The Fall of a Scholar

Su Xiaoqian wanted to ask Pu Liang what Yan Congzhi was doing recently, whether he was online or not playing games, and when he looked at his watch, it was already past two o'clock in the morning.So I tossed and turned all night, and finally stayed up until 6 o'clock in the morning, when I sent a message to Pu Liang on WeChat.

"Has Ah Gu been online recently?"

After staring at the ceiling for another hour on the bed, Pu Liang replied to him after 7 o'clock.

"Are you okay? Ask me this question after 6 o'clock? It's online, but I haven't played much recently, and the dungeon is also handed over to the beast commander."

"Oh."

"what happened?"

"Nothing. What has he been doing lately?"

"I don't know, you can ask yourself!"

"I haven't contacted him for almost a year, how can I speak!"

"You're so fucking inked, aren't you a man!"

"I didn't sleep all night, don't scold me."

"Because of Ah Gu?"

"Who else could it be?"

"Fuck! Come back if I can't forget you! Aren't you okay over there?"

Su Xiaoqian got up and went to the laboratory, found the teacher who took him to complete the project, and applied to go back to write a thesis under the pretext of having something to do in school.The teacher asked him to finish the relevant tests this week before leaving, so after another busy week, Su Xiaoqian boarded the return flight at the end of May.I kept thinking about how to ask and how to say on the plane.He is really not good at talking, and he doesn't know how to chase someone.At the beginning, it was still by mistake, but Yan Congzhi was smart, transparent, sincere and bold, and confessed to him in turn, otherwise the two of them would not have had the chance to be together.

I am so stupid!

He took a big suitcase and went straight back to school. When he walked into the west gate, he felt as if he had fifteen buckets hung up and down.At this time, he understood why he was more timid near the hometown, because he was afraid that things, scenes, people, and feelings would change, not what he remembered.

Su Xiaoqian rushed back like a lunatic, and when he lay down at night, his mind was blank again.

After thinking twice, he still decided to greet him in the game first.

The next day when I went to the game, Yan Congzhi was still not there. Su Xiaoqian swiped the battlefield all day and received a reminder at seven o'clock in the evening.

"Shou Yan Gu is online."

Su Xiaoqian's heart beat like thunder immediately, seeing him coming up to chat with everyone.

[Guild] Wow wow wow: Ah Gu is here.

[Guild] Bunny Girl: Is BWL Ah Gu in command today?

[Guild] Shou Yangu: Yes, I have nothing to do today, I will form a team.

[Guild] Xiao Liangliang: Ah Gu, look who's coming!

Su Xiaoqian clicked his name and opened the dialog box.

【Private】Eternal Night Flurry Dancer: Ah Bone

[Guild] Collecting beautiful bones: come and hit 1

[Guild] Wow wow wow: 1

[Guild] Clothes and beasts: 111

[Guild] Xiao Liangliang: 1

Seeing him forming a team in the guild, Su Xiaoqian didn't seem to see his words at all, so he had to speak again.

[Private] Yong Ye danced wildly: Ah Gu, I'm back.

After waiting for a while, I received a notification.

"Shou Yangu invites you to join the team."

Su Xiaoqian was a little happy, after all, he didn't completely ignore him.After entering the team, Su Xiaoqian put on the earphones and heard his voice again, almost unchanged from what he heard when he played the dungeon with him for the first time.

Su Xiaoqian did what he was supposed to do all night, but Yan Congzhi ignored him all night.He summoned up his courage again after Yan Congzhi finished talking about breaking up the partnership.

[Private] Eternal Night Dancer: Ah Gu, I want to see you.

Out of the dungeon, everyone is discussing the planned party.Because most of them are students, they will have an exam soon and then they will be on summer vacation, so we plan to have a party before the exam week.

[Guild] Bunny Girl: Are you still at the meeting place last time?

[Guild] Dressed beast: Well, the old place, Sunday.Pu Liang, you need to bring your girlfriend!

[Guild] Xiao Liangliang: No problem!

Su Xiaoqian stared at their chat for a while before receiving Yan Congzhi's reply.

[Private] Shou Yangu: Come to the party, I don't live in school now.

Su Xiaoqian's heart sank for a while, and he vaguely felt that something had happened.I didn't dare to think too much for fear that he would go offline, so I hurriedly asked back.

[Private] Eternal Night Dancer: Then where do you live?

【Private】Collecting beautiful bones: Renting a house outside.

Su Xiaoqian had countless questions, but couldn't ask any of them, and finally became the most common and boring pick-up.

[Private] Eternal Night Flurry Dancer: Oh, are you busy recently?

[Private] Shou Yangu: I'm working part-time, a little busy.

【Private】Eternal Night Flurry Dancer: Oh.

【Private】Shou Yangu: See you on Sunday?

[Private] Eternal Night Flurry Dancer: Good.

After speaking, Yan Congzhi went offline.

In the evening, we talked in bed, and we exchanged the latest situation.Su Xiaoqian told the other three people about his final project and about going to the United States to study for a doctorate. He learned that Pu Liang and Jiang Hao also applied to American schools.

Then the topic turned to the question of what to do with Park Liang's American girlfriend.

"If I want to marry her, I will get the certificate later and set up a family for her to find me."

Get married and go abroad as a family member.Su Xiaoqian's mind was heavy.Pu Liang seemed to know what he was thinking, and said, "Now the tourist visa in the United States is so easy, it's very simple to come and go."

Su Xiaoqian didn't pay attention to what he said, because he suddenly realized a problem: If Yan Congzhi brought a girlfriend to the party like last time, how would he deal with himself? !

On Sunday, Su Xiaoqian and Pu Liang were the last to come, and they were still in the familiar private room.As soon as I entered the door, I found that it was very lively inside, with many people, men and women.There are a few people Su Xiaoqian doesn't know, and they must be new friends in the past half a year.

As soon as Su Xiaoqian entered the door, he saw Yan Congzhi at a glance. He saw that his dressing style hadn't changed, he was still wearing a crisp T-shirt and jeans, but his every frown and smile showed a lot of maturity.Seeing them coming in, Yan Congzhi smiled at him and said, "Here you come? I've been waiting for you for a long time."

Su Xiaoqian, whose muscles all over his body were stiff, had always envied him that he could remain calm and chat happily under any circumstances.He put on a blunt smile and walked over.

"Let me introduce it to everyone. Some people may not know him. This is Yong Ye." Yan Congzhi introduced him to people he didn't know.

"Yong Ye, I miss you so much! Come on, tell me what kind of person Leng Ruo Bingshuang is." Ash's first question made Su Xiaoqian blush.

He whispered: "...just a typical engineering man with a bad temper, nothing special."

"Live in a dormitory with you?"

"Well, I lived in a dormitory with him when I was at HKU."

"Damn, I admire you very much. I used that miniskirt number that day. It was scary to hear him swear! How did you get along with him for so long!"

"He wasn't in a good mood that day... He had a fight with his mentor before."

"Which school is he from?"

Su Xiaoqian said with a sullen face, "Can we change the subject?"

"Okay. I'm just curious about him hehe."

Su Xiaoqian kept answering various questions, such as what to do in Hong Kong, is it fun to be in the power of elements, is he still playing there now, and what is his plan after graduation.He braced himself to support, while staring at Yan Congzhi, seeing that he came alone, he was relieved.I wanted to talk to him when he was free, but I never had the chance.

And he didn't know how to start the conversation with Yan Congzhi, it seemed too abrupt to directly ask "Do you still like me now" or "Are you single now".No matter how thick-skinned a person is, he can't just ask like this after not seeing him for almost a year.Or say "A Gu, I still like you"?I felt like I was being slapped in the face.

After thinking about all possible ways to strike up a conversation and lead to key issues, Su Xiaoqian felt that he couldn't open his mouth.

Seeing Yan Congzhi chatting and joking with others with ease, as if he was the first to know him, he knew when to say something, and would never embarrass anyone.Su Xiaoqian used to like him for this, but now he hates it.

Because although he read the letter Yan Congzhi sent him, he saw his face, but he was completely unsure. He felt that this year was too far away from him, and he didn't know what he was thinking.He hated him for being so calm and breezy again.I don't know if I'm hiding myself as if nothing happened, or I really don't care.

But he obviously still had feelings for him in the letter two months ago.

I can only... drink.Drink some wine before asking, you will be more courageous.

Even if there is a little way, he will not go this way, but now that he is forced to this point, if he doesn't speak today, it will be even more difficult in the future.

He foolishly poured himself a can of beer, and then drank two more glasses of red wine.

"How much did you drink? Your face is flushed." Pu Liang asked beside him.

"I don't know." Su Xiaoqian lay on the table, his words were already unclear, "Where's Ah Gu?"

"Let's go out."

Su Xiaoqian stood up and chased him out.

Yan Congzhi went outside to check out and just came back, when he came out and looked left and right, his face was completely red.

"Why are you drinking so much?"

He saw Su Xiaoqian walking towards him, his steps were a little unsteady, and he leaned his back against the wall and looked at him when he got close.The eyes were blurred, as if covered with a layer of mist.The child with the expression that he made a mistake could not open his mouth to admit his mistake.

"Xiaoqian?"

Su Xiaoqian unconsciously bit his lower lip with his upper teeth, until his lips were already bleeding bright red, his eyes were also red from suffocation, and he spit out a few words from his mouth sullenly.

"What?" Yan Congzhi really didn't hear clearly, he tilted his head and handed his ear to him, "What did you say?"

Su Xiaoqian suddenly stretched out his arms, hugged his neck, moved close to Yan Congzhi's ear, and said, "Take me away."

Yan Congzhi was frightened by his movements, felt his heartbeat clearly transmitted through his chest, and the once familiar touch surrounded him, and thinking about what he said, he asked in a low voice, "Where are you... going?"

"Wherever you want," Su Xiaoqian stretched his arms again, muttering, "I want to sleep with you."