stop getting me pregnant

If it weren't for Yu Chengxi's childish words casually, Qiu Yu would never have connected Yu Chengxi's paranoid character with the lack of love.

Before, he simply thought that Yu Chengxi was domineering, possessive, and couldn't tolerate sand in his eyes, that's why he made him pregnant and had children as he wished, and used such means to imprison and restrain him.

But once he found out that Yu Chengxi lacked love, Qiu Yu finally understood that the reason why Yu Chengxi wanted to imprison him was not because of dominance or possessiveness, but because of lack of love.

Furthermore, it is because of the sense of security.

Yu Chengxi has no sense of security.

Qiu Yu once thought that in his emotional relationship with Yu Chengxi, he was the one who lacked love and hoped to be filled with love; he liked Yu Chengxi's recklessness, and liked Yu Chengxi's devotion and love for him regardless of return.

To what extent has Yu Chengxi been paranoid about him?

Probably because one day Qiu Yu said that he wanted the stars in the sky, Yu Chengxi would not hesitate to look for the spaceship.

Qiu Yu can often feel that he is being held in the palm of Yu Chengxi's hands.This bully young master often tried his best to give him all the tenderness and caring in this life.

But contrary to this kind of caring behavior, it is Yu Chengxi's behavior of impregnating him again and again regardless of his physical condition.

Once the explanation of lack of love is added, many of Yu Chengxi's behaviors can make sense: he does not feel safe enough, and he is not confident enough in this relationship, so while caring for him, he can only use this method to express love to him. Ask for, imprison him.

"What a terrible character..."

The more Qiu Yu thought about it, the more he couldn't help feeling emotional.

Yu Chengxi, who was studying the list of new recruits in the program group with a soup bowl, sighed regretfully when he heard Qiu Yu's emotion.

"Why are you still struggling with what happened just now? Am I lying to you if I don't say it? I don't lack love at all—oh no, I lack your love.

"I don't care about other people's love."

Qiu Yu rubbed Yu Chengxi's dog ears: "It's okay, I know you still care. Be good, little dog, don't be sad."

"I'm not sad—why should I be sad?" Yu Chengxi spread his hands with the list, "I don't give afucking care, okay. Whatever they like, anyway, after they die, the money and property are mine alone of."

Qiu Yu pushed Yu Chengxi: "How can you say that about Mom and Dad?"

Yu Chengxi was stunned: "Why do you call mom and dad more fluently than me?"

After finishing the soup, the two children came together again.The little girl blinked her big eyes and looked at Yu Chengxi in surprise: "Brother Yu, did you read something in English just now? Is it a magic spell?"

"It's English. Brother Xiaoyu said Ilovemyfatherandmother." Qiu Yu deliberately diverted the topic, and took out a tissue to wipe the mouths of the two children. Love mom and dad."

Although Qiu Yu looks soft and weak, but there is always a power that can shock people. Any mischievous kid who comes to Qiu Yu will behave like a rabbit--Yu Chengxi is the same.

The little naughty Danzai nodded, and clenched the toy sword in his hand: "I love Mom and Dad so much!"

"I—" Yu Chengxi wanted to say that he didn't mean that, but he didn't know where to start to explain to the two children, "Forget it, pretend I didn't say it. Whatever you say is what it is."

Yu Chengxi's jealous look made Qiu Yu feel very helpless: as long as he showed a little kindness to the people around him, Yu Chengxi would immediately be dissatisfied.Yu Chengxi's paranoid possessiveness towards him developed step by step in this way.

Originally, I was thinking of wiping Yu Chengxi’s mouth after taking care of the two children, but unfortunately, the program group just finished taking a break and was about to continue recording. Qiu Yu didn’t have time to get bored with Yu Chengxi anymore, so he handed over a napkin to Yu Chengxi himself After sorting it out, I hurried back to the shooting area.

Qiu Yu's role in the show is to help the cook, and the shots are not particularly important, but the work is relatively easy, mostly chopping some small side dishes.The relaxed recording environment gave Qiu Yu a lot of opportunities to think about things.

In the previous life, Yu Chengxi asked Qiu Yu before marriage if he could move to his apartment and live with him?

Qiu Yu was very strange at the time, and asked Yu Chengxi why he did this. Was the original three-story single-family villa not good?There is a courtyard, a swimming pool, and servants on call 24 hours a day. It's better than the [-]-square-meter apartment rented by the company, right?

Yu Chengxi didn't say why, just said, I will be where Qiu Yu is.I'm bored without Qiu Yu living with me.

Very bored.

Qiu Yu thought that the phrase "very boring" meant that staying at home was boring.But now I find that Yu Chengxi is talking about the feeling of living alone, which is very boring.

It turned out to be like this, he wanted to be accompanied by his family, and he wanted to live alone without being so lonely.

So endured the acclimatization, the bad living environment, and the high temperature of [-] degrees, and came to this isolated mountain village to be with him.

Qiu Yu suddenly figured out all the questions he had left before.

After five o'clock in the afternoon, the sun went down, and the program group had recorded enough material, and called the artists to finish their meal.

Village J is not big at all, and it is a small village with a relatively small population. Except for the adults who go out to work and the students who go out to study, there are not many people left.Because there are not many people left behind, many staff members came to the program team on the first day of filming. The hospitable villagers simply cooked a big pot of rice in the ancestral hall, and let the whole village and the whole program team eat together.

The small village, which used to be quiet and quiet in the past, showed a rare bustle and noise tonight.

"Brother Yu! Do you want a Coke?"

The little girl's high-pitched voice made Yu Chengxi's ears hurt.The veins on Yu Chengxi's forehead were bulging, and he wanted to say "Get out", but then he remembered that this kid was very fond of Qiu Yu, and after scolding him, he would definitely be yelled at by Qiu Yu again—maybe he would be blackmailed by Qiu Yu Face.

After weighing it over and over again, Yu Chengxi still resisted the impulse, and "politely" replied: "No."

"Then what do you want to drink?" Niuniu was very enthusiastic, pointing to a few drinks on one side of the table, "There are also Sprite, orange juice, and coconut juice over there! Do you want peanut milk?"

"..." Yu Chengxi was getting impatient, "I don't even want it. Don't talk to me anymore, stay away from me."

Seeing that Young Master Yu was on the verge of breaking out, Qiu Yu rushed to the rescue, pulled the little girl over, and coaxed: "Niu Niu, Brother Yu was sick last night and couldn't drink. You can ask others if they want it, okay?" ?”

The little girl who had been pestering Yu Chengxi and talking non-stop, nodded her head and said hello, and was easily sent away by Qiu Yu.

Seeing that Niu Niu had gone far away, Qiu Yu asked Yu Chengxi strangely: "Why does she keep pestering you? I think she has been with you all day long. What are you chatting about?"

"Hey, she wants me to teach her to speak English." Yu Chengxi took advantage of the situation and leaned on Qiu Yu's shoulder, "It's so annoying. If you want to learn English, you can't do it by yourself in class. Why pester me."

"The educational resources in the countryside are not good. What if the English teacher at the school didn't speak carefully enough?" Qiu Yu touched Yu Chengxi's face, "Do you still feel uncomfortable? There is tofu soup tonight, you can drink it again A little bit. Tofu is good for curing soil and water acclimatization.”

"Fortunately, I got up this morning and took medicine again, nothing happened." Yu Chengxi looked at Qiu Yu, "Why are you fine?"

"What do I want? I grew up in the countryside in the southern region." Qiu Yu looked up at the courtyard of the ancestral hall, "I used to have a ancestral hall like this in the countryside, and the courtyard in the ancestral hall is similar to this one. Big. After school and doing housework, I will play in the ancestral hall with a few friends."

Yu Chengxi also looked up at the courtyard, but didn't see any fun: "What's so interesting about this kind of place."

"It's fun—of course the ancestral hall is fun." Qiu Yu would feel very happy when he thought about the previous childhood experience, and couldn't help smiling, "Because the ancestral hall is a place for the villagers to carry out various social activities, so All activities will be held in the shrine.

"When I was a child, I would be very happy when I heard that my grandparents would take me to the ancestral hall. Because I knew that there would be another big meal to eat."

Yu Chengxi didn't understand: "Why?"

"The ancestral hall is a place for red and white events. Whenever there is a big event, everyone will go to the ancestral hall for dinner.

"When I was young, I was ignorant. I thought eating in the ancestral hall meant someone was getting married, and I was very happy every time I went there. When I grew up, I realized that in fact, when the funeral is held, I will also eat there."

Yu Chengxi glanced at the noisy people, and asked, "...is it all this noisy?"

"It's not noisy, I thought it was very lively when I was a child." Qiu Yu pointed to Niu Niu who was busy pouring Coke for the staff in the distance, "I can understand Niu Niu's mood - she must be very excited now. There are so many people Eating together not only means that tonight's dinner will be rich, but also means that drinks such as Coke and Sprite can be drunk casually.

"I used to really have to work hard to drink Coke once. My grandparents thought that Coke was too sugary, and drinking too much would be bad for your health."

"It wasn't so easy for me to drink a drink before. Uncle wouldn't let me drink it." Yu Chengxi shrugged, "But I can always find a way to drink it, because he——can't control me."

Qiu Yu clicked his tongue: "I'm ashamed to say, you must have made Uncle Li worry a lot."

"He is really worried. I remember when I was young, his hair was still black and shiny, but now it's all white." Yu Chengxi sighed, "He has been closest to me since I was a child. But he is not mine after all. Family, he has his own family to worry about.

"When I first learned of this fact, I was... quite shocked."

Qiu Yu: "Yes."

"I..." Yu Chengxi opened his mouth, wanting to say something more, but looking at Qiu Yu's watery eyes, he still didn't finish his sentence, "Forget it, forget it, I don't like to say these disgusting things, I won’t let you say that I’m pretending to be pitiful.”

Qiu Yu smiled softly at Yu Chengxi, and reached out to rub Yu Chengxi's head.

"I don't think so, I really want to hear you finish.

"I also want to ask, if you want a family, what do you think of me?"

The author has something to say: Yu Chengxi (ecstatically): What, are you going to talk to me about the wedding?

Qiu Yu: ... I knew it

There is another update today~should be around 21:[-]~