Derailed

I walked through the gate of hell, and now I can be regarded as a narrow escape, very lucky.

Admiral Shi finally breathed a sigh of relief, and Shi Le cried out at the hospital gate when he heard the news.

After that, after about a month of convalescence in the hospital, I was finally able to get out of bed and walk, and regained my new life, which made people excited.

However, treatment does not happen overnight. The treatment cycle is long, and it is a new disease that has never been treated. There are still too many possibilities, and anyone who knows a little bit of medical theory dare not rest assured.

However, Fu Chishen was an exception in this matter.

I remember now that Fu Chishen was very sensitive about his illness. He would ask a lot of detailed questions during each treatment before, asking clearly about all possible complications, and he was extremely anxious.

But not this time.

The doctor reminded him how to pay attention to his health just in case, and the medical institution held meetings with Fu Chiyan again and again to ensure that there would be no problem with the follow-up medicine and treatment...Only Fu Chishen, who has been very sick since the operation today. It's a relaxed and happy appearance, and it doesn't look worried at all.

"It's sure to be fine."

On this day, Shijin just injected a new cell extract, and the doctors were extremely nervous for fear of rejection. Even Fu Chiyan didn't go to the laboratory for follow-up research for the time being, and chose to watch Shijin's medicine by the hospital bed. The situation was only Fu Chishen, who wandered off to some planet at noon to buy the Xinghan Bio-Nutrition Porridge that wafted away for miles as soon as he brought it into the hospital, and made countless people drool just by smelling it.

"Is this the top-notch nutritious porridge that was shown on Interstellar TV a while ago... It is said that there are only a dozen bowls a year..." The nurse beside him was drooling.

"Yes."

Fu Chishen smiled appropriately, opened the porridge bowl, took a spoonful and fed it to Shi Jin's mouth: "Come on, open your mouth, ah—"

"..." Fu Chiyan stood against the wall, his forehead twitched, but he didn't say anything, he just glanced at Fu Chishen coldly, then turned his head to look elsewhere.

At present, it is not known whether Fu Chiyan and Fu Chishen have reached another agreement. Except for the occasional verbal disputes, most of the time they rarely coexist peacefully.

In a blink of an eye, it was deep winter.

The planet A136 is like spring all year round, and the climate is very good, but when the deep winter came this year, there was a rare heavy snowfall.

Different from the snow on the earth, the snowflakes on the planet A136 are also mixed with shiny crystals, which look extraordinarily sparkling and dazzling, like a dreamy scene in a fairy tale, stepping on it step by step, as if stepping on a carpet full of sparkling diamonds.

When the first snow came, the three of them enjoyed the snow scene together, and they are still allowed to wear special warm clothes to go out, and they were fortunate enough to play in the rare snow that has not been seen in a century.

"Auspicious snow heralds a good year." Fu Chiyan said, "It's a good omen."

"Yeah!" It was the first time Shijin saw such a beautiful snow, and he was very excited.

But after he finished answering, he couldn't help looking at Fu Chishen who had been silent on the other side.

Fu Chishen has talked a lot less recently. I don't know if it's because the weather is too cold. Alpha's right hand has been wearing a glove. Nowadays, I always feel that Fu Chishen is getting whiter and whiter. It's not the sickly whiteness, but... almost The kind that melts into the snow and cannot be seen.

"Chi Shen?" Shi Jin called him.

"Ok?"

Only then did Fu Chishen come back to his senses and turned to look at him, then smiled and said, "What's wrong?"

"...It's nothing, I'm calling you."

At present, his expression was clearly worried, Fu Chishen chuckled with him and said, "Well, I'm fine."

Then, Fu Chishen asked the same question: "Is it cold?"

"Not cold." Shi Jin shook his head and explained seriously, "This kind of clothes are very warm..."

"That's good."

Alpha stared at the glittering crystal snow in front of him, stretched out his hand and rubbed Shijin's head.

"Build you a little snowman."

……

The snow came and went quickly, but it disappeared without a trace the next day.

Only the snowman that Fu Chishen made was still in the freezer in the ward.

With a chubby body, a chubby head, hands made of two toothpicks, and a pair of angel wings "friendly sponsorship" by children in the nursing home yesterday behind.

With black bean eyes, carrot nose, and big smiling lips, this 'Angel Snowman' looks extraordinarily naive, and the big smile that Fu Chishen drew with brown sugar last night added a bit of playful tenderness.

"It's so cute, it would be great if I could take it home."

I regret it now.

He liked the snowman as soon as it was piled up last night. He originally planned to put it in the ice cabin and take it back, but he was told in the end that the snow on A136 is very special, and there is no way to store it for the time being. Just keep it for a few months.

……

Time is fleeting.

Shijin's condition stabilized, and everyone was finally relieved. The family members all returned to their respective posts, while Fu Chiyan was still in the hospital. Shijin discovered that her husband had recently started reading some books about time theory.

The last day of winter is coming soon, and today is the last injection surgery.

The injection operation is completed, and the current disease can be regarded as completely cured.

A few hours before entering the operating room, the angel snowman that had been in the freezer for several months completely melted away without any trace.

It is a pity today.

"It's okay, we'll come back when it snows." Fu Chiyan comforted him.

"Um……"

"At that time, sir, is this freezer going to be cleaned?"

"Well, let's clean up."

……

The last treatment was very safe and there was no possibility of accident. After this injection, I can go home now.

Winter is coming to an end, Admiral Shi called to say that all the rooms at home have been cleaned, and you can stay at home anytime, and Shi Le also prepared the brazier for the ancient earth's obscurity ceremony at the entrance of the hospital in advance.

The weather is getting warmer and everything seems to be getting better.

Fu Chiyan was sitting on a bench in the corridor of the hospital, while Fu Chishen was standing silently against the wall of the corridor in a windbreaker, gloves and scarf that did not suit the weather.

There was no suspense in the last treatment. It stands to reason that the two of them should be relaxed and happy if the atmosphere is not joyful at the moment, but they are not.

"Spring is coming." Fu Chishen said.

……

After three hours of intermittent injections, Shi Jin was pushed out of the operating room.

Today, people are fully awake, with healthy pink cheeks, and the treatment has been successful without incident.

His recovery was called a medical miracle by everyone, and some ridiculed it as the great power of love.

"It's finally over." The doctor smiled and handed him the congratulatory bouquet of flowers, "Congratulations, don't come here again."

"En!" Naturally, Shi Jin was also very happy, his cheeks were flushed, and he couldn't hide his joy.

With a bouquet in his hands, the current hospital bed was pushed to the first corner of the corridor.

Fu Chiyan was waiting here, and Fu Chishen was the first to step forward.

"Today today."

"En!" Shi Jin and him smiled joyfully, "You are here."

"En." Fu Chishen pulled down the scarf a little, revealing his completely handsome features.

Alpha's entire face was exposed, and against the sunlight coming in from the window, his whole body became whiter and brighter, like a layer of snow in winter.

"Is there anything uncomfortable about you?" Shi Jin was a little worried.

"No."

Fu Chishen raised the corners of his mouth, and the cynical smile from before was on his face again.

He leaned down slightly and took Shi Jin's hand.

"I have a question I want to ask today."

"Huh?" Fu Chishen's state seemed too wrong, and he was still very worried now, but seeing Fu Chishen's expression was firm, he could only endure his uneasiness and asked, "What's the problem?"

"Me and Fu Chiyan, who do you like more?"

"..."

Didn't expect this to be the problem.

After a pause, the little nurse pushing the hospital bed looked at the three of them gossipingly, then walked away thoughtfully.

"Answer me quickly."

Fu Chishen shook Shijin's hand, urging him to answer.

"..."

How should people answer this?

Today, he looked at Fu Chishen in front of him, and then at Fu Chiyan who was standing silently behind.

They are the same person, the pheromones are indistinguishable, and the genes are very compatible... The one I love now is this person, the former Fu Chiyan, and the future Fu Chishen.

But if it is said that the two are [-]% identical and completely indistinguishable... that's not necessarily the case.Their experiences are too different, which leads to a big difference in their personalities afterwards.

"If you have to tell the difference..." Shi Jin paused, looked at Fu Chishen and said, "Chishen, you are gentle and considerate, I hardly feel uncomfortable for a moment when I'm by your side, all your conditions can be regarded as My ideal lover is also the most perfect lover."

"..." The corner of Fu Chishen's mouth twitched, and he tightened his grip on Shi Jin's hand.

"But if I have to choose who I want to be with more, or who is better... I think it's Chiyan."

"Why?" Fu Chishen's hands tightened even more.

"In many respects, Chi Yan is of course inferior to you, but... I think Chi Yan is you, and the current you is not the real you, or not the happiest and freest you."

"..."

"Your tenderness and consideration are not a natural development, but a change that you have to make after going through pain." Shi Jin gently shook the other's hand, "Chi Shen... I don't know how to express my feelings, but... I always feel that you are working hard."

"..."

"You are so considerate, even to the point of being cautious. You are carrying too much weight. I really hope you can relax a bit. Don't just think about me. As my lover... you should be free and happy."

Shijin: "Sometimes I really wish you didn't go through those pains, didn't go through those hundreds of years of wandering..."

"Mr. Shi." The nurse came out of the ward with something, "It was found in a melted snowdrift..."

"Will you forgive me?"

Fu Chishen didn't give Shi Jin a chance to look at other places, he held Shi Jin's hand tightly, his brown pupils seemed to turn into extremely transparent amber under the sunlight.

He looked at him eagerly, as if he was begging for an answer: "I let you die so lonely, will you blame me?"

"...Of course I will." Shi Jin also tightly clasped the other's hand, "But, I will also forgive you."

"..."

"You have done enough, and the punishment of more than 100 years is enough."

"..."

"Besides, loneliness is certainly scary, but fundamentally, the reason why your indifference makes me feel sad is because I think you don't love me anymore." Shi Jin and Fu Chishen's eyes met, and they saw deeply The depths of the man's pupils.

He lowered his voice very softly, hoping to make Fu Chishen feel better: "It's the saddest thing if a lover doesn't love me, but now that I know you love me, it doesn't matter."

"..."

"I am loved. Even if I am not saved this time, I will not resent or blame anyone."

"I forgive you." Shi Jin said, "I also forgive Chi Yan."

"..."

It was noon soon, and when the sun was at its strongest, the sunlight from the window became more intense, shining on Fu Chishen as if he had the illusion of melting everyone in the sun.

"Fu Chishen?" Shi Jin couldn't wait for an answer, so he hurriedly grabbed the palm of his hand.

But when he held it down, it turned out to be empty.

"Fu Chishen?!"

Alpha's young and handsome face was so transparent in the sunlight that it seemed to disappear, Ji Jin hurriedly stretched out his hand to keep him, but only touched the wetness of his hand.

"The world lines are about to merge."

……

The whole world froze for a moment, and the piece of paper in the nurse's hand fell down.

The card found in the melted snowman reads: [To be with you every year, and to be safe every year. 】

The first ray of sunshine in spring falls from the window.

The flowers are just blooming, and the green leaves are new.

Fu Chishen suddenly opened his eyes on the recliner, and sat up at once.

Surrounded by simple yet exquisite Chinese-style decoration, the mirror opposite the lounge chair reflects a face with traces of time.

He didn't seem to be like this, and he seemed to be like this.

Strange but familiar.

"Father, Father!" A little guy rushed out from the corner of the corridor like a cannonball, "You wake up! Take me to play mecha! Today I'm going to beat Uncle Shi Le..."

The child who also had brown pupils was stunned when he saw his face full of tears, as if he had seen a ghost.

"Wow!!!"

The child turned around and ran into the yard with a brisk walk: "Daddy!!! It's not good!! Dad was scared to tears by the nightmare!!"

"what?"

Jin in the yard hastily put down his paintbrush and walked home a few steps.

"Nowadays..."

"I'm here." Shi Jin was surprised to see her husband's face full of tears, and hurried to his side, "Why..."

Before the words fell, he was hugged tightly in his arms.

The spring light shines through the window on the corners of the eyes that have some fine lines, but he quietly blushed like many years ago, and whispered: "Xiao Hai is still watching..."

Fu Chishen paused, and the little one who had eyesight curled his lips and ran out the door in time.

"What's the matter?" The child is not here, Shi Jin can finally be intimate with her husband freely.

He patted his broad back lightly, and the aroma of lime filled the whole space with the spring light.

Peace of mind and security like never before.

"I seem to be having a nightmare." Alpha said uncertainly.

"Huh? What kind of nightmare?" Shi Jin was very curious that he could make her husband cry in fright.

"..."

Fu Chishen didn't speak, he looked at the strange yet familiar face in the opposite mirror, and at the traces of fine lines at the corners of Shi Jin's eyes.

"I don't remember." Fu Chishen's mind went blank, his face was wet, but he was at a loss.

Fu Chishen: "I just remember being sad and touched..."

"What?" Shi Jin laughed, "Is it a dream to save the world?"

"maybe."

'Dididi——' The alarm clock on the table rang inappropriately, and Shi Jin stood up straight.

"My art exhibition is about to start! I'm going to give a speech on stage! Hurry up, take me there..."

--THAN--