After falling in love with the disabled president at first sight

"But you don't want to be with me." Cheng Cheng bluntly wiped his tears and nose on Yin Mo's sweater, and said in a muffled voice.

He is not stupid, he can feel Yin Mo's feelings for him even if the other party doesn't tell him, but it is precisely because he knows Yin Mo's feelings for him that he can't accept the other party's attitude towards the future of the two.

"I think." Yin Mo sighed softly, "I don't believe you either."

Without distrusting his liking, but persistently thinking that he will definitely like someone else in the future and be with someone else, what is the reason for this?

Cheng Cheng raised his head and wanted to refute, but there happened to be two children running towards him playing and interrupted his self-defense, so he could only bury his head back into Yin Mo's arms as if he was stealing the bell.

After the two children ran past them and the surroundings became quiet again, Yin Mo patted him on the back: "Shall we go back to the house first?"

"Yeah." Once the atmosphere is disturbed, it's hard to continue. Cheng Cheng didn't know how to continue the topic just now. He stood up, moved his numb limbs, and bent down to carry Yin Mo onto the wheelchair.

Before this, Yin Mo had never been hugged like this by anyone, but as soon as he thought that the other party went to the gym for so long just to hug him, he couldn't feel any resistance in his heart, only full of distress .

Back inside, Yin Mo entered the bathroom first, while Cheng Cheng stayed on the first floor to look for the medicine box. When he finally found the medicine box under the TV cabinet and came to the bathroom, Yin Mo had already taken off his dirty and torn shirt, The wound on his hand has also been washed briefly, and the dust and gravel mixed in the wound have been cleaned up, revealing the hideous wound.

The floor heating was turned on at home, but the temperature was not turned up very high. Cheng Cheng looked at his naked upper body twice in a day, and he was already familiar with his face and heart in normal times, but he couldn't care about it at this time. Shy, he knelt down and said, "Shall I go find you some clothes?"

"It's okay, it's not that delicate, we'll go after we get sterilized." Yin Mo said so, but stretched out his hand to pull him up from the ground, "Legs are numb after squatting for a long time."

"Standing is inconvenient." Cheng Cheng struggled a bit, he was too tall when standing, and it was not easy to bandage Yin Mo in the wheelchair.

"Then sit here." After Yin Mo finished speaking, he stopped Cheng Cheng who was about to go out to move the chair, put the armrest on the left side of the wheelchair flat, patted his thigh, and motioned him to sit sideways on his lap.

Cheng Cheng was no stranger to that place once sitting in the dark of a bar, but at this time the bathroom was brightly lit, and there was a large floor-to-ceiling mirror in front of him, which was completely different from the atmosphere at that time. forget it……"

Yin Mo didn't give him a chance to refuse, wrapped his right hand around Cheng Cheng's waist, brought him to his lap, and urged: "Get started, it's cold."

Cheng Chengsheng was afraid that Yin Mo would catch a cold, so he didn't dare to delay any longer, so he quickly unscrewed the cap of the bottle and dipped some iodophor with a cotton swab.

Before, Yin Mo's wound was covered with dust, and it was half covered by his sleeve, and it looked better. Now, after washing it, it showed a full and hideous appearance.

Cheng Cheng himself is very afraid of pain, such a big wound, just thinking about it makes him shudder, he is a little afraid to do it, but Yin Mo saw his hesitation, and comforted him: "It's okay, iodophor disinfection doesn't hurt. .”

These words seemed extremely thin in front of the bloody wound, Cheng Cheng bit his lip and remained silent, carefully wiping the wound with a cotton swab.

For a while, there was only the regular breathing of the two of them in the bathroom, but Yin Mo said at this moment: "I don't like distrusting you."

Just as Cheng Cheng could see his feelings through Yin Mo's superficial indifference, Yin Mo never doubted Cheng Cheng's liking for him.

He paused, and continued: "On the contrary, many times I hope you don't have too deep feelings for me."

Cheng Cheng paused, and quickly said firmly, "Impossible."

"I know, but I don't want you to work so hard." Yin Mo hugged him with his uninjured hand, put his forehead on his shoulder, and said in a low voice, "You and I will definitely suffer many strange things when you go out. Your eyes, your friends and relatives may not understand your choice. I can't cook for you, I can't take you to the shower, I can't drive you to the hospital when you are sick, or even like just now, Even when you were angry and wanted to escape, I couldn't catch up and coax you."

In fact, until now, Yin Mo still hasn't figured out what choice is best for Cheng Cheng. He just suddenly understood that if he just watched the other party leave without doing anything, he would definitely regret it.

Cheng Cheng silently disinfected his wounds until he was sure everything was taken care of properly, then he turned around and said, "I don't care what other people think. As for my family and friends, even if they don't understand for a while, as long as I live well, they will always There will be a day when it will be accepted."

"Cooking is not a necessary skill. Even if I find someone else, that person may not be able to cook, right? What I want to find is a boyfriend, not a personal chef."

"Bath..." At this point, those charming images from before appeared in Cheng Cheng's mind, he lowered his eyes, paused for a while, and muttered softly, "It's a big deal, I will continue to exercise, you can't hug me, then... I'll hug you."

Yin Mo's heart was sore and astringent, and he wanted to say something, but he raised his hand to cover his mouth: "Let me finish first."

Seeing Yin Mo nodded, he moved his hand away: "I will try my best to keep myself from getting sick. Even if I do get sick, there are many ways to go to the hospital. Ambulances and taxis are fine. If it's not serious, I can do it too." Drive to the hospital by yourself. But if you are not there, I may pass out on the bed alone and no one will find out. It must be better to have you by my side than to be alone."

"As for running away in anger, I apologize to you, I won't do it in the future." Cheng Cheng finished speaking earnestly, thought for a while, and began to plan again, "You leave the guest room downstairs to me, and if I get angry in the future, I will Lock yourself in, if you want to coax me at the door, I can't leave until I don't lose my temper."

Listening to Cheng Cheng's description, Yin Mo gradually had a picture in his mind. He asked: "Why did you lock yourself up when I made you angry? You should lock me in, don't let me eat, don't let me go out. I can't do anything until I coax you well."

Yin Mo had no coaxing experience before, but he thought that if Cheng Cheng was angry, he would try his best to make him happy.

Unexpectedly, as soon as Yin Mo's voice fell, Cheng Cheng immediately objected: "That can't be done!"

"why?"

Facing Yin Mo's suspicious gaze, Cheng Cheng held back for a while, and said, "The guest room is too small, it's inconvenient for you to move around..."

And there is no armrest beside the bed, it is inconvenient to get in and out of bed.

Yin Mo was stunned, and couldn't help but blushed slightly: "Silly, it's not convenient for me to be angry."

"It's up to you." Cheng Cheng looked at the man in front of him and concluded, "Yin Mo, even if I was impulsive in staying here at first, the two months of being together and the time apart are enough for me to think Clearly, I have thought about all the problems you mentioned, but they are really not enough to hinder us from being together."

"But you didn't need to suffer these grievances."

"But my biggest grievance now is that you don't want me." Cheng Cheng knew that Yin Mo thought so in his heart, and didn't want him to be wronged, so he refused again and again, and pushed him away again and again, he asked in a hoarse voice : "Why do you always stand in your position to think about these things for me and make decisions for me? I like you and I want to be with you. Is this wrong?"

Yin Mo didn't speak, or in other words, facing such a persistent and determined young man, he didn't know what else to say.

He kept silent, and Cheng Cheng became a little anxious, afraid that the other party would shrink back again: "Well, this is the first time I have officially confessed my love to you, you, won't you respond?"

"The second time." Yin Mo rubbed the top of his hair reassuringly, and recalled, "The first time was the night when my old injury broke out, and you were outside the door."

"So you heard it at that time." Lu Cheng's eyes widened. At that time, he spoke very lightly. It was not so much a confession as an exclamation to give himself a little motivation to persevere.

Yin Mo let out a "hmm" and controlled the wheelchair with one hand in this position, took Cheng Cheng out of the bathroom, pointed to the door and said, "I was right here at the time."

Thinking of that scene, Cheng Cheng was a little embarrassed, but after a while, he still couldn't help asking: "Then you were angry at that time... because of this?"

He clearly remembered how nervous he was when Yin Mo slammed the door hard.

"Of course not." The curtains were not drawn, and the room was very dark. This scene was inexplicably similar to that day. Yin Mo recalled his feelings at that time: "I was angry with myself. I knew that I shouldn't give you hope, but I still Can't resist opening the door."

It took a while for Cheng Cheng to understand the meaning of Yin Mo's words. It turned out that Yin Mo's heartbeat was far earlier than he thought.

He hugged him tightly in surprise: "If my life is a game of cards, you must be the best card I have drawn."

Yin Mo pinched Cheng Cheng's cheek, and couldn't help but bend the corner of his mouth and said: "You have just turned 20 years old, even if life is a game of poker, this game has just begun, how do you know it's the 'best'? "

"It's the best!" Cheng Cheng said again, "And I hope that every card I play in the future will be related to you."

Yin Mo laughed at him: "Little gambler, this is the first time I've heard that life is compared to a poker game."

"Maybe it's because you are too hard to chase, which makes me feel that if I don't take a gamble, I can't get you." Cheng Cheng thought of all the things in the past six months, whether he moved in with a shameless face, or chose to leave temporarily after being rejected, he I feel like I'm taking a big gamble every step of the way.

He bet that his liking is firm enough to withstand a brief separation, and he also bet that Yin Mo's liking is strong enough to overcome those concerns in the end. Finally he asked, "So did I win the bet?"

Yin Mo supported the back of his head so that their foreheads touched, and the tips of their noses touched lightly: "You win, and from now on, I will be yours."

The author has something to say: Yin Mo's heart knot is untied, and he will soon enter the sweet love mode~

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