First-served ABO near the water

Hearing what Qin Ruhai said, Qin Yu felt his eyes go dark, as if he had been hit in the face with a blow.

I have been looking for Yuning for so many years, but I never realized that there is only a layer of separation between him and myself.

He made Yuning suffer for so many years?

Qin Yu's back was pressed against the car door, his legs were shaking, if he didn't lean against the car, he might fall to his knees.

But he didn't want Qin Ruhai to be complacent, and he didn't want him to see his fragility.

Qin Yu didn't know what made Qin Ruhai like this, or did he never know his father from the beginning?

Qin Yu understood his situation, and he was probably not optimistic, so he subconsciously covered his stomach.

This tiny movement was noticed by Qin Ruhai, who shook his head with a smile, "It's really ironic, you and Gu Xiao's son can still have children..."

Qin Yu frowned, "What do you mean?"

Qin Ruhai snuffed out the cigarette, and stomped on the ground vigorously.

"At first, I thought that you married him just for fun. When you cheated one day, and made the Gu family play around and make a fuss, that's what I wanted to see. Who would have thought that you would be so serious?" Lived a little life with people."

Qin Ruhai looked disgusted, "You're still pregnant with that little bastard's cub..."

Qin Yu didn't understand why Qin Ruhai did this at all. Is there any grievance between him and Gu Xiao that he didn't know about?

But why did Gu Xiao never mention it?Never heard him say it?

Qin Yu's brain was running fast, trying to analyze where Qin Ruhai's hatred came from.

Qin Ruhai didn't seem to be in a hurry, he didn't care at all.

He looked at Qin Yu calmly, since Qin Yu couldn't escape anyway, he had plenty of time to spend with Qin Yu.

Qin Ruhai raised his chin, "Don't worry, I will let you and the child in your belly be together forever."

Qin Yu gritted his teeth to try not to reveal his flaws, but fear enveloped his whole body, and his hands trembled uncontrollably.

Qin Yu's hands were tightly clenched into fists behind his back, as if he would have no strength at all if he didn't.

Although he exerted great restraint, his voice still trembled a little.

"What's the use of killing me? To be honest, even if I die, what can you get?"

Qin Ruhai's tone was relaxed, and he shook his head, "I don't want anything now, really, maybe you don't believe me, but in my life, what I want most is Yu Ning, but I was snatched away by those two bastards from the Gu family."

"Actually, I don't want to touch you. You are dead. Yu Ning should be sad, but I can't think of any way to get revenge on them. I think they value you so much. If something happens to you, they will be overwhelmed with pain Woolen cloth?"

Tears filled Qin Yu's eyes, "Is dad only sad? Have you never cared about me and Qin Xu? Even if you raise a dog, don't you have feelings? Even if it's death, let me die I understand, why do you hate us so much?"

Qin Ruhai's face darkened, and he looked at Qin Yu in silence for a while.

"The reason is very simple, because you are the biggest mistake of my life."

Qin Ruhai sat on the hood of the car, looking through Qin Yu's face as if looking for traces of Yuning.

"I like Yu Ning so much, but he doesn't even look at me, he only likes Lan Qinian who doesn't care about him at all."

"No one looks down on me. It's fine that Yu Ning is the proud son of heaven and looks down on me. Why should he, Gu Xiao, look down on me?"

"We all have no background, why can he be so frank with Yuning? Why can I only live in a dark corner and watch him secretly?"

"I'm not human, I raped Yu Ning, and while he was in heat, I forcibly marked him."

Hearing this, Qin Yu covered his mouth in surprise.

"You are the child who was raped. As long as you live, Yu Ning will never forget this."

"Yes, he said he wanted to live a good life with me, he said he wanted to forget Lan Qinian. But he never forgot this person!"

"Oh, by the way, I forgot to tell you, don't you know who Lan Qinian is? He is Gu Chengan's Alpha father."

Qin Yu didn't expect them to have such a complicated past. His hands were cold, and he felt his back was sweating.

But Qin Ruhai's next words completely broke Qin Yu.

"He was killed by my own hands."

Qin Ruhai shrugged, "That's why I'm also quite surprised that Gu Cheng'an can still live with you without caring about it?"

"Tell me about you, what is the meaning of your life? You are Yu Ning's shame, my mistake, and even your lover's son who killed his father and enemy."

"I killed you, and I saved everyone, didn't I?"

If Qin Yu could move easily, he wished he could kill the person in front of him now.

But he was so heavy now that it was difficult for him to even move, let alone kill someone.

Qin Yu heard these past events, whether it was about himself or about the Gu family, it was enough to make him collapse.

But there is still a little life conceived in his body, and he cannot be defeated.

Qin Yu's mind turned quickly, and he suddenly figured out many things. In this way, even the fear just now was reduced a lot.

He shook his head and smiled sarcastically.

"If I were 20 years old, I might really be attacked by your words and break down. I feel that my existence is the original sin, I feel sorry for everyone, and I even want to die."

"But you're wrong, I'm over 30. And you never knew me, you don't know my ability to accept."

"I admit, I used to wonder why other fathers are so close and loving to their children, but my father is not. He hates me, and even completely ignores me. What have I done wrong?"

"Now that I hear you say that, I finally breathe a sigh of relief. It turns out that it wasn't me who was wrong, but you."

"Do you think I will reflect, hate, and complain about my existence?"

"I won't, I have the value of my own existence. I have an Alpha who loves me, and I have always missed my family, even if this 'family' does not include you, I still respect my students and have a respected career .”

"But what about you? You have nothing. For more than thirty years, you have been living in the past."

"I don't know about Dad and your past, but you said you loved him? Oh, you're so embarrassed to say it...you never loved him, you only love yourself. "

"You hate Uncle Gu for having a frank relationship with him. It's because of your low self-esteem; you said he admired Uncle Lan, so what did you do for the 'like' you said? You will only force, you will only make him submit .”

"Dad said he wanted to live a good life with you, but you didn't believe him. You always felt that his heart was with others."

"You never trust the person you like, then your like is really cheap."

"Also, it's fine to like someone, but committing murder on the pretext of liking is a heinous crime."