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The rusty stairs were baked red by the setting sun, Lu Shiqing parked his bicycle by the handrail, and stood downstairs waiting for Chen to let go.

Two brats with schoolbags chased up the stairs, swaying the steps, shaking the bicycle twice and almost falling over. Lu Shiqing held on to the handlebar, frowning impatiently.

Does Chen Fang hate alpha?

Has Chen Fang discovered that he is an alpha?

Would Chen Fang hate him?

The warmth of the setting sun covered the whole body, but Lu Shiqing was so cold that he was stiff all over. He felt that he was stepping on Chen Fang's mine. The questions in his mind were like the fuze of a bomb. He watched the sparks approaching him. There is no way to hide.

Is this his punishment for cheating?

The stairs trembled twice again, Lu Shiqing regained his senses and held on to the bicycle, but no one came down the stairs for a long time.

He looked up and saw a curly-haired woman with heavy makeup standing on the steps condescendingly looking down at him, her hand holding a cigarette hanging in the air, her bright red sharp lips curled up frivolously.

Lu Shiqing turned her head, not knowing why, just looking at the woman, Lu Shiqing suddenly felt an inexplicable sense of familiarity, but couldn't tell where it overlapped with a certain part of her mind.

"Young man." The woman walked down the stairs with her waist twisted, her elbows resting on the railing, her upper body got closer to Lu Shiqing, she took a puff of cigarette and then let it out, looked at Lu Shiqing and asked, "Is it alpha?"

"...No." Lu Shiqing stepped back a little, subconsciously denying it.

Chen Fang's attitude towards alpha just now undoubtedly made a hole in his disguise, and the word alpha is now a wound that he can't even touch.Now it was torn apart easily and unexpectedly by a strange woman, as if the whole world could explore his hidden alpha identity through this opening, leaving him nowhere to hide.

"Tsk, isn't it alpha? Little boy, don't lie, I think it's good." The woman took another puff of cigarette, "Are you interested in playing?"

"What..." Lu Shiqing frowned, feeling that the woman's eyes were like vines entwining him, making him eager to avoid them.

The woman smiled playfully, as if she wanted to explain to him very well: "It's just..."

"Chen Rao." Chen Fang endured the angry voice from the top of the stairs, walked down quickly, staggered straight away from the woman on the stairs, grabbed Lu Shiqing's hand, and said to him with a cold face, "Go."

"A good friend? You are so eager to get rid of the relationship, but in the end you still follow me." Chen Rao patted the ashes on his arm, and said unhurriedly: "I just said, you will be the same sooner or later, without alpha If you can’t live, it’s how you should be.”

Lu Shiqing listened to the conversation between the two in a fog, and froze on the spot. Chen Fang pulled his wrist forcefully, as if he wanted to take him away from the scene of some disaster.

Along the way, Chen Fang didn't speak any more, and Lu Shiqing didn't make a sound. They just pedaled the car very fast until they reached the school gate.When he locked the bicycle, he heard Chen Fang's voice as if he had fallen into an ice cellar: "What did you just say?"

"I didn't say anything..." Lu Shiqing evaded the woman's topic about alpha just now, and explained without confidence, "What she said is confusing, I don't understand..."

"Are you an alpha?" Chen Fang interrupted him and asked directly.

Lu Shiqing was taken aback.

He didn't expect Chen Fang to ask this question in such a straightforward manner so soon, like a sharp knife piercing into the camouflage that hadn't been sewn up in time, piercing him who was in a hurry to hide, bloody.

If he endured the pain, maybe he could lie to Chen Fang a little longer.

"Do I really look like an alpha? How do you ask such a question? A beta..."

"I'm sorry." Chen Fang didn't finish listening to Lu Shiqing's words, his cold and pale face was replaced by panic, but it looked like a withdrawn soul reinjected into his body, and he apologized helplessly: "I...I shouldn't ask you like that , I'm sorry Brother Qing, I'm sorry..."

"It's okay, it's okay." Lu Shiqing himself was still in the aftertaste of panic, but couldn't help reaching out to hug Chen Fang, feeling his body shaking, "What are you afraid of?"

Chen Fang didn't speak, but shook his head feebly in front of Lu Shiqing's chest.

It's not that there is no, but I don't know where to start.He was afraid of too many things, but in the final analysis, he was all afraid of himself.

It would be fine if I wasn't like that.

All kinds of accidents and bad emotions had no chance to last longer, and they were quickly submerged in the pressure of studies.

The ever-decreasing countdown to the college entrance examination and one exam after another left everyone with no time to take care of other things. The nib of the pen was like the hands of a clock, going round and round without daring to stop.

Lu Shiqing had to be even busier. In addition to the exams organized by the school, he also had to prepare for the written exams and interviews for self-enrollment. He didn't even care about his birthday. He made a few more sets of papers and asked Chen Fang for a kiss as a gift for himself. birthday present.

The written test was successfully passed, and the interview was scheduled for the weekend. Lu Shiqing packed her things on Friday afternoon and had to go to the capital one day in advance to prepare.

Time became more and more precious, so Lu Shiqing didn't let Chen Fang go with him this time, only went to the station to see him off.While hugging at the entrance, Lu Shiqing secretly bit Chen Fang's ear, and promised to bring him back specialties from the capital.

Saying goodbye is always a time-consuming process.Lu Shiqing got into the car almost on time, and the car drove away after sitting down for a while.

He sat on the seat opposite to the driving direction of the car, and saw the unsightly scenery outside and the Chen Fang outside the pit entrance through the window.The carriage moved slowly, and everything was moving backwards and faster and faster with the relative movement, including Chen Fang.

Chen Fang obviously stood still and didn't move, but Lu Shiqing slowly watched him get further and further away, turning into a small dot, and finally blocked by various buildings, so he couldn't see it anymore.

He is not a sentimental person, but it feels really bad to see people gradually moving away and disappearing, and it even makes him feel heart palpitations.

It's just a couple of days, I'll be back soon, I'll see you when I get back.

Lu Shiqing disliked himself for being a bit hypocritical, and the future will be long, and Chen Fang is all in his plan.They agreed that in the future they will come to the capital together, maybe they can spend a few days traveling before the official report, if the school is not far away, they will rent an inexpensive house in the middle of the journey, if it is too far away, they will meet at least three times a week , or Lu Shiqing can skip class to find Chen Fang, he can't stay anyway.

The train finally stopped after traveling for four hours.

Lu Shiqing was a little motion sick and didn't look at his phone all the way. After getting out of the car, he saw that Chen Fang had sent him two messages. One said that he had returned to school and started doing papers, and the other told him not to look at his phone for motion sickness and get a good night's sleep. .

This seemingly insignificant little tacit understanding is a strand of rope holding Lu Shiqing, as if no matter how far he floats, there is always someone at the other end of the rope pulling him to prevent him from falling through the air and not going nowhere.

He is also willing to be the rope that pulls Chen Fang.

Lu Shiqing turned on the camera, took a photo of the capital station and sent it to Chen Fang.

"Step ahead."

"Waiting for you."