Derailed

When Shijin came out, Fu Chishen was scratching his hands with a ferocious expression.

He just finished talking on the phone and spent almost half an hour in the wind blowing on the balcony, and he didn't dare to come back until the moisture on his face was gone.

However, although the wind has been blowing for a long time, the tip of the nose and the end of the eyes are still slightly red from crying, but the two Alphas tacitly pretended not to see it, and Fu Chishen came forward angrily to complain : "Look!"

What was raised in front of Shi Jin was the back of his hand that was scratched red.

"What's wrong?" Shi Jin was stunned for a moment.

"He's cheating on me!" Fu Chishen pointed at Fu Chiyan angrily, "Look at him! A scheming Alpha!"

Just after blowing the wind, Shi Jin was in a daze, thinking that Fu Chishen is the one who fits the word "scheming", right? But out of humanitarianism, he cast a questioning look at Fu Chiyan.

Fu Chiyan's expressionless face was as serious as usual: "I don't know what's going on."

"???" Fu Chishen turned his head and took out Fu Chiyan's pocket on the spot, but unfortunately found nothing. Looking back, he saw the box of green tea cream lying quietly in the trash can in the corridor.

It's impossible to dig through the trash can and take it out for Shijin to see, right?

"..." Fu Chishen suffered from this boring loss.

Standing at the same spot today, looking at this and that, he couldn't figure out what was going on with the two Alphas. Looking at Fu Chishen's red hands, he could only say: "Go to the locker first, I There are anti-allergy ointments in the bag."

Fu Chishen readily agreed to apply today's ointment.

"Okay, let's go, wipe it for me personally today."

……

In the end, of course, Shijin didn't personally apply the medicine to Fu Chishen, because seeing Fu Chiyan's expression, the two Alphas might fight in a while.

While applying the medicine, Fu Chishen casually asked him how the conversation was going, but now he could only answer with a wry smile: "Father didn't promise me directly, and he just hung up on me at the end."

"Did you argue on the phone?"

"Ah."

"So did you try to convince him?"

"Of course." Shijin was afraid that Fu Chishen would think that he was perfunctory, and hurriedly explained, "I tried my best to talk to him, but...he is very stubborn, and I don't have much right to speak at home. I don't know if my father will You will listen to me, if you really can't...you try to stay with me in the future, he won't disregard my safety and attack you."

"Just say it... that's fine!" Fu Chishen immediately nodded, "I'll be with you from now on."

Fu Chiyan disagreed on the spot: "I'll go find Admiral Shi."

"whispering sound."

Accept it when you see it, Fu Chishen stopped joking, just smiled at the same time gently as always, and said seriously: "It's okay, just say what you say, your father will definitely listen to you."

"..."

Shi Jin would like to say that the relationship between him and his father is not good, and his father even disliked him very much since he was a child. What the Shi family needs is a powerful Omega who can enter the army and is in line with the current era, not a sick child like Shi Jin, so he What you say is actually very insignificant.

But now the words were on the verge of his mouth, and seeing Fu Chishen's gentle and determined eyes again, as if it was the truth, he paused and swallowed his words.

……

A few days later, he was still a little panicked. He was not afraid of what happened to himself, but worried that his father would really blame Fu Chishen, or what he would do to his child. He called Fu Chishen regularly to confirm Safe, run to the hospital three times a day.

The first day, the second day, the third day... until a month later, nothing happened.

Puzzled, Shi Jin called Shi Le and found out that his father had already returned to Earth on the third day after he spoke with him. Although he looked angry when he left, he was happy on the second day after returning to Earth. He made an appointment for an outing with his old friend, probably not very angry.

This is the end?The quarrel between his father and him that day seemed to be still in his ears, such a result makes today feel quite incredible.

"You can rest assured now." Fu Chishen patted him on the head, "Your father has a knife mouth and a bean curd heart."

"But..." Shi Jin thought of his father's uncompromising character when he was a child. Both he and Shi Le had suffered a lot, but now...

"Take your time and communicate more." Fu Chishen said, "Just don't be afraid."

At this moment, I seem to understand why Fu Chishen suddenly asked him to call his father to intercede. In fact, what Fu Chishen said to him from the beginning to the end contained one meaning: resistance will not have any serious consequences, and there is no good in it. If you are afraid, you have to face it bravely, at least try it.

This was Fu Chishen's usual style, but when he realized the other party's purpose, he still couldn't help but be moved by it. The somewhat biased balance in his heart seemed to have gone back a little.

"..." Shijin looked at Fu Chishen with complicated eyes.

Fu Chishen is always like this. One moment because of certain things, you feel that this person is not honest or reliable, but at the next moment, Fu Chishen will often show a caring and gentle side. No one can match this kind of tenderness. Imitation, down to the details, makes it hard not to be touched.

"Why are you looking at me like this all of a sudden?" Fu Chishen laughed, "You have a tangled expression, as if you're looking at a husband who is cheating on you but makes you very reluctant, wanting it, but not daring to have it."

"... What kind of strange metaphor is this." Shi Jin hurriedly narrowed his eyes to look elsewhere, when the wall clock rang, reminding him that it was time to go to the hospital.

"Do you still want to see the child today?"

Shi Jin nodded: "Yeah."

"It's just a small embryo, I always see what he does." Fu Chishen still seemed to dislike this child, "You haven't painted your picture yet."

"But I'm worried." Shi Jin said, "Otherwise, you should go to the sketching place first, and I'll go to you to draw after I finish reading it later."

"How could I go first alone."

Seeing his persistence, Fu Chishen said nothing more: "I'll take you there, let's come back to draw after we're done."

……

In the blink of an eye, two months have passed, and Shijin's child has developed from a small embryo to the point where he can vaguely see a human figure. After 'observing' the whole process, Shijin feels quite miraculous and has an inexplicable sense of accomplishment—that is his His children are growing up day by day.

As the embryo grows, more blood needs to be drawn these days.

No accident, Fu Chiyan would accompany him to draw blood, because Fu Chishen would always look sullen and gloomy whenever he needed to draw blood. Sometimes Fu Chishen would sit outside the glass window and watch It will make the nurses tremble with fear, and even have the heart to call the security guard.

"It's not necessary. The amount of blood transfused to the child in the past few months is not as much as the amount of blood donated by the ancient earth." The passing nurse couldn't help muttering.

"My baby, Jingui." Fu Chi said expressionlessly, "And it's not just blood."

"..."

At this time, Shijin in the room also came out after drawing blood, Fu Chishen immediately got up and fed the prepared medicine to Shijin's mouth, and told Shijin that the type of picture frame had been selected by the way, let him have a look at it when he had time look.

"Okay." Shi Jin nodded, but Fu Chiyan was not very satisfied with Fu Chishen's recent behavior of urging Shi Jin to paint all day long.

Ever since Shijin's father's affairs were settled last time, Fu Chishen has been urging Shijin to paint when he has nothing to do. Now that the painting is finished, he is talking about mounting and other things. Divided into the demeanor of a "strict teacher", Fu Chiyan believes that it is completely "selfishness" that Fu Chishen wants to get along with today. As for Fu Chishen himself, he said this: "Don't just focus on the children."

At first glance, these words are similar to the words admonishing parents not to spoil their children on the ancient earth thousands of years ago.

Now he laughed, but Fu Chiyan gave him an unceremonious roll of the eyes.

……

Not long after such a time, Fu Chiyan was called away by a work call one morning. Probably because of confidentiality reasons, Fu Chiyan did not disclose where he was going or the specific time. Later, even the communicator was shut down. I couldn't get through, and three days passed without any news.

"He doesn't deserve you."

Today is the end of another blood draw, probably because part of the glandular fluid was also drawn this time, and now the whole person feels a little sleepy and lacks energy.

"Take the medicine." Fu Chishen brought the pill to Shi Jin's mouth, and the pill touched Shi Jin's lips, as if he was going to force it in the next second.

"Um……"

Now, he opened his mouth and swallowed the pill with the water handed by Alpha. Fu Chishen looked at him for a long while, and then went on to 'reproach' Fu Chiyan.

"Look, if I'm not here, you'll have to draw your own blood and go home and see the baby by yourself."

Fu Chishen didn't know if he was serious or finally found a chance to sow discord: "It's not worth it, he's not good enough for you."

"...It's not that exaggerated." Shijin didn't take Fu Chiyan's departure too seriously, he looked at Fu Chishen's rarely serious face for some reason, and explained with some doubts, "Didn't Chiyan return it to me?" Are there any guards left here? And this is the daily work of Chi Yan, he has just left for a short time, even if I am alone, I can handle it in just a few days."

Shi Jin said, "I'm not that delicate."

"What if it's more than three days? You don't know where he went, and you can't find him."

"...but his job is like this, I'm used to it." Shi Jin always felt that the word 'habit' was the same as he said when he talked about his father last time, and now he always felt a little weird, as if he was resigned Same.

"If he's gone for a long time...it's really not good," Shi Jin said, "but if he doesn't do this kind of thing, someone has to do it. I may blame him in my heart, but I won't really blame him for it. If it is really for I am actually a beneficiary of defending my home and country.”

Today's words made Fu Chishen silent for a while, before he asked: "...Really?"

"Ah."

"I just think you are wronged." Fu Chishen said, "The child is only three months old, and you are also having a hard time."

"……Will not."

Today, I don't know why Fu Chishen suddenly became sentimental, but he watched the TV screen on the spaceship reporting that the outer periphery of the empire was attacked by Zerg, so he thought about it seriously and replied: "Maybe I will be wronged too, but this It’s impossible, and it’s not all his fault.”

"……Um."

A few days later, Fu Chiyan still didn't come back, but now he received a notice from the hospital that the embryo didn't seem to be developing very well and couldn't absorb nutrients well.

"Is it my blood?"

"Probably not. We haven't found out the specific reason, but it's not a big problem now. We can increase the supply of nutrients. Don't worry too much. We just let you know according to the process."

"Ok."

Nowadays, he is a little worried about the child's situation, and Fu Chishen also becomes a little anxious after knowing this, and sometimes even looks more worried than he is now.

"Don't worry too much." In the end, it was Shi Jin who comforted Fu Chishen in turn. He always felt that Fu Chishen was a little 'sultry'. He, who used to go to the hospital every day, was still worried.

"……Um."

Fu Chishen raised his head to look at him, Shi Jin blinked inexplicably, and after a few seconds, Alpha stretched out his hand and held his finger.

At this moment, the tips of his ears turned red, he paused, and asked, "What's wrong?"

Fu Chishen didn't speak.

About two days later, Shi Jin received a call from Fu Chiyan. Fu Chiyan said on the phone that he would be back in about three days.

"Okay." In order not to hinder Fu Chiyan from concentrating on his work, Shi Jin didn't tell him about the child, but just said, "Come on, come back early."

"it is good."

After the phone call, the alarm bell rang, and it was time for him to go to the hospital.

"Let's go." Fu Chishen was already ready, and opened the hatch of the spaceship for him in a gentlemanly manner. On the way, they chatted about the paintings of today, as usual.

But what he didn't expect now was that when he went to the hospital, he got the news of the child's death.