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In the evening, when the sun was setting, the playground in front of Jiantong was covered with a golden layer of sunlight. It looked extremely gentle. The cool wind swept across the playground, blowing away the heat of midsummer, but it couldn't blow away the depression in Jiantong's heart. .

Holding the phone that he couldn't get through, he sat motionless on the steps, lost in thought.

Although only one day has passed since Wen Yan left Chunxia Town, Jiantong feels that the days are like years.Waiting is already enough to be depressing, but waiting for someone who doesn't know whether he will come back is even more tormenting.

He waited from early morning to dusk, and the people on the playground changed from a few to bustling.

During the winter and summer vacations, the playground of Spring and Summer No. [-] Middle School is completely open to the outside world. During this period, many nearby residents will choose to take a walk on the playground after meals, play football on the field, and the plastic track is always faster than running on the playground. The asphalt road should be comfortable and comfortable.

On this day, among the jogging crowd on the plastic track, a slightly fat figure caught the attention of the people while taking ten steps.

Tongtong stared at the figure for a long time before asking Jiantong: "Is that Guo Xiaopang?"

Jian Tong heard the words and looked at the familiar figure: "That's right, it's him."

When Guo Xiaopang ran the first lap, he was full of interest and concentrated, so he didn't notice Jian Tong who was sitting on the steps.Jian Tong didn't intend to greet Guo Xiaopang either, he was overwhelmed by Wen Yan's departure, and was not in the mood to greet his friends for the time being.

Guo Xiaopang felt a little strenuous when he ran the second lap, panting after ten steps, and his steps were heavy.

In the third circle, take five steps and one breath, and move at a turtle speed.

In this case, he had to look left and right to distract himself so that he would not be so tired.

Only then did I see Jian Tong.

As soon as he saw Jian Tong, Guo Xiaopang's eyes lit up, and he finally found a legitimate reason to interrupt his jogging, so he rushed towards Jian Tong excitedly: "Tong Tong, why are you here? Ah? When did you come back?"

"Where did I go?" Jian Tong was stunned for a moment, Guo Xiaopang probably didn't know about the Mirror Lake World, why would he ask that?

"Huh? Didn't my brother say that he would take you on a long trip?" Guo Xiaopang scratched his head.

"That's my brother." Jian Tong said cautiously.

Guo Xiaopang didn't understand why, so he even nodded: "Yes, it's just what your brother said!"

Jian Tong suddenly felt powerless when he punched cotton. He took a deep breath and changed the subject: "What about you? Why are you here?"

Guo Xiaopang pulled his brand-new sportswear and turned around in front of Jian Tong: "Can't you see? I'm running."

Jian Tong raised her eyebrows.

Guo Xiaopang decided to speak more clearly: "I'm trying to lose weight. Haoer said that Banhua likes boys who are thinner."

Jian Tong smiled.

Everyone seems to be working hard for the person they like.

Just like Jian Tong likes Wen Yan, so he is willing to give up everything to pursue Wen Yan.

When he had nothing, it was Wen Yan who gave him a name, gave him warmth, and gave him the definition of love and tenderness. Since then, Wen Yan has been his only sample, so he can always give him just the right amount of love and tenderness. Gentle, it will not feel insufficient if it is less, and it will not look greasy if it is more.

When you love someone, it always makes people feel that you are not good enough, wondering whether you can be worthy of the other person.

Jian Tong's background and experience exacerbate this anxiety, making him extremely humble when facing this relationship - he even feels in his bones that he is not worthy of Wen Yan.

Even if it is just to win a relationship, he has put in more effort than ordinary people.

He spent several years observing Wen Yan, observing his likes, interests, and everything about him... But the more he observed Jian Tong, the more inferior he became. Enough hot feelings and inferiority finally divided him into two, The person who breaks through everything to come to Wen Yan can accurately step on every favorite point of Wen Yan.

But even so, Jian Tong still lost the bet.

After Wen Yan knew everything, he withdrew and left, and Jian Tong and Tong Tong could never go back to the past.

Jian Tong is still waiting here, not because he believes that Wen Yan will definitely come back, but because he seems to have nothing else to do except wait.

Tong Tong looked at Guo Xiaopang, and suddenly said to Jian Tong: "Ban Hua won't like him, Ban Hua doesn't like him in the first place, what does it have to do with his fatness?"

Jian Tong agrees with this statement, Guo Xiaopang is very cute, but he is not the type that a mature class flower would like.But he looked at Guo Xiaopang who was staring at him eagerly on the playground, but he couldn't say a word of shock.

Jian Tong thought for a while, and said euphemistically: "You may not lose weight even if you run away..."

——She may not like you even if she is thin.

But in the second half of the sentence, Jian Tong still didn't say it in the end. He looked at Guo Xiaopang as if he saw himself who was stubborn at the beginning. Who said that liking someone has to be a result?

"Hey!" The little fat man touched his head optimistically, "But you have to work hard to know if you will win."

Jian Tong thought: I have tried hard, very hard, but I still lost.

——But my winning or losing has nothing to do with you. What's wrong with paying and working hard for the person you like?

"You're right," Jian Tong smiled and said to Guo Xiaopang, "Cheer up, fat!"

Guo Xiaopang didn't know what was going on in Jian Tong's mind, he looked at Jian Tong who was sitting on the steps, and couldn't help asking: "Tongtong, what are you doing here alone?"

Jian Tong replied, "I'm waiting for my brother."

"Oh," Guo Xiaopang nodded with no surprise. He had long accepted that his friend was a brother. "What time did you make an appointment to meet?"

Jian Tong shook her head and said mockingly, "I don't have an appointment."

"Huh?" Guo Xiaopang was a little confused, but he was kind enough to decide to help his good friend, "Then come down and run with me, you can lose weight."

"I won't go." Jian Tong looked at the anxious Guo Xiaopang and smiled, "Run away, I'll monitor you here."

"Aren't you going?" Guo Xiaopang didn't give up yet.

"I really don't want to go." Jian Tong shook his head, the person he likes, no matter whether he is tall or short, fat or thin, will not like him.

Guo Xiaopang came back in a hurry, lowered his head instantly, repeatedly confirmed that Jian Tong really didn't intend to run together, and then continued to run with heavy steps.

Jian Tong was sitting on the steps, watching him pass by her slowly, again and again.

Until Guo Xiaopang stopped beside him again, out of breath, and said to him: "Tongtong, I saw your brother."

"Who?" Jian Tong paused.

"Your brother Wen Yan!" Guo Xiaopang said naturally, "Do you have any other brothers?"

Jian Tong stood up suddenly, and looked not far away for a moment, a tall and tall young man with picturesque eyes was slowly walking towards him.

Wen Yan came against the light, like a sharp knife cutting through the hustle and bustle of the playground, Jian Tong just looked at him in a daze, he was like a clear spring in the mountains, a cedar in the wilderness, cold and alienated but so real that it made people cry .

Jian Tong couldn't believe her eyes, until Wen Yan walked all the way to his side, they were so close that they could feel each other's breathing.

When Wen Yan stopped, the noise all around had disappeared. Jian Tong was no stranger to this feeling. This kind of silence is the norm in the world of Jinghu, but this time, what they entered was not the world of Jinghu, but the world opened up by Wen Yan. The enchantment that came out.

They have too many emotions to convey to each other, and in this process, no outside interference is needed.

Jian Tong's eyes suddenly turned red, and he said: "Brother, do you remember that I told you that I had a dream in which you walked through the camphor trail in the school and picked me up in front of everyone .Those who respect you, those who envy you, those who love you... all eyes are on you and me."

Wen Yan smiled and said, "I remember."

Jian Tong's voice trembled, and he couldn't even control his choking: "I heard that dreams are always reversed, so I'm mentally prepared that you won't come to pick me up."

Wen Yan was a little helpless after hearing this, and for a moment didn't know whether to feel sorry for him, or to laugh at him: "Fool, have you ever heard a word called sweet dreams come true?"

Jian Tong stared at the person in front of her for a moment, as if she couldn't believe that all this had really happened.

Wen Yan let him slow down for a while, and then said: "I promised you that after leaving Jinghu, I will think about our relationship carefully, and then I will give you an answer. Now I have considered it."

Wen Yan paused: "I just don't know if I still have the qualifications to accept this relationship?"

"Of course you have!" Jian Tong said eagerly, he didn't know how long he had been waiting for this moment, but when this moment really came, he suddenly felt a little timid.

He asked Wen Yan nonchalantly: "Brother, can I really be with you?"

Wen Yan was surprised: "Why not?"

Jian Tong pursed her lips: "You should have heard about my background, don't you despise me?"

Wen Yan was a little funny, he never thought that Jian Tong would care about his background, but he still patiently explained Jian Tong: "Tongtong, do you know what I am?"

Jian Tong: "What is brother?"

Wen Yan said: "I am the god of death, in charge of death in this world."

"Shenshenshenshen...shenshen?" Jian Tong was taken aback for a moment, and immediately became more panicked, but before he could set a badending for himself, Wen Yan interrupted him again: "Do you know why I stay here? ?”

"Why?" Jian Tong was attracted by Wen Yan's question, and couldn't care about the huge difference in their identities for a while.

"Because of you," Wen Yanqing's lingling eyes were as gentle as if filled with mountain spring water, "Tongtong, I'm here for you."

"Me?" Jian Tong couldn't believe it, "How is it possible?!" In Jian Tong's heart, Wen Yan is the moon in the sky, and he is the water in the pond. .

"We are all born and raised, born from filth and belonging to darkness. I came to Chunxia Town because of you. You are the most suitable person to be my successor..." Wen Yan brought him to Chunxia The reason for the town was slowly explained to Jian Tong, watching Jian Tong's expression change from shock to calm, and finally said, "The gap between us is not as huge as you think."

Jian Tong just listened to a shocking big melon, and it was related to herself, she couldn't recover for a while, and asked after a long while: "Then do you still regard me as the heir now?"

Wen Yan shook his head: "I want to treat you as an object, is that okay?"

Jian Tong's eyes widened.

"But, do you know? I can't help but want to monopolize you, and even want to lock you up and put you in a place where only I can see it. I'm not what you imagine... at all Beautiful person. These dark and obscure emotions have been like a gangrene since I saw you, and they haven't stopped for a moment." Jian Tong racked his brains to expose his worst side. Yan knows what the real self is like, and also wants to know whether Wen Yan can accept the real him.

He even thought up an excuse for the upcoming bad ending-losing it after getting it is far more unacceptable to Jiantong than never getting a finger on Wen Yan.

Wen Yan didn't answer Jian Tong's question directly, but said: "I've seen everything about you, and I've been paying attention to you since you were just born."

"What, what?!"

Wen Yan smiled and rubbed Jian Tong's soft hair: "I like the way you like me, the way you care about me and control me, and the way you see me all in your eyes, and even want to lock me up, You are you, and I like you, not a part of you."

Jian Tong's eyes widened, and tears suddenly fell uncontrollably.

His tears have always been hard, even during the time when he was frightened in Jinghu Lake, he didn't cry much, and after Wen Yan left, he stayed tense and didn't cry.

But now, he was crying—his long secret love finally came to a successful conclusion at this moment.

He finally found a way to reconcile with himself.

——I hate myself because I like you, because I worry about gains and losses, and I am afraid that I am not worthy of you, but now you say that you like me and everything about me. I have no reason not to accept myself. I don’t want to hate what you like.

Jian Tong cried hoarsely, as if she wanted to cry all the grievances she suffered when she was fighting with herself for so many years.

Wen Yan felt a little distressed, so he had no choice but to hug him into his arms and let him cry to his heart's content.

After crying, Jian Tong buried her head in Wen Yan's neck, trying to talk to Tong Tong in her head.

"My brother said that he likes all of me, not Tongtong or Jiantong, but me."

But there was nothing in my mind, and there was no response.

Since he really accepted himself, there is no distinction between Jiantong and Tongtong.

He could no longer hear Tongtong's voice.

Love is a kind of tenacious force, and it may temporarily make people worry about gains and losses, but the end point of love is not harm. People who are loved and respond gently can eventually become better people in love.

On that day, Wen Yan took Jian Tong's hand, broke the barrier, met all eyes, walked through the most famous Xiangzhang Road in Chunxia No. [-] Middle School, and connected Jian Tong into the future he planned.

Then, the rest of my life was long, and the moon was reflected in the pool water.

The author has something to say: Ah!It’s finally come to an end, thank you readers for sticking with me here, without you I might be in trouble, you are really little angels!Special thanks to all the sisters in the comment area, three or four of you kittens supported my entire comment area!I don’t know if it’s my problem or a problem with the setting. The text is really difficult to write, but it has finally come to a successful conclusion~ Before the 30th, everyone can comment on the episode. On the 31st, I will mark the end. Thank you for being with us all the way, see you in the next article.

感谢在2020-10-2301:14:56~2020-10-2420:07:23期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels who threw the landmines: Xi Xixi, one of Dai’s six sons;

Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: 10 bottles of Dai's little six sons;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!