The self-salvation of fast-piercing cannon fodder

Han Yan didn't answer him right away, and sat down against the corner in embarrassment. After a long silence, he slowly said: "When Chen Ming was admitted to the hospital for the first time, I made a match for him. After the successful matching with Han Xing, I was ecstatic. I excitedly told Han Xing the good news, but Han Xing refused without thinking. I was puzzled and even angry. This was his only hope for life. Why? Did he give up so easily? I thought I was thinking of him, but in fact it was just my obsession."

Han Zhen didn't speak, just stood there quietly and listened.

Han Yan was immersed in his own thoughts, and then said: "I treat him differently from others. As he said, I don't treat him as a human being at all. I treat him as a beast that can be killed at any time." Prey, a container containing Han Xingsheng's hope. Grandpa, do you know? He knows all of this. He can clearly see my vicious thoughts and ugly face, but in the end he wanted to make me feel this way. Black people, feel less guilty, say that this is just a transaction, he is willing to exchange his heart for his sister's life, he said he thinks it is worth it, it is worth it! Grandpa, why do you say such a dark world? There are people like him, why should it be him..."

Han Yan whimpered and cried while talking, Han Zhen also burst into tears, and the suffocating gratitude and guilt could only be turned into a long sigh.

"Where's my brother? Where's my brother?" Han Ting, who was picked up by Han Zhen, grabbed Han Yan's clothes tightly and said in fear.

Han Yan looked at Chen Ting, who looked very similar to Qiming, and was speechless for a while.Seeing this, Han Zhen came over, hesitantly said: "Son, you have to be strong, your brother, he, he didn't save Xiaoxing..."

As he was talking, Han Zhen couldn't continue. He knew clearly that Qiming gave Han Xing his hope of life and gave up his own life. Facing Qiming's only relative, he really couldn't speak out against Qiming's conscience. He died because rescue efforts were ineffective.

Han Zhen's words made Chen Ting's mind go blank, and she could hardly understand the meaning of Han Zhen's words. She looked at Han Zhen with her beautiful almond eyes, and her trembling voice could hardly speak, "You, you say, say what?"

At this moment, the emergency room rolled out two mobile beds, one with Han Xing lying on it, and one with a blindfolded person lying on it.Chen Ting almost subconsciously looked at the hospital bed where she couldn't see who it was. Her eyes were wide open, and she walked towards that hospital bed in fear and anxiety. It was only two meters away, but Chen Ting felt as if she was separated from her. There was a gap in the sky, no matter how she walked, she couldn't reach him. She exhausted all her strength, and finally walked to the hospital bed. With trembling hands, she lifted the white and light cloth, once, twice, three times, every time slips from fingertips.

Han Yan walked over cruelly, and lifted the white cloth covering Qiming's body. The moment he saw his face, the courage he mustered just now disappeared without a trace like a deflated ball. The handsome and tall man stood there silently with his head bowed like an old man's hunched body.

Chen Ting looked at Qiming's familiar face, and he closed his eyes with a smile, as if he had fallen asleep.A little hope appeared in Chen Ting's gloomy eyes. She gently poked Qiming's nose with her hand. The hope in her eyes was instantly extinguished, and all the strength in her body was taken away. Chen Ting couldn't face the fact that Qiming had left and passed out.

When Chen Ting woke up, it was already the morning of the second day. She stared blankly at the sunlight coming in through the window. She felt cold, bitingly cold. Her only brother, the brother who loved her the most, was gone, gone, forever He left her, and she became a complete orphan!

"Brother, you are so stupid, that's not how you play whack-a-mole, I'll teach you"

"Okay, our Tingting is the smartest..."

"Brother, look, those girls are all looking at you, maybe my future sister-in-law is among them..."

"Sister-in-law who opened her mouth at a young age is not shy..."

"Wow, brother, the glasses you bought for me are so ugly, you still don't know how to choose gifts as always..."

"I still hate giving you a gift, then I'll give it to someone else..."

"Brother, I've never left you, I'm a little scared to go to Kyoto alone..."

"Fool, what's there to be afraid of? If you have anything to tell me, brother protects you..."

"Brother, we have an extra Korean star, another game, and so many fans, I feel like I'm almost drowning in jealousy..."

"You little heartless, who am I best to, do you have no idea..."

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The scenes of getting along with Qiming emerged one by one in Chen Ting's mind, like a long movie.He always smiles at her gently, always likes to ruffle her hair pamperingly, he will tell this and that every time, like a nagging old woman, he gave up the chance to go to college for her, he every day for her Working hard, he never said a word of grievance for her, but she didn't do anything for him, so he just left...

But all of this is gone in the future, he will no longer smile softly at her, no longer spoil her hair, and no longer nag her, no, never again!

Han Yan came to Chen Ting's bed, looked at her in tears silently, and said after a while, "I'm sorry!"

He promised Qiming that he would not tell Chen Ting the truth, so all he could say to her was this pale and powerless "I'm sorry".

Chen Ting looked at Han Yan with tears streaming down her face, and said hoarsely, "My brother, how did he die?"

Han Yan spoke as calmly as possible, and said, "They were attacked in the parking lot last night. In order to save Han Xing, Chen Ming was stabbed in the spleen by the gangster, and he bled too much, so..."

"Why is he always so stupid, why does he save others again and again? Why doesn't he think about it, he only has one life!" Chen Ting finally couldn't help crying: "Brother, why don't you think about it?" Myself, think about me..."

Han Yan didn't speak. At this time, any words are feeble and unable to soothe the pain of losing a loved one. The only thing he can do is silent company.

After venting for a while, Chen Ting gradually calmed down, and said with a sob: "My brother, he, did he leave a message for me?"

Han Yan handed Qiming's cell phone to Chen Ting and said, "He recorded a video for you."

Chen Ting took the phone, clicked on the photo icon, and found the video according to the time. She covered her mouth, stared at the familiar face in the video, and couldn't help but choked up.