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How long has it been since you have been carrying heavy smoke and snow like this?

Jin Jun also asked himself in his heart, but couldn't get an answer.It seems that it has been a long time, and I feel in a trance that it is only a few days since the last time.But at that time, the heavy smoke and snow lying on her back was still so small.Small body, short hands and feet, soft like a cotton ball, she can carry it on her shoulders with a light lift.

She couldn't help but said, "You liked me to carry it when you were young."

"Do you still remember?" the person on the back asked her in a low voice, her inarticulate appearance was gone.

She didn't know whether Chong Yanxue sobered up with her magic power, or she was pretending to be drunk.But at this moment, the atmosphere was delicate, and she couldn't bear to poke it.Deep down in her heart, she didn't want to admit that she had begun to yearn for such long-lost intimacy.

"Why don't you remember, half of my time in those years was spent training and fighting, and the other half was almost spent on carrying you." Jin Jun smiled and continued: "I quelled what happened in the year when the Beiming Rebellion happened. I don't know if you still have an impression."

"There were so many things that happened that year, how do I know which one you are talking about. Did you leave the demon world for more than half a year and then came back with injuries all over your body, or was it the handsome and unrestrained Dragon Prince of Beihai who came to the demon world to ask you to marry him?" Yanxue's tone was light, but Jin Jun could hear a lot of sourness.

She knew that the heavy smoke and snow were choking her on purpose.Back then, a certain little princess gave her a cold face for a year because of the incident with the Dragon Prince of Beihai.However, she had long forgotten the man she only met a few times, and the little princess remembered it longer than her.

She thought it was funny in her heart, but she didn't want to talk about those irrelevant things anymore.It's just that at this moment, I don't know if the other party is the same as her, evoking another dumbfounding memory.

"It was your birthday that day." Jin Jun said, "There was a big banquet in the devil world to celebrate, but you didn't obediently be a little birthday star. I lost my way in the wilderness of the border and was trapped in the jungle. In the evening, I led the army back to the magic capital and found that you were nowhere to be found. I was so anxious that I went to look for you alone without taking off my armor. Fortunately, you What a surprise."

"Then I walked back with you on my back overnight..."

"Yeah, it snowed on the road afterwards, and it was extremely cold." Chong Yanxue suddenly answered the words sullenly, and the hands around her neck tightened.

She paused in her steps, and then raised the corners of her mouth.

——Jin Yun Jin Yun, look, it's snowing.

That night long, long ago, when she led the little heavy smoke and snow out of the Huangshui forest, when she was chattering and blaming along the way, the little guy interrupted her with a waxy voice.When she heard the words, she looked up, and saw the snowflakes all over the sky shining with white light in the night sky, falling from the gap surrounded by giant trees, falling slowly one by one, getting denser and denser.

One of them fell on Xiao Yanxue's shiny black bangs, and it was quickly melted into the palm of the palm by a small white hand.

"Hiss, it's so cold."

"Be careful of catching a cold." After hearing this, she quickly opened a fence with all her strength.He bent down and wiped off the opponent's hands, then took out his cloak and put it on her.The little guy refused to cooperate, and lowered his head sullenly.She asked strangely: "What's the matter, are you suddenly unhappy?"

The little man in front of him tugged at the overly wide cloak, looked at the Yunlei embroidered text that was dragged to the ground, and said in a muffled voice, "I've never grown tall... I'm two hundred years old, and I'm still so young."

"Haha, little Xue'er is so cute." She was amused, and suddenly forgot the fear and anger she felt when she came here, so she lifted the heavy smoke and snow and let her sit on her shoulders: "Come on, Aunt Jin lifted you up."

"It's not Aunt Jin, it's Jin Jun!" The little guy corrected displeasedly, while helping to cover her with the cloak.

"Pfft, children are so fussy. I'm your elder." She supported her short legs on the shoulders, and strode out of the woods. "How about it, is it fun? Do you want to be taller?"

"No... I want you to carry it." The little guy opened his hands to catch the snowflakes for a while, then lowered his head sleepily, resting his chin on top of her head.So she put her down, wrapped her cloak and carried it on her back.

Xiao Yanxue lay on her back, but quietly tore off the cloak that was wrapped around her body, wrapping her in it as well.Meticulous, stubborn and cute.She raised her lips and did not stop her.Even if you can keep out the cold with magic power, the warmth brought by your small body is what can really dispel the cold.

She carried her out of the forest and into the desolate Gobi.

The heavy snow was falling one after another, and when it fell above them, it was blocked by invisible barriers and scattered on both sides.The road ahead is covered with snow, and when you step on it, it will make a loose sound of crunching.Looking up, the sky is black, the ground is white, and the cold wind blows across the deserted Gobi, occasionally crashing into the crevices of the rocks, whining like ghosts weeping.

"Why so quiet? Are you sleepy?" After walking for a long time, she found that the little guy on her back was too peaceful.But after the words fell, a soft face pressed against her neck, and then rubbed against her neck as usual.The cool hair also fell to her shoulders, smelling like milk.

The person on the back didn't speak, but she could sense the other person's emotions.She knew that the little guy was scared now.

Lost and frightened in a strange place, she tried her best to maintain her arrogant and fearless look, and never shed a single tear until she found her.However, no matter how strong he is, he is still an inexperienced child after all. Now that he is safe and saved, he only feels scared in retrospect.

And she was also terrified.

"From now on, I'm not allowed to sneak out alone." She said in a deep voice.

"Then keep an eye on me. Don't always go to the barracks to train soldiers, and take people to fight... I can't find you if you go so far." The child on his back muttered bitterly.

She was taken aback for a moment, and then smiled: "Pfft, Xue'er sneaked out today, maybe she wants to find me."

"certainly not."

"Duplicity, huh?"

"... If you talk nonsense, you will slap your mouth."

"Okay, my little princess."

……

What happened at that time, recalling it carefully now, I found that I remembered it very clearly, and even remembered every sentence of their conversation.Jin Jun felt a little nostalgic, and also felt emotional.The clingy, arrogant, and self-willed child in the past has grown up in a blink of an eye, has grown taller, and feels heavy when carried on his back.

Thinking of something, she smiled again: "And at that time, you didn't know what kind of temper you were, and you deliberately tormented me. It's a hundred miles from the Huangshui forest to the imperial city of the magic capital. Teng Yun, I walked almost step by step all night..."

Originally, it was a bit of teasing and ridicule, but before the sentence was finished, Jin Jun was startled suddenly, and the voice in his mouth stopped abruptly.An instant blessing to the soul.

——Yes, at that time, why did the little princess want her to memorize it all night?Is it just a child in the rebellious period who loses his temper after being frightened?Thinking about it is not the case.

That was her punishment for leaving her for more than half a year and being late for her birthday.It is also a way for little people to express their miss and attachment proudly and awkwardly.

Jin Jun felt a pain in his heart.I actually only now understand the child's mind.

"Idiot." The person on the back seemed to see through her thoughts, cursed in a low voice with a little resentment, and it fell into her ear and into her heart.

Jin Jun lowered his eyes, but Chong Yanxue took her words: "Because of this incident, later on you often complained that I didn't like to walk by myself, and I was too dependent on others. You also said that when I grow taller, and you Shoulder, you will no longer carry me."

"I am greedy for your warmth, I don't want to grow up, but I hope to grow up soon, so that I can catch up with your pace."

Hearing what Chong Yanxue said, Jin Jun was speechless for a moment.The ever-changing emotions that she had never been aware of in the past have now become the sins of her heart.

She walked into a door in silence, and when she came out, she suddenly smelled the fragrance of flowers.

A lavender flower floated over one by two, gliding past her, leading her gaze.Her footsteps stopped, her voice fluctuated slightly: "This tree in your palace..."

"Do you like it?" The person on the back leaned close to her ear and whispered, "It's very similar, right? It used to be in Yanyang, the purple flower tree in your yard."

"What did you plant?"

"if not?"

Chong Yanxue raised her head, looked at the tree full of small purple and white flowers in front of her, and said slowly: "At that time I went to play with you, and you often practiced martial arts under that flowery tree. The wind is neat and unrestrained, and a red dress shuttles through the rain of flowers, so agile and elegant, very beautiful."

"Every time I hide behind the tree and peek, when you finish your practice, I will run out and throw myself into your arms, and then you will pretend to be frightened and make trouble with me. Such a childish little game does not know No matter how many times we've played it, we never get tired of it..."

As Jin Jun listened, he gradually felt a lot of trance.

The scenes in memory suddenly reappeared.The moonlight in front of my eyes turned yellow, as if it had been replaced by dazzling sunlight, and the sound of cicadas came from the quiet space around me, sparse and lazy.The sky was blue, the wind was light, she was holding her □ and standing under the violet tree in the courtyard of the old residence, and Chong Yanxue, who had already become a Tingting girl, took a petal, walked over with a smile, and took her by the hand .

Jin Jun became sad uncontrollably.

She didn't dare to recall anymore, she found that heavy smoke and snow occupied so many positions just by recalling the past.Happy, touching, plain or willful...all of them have this person present.Starting from a small child, she has been growing up in her memory, growing into a young girl, and growing into the heavy smoke snow who is now talking to her tenderly and affectionately.

She suddenly panicked.

Quickly put down the person on his back, and gently pushed away when the other person approached.After calming down, he said in a calm and detached tone: "Since you're sober, go back by yourself. I'll take you here."

Chong Yanxue suddenly froze.Then she stopped leaning over and stood up silently until the outline of her back became stiff.The colorful lights in the corridor fell into her beautiful eyes, but she was dazed, and even the original feeling of astonishment and disappointment faded away little by little, leaving only a blank blank in embarrassment.

After a long time, Jin Jun only saw Chong Yanxue staggering back a step.A sneer sounded particularly sad.

"You still refuse to accept me, do you?"

"I am your elder."

"Heh, elder..." Chong Yanxue looked at the glamorous face in front of her, and a bitter taste spread on the tip of her tongue.The other person's eyebrows and eyes are the same as before, they are familiar to him, and they haven't changed, but his heart is getting farther and farther away from her, as if no matter how hard he tries, he can't touch her.

"But I've always regarded you as the person I want to hold hands with for the rest of my life...do you understand?" She finally couldn't control it, and her eyes were red.

Jin Jun turned his face away: "We can't be together."

"Just because I'm Gou Yao's daughter!" Chong Yanxue said bitterly, "When will you let go of the past, Gou Yao is no longer here!"

"Yanxue!" Jin Jun shouted sharply.

Chong Yanxue smiled sadly: "Why... you get angry when you mention my mother?"

"Back then, you watched your beloved woman marry someone else. When they were newlyweds, you led the magic army to guard the territory. When she gave birth to a daughter, you protected her as if she were your own. Later, she had a difficult childbirth, and you did not hesitate to spend Do your best to save..."

"Jin Jun, how much more do you have to pay?!"

"I do not understand what you are saying."

"Don't understand?" Chong Yanxue suddenly stood up and grabbed her collar with one hand.Sneered: "You didn't have this kind of plum orchid fragrance in your body. It was only after your mother passed away that you had this kind of smell...just because she liked this kind of flower the most during her lifetime!"

"It's really ridiculous... The cold and decisive Goddess of War, who is famous in the Three Realms, is nothing more than a coward in the end. You never dare to say that you like someone. You used to be, and you are still now!"

"That's right, I like your mother." Jin Jun closed his eyes and suppressed his painful emotions.She let Chong Yanxue tug at her collar, and said cruelly, "But I don't have that kind of affection for you."

"Don't deceive yourself anymore, you clearly have me in your heart. That's liking, not family affection!"

"In this way, I will get rid of the liking that shouldn't be there!"

Chong Yanxue's pupils suddenly shrank, and she lost her voice in astonishment.

It became quiet all of a sudden, and even the wind that passed by seemed to have disappeared.Jin Jun saw tears slowly gather in the eyes of the person in front of him, and he clenched his hands tightly, trembling uncontrollably.

She suddenly felt distressed and a little regretful, and even began to doubt whether she was right or wrong in doing so.But the damage caused by what he said was irreversible.The next moment, the person in front of her rushed over with a livid face, and bit her shoulder fiercely, until the blood dissipated, and then pushed her away.

Wiping away the blood stained from the corner of his mouth, he became decisive in every word: "Jin Jun, we are cleared."

At this moment, Jin Yun couldn't tell whether it was the pain in his shoulder or the pain in his heart.It hurts so bad I want to cry.

She frowned and covered her shoulders, and when she looked over again, the person who bit her returned to her haughty posture.Except for the wet red eyes, the rest of the traces of embarrassment have been cleaned up, as if none of this happened, she is still the elegant and unapproachable princess, she has not been entangled as much as before, and she has not shown a fragile appearance out of control .

Chong Yanxue stopped looking at her, flicked her sleeves, and walked coldly to the bedroom not far away.He just stopped after walking a few steps, turned his head and said coolly: "Jin Jun, why do you think my mother always made fun of us back then, asking me to marry you? In vain you have always liked her, but even the deep meaning in her eyes I can’t even read it.”

With a tinge of revenge, this sentence hit the heart like a sap.

"...What do you mean?" Jin Jun's eyes widened in shock, his mind was in chaos.At this time, someone came out of the sleeping hall not far away from the heavy smoke and snow.Two well-dressed handsome men walked up to them with smiles.

"Why did the princess just come back? I've been waiting for a long time." The two men leaned against Chong Yanxue, coquettishly speaking in extra soft tones, which sounded very tiresome.The people who witnessed this scene hadn't recovered from the previous shock, and now they even forgot to react in a daze.

Surprisingly, the heavy smoke and snow did not push away.The corners of the mouth hooked evilly, and they generously stretched their arms around their waists, and walked into the bedroom while teasing: "Heh... I won't let you wait so long in the future. Tonight, you should take good care of the bed .”

A mouthful of old blood rushed to Jin Jun's throat.