Fragrant honey stars

"I remember living in Taihu Lake with my mother when I was a child. I thought I was a weird-looking carp who was always bullied by other children of the aquarium."

"My father is a dragon, my mother is a dragon fish, how could I become a carp. Finally, one day, I couldn't bear it...I never thought that that resistance would make me taste the bitter fruit..."

"My clothes were all stained red by my own blood, one layer was dyed after another."

"Since I was born, I have been hidden by my mother in the deepest and darkest place at the bottom of the lake, living in darkness. Do you know what I was most afraid of at that time?"

"...It's cold. The bone-piercing cold after blood loss pierces my viscera and bone marrow bit by bit. Do you know what it's like to be extremely cold? Burning inside and out, viscera and bones all over my body seem to be boiling , burning, wishing to burn the last remaining warmth from my body, drain the last drop of blood from my heart...Thinking about it now, I am still shivering with cold."

"...It's really hard, every day, I wish I could die..."

"When I get older and can completely transform into a human form, I will rarely show my real body to others. The scars on my body under the scales are ugly, humiliating, and unbearable..."

Chen Xing sat slumped on the couch, in the empty and quiet space, only the voice of the person in the blue dream bead echoed in his ears.

After this dream passed, she remained motionless for a long time, and raised her hand to touch her face, which turned out to be completely cold.

He sat under the tree with reddened eyes, speaking word by word, about the past that she had never heard and never known.

She remembered what happened when he was drunk for the first time in Xuanji Palace.At that time, she found the scar on his chest, and he held her hand, his eyes were full of inferiority and helplessness.He said he was too ugly and told her not to look at him.

She never asked why his reverse scale was pulled out, and what happened to that scar.

Now... she finally knows.

She heard the pain, the bitterness, the humiliation, the grievance he said, little by little, but she hardly dared to think about it...

After calming down for a moment, Chen Xing looked at the kit at hand again.

It was given to her by Kuang Lu.

Inside, there are two more.

He walked forward step by step, facing Tianhou who was standing by the water of Dongting Lake, and behind him was his biological mother Suli.

"...I have been separated from my biological mother for many years, and now I just want to live quietly with her, and I don't want anything else! I beg the mother god to forgive me!"

"Mother God, I beg you! I beg you to let her go! I beg you..."

Glass clear fire.

The cluster of glazed pure fire hit Suli who stood in front of Runyu.

"mother!!!"

"My child has never hated my mother. My child remembered everything. It turned out that my mother did not abandon my child. It was my child. It was my child who was deceived by the Queen of Heaven and accepted her Floating Dream Pill. That's why..."

"No, no! Mother, mother, don't sleep! Don't sleep... The baby is here to save you, this is here to save you!"

……

The Xingshi hairpin blocked Runyu's blow from the Empress Dowager and woke him up in a daze.

Su Li turns into a little bit of streamer, gradually dissipating from the red, and turns into transparent, and it is hard to see clearly...

Xuanji Palace.

In the empty and dark hall, Runyu huddled at the foot of the bed, wrapped her arms around herself, and looked at the night pearl in front of her that contained the memories of her biological mother, tears streaming down her face.

He was enduring grief and suffering alone, and in the desolate cold night, he couldn't find any comfort to keep him warm...

Chen Xing's eyes were blurred.She bit her finger, teardrops flowed down, and wept with the person in the blue bead.

Three.

Kuang Lu's three dreams were more than a thousand catties to Chen Xing.

I have been lonely for too long, I have been alone for too long, it is not that I am not afraid of the cold, but I am used to it.

When one day, I was envious but could not ask for it, and the relatives I had fantasized and longed for thousands of times stood in front of my eyes, it was a sudden burst of light from the darkness of silence.Such a beautiful longing was crushed right in front of his eyes. The pain and despair were enough to drive people crazy.

She could understand, so at this time, the pain was even worse.

That night in the world, when he appeared in front of her with wounds all over his body, no wonder he looked devastated, desperate and embarrassed...

When he was in the most pain, she couldn't be by his side.

Chen Xing was still holding Kuang Lu's kit bag in his hand, his knuckles turned white with force.

Kuang Lu's dream, she didn't have the courage to watch it a second time.

The sky will be bright, Yuheng Hall.

Chen Xing slowly pushed open the palace door, and walked gently to the side of the bed step by step.

Runyu was sleeping on the bed, even though the temple was burning with her special calming incense, his brows were still slightly furrowed in his sleep.

There were no tears on her face, only her eyes were slightly red.After calming down for a long time, the emotions eased up, and at the moment of seeing him, they were a little turbulent again.Taking a deep breath, she sat down on the edge of his bed, watched his eyelashes tremble slightly, and was about to wake up.

"...Xing'er?"

In the restless sleep, Runyu faintly sensed that someone was approaching, but she couldn't stretch her body and take precautions.

There is a faint fragrance at the tip of the nose, the clarity of water lotus, with the warmth he is familiar with.He opened his eyes and saw her unexpectedly but also unexpectedly.

The darkness in the Yuheng Palace against the dimly lit sky became a bit hazy, her eyes were flickering, and amidst his familiar affection and warmth, she actually felt a little more ashamed and cherished.

He sat up with his hands propped up, reached out and gently stroked her cheek and the corner of her eyes: "Xing'er, what's wrong?"

She shook her head, leaned towards him with a sigh, leaned her head against his chest, wrapped her arms around his waist and hugged him: "...just miss you."

He froze for a moment, although he knew she wasn't telling the truth, he still felt a little sweet in his heart, chuckled lightly, put his arms around her shoulders, put his chin on the top of her hair, and rubbed her hair.

When the sky was bright, Runyu went to Qizheng Palace, Chen Xing didn't accompany her this time, but went to the alchemy room that he hadn't set foot in for several days.

The pill room has always had an enchantment set by Runyu, Chen Xing carefully mobilized some of the power of the stars, and set up a simple isolation formation.Fortunately, there was only a slight sting, not too strong.

She sat in the middle of the alchemy room and took out many materials.

Returning from the calamity in the world this time, the confinement of Shui Lian's real body was broken, and she found that the situation before the calamity where nothing could bear her spiritual power was also relieved.At that time, because of such restrictions, she had no choice but to choose the star stone hairpin to refine and give it to Runyu.Speaking of which... it was in Kuang Lu's dream that she saw the mysterious hairpin that she had fused the defensive formation with the power of the stars and the wandering spiritual power, that she suddenly had a question about her real body. Got a little new idea.If you can... balance these two forces, consume one in a balanced way, and slowly repair the other, then the newly entered spiritual power and the power of the stars will be able to blend together under the gentle guidance...

It's just... How to make the two kinds of power consume in a balanced manner is a difficult task, and it's still a difficult task with no one to rely on and no one to ask...

Why not, let's start with the refiner.Just like the star stone hairpin back then, when it is finished, it can also be used as a magic weapon for body protection as a gift...

Chen Xing took a deep breath, while distractedly paying attention to his real body, took a lot of refining materials, took out the fire seed sealed in the Star Orb, and began to try...

After trying it for half a day, Chen Xing, with cold sweat dripping from his forehead, sat upright in the alchemy room, began to adjust his breath, and slowly drew the spiritual power and the power of the stars into his body together.After a while, she opened her eyes and let out a sigh of relief, placing her palms on her heart.

Today she only dared to use her spiritual power and the power of the stars, but because she had to pay attention to her real body while concentrating on refining the weapon to describe the formation, it was extremely exhausting.Artifact refining requires concentration the most, not to mention that she used spiritual power that she had never used before to engrave the formation today. It was already difficult to use spiritual power to describe the formation recorded in the Star Orb. Yes, fortunately the first test today, wasted no good material.

I don't know if it's because too little power was used today, and not much was reintroduced into the body for refining. She really couldn't see any difference, and she didn't know...whether this method is really useful.It seems... after she can master the balance of using the two powers, she will slowly try to test...

Chen Xing stayed in the alchemy room for a long time, and after confirming that he looked normal, he stepped out and headed for the Qizheng Hall.

At the entrance of Qizheng Hall, Chen Xing met two maidservants, one of whom was holding a tray with a mourning dress on it.

Raw hemp mourning clothes.

Chen Xing's eyes flashed, and when he looked up, he saw that Runyu in the palace was holding a linen mourning dress in his hand, with his head slightly lowered, unable to see his expression clearly.

"Chen Xing Xian Shang."

Seeing Chen Xing, the two maidservants bowed their knees and saluted before getting up to leave, but they didn't want to be stopped by Chen Xing's hand.

"Wait." Chen Xing stopped the two people who were about to leave, and his eyes fell on the mourning clothes in the hands of one of them: "You guys are..."

"...Xiaoxian was ordered by the Queen of Heaven to deliver mourning clothes to His Highness."

Chen Xing twitched the corner of his mouth: "The Empress Dowager has a heart. She not only prepared mourning clothes for His Royal Highness, she even prepared the mourning clothes for me. It's really thoughtful. If that's the case, give it to me." After finishing speaking, Chen Xing stretched out his hand to ask Pick up the raw hemp mourning clothes on the tray.

"This..." The fairy maid was a little flustered: "The fairy misunderstood, this is..."

"What is it?" Chen Xing ignored the fairy maid's obstruction, took the mourning dress from her hand, moved her fingertips slightly, and a light-colored streamer sprinkled on the fairy maidservant from her cuff fingertips under the cover of the tray. on the sleeve of his shirt, without attracting anyone's attention.Chen Xing took the mourning gown and held it in his hand, and smiled at the maidservant: "Go back and 'thank' Empress Dowager for me, and said, I understand what she means. Your Highness and I should be a husband and wife. .Now that I have accepted the mourning clothes, you should hurry back and report to your orders, Xuanji Palace will close its doors to observe filial piety soon, and there will be no more entertainers.”

After finishing speaking, Chen Xing stepped up and walked towards the Qizheng Hall, ignoring the two fairy servants behind him.The two looked at each other, full of anxiety, but it was hard to force the mourning clothes back, so they retreated in fear and left Xuanji Palace.

Runyu watched Chen Xing walk in, holding the mourning dress he had to give up just now, and felt a little sour in front of her eyes.

Yanyou and Li'er walked in at this time, Yanyou looked at Runyu, then at Chenxing:

"...It's so powerful, it left those two little fairy maidservants speechless."

Chen Xing ignored Yanyou's words, and took a step forward to replace the hemp in Runyu's hand with the hemp mourning gown: "After that day, I just wanted to see your attitude. You chose it, and you showed your attitude. That's enough. She doesn't care about what you wear and how you keep your filial piety. Since I've been pretending to be stupid and left this numb thing, at least in Xuanji Palace, you can do whatever you want."

Runyu closed her eyes and exhaled, "...Xing'er...thank you."

She smiled: "It's fine if you don't blame me for making my own opinion. Although you chose it first, but I made such a fuss, I don't know if I will think twice after that day, and I don't feel so relieved about you."

He curled the corner of his mouth, with a hint of sarcasm on his face: "As long as I am here, the Queen of Heaven will not be at ease with me. What happened today... is just a warning from her."

She looked at his flushed eyes and fell silent.

"The main hall is having such a difficult time in the heaven, why not... let go of everything, and follow me and Li'er, and fly away together, okay?"

After listening to Yanyou's words, before Runyu opened his mouth, Chenxing turned his head and looked over:

"Mr. Yanyou, should I say you are stupid or naive?" Chen Xing frowned, and said in a deep voice: "Let's not talk about new and old grudges, bloody and deep enmity, even if you put everything down and go away, can you really become a wandering cloud and a wild crane?" Ayu is the son of the Emperor of Heaven, Nine Heavens Yinglong, as long as he has this identity, the Queen of Heaven will never let him go. Shall he walk away, waiting for a day in the future when he will be slaughtered without any resistance?"

"I……"

"I've only heard of those who persuade people to put down the butcher's knife, but never heard of those who advise people not to resist under the knife." Chen Xing's eyes were burning: "One day after the Queen of Heaven, we will never have peace."

Yanyou was shocked by the meaning of Chen Xing's words, but...he couldn't refute.

After a moment of silence, Yanyou took out a box: "This is... the godmother once told me to hand it over to the hall."

Chen Xing looked at Runyu, and Runyu took it from Yanyou's hand, and gently opened it...

Standing aside, Chen Xing saw the contents of the dowry, first surprised, then sighed.

Even so...or...

The author has something to say:

Because a large part of the first part of this chapter is the lines of the original drama ==

So the author consciously increased the number of words in this chapter and made up for it! (I would say that I made myself cry in this chapter==)

However, the line "It's okay to love me lightly, but beg me for a long time" has almost no chance to appear~~~

The old rules, add updates on weekends, and there will be another chapter at [-] pm~~