I am the biggest

He poked his shoulder lightly, wondering.

"I don't like it, I like it very much, I like it very much..." His expression was very serious, so serious that it reminded me of his expression when he first came to this world, before leaving Yicheng.

He suddenly approached me and said to me: "Jin Mi, do you know that no matter how sweet Xiangmi is, without you, it will be extremely bitter."

!!!

My girlish heart that hadn't popped out for more than 4000 years suddenly appeared, and I felt speechless, and if I opened my mouth, my heart would pop out of my throat.

"You...you mean..."

"I want to be with you all the time, live and die together, and I don't want anyone of the opposite sex to get close to you, do you understand?"

He stared straight at me, what I like most is his look, no, to be precise, I like everything about him.

"A Yang, when I think of you, my heart beats wildly, but, you know? I'm not..."

I can't directly reveal who I am, that's the only constraint.

He still kept looking at me, nodded, and said, "I know, you...just don't abandon me again and remember..."

I didn't say any more, just stuck my lips to his to prove it with actions.

(Xue Yang's inner monologue)

I am Xue Yang, the Xue Yang with the memories of my previous life.

In my previous life, I lost my finger at the age of seven, and since then I have never dared to trust anyone again, and I only wanted revenge. Even if the little man tried to persuade me to be cautious, I never restrained myself.

I thought that my life was like this, and from the age of seven, there would be no more light.

However, I was rescued by the dwarf, no, it should be said to be a ghost.She looks very innocent and kind, she is the complete opposite of me, but she is a perfect match for Xiao Xingchen.

However, she is different.

She is not as overly kind and innocent as Xiao Xingchen.

I am used to her gently wiping and bandaging my wounds, the dishes she cooks, the sweet candies she feeds me, and the way she feels distressed for my experience when she chats around the fire, I am used to her telling me warm stories and everything about her, but I am not used to her leaving.

I thought I could keep her by my side, just like the puppet I made, but she dissipated completely, leaving no fragments, I couldn't even keep her soul, so why would I make her a puppet? ?

I drank the sweet honey she left for me little by little, and found that the sweet honey would not be bad. I thought she had planned the future for me early in the morning, just like the villain in her story, who eventually became a lover because of the departure of her loved one. Unlike myself, I am the same, and only then did I know that the dark life can still make me suffer a little more, and the once-short-lived light makes this heart-wrenching pain even more indelible, like falling into an abyss .

Fortunately, while I was in a daze, I came to another body of me. To be precise, I was gradually recovering my memory.

This me, who was picked up by Jin Mi since he was a child, did not suffer the pain of severed fingers, and was not discriminated against because of his status.

It's just that when I learned of Jin Mi's name, I suddenly remembered my previous life, but I knew she was not that woman, that woman would definitely not be able to accept any evil and filth, but Jin Mi was different.

I gradually lost my disguise in front of her, and lived more and more freely, but I only kept a line, not for others, but for our future, including her future.

I don't know what kind of feelings she has for me, but I know that I can't do without her. This kind of emotion is not only love, but also a habit that goes deep into my bones. I can't bear to live without her anymore.

Fortunately, she also cares about me, although she cares about many people, even though she is not a human being in this world, she will not abandon me again, and she will regard me as the only one in her heart, that's enough.

No one to accompany you on the road ahead (Jin Guangyao)

I'm Jin Mi. Right now, I'm facing a problem that every school-age girl would face. Cough cough cough, it's not that I fell in love with two men at the same time. It was my father who asked me to consider marrying a cabbage or a pig. Home is the best.

I feel that the most dangerous place is the safest place, so I hid in the Jinlin Terrace of the Lanling Jin Family which is closest to my home.

One day, I was holding little Jin Ling and was singing to him when Jin Guangyao came.

He was dressed in a golden star snow wave robe, with cinnabar eyebrows, and his soft sword (also a girdle) around his waist, holding a small rattle drum and turning it around in front of Jin Ling.

I watched Jin Ling's eyes follow the rattle, and laughed out loud, "Ah Yao, you are more like A Ling than Jin Zixuan."

He raised the corner of his mouth and smiled very sweetly, "Really? Then my little uncle is really honored."

"Hey, it's that guy Jin Zixuan. After the full moon of Jin Ling, the heat subsides, and he said that A Ling disturbed the harmony between their husband and wife. Let me come and see A Ling more. This daddy is too Failed!" I joked about this, thinking that Ayao could also complain about Jin Zixuan with me, but unexpectedly, he looked weird and was a little dazed.

It was only then that I realized that I had said the wrong thing, so I hurriedly handed A Ling to the nanny that A Li's sister trusted, and asked her to carry Jin Ling back to A Li's sister first, and then stretched out her arms to hug A Yao.

His body froze, as if he wanted to break free, I immediately hugged him tightly and didn't let go, if he wanted to break free, he would only hurt me.

"Ayao, I'm sorry."

"Jin Mi, you never have to mention these three words to me."

There is firmness in his voice, but it makes me feel a little humble. I don't know why he has always made me feel that he is more tired than others, but I know that I can help him.

"Ayao, do you know? When I saw you for the first time, you were held by Aunt Meng Shi, but you stood in front of her with a polite smile on your face, which made me... very distressed. I think , Under what kind of environment, a child about my age would protect his mother so calmly and firmly, and then I learned the truth."

I touched his hand hanging by his side, but he didn't break away from me.

"Ayao, your origin and father cannot be decided by you, but your future can be decided by yourself. You don't have to consider too much worldly vision. Some people gossiping are just jealous of your excellence. Besides, it's not that I'm rude. The man who gave you part of your blood is really not worthy of your mother, nor worthy of being your father. You can go on with confidence, don't have too much pressure, and don't have too many scruples, just move forward with confidence and boldly."

I wrapped my arms around his waist again, and put my face on his heart, "Ayao, you don't need to be afraid of anything, remember, no matter what choice you make, it's enough to have a clear heart. As for the result, I will Help me, I will be behind you and beside you, with you."

Only then did he wrap his arms around my waist and lean closer to me. I noticed the tears in his eyes and hurriedly stretched out my hand to wipe them for him.

"Jin Mi, do you mean to stay with me forever?"

Why?Is his focus only on my last words?

"Yes...that's right...but..."

"No, but you agreed to stay with me and always be by my side, no matter what path I choose, right?"

He asked me again, I nodded, he took my hand and led me into a room, I looked at the room, there was a magic circle, the souls of the bound ones would hold each other , Eternal life will never be separated.

"You...agreed...right?"

He looked expectant, I poked his dimples, and nodded again, the moment he wanted to speak again, I kissed him directly, and pulled him into the formation by the way.

(Jin Guangyao's inner monologue)

I am Meng Yao, and I am also Jin Guangyao.

I am very fortunate that I was not born with the memory of my previous life, and therefore, when I look back at my previous life, I become very objective.

I never thought that I would have the chance to be reincarnated. Although I said I was not afraid of Nie Mingjue, how could I not be afraid? I was afraid of anyone, I was afraid, because no one would trust me and understand me consistently.

In this life, I seem to have come to the end of all hardships. I was brought back by Qin Cangye to be Qin Su as a peer. No, I am Jin Mi’s friend. My aunt is still there. I was not kicked off Jinlintai, not even once, because of the recognition of my son or even someone who was just a tool.Moreover, my mother obviously recognized the true face of that man, she no longer asked me to recognize my ancestors, but asked me to be a gentleman.

Gentleman?My goal all along, if I have no memory, I should be able to become a gentleman in A Niang's ideal, but I can't, because I still move forward with a heavy burden, carrying the burden of my previous life.

Jin Mi is different, she is not the A Su I once loved, the reason why I say yes is because after I know the identity of A Su, I can no longer have unnecessary emotions for her, not to mention, I love A Su Sue's emotion is actually more gratitude than love, and perhaps the factor of using her is also contained in it. It is not pure love, and the result is not destined to be a good result.

Jin Mi is not my sister, I am very glad and regretful.

I am glad that I have the opportunity to seize the light in my life, but I regret that we may not be able to connect with each other, and even the slightest relationship may not exist.

In this life, I still got to know Mr. Zewu, my good second brother, he is still as noble and innocent as ever, this is what I always wanted to be, but now I feel that I will be very tired.

In this life, I will not live for anyone, including my mother.

Xue Yang obviously also loves Jin Mi