old love [rebirth]

The time on the phone flashed and changed to 23:30.

"You're almost done," Chen Lou pinched his nose for a look, and urged impatiently, "Hurry up, endure the rest and go back and squat slowly."

Just now, Guan Yu suddenly had a stomachache, and the military situation was urgent. Fortunately, although the police station was slightly off the ground, there was a small public toilet not far away.When Chen Lou moved the person over with hugs and pushes, Guan Yu was so anxious that he almost couldn't untie his pants, but he still didn't forget to coax him to help guard the gate.

It's really hypocritical, as if his bare butt is precious.

The night is dark and windy, when the toilet is guarding the door.

Chen Lou tried his best not to catch his breath, but his face was still stinky.However, Guan Yu was not at ease inside, he would call out every now and then, and was impatient if he didn't hear Chen Lou's response.Chen Lounian just got over the stress reaction, so he endured it and stood at the door without moving.

It was already 10 minutes later when he heard the call for paper from inside. Chen Lou quickly touched his trouser pocket and handed over the bag of tissues he had with him.Thinking that it was finally over, he quickly took two steps to the side of the road.

As a result, as soon as he walked out, he heard Guan Yu say something.

The tone seemed to be asking.

Chen Lou hesitated for a moment, and had no choice but to step back and ask, "...what?"

"I said, it stinks... Are you panicking?" Guan Yu clicked his tongue loudly and shouted: "I didn't even know I could smell so bad!"

Chen Lou: "..."

Sure enough, Guan Yu had already finished the line, and opened the door while talking, and moved out cautiously on tiptoe.

Seeing that he was alive and kicking and in good condition, Chen Lou didn't bother to argue with him anymore, so he waved his hand and said, "I'll go back first, you can take a taxi yourself."

"Hey, wait a minute," Guan Yu hurriedly raised his foot to look at the sole of his shoe, and then walked forward with confidence when he saw that there was nothing on it, "I didn't finish talking just now, you said that I stinky, what will happen when I get old? manage?"

"What should I do?" Chen Lou glanced at him, "Did you have a mid-life crisis after shit?"

"...how do you talk," Guan Yu said, "thinking about retirement is a mid-life crisis? Well, it's too early for me. I used to be worried. You said that we have no children, and if we get old, there will be disasters and illnesses. Ah, what should I do if I am paralyzed on the bed?"

Chen Lou didn't turn his head back: "If a child should be paralyzed, he is also paralyzed. What's the difference?"

"But it's better than nothing!" Guan Yu said again, "You can raise a few more, and you won't have a litter full of white-eyed wolves. In the end, as long as there is a filial person who can hire us a nurse regularly, that's fine. .”

"You think too much," Chen Lou sighed, and said after taking a few steps, "but you can try it yourself."

In fact, Chen Lou talked about this before. At that time, he liked children very much, and by chance, he met a lesbian who needed a physical marriage. The other party had a very good family background and had a channel for test-tube babies. Chen Lou and her met several times. , but when the final decision was made, Guan Yu got in the way.

Guan Yu actually knew about it a long time ago, but when Chen Lou talked to him, he was always noncommittal, so Chen Lou treated it as a tacit consent.In the end, things got very unpleasant, Chen Lou tried to persuade him to no avail, and then talked about the matter of retirement, but Guan Yu refuted him with a look of disdain——you think I’m dead, you can eat hard Drink, I will be your crutch when you are old, and you will be your urinal when you are paralyzed.

Chen Lou was helpless and sweet at the time, so he took this unkind remark as dog food and ate it.

"How about this, you find someone who will be your crutch when you get old, and your urinal when you're paralyzed." Chen Lou turned to look at him, and smiled sarcastically, "Investing in only one is worse than investing in a litter." insurance."

"...you can do it with a walking stick, let's forget about the feces and piss." Guan Yu pointed at the tip of Chen Lou's nose, curled his lips and said, "You must think I stink, you haven't even seen your nose turn red, Maybe when the time comes to see me paralyzed and stupid, I think 'fuck you', and then pour it back for me."

He spoke very seriously, and it seemed that the family tragedy he imagined was quite successful, Chen Lou trembled when he saw him.

"Let's raise a girl," Guan Yu said suddenly, "A daughter is the little padded jacket of the parents, it's not like a boy married a wife and forgot about his father."

"...You really are," Chen Lou sighed, "The more you live, the more you go back."

—

There were few cars on the road in the middle of the night, so Chen Lou walked along the street until he reached the entrance of a bar, and then he hailed a taxi and got in.

Guan Yu quickly followed in. Seeing Chen Lou hesitated, he immediately reported another address.

Chen Lou was indeed hesitating about going back. Hongmao emphasized several times that he had a nervous breakdown, and Chen Lou promised to go home early before going out, but now it was almost twelve o'clock in the middle of the night.Going back at this time is not kind and reasonable, and he has not thought of a suitable place to spend the night outside, so when Guan Yu reported a familiar address, Chen Lou hesitated, but did not refuse.

Of course Guan Yu was very happy.

He didn't react from the joy until he led people into the dusty apartment.

"Sit whatever you want!" Guan Yu slapped the door shut and shouted imposingly, "What do you want? Coffee, drink, red wine, white wine..."

The room was empty except for a few pieces of furniture, and the kitchen was empty.

"..." Guan Yu: "...Although not yet."

Although he rented the house in the previous life, Chen Lou cleaned it himself.As for the non-stop supply of snacks and drinks, it is the credit of the young couple Cen Zheng and Wu Jiajia who often come to visit the class.

When he was happy, he forgot about it.

However, this embarrassment did not affect his enthusiasm at all. Chen Lou bowed his head and began to tidy up the sofa without saying a word, and he mopped the floor back and forth with the water basin.When Chen Lou asked him for a quilt, he took the initiative to bring over pillows.

After tossing and tossing, when Chen Lou was lying down on the sofa wrapped in a quilt, he also hugged a blanket and followed, and sat on the other side of the sofa.

"...What are you doing out here?" Chen Lou asked in surprise, "Aren't you sleeping on the bed?"

"I can't sleep," Guan Yu said, "I want to talk to you."

"What are you talking about? Haven't we already talked about it?" Chen Lou was really sleepy, and looked at him with a yawn: "If you want to raise a child, you can raise it, but the country has regulations that each person can only benefit from one, and those without a spouse If a man adopts a woman, the age difference between the adopter and the adoptee should be more than 30 years old. It is not too late to start planning now, save money and work hard, and you will be able to have a daughter in 65 years. When you are [-] years old At that time, the house happened to have not expired, so I gave it to my daughter as a dowry..."

"...I'm not talking about this," Guan Yu opened his mouth after hearing this, and saw Chen Lou frowning at him.Putting the blanket aside again, went to turn off the light and came back.

"I don't want to talk about this," Guan Yu said, "I want to talk about us."

"We two?" Chen Lou's tone became slightly colder, "What do we have to talk about?"

"It's nothing, just talking about the past, present and future," Guan Yu said, "Haven't you considered taking advantage of your rebirth?"

In the darkness, Chen Lou could only see that he was looking at him sideways, and he didn't know whether his eyes were open or closed.

Guan Yu moved forward a little, the L-shaped sofa, and he sat at the corner with this movement.Originally, he wanted to get away from Chen Lou to talk better, but after looking at it, he felt awkward, so he moved to the side again, "Look, from the current point of view, we can completely predict what will happen next, right?"

"Let's not talk about it, do you remember stocks? Fireworks concept stocks, doubling at the end of the year? I still remember the code, Panda Fireworks, 600599. We can buy some in advance and throw them away after the new year."

He paused after speaking.

"Well, tell me," Chen Lou said, "and then?"

"Then we bought our house ahead of time!" Guan Yu patted the sofa, "We were at a disadvantage when we bought it, and basically bought it on the top of the mountain. Now we can use the money from stock trading to pay the down payment. Monthly It’s easy to say, I still have the card given by my mother, with a monthly payment of [-], I can repay it for at least two years. In the past two years, we have been stable, and the job is good. I can seize the opportunity my brother gave me to start a company. It’s not easy to live a small life.”

He talked more and more vigorously, as if he had a lot of money at his fingertips, and finally concluded: "If you want to work in the pharmacy, you can work in the pharmacy. If you don't want to work in the pharmacy, you will fire them all. Go home and spend money, go out to buy things, and don't look at it." Price! When you buy vegetables, you can buy organic ones! You don’t have to cook in the future, I will hire an aunt for you, she will cook whatever we want, how about it?”

"It's pretty good." Chen Lou said, "You do it!"

Guan Yu: "..."

"You bought tens of thousands of 599 shares during the Chinese New Year, and after the Chinese New Year, you sold them and immediately went back to buy Yangchun Meimei, which just opened. You paid the down payment with the stock trading money, and your mother repaid the loan for you. In two years, you will have a stable job. , with your brother's blessing, you can still become a rich and handsome CEO... No, you are a rich and handsome now, and you are the one who reached the pinnacle of life," Chen Lou asked back: "You do it! Is it related to me? "

"Why has nothing to do with you?" Guan Yu immediately said, "This is our secret."

"I won't say it," Chen Lou said, "I don't care either."

"...Why don't you care?" Guan Yu asked anxiously, "Why don't you care about such a simple and foolproof thing?"

"Well, I don't care." Chen Lou added in a calm tone, "I'm stupid, but I'm happy."

Guan Yu: "..."

The two sat one on the other and lay down in silence for a while.Guan Yu's enthusiasm gradually faded away, he stood up from the sofa, and sat back down after meeting Chen Lou without any response.

"Chen Lou," Guan Yu hesitated, and called again: "Are you asleep?"

Chen Lou didn't speak.

"I mean today, I don't mean money." Guan Yu rubbed his face, coughed and said, "I mean, let's live a new life, don't we have to live a better life? Let go of the regrets of the past." Make up, do everything you didn't have time to do, right?"

"...Yes," Chen Lou sighed secretly, "So?"

Guan Yu didn't speak, and seemed to be thinking about how to say it more appropriately.

"Guan Yu, let me assume that your emotional intelligence and expressive ability are only 22 years old," Chen Lou said coldly, "But can you also remember that I am no longer the 22-year-old me, you can just say what you think, And why bother to hint at it in a roundabout way? You will be tired, and I will not feel comfortable listening to it."

"When you just came back, you were very enthusiastic. Obviously, you believed that I would definitely accept your proposal, but when it really started, you were nervous, changing positions and postures. Obviously even you knew that there were too many loopholes in this passage. And your original intention is just to hope that I can be with you."

Guan Yu's body froze for a moment, he lowered his head and said nothing.

"But why do you want to be with me? Because you have to do this now, you are now affected by the original trajectory, and I must participate in many things. But I am different from you, I started a new life, With a new plan, if everything goes well, we will never meet again in the future. You are very scared, aren't you? You don't know what will happen in the future."

"I want to be with you," Guan Yu said, "It's not all for this."

"But it's mainly for this," Chen Lou said, "Why don't you contact Lu Hening? Do you want me to speak for you? Because you have your own principles, and you find that you can't do without me, so if you contact Lu Hening Ning, you are on two boats, you have to bear it."

Chen Lou clicked his tongue, "In all fairness, I've always been your second best choice."

"Chen Lou, is that why you miss me?" Guan Yu took a deep breath, his tone trembling, "You still think that I like Lu Hening more than you?"

"..." Chen Lou was silent for a moment, then smiled, "...I don't know."

Guan Yu twisted his face away and laughed at himself twice.

"But you're right," Chen Lou said, "We are reborn this time, and we must live a better life than the previous life, making up for all the regrets of the past."

He smiled, "But haven't I told you yet, my only regret is that I fell in love with you back then."