old love [rebirth]

Guan’s mother, who had been looking forward to her son for a month, had just come back, so she asked the whole family to wait for half an hour for the prepared meal, while she watched with her watch, and started to climb the stairs at 28 minutes.

When half an hour was just over, Guan Yu heard the door being slapped.Guan's mother shouted outside: "Xiao Yu! Are you ready? Mom has cooked dishes and is waiting for you!"

"Mom—" Guan Yu was a little impatient when he opened his mouth.

Mama Guan immediately said, "It's been 10 minutes! Not a single point is missing!"

Guan Yu: "..."

Chen Lou was blowing his hair slowly, listening to the conversation between the mother and son, turned around and smiled at Guan Yu playfully.

"...I'm going down now." Guan Yu shouted at the door, and after hearing the happy agreement from outside, he walked downstairs again, then turned his face and pointed at Chen Lou and said, "You can do it!"

When Chen Lou just came up, he grabbed the door frame and sneezed several times. Guan Yu was nervous for a while, so he hurried to turn on the water heater to get dry clothes.There is a small bathroom in his bedroom. It used to be a sliding door. Later, he felt that when he was taking a shower, his brother would always open the door to ask him something, so he strongly demanded to change it to a locked one.

Chen Lou just locked it inside.

Guan Yu waited outside contentedly, and took a magazine, and then suddenly remembered that last time her mother bought several sets of bedding on a whim, including a set of lavender silk, which was thrown into the closet by him because he disliked his wife inside.The lavender bedding can add to the fun, the texture of silk, the wonderful rainy night...

Guan Yu then rummaged through the box and chest to find out that set of bedding, and replaced it while humming a song.After the change, 15 minutes had passed, but Chen Lou was still inside.

Guan Yu couldn't help knocking on the door to urge him, and every time Chen Lou immediately said, "It's almost done!" Finished, came out and put on new clothes.Then the sound of the hair dryer and the sound of my mother urging the door sounded almost at the same time.

——Dessert fart, the day lily is cold.

Guan's mother felt sorry for her youngest son, she was busy adding food to Guan Yu at the dinner table, and repeatedly urged Chen Lou to eat this and that.Guan's father, on the other hand, did what his wife said, and laughed without any airs.

Only Guan Yu's older brother, Guan Feng, looked a little strangely, with a deliberate scrutiny.

Chen Lou smiled, turned around and saw Mama Guan scooping up a bowl of tomato fish soup for him, and said with a smile, "Come on Xiao Chen, drink some fish soup, this turbot is wild, it's fresh, we can't even eat it " She pushed the fish soup towards Chen Lou, and when she withdrew her arm, she suddenly yelled.

Father Guan immediately asked nervously, "What's wrong?"

"...the leg hurts again," Guan's mother said, "forget it, I'm tired of going to the hospital..."

Guan Feng also frowned and said, "What did the doctor say last time?"

"I prescribed two boxes of Voltaren, but it didn't help much, and the doctor said to ask your mother to have an MRI to see if it overwhelmed the nerve line."

"I'm not going to see it!" Guan's mother patted the table unhappy and said, "What kind of attitude does that person have? He has been treating you for a long time but it doesn't work and he still yells at your father, quack doctor! Don't go!"

"Then I'll change the hospital for you." Guan Feng glanced at Guan Yu, who was only eating sullenly, frowned, then turned his face and said to Guan's mother: "You can't hide your illness from the doctor. When the time comes, I will arrange someone to accompany you. Dare to have a bad attitude."

Mama Guan pursed her lips, obviously not happy, but she didn't make a sound.Chen Lou was surprised for a moment, he didn't expect Guan Feng to be the head of the Guan family, but Guan's mother's temper was quite similar to Guan Yu's, at first glance they were his mother-in-law.

He turned his head and glanced at Guan Yu, and saw that the latter was still in the heartless grilling bowl with the pork ribs in sauce.

"..." Chen Lou sighed speechlessly, then turned to ask Mama Guan, "Auntie, how did you get this bruise on your arm?"

"I don't know either," Guan's mother raised her arm to look, and rubbed it. "It's always like this on my arms and legs. I don't know where I bumped into it." "...Huh? My mother is like this too," Chen Lou was stunned for a moment. Ran, smiled and said: "She also has bruises for no reason, her legs are bruised and purple, but it doesn't hurt. Ask her and she doesn't remember when she hit it. And she always has back pain and leg pain for no reason. "

He paused, and when he saw the family of four immediately looked up and stared at him, he smiled: "Fortunately, it got better later."

"How is it?" Father Guan immediately said, "Your aunt is also like this."

"...Ah, it's nothing to worry about, it's just blood stasis, and you can eat something that promotes blood circulation and dispels stasis," Chen Lou said, "Sanqi promotes blood circulation and nourishes blood. You can stew chicken soup to drink, and Chuanqiong black bean porridge is also fine." If you find it troublesome, you can use hawthorn slices to soak in water, and it will work."

"I didn't expect you to understand this," Guan Yu said suddenly, "Why haven't I heard you say it before?"

"Yeah," Guan Feng also smiled, but raised his brows, looked at Chen Lou thoughtfully, and said, "I heard Xiaoyu boast that you are a decathlon before, but I still don't believe it. I always feel that I can master it now." There are very few people who are talented in poetry and calligraphy, so how could he be recognized by a little dandy. I never expected that...Student Chen even knows Chinese medicine."

The expression on Guan Yu's face suddenly felt awkward.

Chen Lou, on the other hand, smiled, picked up the wine glass that had been poured long ago but kept refusing to move it, raised it to Guan Feng from a distance, and said calmly: "I am from a medical school, and it is natural for Chinese medicine to understand superficiality. Poetry and Book Six Arts..." He smiled and said, "I don't know anything about it, and I'm not interested in it, my brother must have mistaken someone."

After he finished speaking, he drank it down, and then exposed the bottom of the bottle to Guan Feng. His expression and demeanor had completely lost the youthful appearance of a college student.

Guan Yu's heart skipped a beat, and he immediately knew that something was wrong.

-

Chen Lou doesn't like to drink, he doesn't hold a lot of alcohol, and he gets drunk when he touches liquor.What's more, the person his brother mentioned tonight, even a fool can tell it's Lu Hening.

Guan Yu was annoyed and nervous. After dinner, he saw Chen Lou happily having a tea party with his parents and talking about how to keep in good health, but he didn't dare to rush him.It was already ten o'clock at night when the tea party ended, and the Guan family's parents went to wash up and go to sleep when the biological clock came. Chen Lou was lying on the sofa, staring at the dark TV in a daze.

Seeing that everyone had gone back to their respective rooms, Guan Yu squatted down to coax him: "Chen Lou, shall we go upstairs?"

Chen Lou raised his eyes to look at him, and smiled lazily after a while, "...Going upstairs? You think beautifully. You should go on your way."

After he finished speaking, he smiled and closed his eyes and wanted to sleep on the sofa. Guan Yu was stunned for a long time before he realized it, and suddenly he couldn't laugh or cry.

He had to shake Chen Lou awake again, and changed the phrase: "Let's go back to the house, to the bedroom? Okay?"

Chen Lou looked up at him.

Guan Yu squatted down and said carefully: "You are drunk, let's go back to the bedroom now, I will warm you a glass of milk."

"...Milk doesn't cure hangovers," Chen Lou said with distaste, "It only works if you drink it before meals. Milk doesn't cure hangovers, it can only protect the gastric mucosa."

"...What about the honey?" Guan Yu helped him stand up, and said, "I'll make you a glass of honey water, and it will be ready in a while."

"Honey doesn't cure a hangover, it just dilutes it." Chen Lou took two steps, thought for a while, and cursed at him, "You pseudoscience!! You know how to play and sing every day, and you don't even know how to drink alcohol." untie!"

Guan Yu's face was full of black lines, and he moved two steps forward with his half-armed arms, and heard Chen Lou sigh again: "Do you have kudzu root... I heard from my brother that it works, oh yes, there is a cure for drinking tea... ..."

"I don't have this in my family." Guan Yu said: "There is no one in the family who understands Chinese medicine, and there must be none of the things you mentioned."

"...That should be honey water." Chen Lou grabbed the railing, waved his hand and said, "I can go up by myself, you go and make me a cup, thicker."

Guan Yu went to the kitchen, and it was 10 minutes after he dug out the honey and rinsed the water.He went to the bedroom with a water glass, but Chen Lou was not there.Guan Yu frowned, and came out of the bedroom to look for it again, only to see that the light was on in the small study beside him.

Chen Lou stood beside his small desk, leaning on the edge of the desk with one hand, and slowly flipping through a copy of "Traveling France" with the other.Guan Yu sighed silently, put the water glass by his hand, and was about to push the chair.

"No need," Chen Lou said suddenly, "I'll just watch for a while, I can't sit, and I can't get up after sitting." After he finished speaking, he pinched his brows and smiled self-deprecatingly: "I'm drunk."

Guan Yu didn't know how to answer.Chen Lou is drunk, why is he drunk?Because of drinking.Why drink?Because his brother mentioned Lu Hening.

For Chen Lou, Lu Hening was like a mountain that he couldn't climb. They were like this before rebirth, but after rebirth, those memories have not been erased, and the result is still the same.

Guan Yu stood silently for a while, and then he was gradually fascinated by Chen Lou, so he could only find a topic and said: "...Thank you for telling my mother that, she usually loves clothes and bags, she has too much heart, and never thought of recuperating Body."

"You're welcome," Chen Lou said, "I'm glad I could help her. But your mother doesn't necessarily have a big heart. People with blood stasis are often thoughtful, pessimistic, and forgetful."

After he finished speaking, he pointed to the page in his hand and said, "Does this sentence mean I love you?"

Guan Yu walked over and took a look behind him. It was a short sentence, to the effect that "Even if there is a strong wind, life will never give up." It was followed by a small "I love you", all written to Lu He Ning's.

A layer of sweat broke out on Guan Yu's forehead, he nodded and said, "Yes."

"It's for Lu Hening, right?" Chen Lou picked up the honey water on the side, drank it in one gulp, then smiled and said, "You're quite romantic."

"At that time... I just wrote it casually for fun," Guan Yu frowned, thinking that there were many such "fool's confessions" in the back of the book, sweating in his nervous palms.

It was Lu Hening’s birthday in his sophomore year. He had been preparing for a week, but he still didn’t know how to express his heart so that he would not look conventional. Finally, on a whim, he searched “I love you” from all over the world on Baidu, and scratched the same thing on the textbook. .

Chen Lou's thumb slowly rubbed those words a few times, and when his right hand was about to turn the page, he suddenly smiled, turned his head to look at Guan Yu and asked, "Why are you nervous?"

"...not nervous," Guan Yu felt that Chen Lou's smile seemed to have some deep meaning, swallowed and said, "...I didn't know you knew French, I was just a little surprised."

"Who said I understand," Chen Lou let go of the book, patted the book closed, and said, "I only know a few sentences." He tilted his head for a while and said, "I knew you at that time I'm from the French department, so I couldn't help but think, if God favors me in the future and I have a chance to meet you, I can't say a word."

He blinked and stuttered with his fingers, "Hello," "I'm Chen Lou," "I love you."

The light shone from overhead, Chen Lou stood in the bright light and smiled at him.

Guan Yu recalled the first night between him and Chen Lou, the other party also smiled at him in the bright light, his eyes were clear, full of joy and obsession.That night, Guan Xiaoyu was a fledgling hut, ran amok and couldn't get his head around it, only a few minutes to finish things hastily, and it was not until the middle of the night that he gradually got the taste, grasping the essence of human food and coming round after round.At dawn the next day, Chen Lou developed a low-grade fever and was in great pain. Guan Yu felt ashamed, but Chen Lou just smiled and comforted him instead.

In the next few years, Guan Yu saw Chen Lou gradually change from soft and cute to bitter and mean, and he was not disappointed in his heart.He felt that Chen Lou must have been faking at the beginning, after all, the two of them had no basis for any relationship, and the other party had no need to tolerate it at all, it must be a person who is used to pretending, and he just had a good temper after a while.

Today Chen Lou said that he had known him a long time ago?

"...when?" Guan Yu felt a little stuffy in his chest, but he also had some anticipation, and asked, "...when is that time?"

Chen Lou lowered his head, thought for a while, and said, "Freshman, Christmas in the first semester of freshman year. You and Cen Zheng were together, wearing a sportswear, with a Band-Aid on your chin...you were shaving at that time. Is it broken?"

Guan Yu didn't remember it at all, but when it came to Band-Aids, he remembered that when he was a freshman, the razor was worn out by the people in the dormitory. He had to go to work with Cen Zheng that day, so he took the razor and shaved it accidentally. Just made a slit.

Chen Lou said: "That day, Jia Jia fell in love with Cen Zheng at first sight, and then he became a little dark horse in the college entrance examination. You will know later." Stopped, the other party threatened to pick him up, and since then the idol drama drama of dodging and chasing began.Guan Yu was joking at the time, and said that if someone did this to him, he immediately obeyed.

"...you before," Guan Yu asked after taking a deep breath, "why didn't you tell me before?"

Chen Lou smiled: "Because we were already together at that time."

"..." Guan Yu paused, and asked after a long time: "Then what about you now? Why did you say it now?"

"...Because, now I have let go."

Chen Lou raised his hand, pinched his temples, and said softly, "Love creates worry, and worry creates fear. In the past, I always had a lot of thoughts, thinking about things, afraid that you wouldn't like me, afraid that you would know my love. The deep-rooted kind doesn't care about me, and I'm afraid to tell you too much. You think I'll tie you up with these, and you'll tire of me from then on.

At that time, he cared too much, became obsessed, and couldn't even hear Lu Hening's name. "Chen Lou stretched out his hand to pick up "Traveling Around France" on the table, and smiled at the blue cover: "But when your brother mentioned him today, I suddenly realized that I'm fine.Maybe I've put it down since I came back, otherwise why would I accompany you to the house.But because I don't care, it doesn't matter. "

Guan Yu felt that his heart was beating very fast, but he couldn't distinguish the rhythm and taste.

He was in a trance, for a moment he felt that these were all taken for granted, the fact was like this, and at the same time he felt that these were too unexpected and sudden, and nothing was right.

"Suppose," Guan Yu asked, "if I don't make the same mistakes as last time in this life, and I confess everything to you, will you still be with me?"

Chen Lou raised his head to look at him in surprise, but then smiled gently and said, "Of course not."