restart breathing

Chen Fang woke up when half of the medicine liquid in the hanging bottle dripped down.

Seeing him open his eyes, Lu Shiqing faced the white ceiling and walls of the ward with a blank face, and told him from the side: "It's just hypoglycemia caused by excessive mental stress and physical exhaustion. You'll be fine after hanging the water."

"...Thank you." Chen Fang's voice was a little hoarse, and even a short thank you seemed extremely blunt.

Lu Shiqing didn't respond to Chen Fang's unfamiliar thanks, but just stretched out his hand. When his hand was hanging in the air, he saw Chen Fang's arm shake slightly, and moved to his side, acting clumsily away from the movement of Lu Shiqing's arm track.

The appearance of avoiding it.Lu Shiqing thought, yes, after all, he is an alpha, the alpha that Chen Fang loathes so much that he even cruelly abandons everything and wants to escape.

Lu Shiqing's eyes sank, she just stretched out her hand to slightly slow down the infusion speed, the temperature of the liquid medicine is relatively low, so it won't be too uncomfortable to slow down.

The air fell into silence, and time dripped slowly and regularly with the liquid medicine.

Lu Shiqing looked at Chen Fang's pale skin, chapped lips, and the bony collarbone exposed from the open neckline of the clothes that didn't look so pleasing to the eye, and asked first, "What were you doing at that time?"

"Work." Chen Fang raised his eyelids, seemed to see Lu Shiqing's frown, and immediately lowered his eyes, adding an explanation: "Take photos for the magazine business."

"Then don't get too close to the alpha." Lu Shiqing thought of the hand that the strange alpha had put on Chen Fang's waist just now, looked away, and said casually, "Don't you hate it?"

Chen Fang opened his mouth, as if struggling, and after a long time, he found an irrelevant sentence that could change the subject: "You... are there anyway."

"Capital Medical University is my school, and this is the hospital where I practiced." Lu Shiqing's voice was cold, like a glacier sinking into sea water, giving a simple statement many unclear meanings.

You have appeared on my place.

I helped you today.

I'm doing your job right now, doctor.

……

And you're the one who didn't keep your promises.

Chen Fang's ability is so good, he can do Chinese papers in high school with ease, but now he doesn't know if he can understand Lu Shiqing's words.

He didn't speak, and didn't react, and the slight turmoil in his expression was quickly suppressed.Maybe he was puzzled and had nothing to say, or maybe he could understand, so he had to pretend to be confused.

Because most of the time, the sober are the ones who suffer.

"Then, go get busy first." Chen Fang said in a low voice after a while.

"Are you driving me away?" Lu Shiqing asked back, without waiting for Chen Fang to admit or deny, and then said: "I have nothing to do today."

The implication is that if Chen Fang doesn't drive him away, he has no right to control whether he comes or goes, and he doesn't seem to have any plans to leave.

Naturally, Chen Fang couldn't say the words to drive away Lu Shiqing, and he didn't make a sound. Lu Shiqing knew that there was really no room for further discussion on topics that were too much mixed with the past.

The small-capacity hanging bottle of liquid medicine slowly bottomed out, Lu Shiqing raised his hand slightly, seeing that Chen Fang didn't dodge like he did just now, the hand that received the injection suddenly tightened his grip on the quilt, so he wrapped his palm around Putting Chen Fang's hand, feeling his embarrassment and panic, he continued to move calmly.

"Don't be too nervous, let go of your fist." Lu Shiqing pulled the corner of the quilt out of Chen Fang's hand, and helped him smooth his stiff palm, feeling the sweat that was oozing from his palm, "I'll help you." You pull out the needle."

Although Chen Fang obediently did not move, his fingertips trembled.The needle was pulled out, but before Lu Shiqing let go of his hand, he gently pressed the needle hole with his thumb through the gauze to help him stop the bleeding.

The wrist that was pulled out of the sleeve was very thin, as if it was so fragile that it would break if bent.Lu Shiqing looked at the slightly uneven skin color on the inside of Chen Fang's wrist, and remembered that under the flesh-colored tape, there was a trace that had been broken painfully.

By oneself, or by others.

And he didn't know about the many things stitched into the hideous traces.

"Why didn't you do an inspection?" Lu Shiqing still maintained his movements, "I didn't do any of the inspections I issued last time."

"...Suddenly there is something urgent." Chen Fang lowered his eyes and made a random excuse that couldn't be more general.

"What's urgent?" Lu Shiqing raised his head and looked directly into Chen Fang's eyes, "Chen Fang, is your urgent matter to escape from me?"

Until the evening, Chen Fang's mind seemed to freeze, and the picture was frozen in Lu Shiqing's eyes when he said that.

At that time, Lu Shiqing's eyes were very deep, as if there were countless sharp hooks hidden in them, pulling his heart in all directions until a hole was torn, and the bitterness that had not had time to be digested alone flowed out.

He didn't remember how he responded back then, Zuo just denied, or remained silent.

He couldn't admit it, but Lu Shiqing was right.

After four years, Lu Shiqing seemed to know him better than he did four years ago, unreasonably.

Lu Shiqing also said that he was hospitalized and asked to stay here overnight, and he would come to take him for an examination tomorrow morning.

Chen Fang forgot to sleep, came back to his senses, looked at the morning light on the sky outside the window, realized that the "morning" Lu Shiqing said was coming, hurriedly took out his mobile phone, and dialed Xu Jin's number.

The busy tone lasted for 1 minute, and the phone hung up automatically. After repeating this twice, Xu Jin answered the phone.

"Fuck, who is it?"

Chen Fang tried his best to distinguish Xu Jin's voice from the piercing electronic music, and there were countless such situations.It sounded like he had drunk too much wine again, his mind was very unconscious, and he even spoke intermittently, as if he might fall asleep at any time if he stopped.

"You, where are you?" The stagnant silence in the ward prevented Chen Fang from making a loud noise, for fear that his defection would be exposed as the air was shattered by the sound.

"What?" Xu Jin was in a noisy environment, but his voice was very loud, "I can't hear you clearly, please speak up! Who are you?"

"I'm Chen Fang. You, do you have time to come to the hospital to pick me up now?" Chen Fang asked uncertainly. After all, it sounds like Xu Jin has neither the time nor the ability to come here to take him away.

"Chen Fang." Xu Jin hiccupped, and there seemed to be people around him laughing at him, then he said inarticulately: "Hey, I heard they said you, you were taken away by a student? It's your doctor A classmate, ah, no, your ex-boyfriend?"

Chen Fang resisted to respond to the obvious matter, but he refused to give up and asked the drunk Xu Jin again: "You are not free now, are you?"

“你跟你前男友在一起，我去干什么？没空！”徐谨没心没肺地嘿嘿笑了两声，“我他妈是情敌啊！我过去又要挨揍……又……”

Xu Jin's voice gradually weakened and disappeared, leaving only the deafening music.

Chen Fang hung up the phone, sat by the bed for a while, unconsciously touched the back of his neck with his hand, and lightly touched the fragile skin covered with scars on the surface of the gland with his fingertips.

Xu Jin couldn't help him, but he still had to leave.

In fact, it doesn't matter for the examination, the gland is his own, he knows what he has experienced, no matter how bad the situation is, he is not afraid to face it.

But the result will also be seen by Lu Shiqing.

After that, what will it be like?He will get Lu Shiqing as a doctor's help, as a bystander's sigh.

Or, as the sympathy and forgiveness of former lovers.

That's the worst.

He can experience many more tragic rainstorms, he can bleed many times, and he can add many more scars.He has no future and no retreat, and he is not afraid of being stuck in place and getting worse.

But Lu Shiqing can't.

Anyone who can match Lu Shiqing can't be bad.