Tread thousands of dust

Mo Feng tremblingly asked: "...Why?"

Xun Can just looked at him and smiled brightly: "Let's go, you can't leave the imperial city once the time comes."

Gongsun Songli also flew to Xun Can's side: "Brother!"

Xun Can forced himself to stand up, and Mo Fengyi wanted to go up to help, but he suddenly realized that he couldn't.

Xun Can's eyes turned to Gongsun Songli, bent over and panted, and said, "Aren't you leaving? Wait until I send people to encircle you?"

Gongsun Songli looked at Xun Can covering his wound without even daring to breathe, felt sad but could only drag Mo Fengyi away.

Mo Feng knew that it was just piercing the sword head and would not hurt Xun Can's vitality, but he still kept staring at Xun Can's waist and abdomen. another's blood.

Why exactly?

Mo Fengyi felt that he had experienced too much today, it was as difficult to digest as in his whole life, and an inexplicable dull sourness welled up in his chest.

Mo Fengyi was finally dragged away by Gongsun Songli in a trance, and he was not very sober until he got into the carriage.

Seeing that the carriage was about to leave the imperial city, Mo Fengyi suddenly stopped.

Gongsun Songli was puzzled and said: "What's the matter? Don't we leave the city?"

Mo Fengyi asked: "Where is Zi Ming?"

Gongsun Songli was taken aback suddenly, just now Ling Ziming only said that he rescued Mo Fengyi, he didn't seem to mention himself.

Gongsun Songli hurriedly said: "Sister Ziming asked us to come out first, she should be safe, isn't His Royal Highness still here?"

But Mo Fengyi suddenly said: "Go back to Feng Wanxuan."

"How can this work! We can't go back, there must be pursuers in the city." Gongsun Songli said helplessly, "Why don't I go back and pick up Sister Ziming? Brother Mo, you go first."

But Mo Fengyi was unwilling: "If Ziming didn't say that she would stay in the imperial city, then I have to go back to pick her up."

"I can't go..." Gongsun Songli said anxiously, "Although the people in the league have objections to her, they won't leave her alone, don't worry that Sister Ziming is safe. "

Mo Fengyi shook his head: "Turn around, I can't rest assured."

Gongsun Songli had no choice but to order the carriage.

Before the carriage had gone back a few steps, Gongsun Songli suddenly poked his head in and said excitedly, "Brother Mo! Sister Ziming is here!"

Mo Fengyi was still listless just now, but now he regained his energy, jumped out of the carriage in one step, and looked at the figure running towards him.

Ling Ziming quickly jumped into his arms, wrapping his arms tightly around his neck, as if he hadn't seen him for a long time, Mo Fengyi hugged her tightly.

Mo Fengyi stroked her back with a smile, and heard Ling Ziming's small cry.

Mo Fengyi smiled helplessly: "Little girl, I haven't seen you cry for a long time."

Ling Ziming buried her head on his shoulder and wept wantonly, but said stubbornly: "I thought you were going to die, and I was going to collect your body."

Mo Fengyi snorted softly and finally relaxed.

Ling Ziming came out of his arms, wiped his face and asked: "Shall we go now?"

"Are you leaving? Don't you intend to stay by his side?" Mo Fengyi asked back.

Ling Ziming said indifferently: "It's not that I want to leave, it's that he didn't stay."

Mo Feng frowned: "Did he send you here?"

As he spoke, Mo Feng turned his head and looked behind Ling Ziming, but the street was deserted, it seemed that Ling Ziming came alone.

Ling Ziming shook his head: "He will let me go, maybe he knows he can't keep me."

Mo Feng asked curiously: "Have you thought about it? If you go back with me, I'm afraid we won't come back again."

"Actually, I don't want to either." Ling Ziming shrugged, "Who made my brother worry about causing trouble every day, if I wasn't by your side, I'm afraid you would have died a long time ago."

Mo Feng said calmly: "Yes, yes, then let's go."

Ling Ziming agreed and got into the carriage, and Mo Fengyi sat beside her.

Mo Fengyi looked at Ling Ziming and asked, "Who sent you to the gate of the city?"

Ling Ziming sneered and said: "Why do you need someone to send it? Can't my dignified and thin-browed lady come by myself?"

"As far as I know, all the people in the alliance were brought by Songli to save me. No one should stay in Linfeng Wanxuan to protect you." Mo Fengyi said calmly, "Is it Shu Qiyun?"

Ling Ziming just sighed: "I really don't need anyone's protection, this road is very smooth."

Mo Fengyi was silent and had no choice but to shut up.

Ling Ziming looked at Mo Fengyi's dirty hands, picked up a handkerchief to wipe him, and asked, "You don't seem to be injured, whose blood is this?"

"Queen." Mo Feng said differently, "and Xun Can."

Ling Ziming raised his head suddenly: "What's going on?"

"I stabbed him in the palace, that's why I came out." Mo Fengyi said indifferently, "In fact, he hurt himself."

Ling Ziming held his hand silently: "Brother Xun will be fine."

Mo Feng smiled wryly and said, "Of course he will be fine."

It's obviously not him who has something to do.

"Is the emperor going to let you go?" Ling Ziming asked again.

Mo Fengyi nodded wearily: "And he told me not to come back."

Ling Ziming forced a smile and said: "Brother, in fact, you should be happy, at least it's revenge."

"Then do you know the feeling of being rescued by the enemy?" Mo Fengyi frowned, "I should even throw away this life."

Ling Ziming felt the force of his palm, and seemed to be venting his dissatisfaction silently.

"That's what a queen should do." Ling Ziming said calmly, "You can't blame yourself for other people's mistakes."

"I also caused Shu Renlu to know his life experience. He is not the heir of the emperor at all, but the actor Xiang Yixin had a good relationship with before she got married... But what right does he have to blame me?" Mo Fengyi felt angry, "Could it be that he killed his own mother and mistook his father for something to do with me?"

The vision of Mo Feng seemed to have found a breakthrough, and poured out all his brains at Ling Ziming:

"Am I really wrong? Shouldn't I have this kind of nightmare? Shouldn't I have asked the master and Mrs. Xingci? Shouldn't I have asked Peixuan? Shouldn't I have questioned the queen?"

Ling Ziming was lost and silent, listening to him pouring out little by little, Mo Fengyi finally found a speaker, so he couldn't stop talking at all.

"I obviously don't want to kill her, why did Shu Renlu come to kill me? Why did she block the sword for me after killing my mother? Actually... In fact, she didn't really kill my mother, but my mother fell into the water and she I can't be saved...but why didn't she save her? She could save her, but she watched her fall into the water! Why didn't my mother call her for help? Why was her heart so cruel? And the emperor, why did she want to save her? Protecting the queen? Why did you force my father to abolish his martial arts? Why..."

Ling Ziming stepped forward to hug him and said, "Brother...don't talk..."

Mo Feng murmured like a trance: "Why...why didn't I recover my memory..."

He really forgot what happened back then. Even in his dreams, he couldn't remember anything. How can things in this world be as magical as a coincidence like a legendary storybook? Forgetting is just forgetting. There is no chance to go back to the past.

So Mo Feng lied to Xiang Yixin and Shu Hanxu, and he still had no memory of that day, or even that month, or even the next half a year.

He didn't recover his memory at all, but everyone made him recall it over and over again, as if forcing him to add an unbearable story to his life, and then told him it was true.

Mo Fengyi felt nauseous, really nauseous, he pressed his chest to suppress the tumbling and trembling in his stomach, he couldn't hold back the discomfort at all, his whole body was sweating profusely, and his whole upper body was shaking.

In fact, he should be satisfied, the emperor didn't pursue anything, and he can clean up and not get involved in these dirty things when he speaks out tomorrow, after all, the Wen Yu League is still useful to the court.

But he felt nauseous, his stomach and chest didn't let him go, and he reacted belatedly. After all, he thought he was fine, and he didn't feel sorry for Xiang Yixin's death at all, and he didn't feel sorry for Xiang Yixin's death. He was moved by himself, even when he hurt Xun Can later, he was indifferent, he even had a good sleep without crying, but when he smelled the blood on his hands, he began to feel his stomach turned upside down Chaos, trembling all over, wanting to spit it out.

But he hardly ate anything, so naturally he could only retch, patting his chest while forcing words intermittently:

"I just told the emperor...that I am very happy that my enemy is dead...but why can't I be happy? I can't be happy at all...I also hurt Xun Can , how could I hurt him...he will never forgive me again..."

Ling Ziming was very distressed, she knew that these things had dealt a heavy blow to Mo Fengyi, but now this person is clearly unconscious.This is far more serious than she thought.

Ling Ziming touched the tears on his face, Mo Fengyi was still talking to himself, maybe this was Mo Fengyi's real mood tonight.

Ling Ziming secretly tapped his acupoints, Mo Fengyi snorted and lost consciousness, Ling Ziming helped him to the side and covered him with a thin quilt, and then wiped away the wet tears from the corners of his eyes and the remaining blood on his hands.

The clock strikes, the winter ceremony is over, and winter is here.

Xiao Feng'er, don't come back again.

Mo Fengyi slept for many days. When he was asleep and refused to wake up, on the third day of the winter month in the 23rd year of Yuanxu, Emperor Ronghe announced that Empress Xiang had died of illness. After that, Empress Xiang was named Empress Desu, and she was buried in the imperial mausoleum.

At the end of the month, Emperor Ronghe personally sent Empress Desu to the mausoleum with the funeral team. , staying together for half a lifetime, raising cases and eyebrows, very affectionate, even after Empress Desu passed away, Emperor Ronghe still loved her reluctantly and sent her to the mausoleum.

Perhaps no one will remember Empress Desu's past, no one will mention her absurd youth, and no one will know that on the day Empress Desu entered the mausoleum, Emperor Ronghe never accompanied her, but left the imperial city in disguise , came to a barren hill in the suburbs.

There was a monument standing there, unnamed and inscribed, with only three characters, it was Suo Qingqiu, not Suo Qingqiu which was adapted later, but the first scene he sang when he met her.

That day Rong and Di sighed softly, she went to accompany you.

No one knows anymore that in this lonely grave is buried a Liyuan opera idiot who was once famous for a while and only moved to the imperial city. He was killed and slept here forever.

That was the last time Emperor Ronghe came here.

Mo Fengyi finally woke up when he was about to return to Pan Xiaotai.

As soon as he opened his eyes, he saw Hua Qianzi.

Hua Qianzi smiled lightly and helped him up to drink a few sips of water, and Mo Fengyi felt a little better with a shake of his spirit.

"Am I in Suhui Pavilion?" Mo Fengyi felt that his voice was a little hoarse, and he had slept enough.

Hua Qianzi shook his head: "Hurry up, I heard from Zi Ming that you are still asleep, so I rushed over to see you."

Mo Fengyi said indifferently: "I'm just tired, that girl is worrying all day long."

Hua Qianzi took his pulse silently, and then sighed: "Spleen soil is stagnant in your heart, you have a heart disease."

Mo Fengyi shook his head indifferently: "Did Zi Ming tell you about the imperial city?"

"Well, but I don't know what to do." Hua Qianzi said honestly, "Heart disease needs heart medicine."

"I'm not sick." Mo Fengyi propped himself up and sat up, "The quilt is a bit thin, I'm so cold."

Hua Chuanzi had no choice but to cover him with another thin blanket, and brought him a notebook by the way.

"This is the roster of people who went to save you that day, do you want to see it?"

Mo Fengyi closed his eyes wearily: "I am the leader, so I should be saved. What are you looking at? Should we reward them?"

Hua Qianzi chuckled and said, "You probably think there are too many people, so you don't bother to watch."

Mo Fengyi curled his lips and said: "That's right, I didn't expect them to gather so many people in such a short period of time. I was shocked when Zi Ming told me."

"Emergency summoning orders can only be issued when there are major events. Do you remember that Mr. Chang Rong once issued an emergency summoning order because he wanted to protect you?"

Mo Fengyi nodded: "We were still in Tongzhou at that time, I remember there were tens of thousands of people that time, it seems more than that?"

"But it took almost a month to get it all together. Mr. Chang Rong had expected it back then, and the night before was within two or three hours." Hua Qianzi raised the corners of his lips to express his happiness, "Feng Yi, no matter in the text Yumeng is still in the arena, you should have confidence in yourself."

Mo Feng said in a low voice: "The leader of the Wenyu League has always been competent, not inherited from one family to another, so it can always prosper, and it is unrivaled in the martial arts, because only the strongest in the martial arts can be elected. My father may have been No.1 in the past, but his health is getting worse and worse, and there are more and more people in this alliance coveting the position of leader. If it weren't for my father's many supporters, he has a high prestige and has means To deter those who live in unruly ways, I am afraid that the Wenyu League has already changed hands."

"After my father's death, the leader of the alliance will of course have to be replaced, but I am young, and the elders of the alliance don't recognize me very much. If I hadn't climbed to the Lianyang Peak, I am afraid that my position as the leader of the alliance would not be stable at all. I used to think that they took refuge in the Wenyu League because of its fame and power, not because of me. If something happened to me, they should even be happy because they could change the leader. I didn't expect them to be able to gather all the members of the alliance Come and save me."

Hua Qianzi nodded: "So you should take a good rest during this period of time. Now that it is near the end of the year and the border war is not settled, although the rivers and lakes can be regarded as peaceful for a while because of this matter, but you can rest when you can rest." Running out."

Mo Feng rubbed his sore eyes: "How is the imperial city?"

"The emperor announced the death of Empress Desu a few days ago."

Mo Fengyi sneered: "Empress Desu? Died of illness?"

Died of illness, died of illness again.

Hua Qianzi replied: "Yes, there was no mention of people from the rivers and lakes breaking into the palace at night and the matter of you and the queen. The emperor is protecting you."

Mo Fengyi said disdainfully: "It has nothing to do with me, and my people didn't do anything to the imperial army."

Hua Qianzi sighed: "But this is related to you after all, there are still some people in the imperial city talking about it."

Mo Fengyi was too lazy to chat with him anymore, and was about to pull up the quilt and continue to sleep, but Ling Ziming opened the door and came in.

Ling Ziming held the porridge and snacks and said with a smile: "You are awake, eat something quickly."

Mo Fengyi refused: "I want to go back to Hui Pavilion and eat again."

Ling Ziming slapped him on the leg: "Get up."

Mo Fengyi completely ignored her.

Hua Qianzi had no choice but to take the bowl and said: "Eat something, Feng Yi, your body can't bear this after winter, be careful of cold symptoms..."

Mo Feng got up in annoyance: "I want to throw up! I'll eat later!"

Only then did Ling Ziming go out, followed by Hua Qianzi.

Hua Qianzi asked: "During the time you were in the imperial city, did the Gu poison not recur?"

Ling Ziming shook his head: "I'm fine, brother Xiaohua, you just worry about brother, he is in a very bad condition now."

"I know." Hua Qianzi agreed, "But let me take your pulse once, let me see..."

"No need!" Ling Ziming suddenly refused, even took a step back, and smiled reluctantly, "I'm really fine..."

Hua Qianzi felt strange, but he couldn't ask further questions.

Qi Yao was completely different from Hua Qianzi's indifference, he was very worried about Mo Fengyi's situation.

It's no wonder that as soon as Mo Fengyi stepped back into the carriage, people who were over half a hundred that year jumped out.

"Feng Yi, come here."

Mo Feng didn't understand why, so he followed him into the door. He didn't expect Cong Zhenyi to be there.

Cong Zhenyi's complexion was even worse.

Qi Yao sat down and said seriously: "Does the Queen's death have something to do with you?"

Mo Fengyi raised his eyes and said indifferently: "You know that she didn't save my mother, right?"

"You killed her?" Qi Yao frowned.

Mo Fengyi shook his head: "Her death is related to me, but I didn't kill her."

"Fengyi, you are too impulsive!" Qi Yao sighed, "She is the queen!"

Mo Fengyi was also a little angry: "Master Qi, why didn't you tell me if you knew this? All of you are to blame for lying to me for so many years!"

Cong Zhenyi said helplessly: "This is also a helpless move, after all, this is something your father asked us to do."

Mo Feng was surprised: "My father? He told you to keep it a secret? Why!"

"Because he doesn't want you to die!" Qi Yao said angrily, "Just like the previous time, what should you do if you die in the imperial city! How should he explain to your mother!"

Mo Fengyi gritted his teeth and said, "Then why didn't he take revenge? He clearly found out the truth back then!"

Qi Yao asked back: "Because you are in the hands of the emperor, how could he take risks with you?"

Mo Fengyi asked in a deep voice: "Did my mother write a letter to my father back then, did that letter contain information about the Queen's past, did my father know everything because of this?"

Qi Yao said: "I don't know about the past, but when I entered the imperial city to pick you up from the palace, Mo Xian did bring a letter."

"Where's the letter?"

"It has been burned."

"Why!" Mo Feng exclaimed, "That's the only evidence, it was left by my mother!"

Qi Yao sighed: "After you climbed to the Lianyang Peak, Mo Xian knew that you would never be able to avenge your mother, so that letter is meaningless."

After climbing to the Lianyang Peak... just before Mo Xian's death, Mo Fengyi felt cold. Perhaps at that time, Mo Xian knew that Mo Fengyi would take over the position of leader, and because of this, Mo Fengyi did not Will choose to drag Wen Yumeng into the water to take revenge.

So Mo Xian didn't hope anymore.

Mo Fengyi was lost and said: "...Then do you know what is written in this letter?"

"What do you think is in the letter?" Qi Yao said indifferently, "Princess Xiangyue didn't tell Mo Xian about those things at all, she just told Mo Xian to come back earlier and bring you some delicious food."

Mo Fengyi felt incredible: "What do you mean? Didn't my father know those things because of this letter?"

Qi Yao shook her head: "Mo Xian knew about it a long time ago, long before Princess Xiangyue."

Mo Fengyi opened his eyes and couldn't understand.

"At that time, Mo Xian was still very young, and he was also a young man in his prime, wanton and frivolous. He was truly the strongest in martial arts. No one dared to compete with him no matter his martial arts or character. He was supposed to be the leader of the alliance. However, because he fell in love with the princess, he willingly gave up his position as the leader and entered the court as an official."

"He was despised and condemned by people in the Jianghu, saying that he was greedy for power and clinging to the royal family, but I know that he would never give up on Princess Xiangyue no matter what."

"But he couldn't go with the princess after all. Do you know why he took you away? After the princess died, he was determined to seek revenge. At worst, he would die and entrust you to me. But Mo Xian picked up the princess's belongings. At that time, he found a letter she hadn't sent, and Mo Xian knew at that time that the princess never wanted to hurt the queen, because the princess planned to keep it a secret from everyone, and he also knew that he couldn't ignore you because of revenge, but He was really lost in such a court, so he asked the emperor to resign and asked you to leave the imperial city with him."

Mo Fengyi lowered his head and listened quietly. His whole body was very relaxed, but it may also be because he was exhausted. He vomited everything that should be vomited, his throat was almost hoarse, and he hadn't eaten a few mouthfuls of food.