familiar scene flashed before his eyes, and Chen Lou stood there in a daze for a moment, but did not pass by.

The scene of Guan Yu squatting on the ground with bare feet always coincided with a certain fragment in his mind. Chen Lou frowned and thought for a long time, but the impression behind him became more and more blurred. What is your back?"

Guan Yu didn't move, and said stubbornly: "I want to revisit the classics."

"Revisit the fart," Chen Lou kicked him on the butt, and said with a tsk, "I haven't settled with you for today's affairs, do you have food? I'm going to starve to death."

The hotel's restaurant is on the top of the mountain and you need to take a sightseeing car to go up.Chen Lou didn't bring a change of clothes, so the final result of the discussion was that Chen Lou took a shower in the room, while Guan Yu went to buy food, and asked the hotel if they had underwear for sale.

He had been there for a long time, and Chen Lou didn't have to change after taking a shower, so he lay on the big bed in the middle wrapped in a bath towel, watching the waves of the trees outside.It happened to be April at this time, and the trees in the mountains were lush and full of flowers, and there were occasional melodious birdsong. Chen Lou liked to climb mountains since he was a child.The last time I went to Guan Yu's house, when Guan Yu said that there was a small hill behind their house and there was a farmhouse, he was actually very tempted, but because of the awkward relationship between the two of them, he had no choice but to refuse.

When Chen Lou thought of this, he couldn't help thinking of Guan Yu.Sometimes he feels that the two should keep a distance, but sometimes he feels that his actions are hypocritical and meaningless.It is easy for two people to fall in love, but it is difficult to love each other, and it is easy to fall in love and difficult to get along with each other.At the beginning, he devoted himself wholeheartedly to Guan Yu, wanting to write "I love you" in the corners of his brows and eyes and expressing his love all the time, worrying about the latter's loss or grievance at every turn, it was almost to the point of greatness.But in the end, the relationship still fell apart, and what was barely maintained was the poor material conditions.Apart from Lu Hening, the reason for this is that the shortcomings of the two have been exposed during their long-term relationship, and one of the reasons is that their love is gradually disappearing.

Thinking about it like this inevitably makes people tend to be indifferent to emotional matters. Wu Jiajia once said a very objective comment. At that time, she was about to go abroad, and Cen Zheng had already prepared a business there. He was worried that she would leave too many things behind. So he ordered her not to bring any supplies and clothes, and took her to buy new ones after she went.

Chen Lou went to see off the plane, covered in mud and sweat, Wu Jiajia bid farewell to family and friends one by one, crying and laughing, couldn't hold back in the last few minutes, and dragged Chen Lou to the other side alone.She asked about his job, and asked him if it was worth giving up the postgraduate entrance examination.Chen Lou wiped off his sweat and said with a smile, of course it was worth it.Wu Jiajia waved his hand and said, I know you said you love him, but have you ever heard of a saying?Quite famous, that sentence by Liu Daodao?

What did Chen Lou ask?Wu Jiajia said that people's love often does not necessarily come from the return of other people's love for themselves, but may be due to their own dedication and sacrifice.The greater the sacrifice, the deeper the love.

After she finished speaking, she was hurriedly called away by her family members. Chen Lou was confused by what she heard at the beginning, but didn't take it to heart.Thinking about it now, I realized that probably Wu Jiajia had heard about Guan Yu at that time, or that Cen Zheng later told him about Lu Hening. hint at him.

Chen Lou didn't understand it at the time, but now that he thinks about it now, he can't help but taste something else—was the deep love he boasted before based on his love at first sight for Guan Yu, or the many sacrifices he made afterwards?

In a trance, he fell into a deep sleep.After waking up again, the sun was shining outside, and the room was covered with a layer of light and warm pink.Guan Yu fell asleep on the deck chair on the terrace, his profile was very handsome, and he also changed into crisp cotton clothes.Chen Lou looked at him indoors wrapped in a bath towel, and couldn't help but look at him again.

In the past, he was always buried in books, and he felt that he was too familiar with Guan Yu, so he rarely looked at his appearance.It was only now that I noticed that this man's skin was really good, and his waist was also thin. The large area of ​​skin exposed under the wrinkled T-shirt was smooth and smooth under the sun's rays, which made him feel a little urge to reach out and grab it.

Chen Lou clicked his tongue inwardly, only then did he realize that it had been more than half a year since he came back, and his restraint in this regard was almost like that of a Puritan.Guan Yu came back as a boy in his 20s, which is fine, but he himself was already in his early thirties, and he had already tasted it.Now it seems that his emotional path is far away, and it seems that there is no good way except to use his right hand.

Thinking about it this way, he felt that the way he looked at Guan Yu now was probably a little too wretched, like an old cow looking at tender grass.After all, he usually can't see himself, and most of the time he still considers himself a 30-year-old man.But Guan Yu looks like a young green onion from the inside out, his skin looks tight and smooth physically, but in his heart he looks like a double merchant and often loses the connection...

When Chen Lou went to the bathroom, he was somewhat embarrassed. He felt that half of it was the result of wrapping his bare buttocks in a bath towel. After all, the bath towel was very rough, and rubbing it there would not be too irritating.Chen Lou washed under the faucet for a long time before gradually dispelling his sense of shame. Hearing that there was no movement outside, he became bolder again, stretched out his hand and slid it twice quickly.

When Guan Yu came in, Chen Lou was taken aback, but before he could speak, the former's big hand had already covered him... A strong arm across his waist dragged him back, and the two naked bodies were pressed against each other immediately. live.

"...The Invisible Man...Have you seen it..." Guan Yu turned his face, breathing from his neck all the way to his earlobe, and then pressed his ear tightly and said slowly: "You just... It's a stranger."

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