old love [rebirth]

Lu Hening's footsteps almost stopped, but when he looked up at Chen Lou, he was inevitably a little embarrassed.In fact, the so-called embarrassing situations rarely happen to him, and even if they happen occasionally, he can always cover them up calmly. Today's scene happened suddenly, and Chen Lou's sudden invitation was one of them. He finally The second is to almost lose your composure when you hear what you've been looking forward to all night.

But it was hard to answer, because he felt that Chen Lou's invitation was not because he wanted to keep him, but because he probably saw that he didn't want to leave.

Lu Hening didn't want to leave, and he didn't want to leave. The whole person stood at the same place, a little at a loss, and couldn't help looking at Chen Lou, a little dazed.

"I guess this popsicle will melt when you get home," Chen Lou said, "Let's make do with it here, and go back when it's better tomorrow."

"Won't you bother me?" Lu Hening still hesitated, paused for a while and forced a smile and said, "It's cold now, so I should be fine. I..."

"You will definitely not apply cold compresses when you go back," Chen Lou said with a click, seeing that he hadn't moved, he opened the door a little, revealing the bulging T-shirt blown by the draft: "... Come up quickly, let's talk a few more words about me It becomes dried sausage."

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Lu Hening stood in the living room a little restrained, still holding the popsicle in his hand, it probably started to melt in the past half a day, dripping sticky from the wrapped plastic bag several times.

"Do you sleep in my room or on the sofa?" Chen Lou asked, "Is my bed a little cramped?"

"It's okay." Lu Hening paused for a moment, then nodded, "Did you not lay the mat?"

"No, I'm the one issued by our school. I didn't buy the mat after it was stolen." Chen Lou went into his room to turn on the light while talking, suddenly thought of something, clicked his tongue and said : "Did you not sleep well last time here?"

"Didn't sleep well," Lu Hening looked down at the popsicle bag, stood beside the trash can, smiled and said, "But the bed is okay, mainly because you are too good at grabbing the quilt. It became a tube, I stretched out my hand and pulled it, and I was punched by you."

"Ah..." Chen Lou was stunned for a moment, and couldn't help being happy after glancing at him.

It was true that he slept differently, Guan Yu didn't know how many times he was kicked by him.I guess it was thanks to the air conditioner that night, otherwise Lu Hening would have caught a cold.

"That's really a good way to sleep on the bed." He pinched his waist and looked at the bed, then at the sofa.

Lu Hening smiled, and slowly stuck the popsicle to his face.

Cool, but refreshing.

The embarrassment of going back and forth just now is gone now. Chen Lou is actually quite good at adjusting the atmosphere. It seems that it is not unusual for him to be slapped in the face. There is no embarrassment or embarrassment. The one who was taken by him at night, unexpectedly all he could think about was food, or else he wanted to live here and here.

A bit unlike my old self.

Lu Hening sighed silently.

Chen Lou turned his head to look over there, and then turned his head to look this way.The new sofa in the living room is made of fabric and is very big. It is no problem for an adult to lie on it after removing the thick pillows and waist pillows. It is also soft and hard, much more comfortable than a bed.

But there is no air conditioner in the living room, so it will be very cold in the middle of the night.

The bed is a bit hard, but there is air conditioning in the room.

Chen Lou struggled for a long time, and waited until Lu Hening's face became numb, but he still couldn't choose how to sleep.

"I'll sleep on the sofa." Lu Hening stood for 10 minutes, couldn't bear it any longer, and asked actively: "The sofa is comfortable, I'll just sleep here."

"But it's cold..." After a pause, Chen Lou understood that the only shortcoming of his bed was that it was hard, but he was used to sleeping on it, so comparing the two sides, it was more comfortable for him to be in the room.

"In this way, I'll sleep on the sofa and you sleep on the bed."

Chen Lou quickly had an idea this time. Seeing that Lu Hening was about to speak, he raised his hand and said, "After all, it's a public area. If I sleep here, the room next door won't feel uncomfortable."

The sofa was new, Chen Lou hesitated for a while and knocked on the door next door, but seeing that nothing happened, he knocked on the door of the north room again.

Now the door opened, Hongmao blocked the crack of the door and looked at him with a displeased face.

However, the discussion was quite pleasant. After Hong Mao heard that he was going to sleep on the sofa, he looked at Lu Hening. He seemed a little surprised, but his face softened a lot.

--

Lu Hening watched Chen Lou rushing in and out, until he was still a little dazed when he was sitting on the bed sheet covered with broken flowers.

There is a fresh smell in the room after freshly washed sheets, which is familiar but slightly different.

Such an environment is easy to relax. Lu Hening knew that he was a little abnormal today, even a little... thick-skinned.But I have to admit that he really likes it here.I like the environment here, I like the smell here.

Of course, it is also possible that he likes Chen Lou.

In fact, it's not just him, Ning Shan also likes her Teacher Chen very much.Lu Hening couldn't describe the joy that Ning Shan felt when he called him for the first time and talked about Teacher Chen. At that time, he was finishing overtime on the other end of the phone and walking on the creaking snow along the road.

The little girl's joy was undisguised, starting with how Teacher Chen would do, and ending with what Teacher Chen would do tomorrow.Lu Hening listened in silence almost the whole time, but the smile on the corner of his mouth never faded away.

He remembered that the first time he met Chen Lou was in the summer when Ning Shan was supposed to take the college entrance examination. He accompanied his mother to the neighborhood next door to find someone. Helpless, when he kicked his legs and walked into the community in boredom, he almost bumped into a bicycle flying head-on.

The sound of brakes suddenly sounded, and Lu Hening was startled. He saw a handsome little cutie biting a cigarette, glanced at him, turned the handlebar and hummed a song and passed by.Lu Hening came back to his senses slowly, but when he looked back, he only saw a wanton figure from the back.

After that, his mother often ran to the next neighborhood, and he gradually learned about the situation of that little cutie.The man's name was Chen Lou, he was Wu Jiajia's tutor in the community, and he went to the same school as himself.

At that time, Lu Hening didn't think much about it, even during his four years in college, he didn't even think about meeting each other by chance.It's just that Chen Lou occasionally raised his hands above his head to step on the bike with his legs and twisted his buttocks, which impressed him very much.

So when Ning Shan agreed to take the college entrance examination again, he immediately thought of her.

He looked for another opportunity to find Wu Jiajia, but the price he got was ridiculously high. Lu Hening thought about it for two nights after returning home, and he was going to scratch his hair bald all the time, so he made a cruel decision.

In fact, he didn't even know what he was doing.

Maybe it's fate?

Some bullshit.

Lu Hening breathed a sigh of relief, stared at the wardrobe in front of him for a long time, and then smiled.

Probably out of envy.

Envious of the other party's free and easy, a proud person who can ride a bicycle in a high-end community wearing a school uniform and whistling, will not be as tired as him.

I'm so envious...

Lu Hening didn't know when he fell asleep, and when he woke up in a daze, it was already dawn.

He froze for a moment, looking at the magnified face in front of him in a daze.

"Hey, your face looks a lot smaller." Chen Lou supported the bed board with his hands, and looked at him with his head tilted: "Do you want to freeze it again in the morning? I don't think it's too obvious."

"...No need," Lu Hening saw his academic research face, paused and asked, "Your eyes...are golden?"

Chen Lou's eyes are quite beautiful, Lu Hening has always felt that his eyes are a bit too delicate, but Chen Lou's eyes are actually very sharp, and so are his eyebrows, which look a bit sharp.

Looking closer today, I realized that his eyes were actually golden.The sun poured down from the top of the head, and the pupils even reflected a little transparent.

Kind of like amber.

Look at it and feel very beautiful.

Chen Lou raised his eyebrows. Hearing this, he looked up at him and asked in surprise, "Really?"

Lu Hening smiled and hummed.

"Maybe it's a problem with the light," Chen Lou said, "It doesn't look good if the color of the pupils fades, it's better to have black and black like you."

"why?"

"Look at the two dogs we keep downstairs," Chen Lou said, "The one with black eyes is so cute, but the one with yellow eyes is not good, it looks like a thief."

"..." Lu Hening felt so beautiful that he was completely shocked by this sentence and lost all emotion.

"Okay," he turned away, and couldn't help but smile after a long time and said, "...Little black dog, little yellow dog."

It was quite early at this moment, Lu Hening simply tidied up after getting up, and walked to the living room only to find that Chen Lou's quilt was still on the sofa.It's just that the shape is strange enough, it's a ball like a kennel, I don't know if it's sleeping like this, or it was packed like this in the morning.

In the past, Lu Hening didn't like such people very much. He was taught to be decent when he was a child, and he had to pay attention to eating and sleeping. If he went out, he had to tidy up from head to toe.So he has few friends, the living habits of ordinary children are too different from his, and their ideas are also different, he looks down on them.But the real Gaoliang disciples also look down on him. His exquisiteness and decency, compared with his identity, immediately becomes poor.

When the door was turned open with a click, Lu Hening happened to bend down, wanting to carry the quilt into the room.When he caught a glimpse of someone coming in from the corner of his eye, he thought it was the red hair from the next room, but within two seconds, he felt something was wrong.

—Two people came in.

The living room was completely silent for a moment, and the two people whose eyes accidentally collided looked at each other, as if they couldn't believe why the other party appeared here.

Only the third person looked calm, but couldn't hide his sneer and curled his lips.

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Guan Yu was already prepared to die when he was taken back by Guan Feng yesterday. Although the time when he was forced to come out of the closet was a bit different from his previous life, the situation was very similar.

——In the last life, it was in his and Chen Lou's small home, Guan Feng left angrily, and dragged him back home without saying a word.This life was also in the place he shared with Chen Lou... Guan Feng stood angrily on the balcony, glaring, like a live Guan Gong offered by someone.

However, his brother may really be related to Guan Gong, after all, they both have the same surname, and maybe a few generations later, the ancestors are all the same.

When Guan Yu saw his brother, he had already decided to break the jar, and while he was slandering Guan Feng in his heart, he did not forget to compare Guan Feng's force value with Guan Yun's great hero - the result was also half a catty, after all, he was born in a peaceful era Guan Feng, who was well-clothed and well-fed since he was a child, seemed to have practiced the Eighteen Dragon Subduing Palms when beating him.

It's just that this time it was a surprise that the Eighteen Palms of Jianglong did not meet him as promised.

After Guan Feng kicked the gas pedal last night and dragged him home, he was called out because of something in the company.Guan Yu was worried for a long time, but finally couldn't hold back, and secretly put his existing bank cards, credit cards and cash into a small bag, thinking that since he had learned from the past, he should at least keep a fortune this time.

When tidying up, he remembered that when he came out of the closet in his previous life, he had a sweet relationship with Chen Lou, and he was determined not to admit his mistake. Whether he was beaten up fat or became poor and white, at least having that person with him made him feel that everything was worth it.But in this life, he has become a real lonely family. Brothers with deep feelings are about to turn against each other, lovers who are close to each other go their separate ways, friends are unreliable, they either go abroad or are more fucked than him, these days are simply over.

It's sad to think so.For a while, I thought about what evil he did in his previous life to be punished by God, and for a while, I thought that Chen Lou was really cruel, and I gave him food the day before we separated, but now I see myself wishing to take a detour. It's like seeing live bacteria all the time.

The road ahead was long and Bentou could not be seen, Guan Yu grabbed a bunch of bank cards in the small bag and fell asleep without knowing it.

It was this morning when I saw Guan Feng again. He was writhing in darkness on the big bed. Guan Feng picked him up viciously and ordered him to go back to Xinglong Road to carry his luggage.

It seemed that Guan Feng had just returned from a busy night, and the smell of cigarettes on his body made him want to jump out of the car.

Guan Yu didn't wake up, and he was irritable because of getting up along the way, so that when he opened the door, he remembered why Guan Feng brought him back.

——It seems that I should have been beaten last night when I came out of the closet, but I haven't had time yet.

He trembled in his heart, and when he opened the door and saw a familiar figure in the living room, he didn't take it to heart, and turned to greet Guan Feng to wait for him in the living room.

But when he turned back again, he was stunned.

Lu Hening? !

Guan Yu almost screamed in fright, jumped back, looked at Lu Hening in shock and shouted: "Why are you here?!"

Lu Hening was also taken aback. He and Guan Yu hadn't seen each other since they had a brief confrontation on the playground. It's been a long time since the two broke up. Speaking of which, although he still missed it at first, he gradually got used to it. .When Guan Yu broke into his birthday party by mistake, and then started to be hostile to Chen Lou again, his emotions were already mostly negative.

So Lu Hening was not angry, raised his eyebrows, and looked at the people behind Guan Yu with a very disdainful expression.

He was originally surprised why Guan Yu had the key here, but when he saw the people behind him, he understood.No wonder this kind man questioned him a lot when he sent him back yesterday. At that time, he thought that the other party was talkative, but looking back now, he realizes that he was probably testing.

Lu Hening was concerned that Chen Lou was still in the toilet, so he paused, then turned around and walked away while hugging the quilt.

Who knew that Guan Yu suddenly took a step forward and stood in front of him.

"You didn't go back last night?" Guan Yu looked at him, and when he looked down and saw the quilt in his hand, his voice suddenly changed, and he shouted in shock: "You Guoguo really spent the night here?!"

Lu Hening: "..."

He didn't feel that Guan Yu still had deep feelings for him, but at this moment the other party's behavior was like a lover who was cuckolded.

"So what if we stayed overnight?" Lu Hening asked, "Can you please step aside? You are in the way."

"I'm in the way?" Guan Yu's eyes widened, and he shouted angrily, "No, I'm in the way! I'm in the way! I'm in your way, right?!"

Before he finished speaking, Lu Hening turned a deaf ear and took a step back, trying to go around.Guan Yu remembered that when Chen Lou answered the phone yesterday, he was already furious, catching rape, catching rape!If he's not here, these two must be cheating on each other!

An indescribable emotion made him a little out of control.When he reacted, he saw that Lu Hening was grabbed by his arm and yanked violently. The coffee table happened to be between the two of them. After Lu Hening's calf knocked on the coffee table, he lost his balance and staggered. Kneeled on the ground.

The room was surprisingly quiet, and when Guan Feng realized something was wrong and wanted to step forward, it was already over.

Lu Hening supported the sofa with his hands and stood up, silently put the quilt in his arms on the sofa, then turned around abruptly, and punched Guan Yu's chin with a punch.

"...Fuck me!" Guan Yu yelled.

Guan Feng took a step forward and grabbed Guan Yu's arm. Just as he frowned, he heard a sudden sound of water flushing from the bathroom. Chen Lou pushed the door open, and was silent for a while when several people turned their heads to look over. Sighed.

"Guan Yu, don't think that you can rely on your brother here." Chen Lou raised his eyes and glanced at Guan Feng, and said slowly, "You try to fuck again?"

"I just..." Guan Yu's eyes were red when he saw Chen Lou coming out, and then Guan Feng suddenly said, "Student Chen misunderstood."

Guan Feng grabbed Guan Yu's arm with one hand, with great strength, Guan Yu couldn't break free, and after pumping hard twice, his arm turned red.

Guan Feng ignored him, just raised his chin at Chen Lou and said, "I'll help Guan Yu pack his luggage, he won't be staying here from now on."

Chen Lou frowned, not quite understanding what Guan Feng meant.

When Guan Feng pressed Guan Yu and kicked the bedroom next to him, he felt as if he was hallucinating.

Guan Yu lives here?

When did this happen?

Lu Hening was also a little dazed, and the two looked at each other, both a little dazed, and then they both sighed.

"That man just now," Lu Hening paused, turned his face away and said in a low voice, "He sent me back yesterday. If I had known that he knew Guan Yu, I wouldn't have reported your address."

"The two of them..." Chen Lou wanted to say that they not only knew each other, but also had a father and a mother.But it's not appropriate to say these things at the moment, he paused, then turned his head to look at the bedroom next door thoughtfully: "...Don't worry about it, but why do they have the key to the next room?"

"That person knows your neighbor in the next room," Lu Hening said, "When the redhead next door opened the door yesterday, I heard him call brother."

"Well, don't worry about it." Chen Lou felt that there was still something wrong, but it was getting late, and Lu Hening had to go to work.

"Let's go, go down to eat." Chen Lou picked up the quilt from the sofa and threw it on the bed, then picked up the wallet and the newly bought mobile phone, turned around and smiled at him, "I'll take you to a good place."

The place where Chen Lou led the way to Hening was an early morning stall. It was said to be a stall, but it was full of ostentation. It was on the main road of Xinglong Road. There were all green tables and white stools, and even the sheds of the stall were of the same color. Big characters - "Four King Kong".

This stall has just been set up not long ago, and it was purely accidental when Chen Lou discovered it, but it is indeed very authentic, from pancakes to soy milk, no matter the craftsmanship or seasonings are full of sincerity.

When Lu Hening came out, he was still in a very low mood. He and Guan Yu had been in a relationship for three years. Although they were not together often, he knew that the latter did not know Chen Lou.But ever since he came back, Guan Yu has repeatedly found fault with the other party and made troubles. The only explanation is that Guan Yu has a pimple in his heart, and he blamed Chen Lou for it.

He felt ashamed, but Chen Lou's indifference made him feel that his explanation was a bit hypocritical.

The two sat down at a random place at the breakfast stall.

Chen Lou took out a pair of disposable chopsticks from the chopsticks holder and gave him a pair, and asked with a smile, "I don't mind, use this kind of disposable chopsticks."

"I don't mind," Lu Hening said, "Actually, I'm not as...fucky as you think."

When he said the last two words, he was a bit garrulous, obviously very unfamiliar, Chen Lou didn't expect that he would use this word to describe himself, he paused with the hand holding the thing, and glanced at him.

"Guan Yu and I have known each other for three years..." Lu Hening was silent for a while, until Chen Lou wondered if there was no more to say, then he sighed slowly and said, "I didn't expect what I said, there will be On this day when I met his angry eyes..."

……

It was a beautiful winter morning, with plenty of sunshine and a gentle breeze.After Chen Lou waited for Lu Hening to leave, he sat at the breakfast stand for a long time, finally lit another cigarette, and walked aimlessly along the street with it in his mouth for a while, finally feeling a little relieved.

In fact, when he was reborn, he didn't expect to meet Lu Hening, and when he met later, he didn't expect the two of them to have a relationship, and later, he had a relationship by accident, and he never thought of spying on each other and Guan Yu's past.

It's just that Lu Hening told it by himself without any warning. The plot of the story is almost the same as what Chen Lou guessed before. It is a love story full of regrets, but the ending is not happy. I guess it can only be a tragedy in the last life. Let yourself mix it up, and it becomes a tragedy again.

Chen Lou listened to the whole process in silence, but couldn't help asking until the end: "If you find out that many things are misunderstandings in the future, and if he still has feelings for you, will you choose to get back together with him?"

After he finished speaking, he felt that he was probably a little anxious, and his tone and demeanor were not calm enough.But Lu Hening still gave the answer seriously.

He said, "No."

"Why?" Chen Lou asked: "You still have feelings, if the misunderstanding is resolved, wouldn't it be natural to be together?"

"In all fairness, I don't believe in reunion after broken mirrors," Lu Hening turned his face and smiled, looked into the distance and said, "The emotional value between people is actually like the amount in a bank card. value, and the details of the relationship between the two after that are the withdrawal and deposit of the balance. Points will be deducted for quarrels, points for misunderstandings, points for passion, and points for different views. Of course, there are also bonus points, such as compromises during quarrels, The generosity at the time of misunderstanding, the sudden misunderstanding after being passionate...

Those who have come to the step of breaking up are those with insufficient balance in the end.In fact, these have nothing to do with misunderstandings or not. After all, there are many opportunities for extra points that no one wants to grasp. "

Lu Hening sighed at this point: "Actually, I didn't figure out this truth until later. When I first broke up, I often thought, if I didn't talk about breaking up, would we be able to continue. This question once caused me pain for a long time. I went alone to eat at the restaurant we used to go to, walked alone on the track and field path that he took me, and went to the movie theater to buy lovers seats alone..."

The most difficult time has passed. This relationship started with trepidation, and when it ended, it was full of hesitation.What Lu Hening did at the time was stupid and ineffective, but it was just a bit of self-abuse in a confused period.

Listening to his narration, Chen Lou suddenly couldn't bear it, and opened his mouth, but didn't know what to say.

Lu Hening suddenly smiled again, and sighed long: "Fortunately, I witnessed a girl and her boyfriend quarreling... She proposed to break up again and again, and her boyfriend rejected it with various reasons. The two are funny and funny , was surrounded by passers-by in the lobby of the shopping plaza and laughed. But I couldn’t laugh.”

"It was only that day that I realized that a relationship is a matter between two people... When I said to break up, he didn't have to agree so readily. What makes me sad is that I have never been chosen so firmly by him."