At first, he wasn't quite sure what this feeling was. After all, it was two boys, so it was very suspicious for him to have such a mood. In addition, it was the first time he met a peer with him in school. A little attention in the past is not unexpected.
It wasn't until Ding Yu started scurrying around him that he realized that not everyone who could keep up with him would make him care so much.
Yao Yu turned the phone around in his hand and put it back to the original place, took it up and turned it around again within two seconds, and finally thought "Forget it, let's take a look and you won't die" and pressed the screen.
Omelet reads: Come to your dormitory in 5 minutes and open the door for me.
Time: 10 minutes ago.
Yao Yu suddenly "sat up in shock from a dying illness", jumped up from his seat, and ran to open the door of 516 in three steps at a time. Sure enough, he saw Yi Yi outside the door.
"You..." He was speechless to the extreme, and it took him a long time to organize his words, "Can't you knock on the door?"
"Knocked." Yi Yi said.
"Knocked? Why didn't I hear anything?" Yao Yu frowned at him, "You didn't come back in the rain, did you?"
Yi Yi gave him a look, which made Yao Yu feel like he was asking for nothing.
Except for the small pieces of wet clothes on the trouser legs and arms, Yi Yi's body was dry, the hair on the forehead was stained with some rainwater and stuck to the skin, and the deep eyes cast complex lights.
Yao Yu stared at his face for a while and then looked away. He couldn't stand such a direct look, especially in today's situation, the more he looked at it, the more uncomfortable he felt.
"What's the matter with you?" he asked in a low voice.
Yi Yi had the urge to rush in and slam the door shut for a moment.
Yao Yu's voice sounded like a cat scratching in his heart, the mist from his eyes hadn't dissipated, as if he had been washed by water, his whole body exuded an air of over-carefulness.
"I'll come and see you," Yi Yi said in a low tone, "Are you okay? Just at the gate of class ten..."
"It's okay," Yao Yu interrupted him, "I was excited at the moment."
Why are you excited? It's not because you said that you only have one year.
More irritable than any gossip.
Yi Yi frowned, looked at him for a while, and turned the impulse into reality.
Yao Yu was stunned: "What are you doing?"
"I waited at your door for 15 minutes, you give me back 15 minutes, let's talk." Yi Yi said.
"That's because you didn't knock on the door..." Yao Yu argued, and followed Yi Yi to the balcony.
"Come in, your roommate will be back in a while, let's talk about it here." Yi Yi closed the balcony door and opened the window to the outside. The loud sound of the torrential rain immediately filled the small space, and the raging rain drifted a little To the ground, bringing a ray of coolness.
"Don't talk about you, talk about me." Yi Yi held the window sill, his voice was hollow and ethereal amidst the sound of rain, "There is one thing, many people who know me know that I didn't want to talk about it when I returned to China Yes, but now I think you need to know."
"what?"
"I guess you can tell [-]/[-] times out of [-] that my sexuality is different from... ordinary people."
Although there was a small pause in the words, except for the heaving of the chest, Yi Yi generally seemed to be quite calm. Years of living abroad made him accept this cognition well, especially in a place where same-sex marriage is legal, at least superficially recognized.
Yao Yu was silent as expected.
"You already knew, didn't you?" Yi Yi smiled lightly.
"I..." Yao Yu hesitated.
He didn't really see it, if it wasn't because of some uncontrollable feelings that he had developed freely, he might not be able to see it in his whole life. Sometimes people stand in the same position as others, and many things will naturally change. It's so clear that you can't pretend to be stupid.
It's just that he can't answer this question.
If he answered, then what do those dark nights, that bed, and his various behaviors of going to Yi Yi's dormitory to occupy pits from time to time count?
Yao Yu shook his head: "I don't know."
"But I know now."
After he finished speaking, he could no longer feel the faint smile on Yi Yi's face.
I don’t know how the seventh class finally divided the umbrellas. Not long after Yao Yu’s voice fell, the door of the dormitory was pushed open. Su Shanyang rushed in with a head full of water. Shouted loudly: "Brother Yao?"
Yao Yu wanted to push the balcony door, but when he raised his leg, he realized that his steps were unusually heavy. After several steps, he reached the door. He paused when he touched the handle, and then went out and said to Su Shanyang, "here."
The sound of heavy rain startled Su Shanyang, and he asked confusedly, "What are you doing on the balcony? The window is still open."
"Then you have to ask him." Yao Yu glanced sideways at Yi Yi.
"Who else?" Su Shanyang opened his mouth even wider.
"I."
Since the beginning of school, Su Shanyang has spoken no more than ten sentences to Yi Yi, five of which were not spoken by Yi Yi to him alone, but he somehow remembers the boss's voice very clearly.
An "I", Su Shanyang has already heard who it is.
He was a little embarrassed.
Not to mention student Su's insensitive nerves, at least living in the same dormitory for such a long time, he feels that Yao Yu is not as difficult to get along with as outsiders seem, and even occasionally develops a sense of "approachability" on the ground for a few hours. A model of top students being close to the people.
But when he stood with Yi Yi as if no one was around, a sense of distance would arise spontaneously.
Because Yi Yi's aura is too strong.
Su Shanyang suddenly had the idea of whether he should come back later.
Being in the same room with these two people is as embarrassing as military training.
It might be more awkward to be together.
"You..." He stammered twice, thinking that his head was still wet, and the fear of getting sick immediately roared out: "I'll take a shower, you guys talk."
After speaking, he threw himself into the bathroom.
After being disturbed like this, the atmosphere in the air changed, Yao Yu turned around, his eyes fell back on Yi Yi's face, and his tone was much lighter than before: "Do you want to go back and change your clothes and take a shower first? Stop covering yourself."
Yi Yi's eyes flickered, and he said, "Tonight..."
Before he could finish speaking, Yao Yu rushed to say, "I won't tell others."
Yi Yi frowned slightly: "I didn't mean that."
If you want to pretend, just pretend to be decent, Yao continued to say: "Oh, really, I just think that this kind of thing may make people stop talking about it, so what do you want to say?"
Yi Yi moved his lips, and finally said: "It's nothing, you don't have to keep it a secret for me, I'm never afraid of people talking about it."
When Su Shanyang came out of the bathroom, he poked his head out first, and seeing that Yao Yu was already sitting in his seat, he asked, "Brother Yi is gone?"
"Let's go." Yao Yu looked sideways at him.
Su Shanyang retracted his head, put on his clothes and walked out: "What did you say? You still have to go to the balcony to say, usually..."
He wanted to say that you usually go to his side, but he kept his mouth shut after thinking about it.
Yao Yu heard what he meant, and stretched her waist: "There are no rules for talking where you want to talk."
"Oh," Su Shanyang said awkwardly, "I really envy you."
"What are you envious of?" Yao Yu was taken aback by his topic change.
"I envy you for having such a good relationship," Su Shanyang said, "I was worried about the relationship between the two of you for a long time in the first two days of school. Now that I think about it, fortunately I didn't mind my own business."
Yao Yu had a little impression of this paragraph, but then everyone seemed to change their attitudes overnight, and then he himself forgot, and now he was aroused with curiosity: "What do you think?"
"The past is unbearable." Su Shanyang shook his head, as if he didn't want to talk, but as soon as he sat down, he saw his math test paper and Yao Yu's paper that he brought back.
"Brother Yao," Su Shanyang changed his face, "I'll tell you what I think, can you tell me about the last big problem in mathematics? I can't understand your steps to solve the problem, and I ruined a bunch of drafts paper."
"Okay," Yao Yu nodded and said, "Let's talk about the topic first."
Su Shanyang dragged a stool and sat next to Yao Yu, and listened carefully to him splitting the question into three parts and substituting them into the conditions given in the three small questions.
By the time he corrected the question, it was time to turn off the lights.
"Brother Yao, are you going to sleep?" Su Shanyang asked while holding the railing of the bed.
As Yao Yu's roommate, he naturally knows the schedule of Yao Yu's classmate clearly. Usually after the lights are turned off, he holds the rechargeable desk lamp and hides in the quilt to light up the night battle. He can always hear Yao Yu's steady and peaceful breathing, and then he listens While holding the lamp, he sighed that Xueba is Xueba.
Lying on the bed, Yao Yu pulled his mind away from the question, and the conversation between Yi Yi and himself immediately appeared in his mind, and he took a deep breath.
"Don't sleep," he stared at the ceiling without any sleepiness, "tell me."
"It's just... our thinking is too limited." Su Shanyang gave an example of the question Yao Yu asked when teaching the question, "You and Brother Yi don't make things difficult for others, but they just look at each other. The two directions will either develop into a greater difficulty, or they will go together."
When it came to the words "together", Su Shanyang smiled embarrassedly: "This is the experience summed up by the predecessors for many years, and it is basically accurate. There is a pair of my classmates in junior high school. They also flew off in the early stage. The crowd got together out of nowhere and slapped everyone in the face."
Yao Yu was short of breath.
"It's impossible for you and Brother Yi to be together. Even reconciliation is a matter of growing up, but Brother Yi only stays for one year, so it seems that there is only one way to end..." Su Shanyang twisted his nose, " Besides, both of you are handsome, have good grades, and your various attributes collide, and you can pinch each other. No matter how you look at it, it doesn't look like you will become the current relationship. So the theory is really limited, and the reality is infinite. "
After waiting for a long time without hearing Yao Yu's reply, Su Shanyang asked, "Brother Yao? Are you asleep?"
Yao Yu whispered, "No."
"Aren't you angry when I say that to you?"
"Of course not." Yao Yu said.
"That's good, your voice sounds weird, I thought I said something wrong."
Yao Yu turned over in the dark, facing the wall: "I'm a little sleepy."
"Oh... good night then."
"Good night."
Feeling Su Shanyang behind him pull the quilt over his head, Yao Yu took a heavy breath.
He couldn't remember where the soreness in his chest came from, it's impossible for two boys to be together?Or go together?Or just for a year?
It turned out that it took him so long to see through what many people already knew.
It wasn't until Ding Yu started scurrying around him that he realized that not everyone who could keep up with him would make him care so much.
Yao Yu turned the phone around in his hand and put it back to the original place, took it up and turned it around again within two seconds, and finally thought "Forget it, let's take a look and you won't die" and pressed the screen.
Omelet reads: Come to your dormitory in 5 minutes and open the door for me.
Time: 10 minutes ago.
Yao Yu suddenly "sat up in shock from a dying illness", jumped up from his seat, and ran to open the door of 516 in three steps at a time. Sure enough, he saw Yi Yi outside the door.
"You..." He was speechless to the extreme, and it took him a long time to organize his words, "Can't you knock on the door?"
"Knocked." Yi Yi said.
"Knocked? Why didn't I hear anything?" Yao Yu frowned at him, "You didn't come back in the rain, did you?"
Yi Yi gave him a look, which made Yao Yu feel like he was asking for nothing.
Except for the small pieces of wet clothes on the trouser legs and arms, Yi Yi's body was dry, the hair on the forehead was stained with some rainwater and stuck to the skin, and the deep eyes cast complex lights.
Yao Yu stared at his face for a while and then looked away. He couldn't stand such a direct look, especially in today's situation, the more he looked at it, the more uncomfortable he felt.
"What's the matter with you?" he asked in a low voice.
Yi Yi had the urge to rush in and slam the door shut for a moment.
Yao Yu's voice sounded like a cat scratching in his heart, the mist from his eyes hadn't dissipated, as if he had been washed by water, his whole body exuded an air of over-carefulness.
"I'll come and see you," Yi Yi said in a low tone, "Are you okay? Just at the gate of class ten..."
"It's okay," Yao Yu interrupted him, "I was excited at the moment."
Why are you excited? It's not because you said that you only have one year.
More irritable than any gossip.
Yi Yi frowned, looked at him for a while, and turned the impulse into reality.
Yao Yu was stunned: "What are you doing?"
"I waited at your door for 15 minutes, you give me back 15 minutes, let's talk." Yi Yi said.
"That's because you didn't knock on the door..." Yao Yu argued, and followed Yi Yi to the balcony.
"Come in, your roommate will be back in a while, let's talk about it here." Yi Yi closed the balcony door and opened the window to the outside. The loud sound of the torrential rain immediately filled the small space, and the raging rain drifted a little To the ground, bringing a ray of coolness.
"Don't talk about you, talk about me." Yi Yi held the window sill, his voice was hollow and ethereal amidst the sound of rain, "There is one thing, many people who know me know that I didn't want to talk about it when I returned to China Yes, but now I think you need to know."
"what?"
"I guess you can tell [-]/[-] times out of [-] that my sexuality is different from... ordinary people."
Although there was a small pause in the words, except for the heaving of the chest, Yi Yi generally seemed to be quite calm. Years of living abroad made him accept this cognition well, especially in a place where same-sex marriage is legal, at least superficially recognized.
Yao Yu was silent as expected.
"You already knew, didn't you?" Yi Yi smiled lightly.
"I..." Yao Yu hesitated.
He didn't really see it, if it wasn't because of some uncontrollable feelings that he had developed freely, he might not be able to see it in his whole life. Sometimes people stand in the same position as others, and many things will naturally change. It's so clear that you can't pretend to be stupid.
It's just that he can't answer this question.
If he answered, then what do those dark nights, that bed, and his various behaviors of going to Yi Yi's dormitory to occupy pits from time to time count?
Yao Yu shook his head: "I don't know."
"But I know now."
After he finished speaking, he could no longer feel the faint smile on Yi Yi's face.
I don’t know how the seventh class finally divided the umbrellas. Not long after Yao Yu’s voice fell, the door of the dormitory was pushed open. Su Shanyang rushed in with a head full of water. Shouted loudly: "Brother Yao?"
Yao Yu wanted to push the balcony door, but when he raised his leg, he realized that his steps were unusually heavy. After several steps, he reached the door. He paused when he touched the handle, and then went out and said to Su Shanyang, "here."
The sound of heavy rain startled Su Shanyang, and he asked confusedly, "What are you doing on the balcony? The window is still open."
"Then you have to ask him." Yao Yu glanced sideways at Yi Yi.
"Who else?" Su Shanyang opened his mouth even wider.
"I."
Since the beginning of school, Su Shanyang has spoken no more than ten sentences to Yi Yi, five of which were not spoken by Yi Yi to him alone, but he somehow remembers the boss's voice very clearly.
An "I", Su Shanyang has already heard who it is.
He was a little embarrassed.
Not to mention student Su's insensitive nerves, at least living in the same dormitory for such a long time, he feels that Yao Yu is not as difficult to get along with as outsiders seem, and even occasionally develops a sense of "approachability" on the ground for a few hours. A model of top students being close to the people.
But when he stood with Yi Yi as if no one was around, a sense of distance would arise spontaneously.
Because Yi Yi's aura is too strong.
Su Shanyang suddenly had the idea of whether he should come back later.
Being in the same room with these two people is as embarrassing as military training.
It might be more awkward to be together.
"You..." He stammered twice, thinking that his head was still wet, and the fear of getting sick immediately roared out: "I'll take a shower, you guys talk."
After speaking, he threw himself into the bathroom.
After being disturbed like this, the atmosphere in the air changed, Yao Yu turned around, his eyes fell back on Yi Yi's face, and his tone was much lighter than before: "Do you want to go back and change your clothes and take a shower first? Stop covering yourself."
Yi Yi's eyes flickered, and he said, "Tonight..."
Before he could finish speaking, Yao Yu rushed to say, "I won't tell others."
Yi Yi frowned slightly: "I didn't mean that."
If you want to pretend, just pretend to be decent, Yao continued to say: "Oh, really, I just think that this kind of thing may make people stop talking about it, so what do you want to say?"
Yi Yi moved his lips, and finally said: "It's nothing, you don't have to keep it a secret for me, I'm never afraid of people talking about it."
When Su Shanyang came out of the bathroom, he poked his head out first, and seeing that Yao Yu was already sitting in his seat, he asked, "Brother Yi is gone?"
"Let's go." Yao Yu looked sideways at him.
Su Shanyang retracted his head, put on his clothes and walked out: "What did you say? You still have to go to the balcony to say, usually..."
He wanted to say that you usually go to his side, but he kept his mouth shut after thinking about it.
Yao Yu heard what he meant, and stretched her waist: "There are no rules for talking where you want to talk."
"Oh," Su Shanyang said awkwardly, "I really envy you."
"What are you envious of?" Yao Yu was taken aback by his topic change.
"I envy you for having such a good relationship," Su Shanyang said, "I was worried about the relationship between the two of you for a long time in the first two days of school. Now that I think about it, fortunately I didn't mind my own business."
Yao Yu had a little impression of this paragraph, but then everyone seemed to change their attitudes overnight, and then he himself forgot, and now he was aroused with curiosity: "What do you think?"
"The past is unbearable." Su Shanyang shook his head, as if he didn't want to talk, but as soon as he sat down, he saw his math test paper and Yao Yu's paper that he brought back.
"Brother Yao," Su Shanyang changed his face, "I'll tell you what I think, can you tell me about the last big problem in mathematics? I can't understand your steps to solve the problem, and I ruined a bunch of drafts paper."
"Okay," Yao Yu nodded and said, "Let's talk about the topic first."
Su Shanyang dragged a stool and sat next to Yao Yu, and listened carefully to him splitting the question into three parts and substituting them into the conditions given in the three small questions.
By the time he corrected the question, it was time to turn off the lights.
"Brother Yao, are you going to sleep?" Su Shanyang asked while holding the railing of the bed.
As Yao Yu's roommate, he naturally knows the schedule of Yao Yu's classmate clearly. Usually after the lights are turned off, he holds the rechargeable desk lamp and hides in the quilt to light up the night battle. He can always hear Yao Yu's steady and peaceful breathing, and then he listens While holding the lamp, he sighed that Xueba is Xueba.
Lying on the bed, Yao Yu pulled his mind away from the question, and the conversation between Yi Yi and himself immediately appeared in his mind, and he took a deep breath.
"Don't sleep," he stared at the ceiling without any sleepiness, "tell me."
"It's just... our thinking is too limited." Su Shanyang gave an example of the question Yao Yu asked when teaching the question, "You and Brother Yi don't make things difficult for others, but they just look at each other. The two directions will either develop into a greater difficulty, or they will go together."
When it came to the words "together", Su Shanyang smiled embarrassedly: "This is the experience summed up by the predecessors for many years, and it is basically accurate. There is a pair of my classmates in junior high school. They also flew off in the early stage. The crowd got together out of nowhere and slapped everyone in the face."
Yao Yu was short of breath.
"It's impossible for you and Brother Yi to be together. Even reconciliation is a matter of growing up, but Brother Yi only stays for one year, so it seems that there is only one way to end..." Su Shanyang twisted his nose, " Besides, both of you are handsome, have good grades, and your various attributes collide, and you can pinch each other. No matter how you look at it, it doesn't look like you will become the current relationship. So the theory is really limited, and the reality is infinite. "
After waiting for a long time without hearing Yao Yu's reply, Su Shanyang asked, "Brother Yao? Are you asleep?"
Yao Yu whispered, "No."
"Aren't you angry when I say that to you?"
"Of course not." Yao Yu said.
"That's good, your voice sounds weird, I thought I said something wrong."
Yao Yu turned over in the dark, facing the wall: "I'm a little sleepy."
"Oh... good night then."
"Good night."
Feeling Su Shanyang behind him pull the quilt over his head, Yao Yu took a heavy breath.
He couldn't remember where the soreness in his chest came from, it's impossible for two boys to be together?Or go together?Or just for a year?
It turned out that it took him so long to see through what many people already knew.
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