The Fall of a Scholar

"So I'm back in less than two weeks after all the calculations, so be happy."

Su Xiaoqian saw that he said it again, and asked angrily: "Who is unhappy? Am I unhappy about this? Do you think I am a little girl?"

Yan Congzhi suppressed a smile and said, "Okay, I'm not happy, but you are very happy."

Just as Su Xiaoqian was about to speak, seeing the train station arrived, he quickly got off the subway with his bag and Yan Congzhi.

Su Xiaoqian had never been to school in other places, and it was the first time he came to the train station before the festival, and was shocked by the spectacular sight.The two fought their way through the crowds and found the waiting hall, but there was no place to sit.Later, a pillar was found, Yan Congzhi put the suitcase on the ground, and the two sat on the box leaning against the pillar.

Yan Congzhi sat down and said, "I contacted a teacher in our school's journalism department, and I will go to graduate school in September."

Su Xiaoqian was surprised that he made the arrangements without saying a word. "Oh, I thought you wouldn't be able to enter our school's graduate school, and I didn't see you reviewing for the postgraduate entrance examination. I thought you were going to work."

"It's not difficult for me to keep a research institute. So in your eyes, I am such a useless person."

"No."

"Do you think I can only play games?"

"You said it yourself, I never said it."

"Ok."

Su Xiaoqian stumbled and said: "In my eyes, you are very perfect. I think you have a very good personality and good looks. You know that I don't have many friends. It is very comfortable and happy to talk to you and play games. At that time I think the person who is your girlfriend must be happy to death."

"Yo, the mouth has become so sweet, I like it." Yan Congzhi couldn't hide the smile, "Are you happy that PK is being abused by me?"

"Get lost!" Su Xiaoqian went up to hit him on the head while saying that.

Yan Congzhi asked again: "Then are you happy now?"

Su Xiaoqian avoided his gaze, bit his lip, and nodded deeply.

"You know, I first met you and thought you were so cute haha."

"Your uncle!"

"Xiao Liangliang said he was in their class, so I thought it was no wonder, he must be a minor who has not developed well in all aspects."

"You haven't developed well!"

"It's still a bit arrogant, but you don't want me to bring a copy."

""

"But it's very smart, aura, and serious. I gradually feel that if everyone emits electromagnetic waves of a certain frequency, you and I will be on the same frequency and can resonate."

"Do you know what an electromagnetic wave is? It still resonates!"

"Damn, I also went to high school physics, okay? Later, I realized that you are actually very simple. Although you don't like to talk, I know what you think right away!"

"Is it"

"Ah."

Is this what is understood?Among thousands of people, there is one person who can empathize with you even though you are in a different place.

Su Xiaoqian sometimes knows that he is a freak, a geek.Yan Congzhi is completely different from him, but why does it seem like he can read his heart?Thinking of this, Su Xiaoqian couldn't help but smile.

Many years later, in this noisy and dirty train station, the scene of him and Yan Congzhi smiling at each other and confiding in each other is still deeply imprinted in his memory, how many awards and honors he has won All beautiful and unforgettable moments.

This Spring Festival has been very deserted.Although Su Xiaoqian and his mother went to grandma's house, the whole family was still shrouded in a sad atmosphere.

I came to my grandma's house on the 29th of the Lunar New Year.Su Xiaoqian went into the kitchen to help cook, and saw grandma boiling water with her head down.

Su Xiaoqian said: "Grandma, we are here, let me fix it."

"Okay." Grandma agreed, turned around, turned her back to Su Xiaoqian, wiped her eyes, and then turned around and said, "How is your mother these days?"

"good."

Grandma didn't come out of the kitchen until she calmed down.

And grandpa is even more troublesome.Two years ago, he slowly found out that he was prone to Alzheimer's disease. It was not serious at first, but later he had to take some mood-stabilizing medicine.These medicines had to be put into porridge or milk by his grandma to trick him into taking them.How to tell him the news of his father's death?Su Xiaoqian felt that it was better not to say anything.

Sure enough, when grandpa saw Su Xiaoqian, the first thing he said was to ask his father where he went on a business trip and why he hasn't come back yet.

His grandma and mother must have lied to him that his father was on a business trip.

"I'm going abroad, and I'm going to go for several months."

Grandpa listened, and gave an "oh" half-understanding.

The family had a few reunion dinners and watched TV.Su Xiaoqian and his mother stayed at his grandma's house until the second day of junior high school, and returned home in the third year of junior high school.Mother knew that he was going to take GRE class in the sixth day of junior high school, so she packed his things for him.

Su Xiaoqian took the opportunity to say: "Mom, I'm a little hesitant about going abroad now."

"Don't hesitate, your father really wants you to go abroad, so now is the time to go."

Su Xiaoqian was silent.

"Don't think about me. Besides, it's still more than a year before you go abroad. Mom can recover by then."

The mother put down the work in hand, sat down next to Su Xiaoqian, and said, "This person, you have to rely on yourself. You can stay with me, but at night, turn off the lights and lie on the bed, and you still need to be alone. In some predicaments, you can only get out by yourself. No one else can help you much."

"Ah."

"So you have to be strong inside yourself."

On the evening of the sixth day, Su Xiaoqian went back to school.When I walked to the dormitory building, I saw that there were only four or five lights on in the whole building.He walked to the fourth floor and found that there was no living person on this floor, and the black hole was surprisingly quiet.Opening the door of the dormitory and turning on the lights, a lot of things belonging to the other three people were placed on the table casually, covered in dust.Su Xiaoqian cleaned up his desk and found a serious problem, the temperature in the room was very low.Because there are very few people during the Spring Festival, the heating in the dormitory building is just to prevent it from being frozen, with a little fire, and it feels almost no temperature.On that day, Su Xiaoqian wore long johns and slept shivering all night.

The next morning, I took a piece of bread I bought earlier, and rode to the training school outside the south gate.When I entered the school gate, I felt that there was a lot of people. I found my classroom and found that it could accommodate □□ ten people.It seems that there are so many people who come to class after the festival like him, and they are basically junior students.

The teacher seems to be a man under 30 years old, very energetic, and his lectures are like cross talk. The GRE class is the signature course of this training school. It started with this class at the beginning, and now it has developed to countless branch schools, all over the first-tier cities.The GRE teachers here all have the ability to turn the most boring class into a cross talk so that you will never be sleepy at one o'clock in the afternoon on a hot summer day.

As soon as I sat down, I received a WeChat message from Yan Congzhi: "I got off the train at 5 o'clock in the afternoon."

Su Xiaoqian smiled and replied: "Okay, I'll wait for you to have dinner."

The teacher said a lot before class, most of which were to encourage everyone to stick to their beliefs and prepare hard. Going abroad is not difficult.Su Xiaoqian could feel that the students around him were excited and eager to fight.But to be honest, he himself couldn't bring up much interest.One is that most people think that the GRE is difficult, and the whole process of applying abroad is also very difficult, so they find it challenging and need to be encouraged.Su Xiaoqian learned the GRE during this period, and felt that those words were biased, but it was acceptable to memorize 50 words a day.In addition, he is very self-disciplined and has good study habits and methods, so he has not found this job challenging so far.Second, when he thought of going abroad and separating from Yan Congzhi, he felt a stone in his heart, as if everything now was a dream and he would never be able to grasp it.

After class at five o'clock in the afternoon, Su Xiaoqian simply didn't go back to school, and went directly to a nearby restaurant to wait for Yan Congzhi.He was sitting with his back facing the door, holding the mobile phone in his hand while chatting with Yan Congzhi while flicking the mobile phone randomly, and had no intention of doing anything else.Suddenly a burst of cold air rushed over.Yan Congzhi sat directly next to him and put his arms around his shoulders, leaning his face against his.Su Xiaoqian was froze by his icy face, and was startled again.

"What are you doing? Scared me to death!"

"did you miss me?"

"How can I have time to think about you after taking bird language class all day?"

"Really? Hard-spoken."

Su Xiaoqian turned his head and looked at him carefully.Seeing that his nose and ear tips were red from the cold, and his whole face was also rosy, like a porcelain doll, there was almost no change in half a month.

Yan Congzhi also looked at him, and said, "You haven't gained weight after the Spring Festival?"

"I have no appetite."

"Is it emaciated because of Yixiao?"

After talking about ordering a table of dishes, Su Xiaoqian casually ate some boxed lunch and was a little hungry.The two ate a lot with a snort.After eating, I walked out of the restaurant and found that there was only one bicycle.

Yan Congzhi asked, "Will you take me with you on the bike or should I take you?"

"whatever."

"Forget it, I'll take you with me. Look at your little arms and legs."

"...You have thick legs?"

"At least I'm an adult."

"..."

The two of them rode their bicycles in the school against the night wind, and the campus was pitch black and dead silent.Usually, after class, people would be crowded, and bicycles would be crowded with bicycles. At this time, there were only the two of them on the boulevard, riding a squeaky broken bike.

"Look at you working so hard, there is no one in school at this time."

"I didn't ask you to come."

"You can choke people to death when you talk, so I can stand you. No wonder you like me, because no one will talk to you except me."

"...Who said, Pu Liang and I are very firm."

"Is there anyone else who cares about you besides Pu Liang?"

"Basically gone."

"Ha ha."