We left the small temple, walked down from the other side of the mountain, walked a little farther, out of the forest, there was a lake, and there were fish in the lake.

I said, if we bring our Chinese books and sit by the lake and recite poems, it will definitely be very emotional.

Cai Jing threw the phone to me and said, "You can memorize documents without Chinese."

Of course I was joking, and he was joking too.He threw the phone to me for safekeeping, and he won't let him answer the phone all day today.By the way, Cai Jing often calls, usually from home.Only his mother takes care of the grocery store in their family, and there are often things that are busy and unclear.

Let me just say, he went to high school to accompany me, not my narcissism.

But since he really dared to make me recite poems, I really did.I want to read him love poems and make him sour.

I picked up his mobile phone and searched for "love poems", opened a page at random, and every poem was full of men and women, which was really sour.boring.I swiped down randomly, and suddenly saw a picture, which was a monk.

monk?

I said to Cai Jing, "Xiao Jing, I saw a monk writing love poems."

"Who? Xu Zhu?" Cai Jing was setting up a fishing rod, not paying much attention to my question.

I couldn't help but chuckled, and read the poem to him: "I was worried about being too sentimental to damage the holy life, and I was afraid that I would not fall into the city if I went to the mountains. The world is safe with the Dharma, and I will not fail the Tathagata and not fail the Qing."

The movement of Cai Jing's hands stopped, as if he had listened.He thought for a while, probably reminiscing about the content of the poem. "Who wrote it?"

"I don't know." The author was not indicated on the webpage, and I didn't bother to look it up.I don't think it's a big deal, so what if a monk falls in love with a woman?I'm still in love with a man!

Cai Jing didn't ask any further questions.After he set up the fishing rod, he went to pitch the tent.I watched him fiddling there and thought it was amazing.I didn't expect him to have this thing, I only saw it on TV, and I always thought it was something only people in the city would play.

He said that when his father was running the shop, he would go to the city to buy goods every week, so he knew some things that the city people play.Sometimes his dad takes him with him, so he knows a little bit.

But his level is not very good, I came to help him, and he was a little faster.Finally, it was finally set up. It was a small tent that was not very spacious, but it could accommodate the two of us.

I stood in front of the tent and looked at Cai Jing again. He was also looking at me.I guess my face may be red again.

Am I being too dirty?I think every movement he made today is very meaningful, like a quiet mountain forest, like a wild temple without people, like this tent that opened its mouth wide enough to say hello.

I stopped looking at him, turned around to look at the lake, looked at the sky, and faced him with a silhouette that was said to be very beautiful.The sky is blue and the lake water is clear.Our fishing rods are hanging by the lake, and there are birds pecking at them.I am eighteen today, and Cai Jing's birthday is in October, the lunar calendar, and he is six months younger than me.

He hasn't arrived yet, if I sleep him as a minor, will I still break the law?

Is it okay if I let him put me to sleep?

Then let him sleep with me, just in time to save me from looking too scumbag when I run away after sleeping.

Just as I was thinking that, a pair of arms circled behind me.I fell back, and when I looked up, I found his lips.

I guess there must be a reflection of the two of us on the lake, and we must be able to see it clearly on the other side. A man is hugging another man, touching his lips.

If anyone there saw it, they would definitely think that these two people were perverts.

If no one saw it, they would never have thought that there was such a man.

When Cai Jing wanted to take me into the tent, I refused, I didn't want to go in.I can't explain why, but I just think the colorful tents are too conspicuous, and the inside is too narrow.

Avoid the inevitable narrowness.

It's a very passive place.

Cai Jing seemed a little disappointed, so I kissed his lips to express comfort.It's not that I don't want to do anything with him, it's just that I don't want to be in this place.He seemed to understand what I meant, and led me into the woods instead.

He carried me to go, I don't know why, obviously I can go.I'm such a big man, it's a bit shameful to be hugged by another man's princess.But I didn't refuse him. I hugged his neck cooperatively and rested my head on his neck, hoping that he could hug him a little more easily.

He took me to a place with dense forests, and the ground probably had accumulated a lot of fallen leaves. Every time he took a step, he still felt a little bit sunken.He is familiar with every inch of this hill. I believe him, if he comes here, it must be a place where no one will come no matter what.Even if someone comes, we can detect it first, and there is a place to hide behind.

He put me down and stood against a tree.My arms are still around his neck, close to his body, my eyes are glued to his face.I am obsessed because I am really obsessed with this person in front of me.But my expression may be a little pitiful, because he held my face again, rubbing his thumbs gently at the corners of my eyes.

Suddenly he sang.

I was a little surprised.

I want to complain again.

What song to sing, it's really inappropriate.

But I can't spit it out.

His voice was very soft, as if he was using breath, and he sang softly against my lips: "Hold your face gently with both hands, and dry your tearful eyes..."

Damn, I didn't cry.

After he finished singing, he took one last deep look at me, which was probably his last tenderness.After that, I didn't have the mind to think about anything else.He was trying to devour me, his movements were chaotic and manic.I felt, heard the mountain wind, and heard the panting that was hotter than the mountain wind, and then it seemed that it all turned into his singing just now.

Between me and you and fate, it is doomed that cannot be changed.My emotions are burning and dangerous, and one more look at you will ignite a fire in me that cannot be extinguished...

Finally, he put his arms around me, and we both reclined on the tree trunk.The sun dappled through the layers of dense forests and fell on our close bodies, bright and dark, exactly the same.We exchanged kisses and looked at each other, eyes glued.

All our self-deceiving care and pretense are exposed to the sun at this moment.Whether it's ugly or deformed, it's all us.

We see clearly and plainly that we all love a person of the same sex.It's not normal, we know it.Even if we don't admit it, even if many people outside say that we are not, the people in the town will think that we are perverts.

As long as they think we are, we are.

I asked him, "Do you really not care? I'm... a man."

He said, "Of course I know you're a guy. I'm a guy too."

I don't care if my mother comes and takes me away.Even if everyone thinks I am a pervert, as long as Cai Jing thinks otherwise, I am not.

On the way back, I was still a little proud, as if I was still his breath from head to toe, inside and out, he was still my breath, and we all belonged to each other.

I asked him: "Are we good? Better than them?"

"them?"

"The pair of wild mandarin ducks rolling in the rapeseed field."

He squinted at me for a moment, then knocked me with one free hand. "What are you thinking?"

I hugged his waist, put my chin on his shoulder, and asked him, "Xiaojing, why didn't you make it to the end?"

I was already mentally prepared to give up the attack to him.

He gave me an annoyed look and said, "Who wouldn't even let me take off my pants?"

I was a little guilty, and despised him imposingly: "Do you know what it means to refuse to greet, to talk but not to speak, to shed tears first?"

"Oh, that means, if you say no next time, you'll just want it?" He said coolly, "Yu Lu, I didn't expect you to be this kind of person."

I choked on my own saliva and didn't want to talk to him anymore.

I actually know why he didn't make it to the end.Who told us that we don't even have the tools to commit crimes?Hey, poor high school student.

Why didn't he leave with me in such a broken place.

Since the first intimate contact, breaking the careful bondage between us.We gradually became bolder.Many taboos that were not dared before seem to have disappeared.Every time we are together, we are not just content with just hugging and kissing, but always having fun.

Well, I admit it, I'm obsessed with his body.There's no way, I'm just a man of blood and vigor, and the person I love is close at hand every day, but I can't get close, what is this called?This is called hanging a piece of braised pork by your mouth, but you won’t eat it!This is hooliganism!

So when I was so aggrieved that I couldn't bear it, I always dragged him out of the campus to have sex.Fortunately, people in the small town go to bed early, except for the road in front of the school, other places are hidden in darkness.As long as we can avoid our classmates, there are alleys and fields for us to dog.A few times we played forgot the time and missed the closing time of the campus, so I secretly took him home.If my dad is already asleep, that's fine.If I didn't sleep, I said that my classmates would come to borrow.My dad doesn't care much about me in small matters. Actually, I don't need to tell him about such things, but I don't dare to be too presumptuous. If he finds out that my relationship with the classmates who came to live with me is not right, I will die.

What I like most is the second day of the holiday. He went to the city to buy goods and picked me up early in the morning.Let's go to Xiaoqingshan for a date first, and then go to the wholesale market in the city.

I don't know if there is anyone in the city who sells professional crime tools.In fact, I think we can go and have a look, anyway, no one here knows us.

But there is no way, I am too timid, I just dare not.If not, probably not, then I don't know what the consequences will be.

In fact, it doesn't have to be professional.I read novels, even shower gel can be used.It doesn't work, even blood.

But he seemed to care.It's obvious that I really want it, but I always reject it.

What a duplicity!

I don't know what to worry about.If he is a mother-in-law again, I won't wait for him to come, I will fuck him!

But since he hasn't arrived yet, I dare not.

This period of first taste of love is really sour, numb and sweet.His words, actions, and eyes can make me want to be crooked, and my mind is full of gurgling color waste.

Damn it, those wild mandarin ducks who talk about love, how on earth do they have both love and studies.You guys are right, is it really true love?Or is it just a little-handed Plato, a fake love and a real schoolmate, to deceive the masses of us?

As a result of such indulgence, the head teacher came to him.

The author has something to say: I am really not sure how far I can write, so I can only delete some content without affecting the storyline as much as possible

I can't delete it, I tried my best

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