restart breathing

After taking care of everything, Chen Fang picked up his schoolbag and hung it on his shoulder. When he said hello and was about to go out, Granny Zhao stopped him by the arm and stuffed a hundred yuan note into his palm.

"Mother-in-law, you..." The alimony given by Granny Zhao's son is better than nothing, but one hundred yuan may make life difficult for a while, Chen Fang resolutely refused, "I am not short of money, really."

Except for the student card, all Chen Fang's money is stored in the bank card that he handled secretly, and he kept very little cash for himself, so that Chen Rao would not open his mouth when he found out.

The capital to get rid of the entanglement can only be saved a little bit by himself.

"According to the days, is your fever period coming again?" Granny Zhao stubbornly handed the money to Chen Fang, "You are an omega, you can't save money on inhibitors, safety is the most important thing."

That's right, the omega in the febrile period is in a very dangerous situation, and he has a deep understanding of this.

Although the smell of his own pheromone is very strange, even weaker than the pheromone of beta, no one would think that he is an omega.Due to the physiological reaction during the febrile period, it was impossible for Chen Fang to completely regard himself as a beta as he explained to the outside world.

The monthly fever period turned the gland hidden under his collar into a time bomb. Chen Fang hated this feeling of being dominated by instinct and could not help himself.

Omegas are delicate and expensive, and the glands on the back of the neck are scarce resources for the entire society, and they are destined to be robbed and possessed.But Chen Fang is not honored by this. An omega like him who grew up struggling in the mud has been harmed more than protected. Being targeted by one more person means more danger.

Only by hiding can you be safe, which is the reason he summed up the past.

In the end, Chen Fang put the banknotes back into Granny Zhao's hands, and took out two banknotes from her pocket to show her. Granny Zhao was relieved, and told Chen Fang to remember to buy the inhibitor before watching him leave.

Standing on the porch outside the door, Chen Fang looked up at the location upstairs, and there was blue smoke floating out, which was diluted by the wind and disappeared without a trace.

The familiar and pungent smell is the kind of cigarette Chen Rao has been smoking.

That smoggy space was his so-called "home". He did not know how many strange men had come in and out. It was far easier for them to get in than to go home by himself.Those people always take off their human skin camouflage the moment they step through the threshold, degenerate into primitive animals, lose the shackles of reason and morality, and blindly succumb to their instincts.

Thinking of the dark cloudy day two years ago, the panicked first fever period after splitting up, and the vicious alpha like a mad dog that I had never seen before...

Chen Fang shrugged his shoulders and hid the back of his neck tightly with his collar, and ran away at a faster pace, trying to shake off the dark and terrifying memories.

Never want to come back here again.

Lu Shiqing sat on the stone pier at the school gate, while counting the number of frames the second hand on the watch had passed, while looking in the direction where Chen Fang left.

The minute hand on the watch moves too slowly, and it has to turn 04 degrees before reaching the position of 30:[-].

The waiting time was always extremely long, not only the next 15 minutes, but actually the whole afternoon, all the time Chen Fang was not by his side seemed to be spent by him waiting.

Whether it's a coincidence or not, he waited for so long just to catch Chen Fang.

Trouble, trouble, why haven't you come back yet?

Lu Shiqing felt that he was probably spoiled by Chen Fang, and it was so comfortable to get along with him, no matter what request or idea he wanted, he would naturally catch it, like falling on cotton, and he didn't want to come out when he got stuck.

Without Chen Fang's company, there was no point in doing anything. Once the cotton pad was removed, he felt uncomfortable from the air around him.

The sense of gap is the most tormenting.

In the afternoon, he went shopping in the small business district. As far as food is concerned, he prefers the unsanitary snacks in Student Street.The Internet cafe on the top floor is in good condition, but it's a pity that he is not in the right state to play the game. Even kneeling made his mentality collapse, and he was even so bored that he watched a not-so-funny comedy movie in the Internet cafe and came back here to stay.

The mood was already restless, and her stomach began to growl without knowing why, and Lu Shiqing remembered that she didn't even have the heart to eat lunch, and now she was about to eat dinner in a daze.

After a while, Chen Fang had to make up for himself.

Starved to death starved to death.

The hunger made him irritable, and he used up the excess anger by shaking his legs.Suddenly, I felt that my back was touched, and it was as loose as a touch of water.

"I'm so angry..."

Lu Shiqing turned around on the stone pier, and what came into view was a dark blue long-sleeved school uniform. The evening sun hit Chen Fang's translucent white side face, illuminating his dark pupils brightly, and he was carrying She looked down at him with a faint smile.

no temper.

Lu Shiqing was in a daze for a moment.

A similar scene appeared in the vulgar comedy I watched in the afternoon. In that scene, the two protagonists happened to fall in love at first sight.

At these moments, the clichéd and romantic scenes are at most just a catalyst, and it is always the person who can really fall in love at first sight.

"It's really late for you to come back." Lu Shiqing pretended to look at the watch, wanting to use it as evidence, but found that the minute hand still had ten small divisions before the time was up.

But just now it clearly feels like a century has passed.

"Really? What time is it?" Chen Fang took a closer look at Lu Shiqing's watch, but before he could see anything clearly, the dial was quickly covered by Lu Shiqing's hand.

Seeing Lu Shiqing's guilty conscience, Chen Fang's mood improved slightly, with a smile on his face: "How long have you been waiting... to catch me?"

"It's been a long time." Lu Shiqing stood up and patted the ashes on his buttocks, "Go and eat, I'm already hungry."

Now is not the peak time for students to return to school. The student street is not as lively as the usual meal time. Most of the roadside stalls are preparing ingredients, and several bosses gather under a parasol to play poker.

"Let's go eat in a restaurant, the stalls are not open now." Chen Fang pointed to several open shops, "Eat, or eat noodles? Their small noodles are not bad."

"Then let's make small noodles." Lu Shiqing raised his breath so as not to make his stomach growl.

As long as he can eat enough, he is not so particular about poverty when he is hungry.

"Boss, two servings of small noodles, one serving normal, one serving without onions and peppers." Chen Fang turned his head and asked, "Do you have any other taboos?"

"Ah... the same as you."

"That's it, boss."

"Hey, what about me?" Lu Shiqing was confused by Chen Fang, "I don't want green onions or spiciness."

"That's right." Chen Fang's tone was taken for granted, he took out a few napkins and wiped the surface of the stool, "That's yours, I have no taboo."

"Damn..." Lu Shiqing sighed, just about to sit down, but was pulled up by the sleeves.

"You sit on that one, this one hasn't been wiped yet." Chen Fang pointed to the stool that had just been wiped, then took out a tissue and rubbed it a few times on the stool under Lu Shiqing's butt just now, and sat on it.

"How do you know I'm taboo?"

"Stinky tofu." Chen put a bottle of iced pear juice in the freezer at hand, and shook Lu Shiqing, "Is this okay?"

"Go, go, go."

Lu Shiqing took it, unscrewed the bottle cap and took a sip, but he still didn't recover.

He just said it casually when ordering, but Chen Fang actually remembered it?

And he helped him make a note to the boss with ease, wiped the stool for him, and handed him juice...

Chen Fang's series of actions were nothing more than commonplace, but the more common they were, the more they poked in Lu Shiqing's heart every time, making the eye circles of his 1.9-meter man turn red.

His parents divorced early, his father was a golden hand in the hospital, throwing knives everywhere, and his mother performed with the orchestra all over the world with a violin.

They were all so busy that they almost forgot that there was such a son. Only when Lu Shiqing was asked by his parents for fighting and violating discipline in the alpha special high school would he give him face and scold him.

He would only fight back when he was pushed, but no one would ask, and he would not take the initiative to make any demands or complain about grievances.

As for his likes and dislikes, no one will remember such unimportant things.

But Chen Fang just remembered it, even when he didn't specifically explain it.

He has found a trace of the care that no one has seen since he was a child, but he found a trace of it from Chen Fang.

But obviously they had only spoken for a few days.

"What's wrong with you?" Chen Fang took out a piece of paper, "Is something in your eyes? It's a little red."

"It's okay." Lu Shiqing rubbed her eyes and waved her hand to signal that she didn't want the paper.

Chen Fang didn't want to find out what he looked like, he would be ashamed.

"Come on, here we come."

Two bowls of small noodles were served steaming hot.

Lu Shiqing looked down at the noodles without chopped green onion and less pepper. The scorching water mist drenched his eyes, so he hypnotized himself with peace of mind that he was not about to cry, it was all steam.

The chopsticks poked into the noodles and stirred a few times. He just picked out a few, and the golden hair in the white noodles shook his hand holding the chopsticks, and he froze in mid-air at a loss.

A bowl of small noodles full of emotion was ruined by a single hair.

Chen Fang felt that the person on the opposite side was not moving, and looked up. Lu Shiqing was raising his orchid fingers, pulling out a strand of hair from the noodles with his bald nails, and looked at him with a complicated expression.

"You'll be fine if you pick it out, let's eat." Chen Fang wrapped the hair in Lu Shiqing's hand with a napkin, and put it to his side.

Lu Shiqing didn't move.

"Then let's change it." Chen Fang picked out the chopped green onion in the noodles with a spoon, and dug out some chopped chili, and switched his bowl with Lu Shiqing's, "You eat this bowl, I haven't eaten yet."

Lu Shiqing still didn't move, just looked at Chen Fang fixedly.

"you……"

"Me?" Chen Fang sucked a few noodles and blinked suspiciously.

"You... look at the thin skin and tender meat, how can you live so rough, you don't dislike the hair in the noodles, what if you have some other ingredients, you eat them, and you get sick!"

Lu Shiqing spit out a long string of words quickly, took a few breaths as if relieved from a heavy burden, and picked up the chopsticks to eat the noodles again.

But what he really wanted to say was held back in his heart.

How can you be so nice to me.