Tread thousands of dust

Mo Fengyi got back into the carriage, rubbing his eyebrows and feeling tired.

"Master, are we going back to the ceremony now?"

"No hurry." Mo Fengyi smiled lightly, "Peixuan should have told me the truth just now, my mother did die because of the queen, but did the queen push her down?"

Although Mo Fengyi's tears were no longer there, his eyes were still slightly red, which complemented the red and white winter greeting dress on his body.

Pei Zhixu suddenly asked: "Is the leader really going to find the queen?"

"That's right." Mo Fengyi's smile was even wider, "Would you like to cry when I see the queen later? I think this method is very effective."

Pei Zhixu looked at his smile, but remained silent.

Mo Fengyi felt that he was bored, so he said again: "How do you say hello to the queen? Did you just clarify it?"

"The lord can decide for himself."

Mo Fengyi snorted coldly: "According to Peixuan's intention, my mother was called into the palace on the third day of the twelfth lunar month. They were originally enjoying the snow in the hair pool. Later, when Peixuan walked away, the queen sent someone to wait for the opportunity. But I'm curious, if I was there at that time, why didn't the queen take me away? Instead, let me watch my mother fall into the water with my own eyes?"

Pei Zhixu said frankly: "The subordinates don't know."

"Of course you don't know. I will ask her all these things." Mo Fengyi said again, "Then what was written in my parents' family letter back then? Do you think the queen will also read it, and it is because Is it the queen who sent this family letter to the murderer?"

"Subordinates don't know."

Mo Fengyi glanced at him coldly, and said in a muffled voice, "Let's go back to the Mo Mansion first, anyway, we won't be able to catch up with the grand ceremony when we go out of the city now."

Pei Zhixu frowned: "Mo House?"

"If my father had taken away the family letter back then, it would be impossible for him to destroy it later, but you and I are very familiar with Panxiao Terrace, and it is impossible for him to hide there, then maybe the family letter did not take out of the city, and I finally Go back and find it once."

"Yes."

To put it lightly, Mo Fengyi turned that place upside down at the beginning, how can he still find it now?

After digging back and forth for several hours, Mo Fengyi still found nothing in the middle of the afternoon.

Mo Fengyi felt weak and sat on the floor that had been scrubbed clean: "What do you think my father is thinking? Why did he hide this? Why did he leave the imperial city? Why... oh I really can't figure it out."

Pei Zhixu stood aside and responded: "Mr. Meng...Mr. Chang Rong has his own plans."

Mo Fengyi smiled lightly: "It's been so many years, but you're still used to calling him the leader."

"My subordinates are wrong."

"You're right, my father is the well-deserved leader of the Wenyu League." Mo Fengyi said in a deep voice, "I've always forgotten to ask you, why are you still by my side after my father dies? This is what he told you before he died. What about it? Let you continue to assist me?"

Pei Zhixu looked at him firmly: "No."

"Then why are you? See how pitiful I am? Only Ah Qian and Zi Ming were standing by my side back then, and I had many difficulties in doing things. In fact, I should thank you. If you weren't still by my side, I'm afraid those in the League The old man will not want to see me even more." Mo Fengyi still smiled, "But why did you do this? There are many people who are loyal to my father, you can see it clearly, even if he left at the beginning, it was nothing more than not optimistic about me This new ally."

But he was really tired, even he didn't want to look for any more family letters, and he didn't want to bother himself to ask the queen. He could already predict his end after the queen heard about it, but he couldn't stop, no one gave him a chance to stop.

But no one seemed to let him start, and Mo Fengyi even felt inexplicably ridiculous, why did he do all this?To keep myself from having nightmares?Can his parents come back?Can they give him an explanation?

Just like what he is asking Pei Zhixu now, he feels bored, he hates this kind of embarrassing question, but he can't close his mouth, he wants to ask when his upper and lower lips touch, and stops himself from being disgusted inside and out He couldn't help it, even spurning and expecting at the same time, so contradictory that he was at a loss and fearless, as if he could only give up by torturing himself to death.

"Why do you think so?" Pei Zhixu suddenly asked, "Why do you think they don't like you?"

Mo Fengyi sneered: "Isn't it? At the beginning you watched me promulgate the regulations to assign tasks, don't you know how difficult it is?"

"This has always been the case with the leaders of all dynasties, not just you." Pei Zhixu said calmly, "But it has changed now, don't all the people in the alliance respect you?"

Mo Fengyi felt ridiculous: "Respect? Are you talking about me? Didn't you see the virtues of the people in Zhujinzhai? How did they respect me? I used to think that Zi Ming's matter only affected outsiders, but now even I All the subordinates doubt that I am really worthy to be the leader, so tell me where is this respect?"

"Leader, please don't doubt yourself, no one dares to question your position as the leader now."

Mo Fengyi bit his lower lip and remained silent for a long time, then sighed again: "Then you said that if I went to the queen today, if this matter got out, would they still recognize me?"

Pei Zhi Xu raised his eyebrows and lowered his head: "This subordinate doesn't know."

"Forget it, it's useless to talk about it, go find the queen." Mo Fengyi said coldly.

"Yes."

Mo Feng said excitedly: "I want to ask the queen personally, if I don't go today, it will be even more difficult to enter the palace in the future."

Pei Zhixu just lowered his eyes again: "This subordinate obeys orders."

Mo Fengyi looked back suspiciously and raised his eyebrows: "Don't you think I'm ridiculous? Don't you think I'm an idiot talking about Meng and acting recklessly? I'm actually going to question the queen?"

Pei Zhixu continued to look at the ground: "This subordinate dare not."

Mo Fengyi stared at Pei Zhixu's unchanging face, and said slowly: "Then let me ask you, if my father is still here today, but I still want to do this, will you support me?"

The answer came to his ears quickly: "No."

Mo Fengyi seemed to have guessed the answer a long time ago: "Why?"

Pei Zhixu said directly: "If Mr. Chang Rong was still there, you would not be the leader of the alliance, and I would not listen to you."

Mo Fengyi suddenly laughed: "Yes...how did I forget! In your eyes, I will never be comparable to my father, and I am not worthy to be the leader at all! You have never recognized me, you guys it's the same!"

Pei Zhixu finally raised his eyes to look at Mo Fengyi's slightly distorted face: "That's not the case."

Mo Fengyi sullenly said: "Then what do you mean!"

"You will not be the leader, not because Mr. will still be the leader, but even if the leader is no longer him, you don't have to force yourself to inherit his will to restrain yourself." Pei Zhixu whispered, "If Mr. is still here, and he will definitely not let you face these pains."

Mo Fengyi was stunned suddenly, his eyes turned red, and he sneered and said, "But he's not here anymore."

Pei Zhixu lowered his head again: "Yes."

"So no one has the right to accuse me..." Mo Fengyi clenched his fingers, gritted his teeth slightly trembling, "Because no one can understand me..."

Pei Zhixu sighed secretly: "What is the leader going to do? Take the empress out?"

Mo Feng smiled wryly and raised the corners of his lips: "No need, she doesn't go out in the palace, I just go there by myself."

Pei Zhixu responded: "Then this subordinate will do it immediately."

Pei Zhixu really didn't want to look at Mo Fengyi again, but just as he was about to turn around, he heard another call:

"Old Pei."

Pei Zhixu could only stop stiffly, turned around and asked, "What else does the leader want?"

Mo Fengyi lowered his eyebrows and said in a very lonely way: "How many people in the imperial city can help me?"

"There are [-] dark guards in the city, and there are about [-] people outside the city who can be flexibly mobilized, plus..."

"Don't touch the people in the alliance." Mo Fengyi interrupted him, "You can just choose some cronies to guard outside the palace, it's better if there are fewer people, at least you won't blame Wen Yumeng when you get involved with me .”

Pei Zhixu froze for a moment and nodded, "This subordinate understands."

"Go now, don't waste time, and let me know if there is any news."

"Yes."

"Hey, I still haven't got the answer." Mo Fengyi suddenly remembered, "Why did you stay and help me back then?"

Pei Zhixu said calmly: "This subordinate is the leader of the secret guards of the Wenyu League, so naturally he is the leader of the alliance."

Mo Fengyi smiled lightly: "Go, I'll tell Zi Ming and the others first, it's better not to implicate others."

"Yes."

After Mo Fengyi thought about it, it would be better to tell Ling Ziming, at least he would be prepared when the time came, and when he went to question the queen, he might not even be able to get out of the palace.

As soon as Mo Fengyi entered, he saw Xun Can sitting in the courtyard, and seemed to have been waiting for him for a long time.

Xun Can quickly got up and walked over and asked, "Where have you been?"

Mo Feng replied truthfully: "Mo House."

"What are you doing there?"

"Go and walk around when you have nothing to do."

"Mo Feng is different!"

Mo Fengyi was also annoyed: "Aren't you at the grand ceremony? What are you doing out there?"

Mo Fengyi secretly scolded his subordinates who were eating nothing in his heart, that Xun Can didn't tell him when he came out!

Xun Can said coldly: "I came to look for you to go back. This is the order of the emperor. Who knows that you will not go out after you come back? Today is the winter ceremony. Are you absent without reason?"

"I've already said that I'm not feeling well, how could the emperor come to see me when he's fine?" Mo Fengyi felt that Xun Can was baffled.

Unexpectedly, Xun Can smiled: "Uncomfortable? If you don't feel well, why don't you go home and go to the imperial mausoleum? What are you going to do in Mofu?"

Mo Feng had a strange look on his face: "You sent someone to follow me?"

"You sneaked away and didn't tell me." Xun Can always felt that Mo Fengyi's coming out this time was unusual. If it was an ordinary thing, Mo Fengyi wouldn't hide it from him. Now it's good, he doesn't even know what Mo Fengyi wants to do. I don't know, otherwise Xun Can wouldn't be so flustered that he ran back despite Shu Qiyun's persuasion.

"General Xun's subordinates are really capable, and I didn't even notice that they were following me." Mo Fengyi said, "But I don't seem to have the obligation to report everything to you, right?"

Seeing that he looked so familiar, Xun Can simply said, "So you really have something to hide from me."

Now Mo Fengyi didn't dare to open his mouth to refute, and suddenly lost his arrogance.

Xun Can snorted coldly and asked again: "Where's the hidden guard beside you?"

"I went to help me with some errands." Mo Fengyi said indifferently.

"What to do?"

Mo Feng said irritably: "Don't ask, it has nothing to do with you!"

Xun Can said in a low voice, "Why on earth are you going to the imperial mausoleum? This is not permitted by the emperor."

"Do you really want to know?" Mo Fengyi breathed heavily in his chest. He knew that this day would come, he had kept this from Xun Can for so long, and this day should have come, but it came a little too soon.

Mo Fengyi originally thought of various wordings for Xun Can to accept, but unfortunately it should be impossible.

"As long as you want to say it."

Mo Feng said in a deep voice: "What if I don't want to?"

Xun Can just said gently: "Then at least tell me, will you be in danger?"

Mo Fengyi admitted as if giving up: "Of course, otherwise why would you keep it from you."

"You don't want to implicate me again?" Xun Can felt ridiculous.

Mo Fengyi bit his lower lip and didn't know how to respond. They were in a stalemate for a while before Mo Fengyi gave up and said, "I'm going to find the queen."

Xun Can slightly frowned in confusion: "The empress is in the palace, why do you need to go back to the imperial city?"

"I went to the imperial mausoleum to determine whether I should go to her or not."

"why?"

"Xun Can, this matter really has nothing to do with you." Mo Fengyi's eyes flickered, and he looked at that face greedily.

Xun Can said indifferently: "Just say what you want, I will weigh the matter myself."

"Do you still remember when you were at Pan Xiaotai, Mrs. Xingci and Master Qi interpreted my dream? The dream is completely opposite to the reality." Mo Feng said differently, "My mother died by drowning."

"So what?" Xun Can faintly worried, "You won't find out that this has something to do with the queen, will you?"

"What if I say that my mother was pushed down by the queen?"

Xun Can really guessed right, he said excitedly: "Are you crazy? How is this possible? The two of them have always been as close as sisters, not to mention that the empress and the princess have no grievances, why did you push her into the water?"

"I probably guessed a little bit, but I have to ask the queen to be sure."

Xun Can said angrily: "So you are not sure? Then why go? If the queen is innocent, you are slandering, and if she really did it, you are dead! What are you thinking? Why do you do such impulsive things? "

Mo Fengyi breathed a sigh of relief: "I went to the imperial tomb today. The tomb guard there is my mother's personal maid. She told me that it was the empress who did it."

Xun Can felt that Mo Fengyi had lost his mind: "Do you think it's possible? If the queen really pushed the princess into the water, would she not kill the maidservant to leave future troubles? What's more, the queen is always kind, how could she kill the princess. ...she she she...it's impossible you're just messing around!"

"Xun Can, I've made up my mind." Mo Fengyi and Xun Can's excitement was completely opposite, "I don't tell you because I know that I may come and go, so you just leave it alone and let me figure it out."

"You..." Xun Can's face was contorted, as if he was thinking about how to wake him up.

In the end, Xun Can still sighed: "I know you are stubborn, and I won't stop you, but you can't tell me in advance? At least I can..."

"You can't." Mo Fengyi refused, "You are General Yanghe, you can't do anything."

Xun Can was so angry that he was almost speechless, he said angrily: "Okay, then let me ask you, can't you find out the truth in another way? If you insist on questioning the queen, is it you or she? How could she tell you? What else do you have besides seeking death? "

"Xun Can, unlike you, I am not on a bright and smooth road. What I see is peace and prosperity. Your behavior is upright and self-restraining. That's because you have only seen these things, and you only know how to behave like this." Mo Fengyi said indifferently, "We people in Jianghu are not that particular. For me, only coercion is the most effective way. This is the fastest way."

"But you can obviously be more gentle and tactful, why do you want everyone to be unable to step down? She is not someone else but the queen!"

"I can't wait, I want the truth." Mo Feng said coldly, "Even if this method is barbaric, I can only do this."

Yes, he really forgot, who is Mo Fengyi? He is a master with a cold face and a harder heart. He has always only cared about himself. Any person or thing that makes him unhappy, what he will do is not to calm things down, but to be poor. Very vindictive.

Xun Can smiled wryly and said, "That's right, I thought too well. I thought that after so many years you could grow up a bit, at least not so stupid as to leave others aside to seek death. What happened to Chongyu Shanzhuang and Zhuijinzhai back then It's fine if you didn't tell me, after all, it's really inconvenient for me to intervene in the affairs of Jianghu, what about now? Sometimes I really feel that I have never known you before, and I have never been able to figure out your temperament."

"I am a person who only respects me and kills me! Do you know why my position as the leader of the Wenyu League is unshakable all these years? It is because I can't leave anyone who doubts me! Anyone who threatens me will be killed." No pardon!" Mo Fengyi sneered, "It's the same now, if the queen really kills my mother, I will never let her go!"

"I'm not blaming you for causing trouble for me. If you insist on confronting the queen, I'll just go with you. If you are sentenced to prison and beheaded, I will go to Jietian Prison to rob the court. What's so difficult about it? The difficulty is that I don’t even know where to go to rob people! The difficulty is that I don’t even know what you have done!” Xun Can roared angrily, “Have you ever asked me what I think? Are you willing to stand with you? Why do you push me away in everything! You really haven’t changed at all! There is no difference from you in Baidao City!"

Mo Fengyi's eyes glowed, and he shouted back with grievances: "Yes! I haven't changed! I haven't changed in so many years! I can't be honest, I'm trying to be smart enough to put you all aside, I can't let you be with me Die, Xun Can! This is the only reason, that is, I can't do it, even in the future, even if you will leave me because of this."

"Then do you know what I need? Do I need your wishful thinking protection? What I need is your frankness, not necessarily without reservation, but you must be sincere. If you must lie to me with some good reasons for me Me, that means I'm too unworthy of your trust, it's me, Xun Can, who thinks highly of myself, and thinks that I really have the ability to make you, Mo Feng, like me." Xun Can looked at his eyes and said.

Mo Fengyi wiped his face, looked at him firmly and said: "So this question will never be solved, anyway, I'm going to see her tonight, maybe I will be put in the sky prison or even questioned on the spot, if You are going, I hope you don't save me. If you insist on saving me, there is only one end, that is, we die together."

Xun Can just said: "Okay."

Mo Fengyi's heart trembled, what does this sound mean?

But I don't care about so much, it's getting dark, and Mo Fengyi can't go after Shengjia returns to the palace, so Mo Fengyi responded: "Xun Can...I'm sorry."

Xun Can smiled hastily: "It took so many years for me to hear this sorry."

Mo Fengyi turned his head resolutely, just as Ling Ziming and Gongsun Songli hurried in.

Ling Ziming was panting from running, but she suppressed and said softly: "I heard from Brother Pei that you are going to find the queen, right?"

Mo Feng smiled tiredly: "Are you going to stop me too?"

"I only have one request." Ling Ziming said, "No killing is allowed."

Mo Fengyi looked at her quietly, finally nodded, and went straight out the door past them.

Gongsun Songli wanted to stop him nervously, but Ling Ziming reached out and grabbed his sleeve tightly.

"Don't stop him, no one can stop him now."

Ling Ziming looked at Xun Can who was standing alone in the yard. Now that the sun was setting, the yellow halo hit him, handsome but thin.

Xun Can just stood like this the whole time, staring at the ground in silence, the red and white dress had lost its vitality.

Xun Can stood for a long time before speaking: "Did you know that he doubted the Queen?"

"I'm sorry, brother Xun, brother doesn't want to do this either." Seeing Xun Can's dejected look, Ling Ziming couldn't help but said, "But you also know about it..."

"Stop talking." Xun Can said calmly, "I don't want to hear anything."

Speaking of Xun Can leaving with empty eyes, Ling Ziming said in a deep heart: "You have to know that my brother did this because he didn't want to hurt us. He almost never came back when he left. You can only pretend that you don't know anything."

Xun Can glanced back at her, and his heart completely cooled down.