I got rich after secret marriage

Over the past few days, intermittently and piecemeal, we have all opened ourselves up.Xiaojing even lied to himself, but he was quite honest with me.After hearing his feelings for me, I felt a deep sense of guilt.

I didn't break straight men, but I was suspected of abducting straight men.

I thought about it, and all along, I thought it was tacit understanding, and I never discussed this issue with him directly.

I asked him: "Xiao Jing, do you know about homosexuality?"

He looked like I was asking nonsense, and said, "Yes, that's how we are."

I said: "Do you know that homosexuality is like this. I am not a man. I am a man, but I just like men, not because I want to be a woman for you."

He smiled and said, "I know, but it doesn't stop me from thinking that way. My Lulu loves me so much, he doesn't even want to be a man in order to be my woman."

I:"……"

No wonder he gets so excited every time I say I'm his woman.

Hey, misstep!Shouldn't have told him.

Fortunately, I am smart and quick-witted, and I am quick to correct my mistakes.I snuggled into his arms and said, "Yes, your Lulu loves you so much. Don't talk about being your woman, he is willing to do anything for you."

From the moment I stepped into the water, I decided that as long as he was fine, I would not leave.So what if we can only see each other once a week?In the past three years, we have also lived happily.

They are much more loving than those couples who face each other day and night.

If I leave, where can I find another Xiaojing who is so good at dating me.

"Really?" He seemed to think for a while, slid on the pillow, slid to face me, and asked in a low voice against the tip of my nose: "Then is he willing to cook for me without clothes?"

I:"……"

Lao Tzu, this is just an exaggerated sweet talk on the bed!

But just after the sweet words fell, the echo is still there.

Do you want to slap your face so quickly?

He seemed to be staring at me expectantly, watching my eyes sparkle, and he didn't think it was such an excessive request at all.

Damn, I think this kind of isolated environment will release some animal attributes of people?

Or is his shallow breathing lingering at the tip of his nose just too alluring?

I was actually thinking, this doesn't seem to be an excessive request, anyway, he hasn't seen my whole body.

I gritted my teeth and agreed to him.

His eyes became so bright in an instant, I was almost blinded by him, and I couldn't help but backed away.He chased after him again and asked, "Why haven't you been wearing clothes for the past few days?"

I glared at him: "Don't push yourself too far!"

He refused to accept it and said, "Anyway, you have no clothes."

Indeed, except for cooking and eating, we are tired of being in bed at other times. Sometimes we are too lazy to cook, and we don’t get out of bed when we eat. We just eat the snacks from their supermarket.If you cook without wearing clothes, it is no different from not wearing clothes all the time.

I suddenly felt that a crazy environment will create crazy people's crazy ideas and crazy behaviors.

Oh shit!I promised him.

He didn't seem to expect that I would agree, and looked at me incredulously.

I was a little embarrassed and said, "If you look at me like that again, I regret it."

He hugged me tightly and said: "Lulu, Lulu, you are so kind!"

I can hardly breathe.

Seeing him so happy, I felt that none of this mattered.

He let go of me suddenly again, staring at me, his eyes were very eager."I'm hungry," he said.

For a while, I didn't know whether he said "I'm hungry" whether he was hungry from above or from below.

Fortunately, he reminded me again: "I want to watch you cook."

I:"……"

There is a battle between heaven and man in my heart.Obviously, they were already familiar with each other's bodies, but it was the first time that they were so frank.

We are too used to hiding in the dark, or in a private environment, so openly in his home, under the bright sky, doing such frank and debauched things is really a test of body and mind at the same time.

After passing this test, I may even become a Buddha.Form is emptiness, emptiness is form, Amitabha.

I walked to the kitchen almost with trembling legs, looking for ingredients to cook.Even if I didn't look back, I knew that there was a passionate gaze following me behind me, and it was always there.All my skin exposed to the sun in his line of sight began to heat up uncontrollably.

I suspect that I'm frying myself before I fry the dish.

When I was gradually able to ignore the sight behind me and started to cook vegetables calmly, a warm body was stuck behind me.The feeling of skin-to-skin contact took me by surprise.I hardly dared to look back, to see him now.

He didn't come forward, just kissed me from behind, exchanging a kiss with me from time to time at a frequency that doesn't disturb my cooking.

When I finally looked back inevitably, what I saw was indeed a body, a body that looked the same as mine but was completely different.

He was darker, more muscular, taller and more powerful.

My body responds uncontrollably, barely able to hold the plate.He took it for me, stared at me closely and asked, "Lulu, do you like it?"

I nodded unconsciously and said honestly, "I like it."

He just smiled, looked down at the fried eggplant on the plate, and asked me, "Is that all?"

I said: "Yes."

He didn't believe it, so he looked around and said, "Isn't this still available? Let's make another one. I want to see it."

What's so good about it!

How can I still think about cooking?I endured the shame and leaned against the dining table, and said angrily: "There is also steamed small yellow croaker, do you want to eat it?"

He was taken aback for a moment, then smiled lowly, leaned over and hugged her, and said, "Eat, of course. This is my favorite."

After he finished eating the steamed small yellow croaker, I had no face to look at him.I covered my face and asked, "Do you really want to keep doing this? I'm afraid we will die."

He still couldn't finish it, saying: "If you can die like this, it is a worthy death."

I poked my eyes out from between my fingers and stared at him speechlessly. "Why didn't I realize that you... are so crazy?"

He laughed, pulled my hand away, kissed me again, and said: "I dare to let a man be my woman, you should know that. Lulu, the debauchery you think is not enough for me." Woolen cloth."

I:"……"

Oh shit!

I'm on a pirate ship!

I should have thought of it a long time ago, from his name!Crazy and lewd Xiaojing.

After that, we lived in his house for another three days as if we were back in the primitive savage era.

In fact, there is nothing special about the past few days.During the day, we read, write, communicate, play mahjong, but we don’t wear clothes.We are by the window, on the balcony, or even on the top floor, basking in the sunshine, talking, laughing, playing, having fun, everything is new and interesting.

At night, it's beautiful here.It was dark and quiet all around, except for a bright moon hanging high in the sky.So tolerant, so tender, bestowing on us both in all its splendor.

Just us.

We snuggled up on the balcony quietly, without needing to talk, watching a moon in the sky and a moon in the water, and the black water around us was slightly rippling, and the moonlight was shining.

We seem to be in a paradise floating on the sea.

"It's beautiful." I said.

"Yeah," he said.

If only it could be forever.

God is really kind to us.Although we didn't have a honeymoon, God made up for us such a perfect honeymoon life.

Even if it's only seven days.

But also enough.One day is enough for me to reminisce in a lifetime, let alone seven days.

The day the water started to recede, he was going to dress me.

I shrugged and shook off my clothes, and said, "I don't want to wear them. What should I do?"

Once we put on our clothes, we will return to the world again.

I hate this world.

He picked up the clothes and said indifferently, "If you don't want to wear them, you can stay. I told the public that you disappeared in the water. But in fact, you are in my room, cooking and warming my bed. Okay?"

I think I'm crazy too, thinking seriously about his suggestion.

I said, "Okay. This way we can continue to be a real couple. You work hard outside to make money, and I wash and cook for you at home. We sleep together at night and wake up together in the morning."

His body trembled slightly, and he looked at me deeply.I didn't flinch and looked straight at him.

If he wants to, I really do.

I think he is also thinking, if I really want it, he really wants it too.

Our eyes locked as if in an endless loop, and then he opened his arms and I snuggled into his arms.

Would rather be imprisoned than want to be with him.

I think if this continues, I will go crazy sooner or later.

Maybe we'll all go crazy.

He said: "Lulu, when the water recedes, I'll tidy up the house and let's leave. Go where you want to go, earn money together to support the family, and be a real husband and wife."

These days, although we talk a lot, nothing about the future is mentioned.I didn't take the promise he gave me when I was in crisis that day in the water.

I didn't expect him to take the initiative to bring it up again.

I asked him, "Where's your supermarket?"

He didn't answer me, but sat down on the head of the bed and wrapped me in his arms.He said: "That day, when I emptied all the things on the first floor, the water reached my chest. I stood in the water and didn't move. At that time, I just thought, why I have already moved, if I can move more Two times, the water can cover my head. If Lulu hears about it, he will come."

I have a sore nose.Although I had already guessed that this might be the case, it was another feeling to hear him say it himself.I turned around in his arms, face to face with him.I held his face and pecked on his nose and lips to comfort him.

He smiled, exchanged a kiss with me, and continued: "When the water was really about to reach the top of my head, I thought again, since I am not afraid of death, why should I be afraid to go out? My journey is so If he loves me, he will never despise me."

I froze.I know he can't let go of his family, so he doesn't want to go out with me.But I didn't expect that he would be afraid to go out.

He has always been omnipotent in front of me.I want men and he gives me men.I was short of money, so he made me a local tyrant.I don't know how to do business, and he gives me advice.I have trouble communicating with others, and he can teach me.He makes his supermarket very impressive, he can earn a lot of money casually, and when he sits on the mahjong table, I can receive a lot of red envelopes on WeChat.

It never occurred to me that he would be afraid.

It's so good outside, what's there to be afraid of?He is so powerful, what are you afraid of?

He picked me up, put his nose against mine, and said to me: "Lulu, it may not be easy for me to find a job outside, I may not be able to give you a good life, and sometimes I may need you to support me... ...When the time comes, don't despise me."

I don't care about a good life or having to support him.

But I seem to suddenly understand his fear a little bit.

My little Jing, he is too used to taking responsibility.When he promised me to go out, he must have been getting ready to go out.The more he learned, the more he knew that it was not easy to survive away from home and start over.The more he cares about giving me a good life, the easier it is to be intimidated.What's more, he still has the burden of his family.

I'm so used to going out.

Leaving here is an idea that has been rooted in my heart since I can remember.Later, I found that I was different from ordinary people, and it was even more necessary to leave here.

My place is too small, closed and backward for us, so I want to get out, at any cost.But we went out and became an ordinary couple, and we might not be able to bear the wind and waves outside.

We might not even be as good as the average couple.

The price at that time may be our feelings.

I stared at him blankly, and for the first time, my thoughts were shaken.

He seemed a little surprised by my reaction.He also smiled and said, "Xiao Lu, are you going to despise me already?"

Not funny.

I snuggled into his arms and hugged him.His heartbeat was solid and heavy, just like his own.He is a person who is used to standing outside to protect others from the wind and rain, but he is also afraid.

I listened to his heartbeat, listened to it for a long time, and thought about it for a long time, and finally I said: "Xiao Jing, let me think about it, and I will think about it again."

The author has something to say: This chapter is probably the largest chapter I have ever written, cover your face

Before writing it, I struggled for a long time, whether to write it like this, and finally decided to write it like this.Pruning and pruning, there should be nothing that should not be written. I hope it can pass, Amitabha, form is emptiness, and emptiness is form.