Uncle's Courtship Battle

That was about four years ago.

At that time, Yang Guhang had just entered university, and after ten years of hard work, he was finally liberated.

Everything in the university is very attractive to him, whether it is dormitory life or club activities, he has always been the most lively one, and everyone likes him very much.

He has never been idle. Apart from attending classes, he either goes to club activities, or goes out to eat with friends, or finds someone to play with a basketball in his arms.

He is very good at the game, and he is tall and handsome. Soon, he became the focus of the girls in the school.

The girls who happened to walk to the side of the court and were attracted by him, or the girls who just came to see him, in short, there was never a shortage of female admirers around him, including that Miss Chen naturally.

Everyone was secretly discussing, what kind of girl would such a prince charming like?Could it be that Chen Caimeng?It doesn't look like it either, although Chen Caimeng is very attentive to Yang Guhang, but Yang Guhang always keeps a distance, he is very kind but rejects people thousands of miles away.

Yang Guhang knew that he probably would never have a girlfriend in his life.

He likes men, he found out about himself early on, and he's pretty sure of his sexuality.

Probably from the days when junior high school rose to high school, I started to notice it.

At that time, the children all reached puberty and their bodies began to develop. The male classmates around them began to discuss in a low voice which girl was the most beautiful.At first, Yang Guhang was also willing to participate in their discussions, but he seldom spoke, just sat and listened, and even imitated other boys to blow hooligan whistles at pretty girls, but he was very bad at whistles. It seemed to be spitting, but it caused a burst of laughter from everyone.

Gradually, he found that he didn't like looking at pretty girls so much.

Compared with girls, he spends more time staring at the boys around him.When the other boys were discussing which girl was more beautiful, although he was listening silently with a smile, he was thinking about which boy in the class was more beautiful.

Slowly, he found that he was different from others.

No one is like him, no boy like him will pay attention to the boys around him.

He was scared and confused. He didn't know what was going on with him. He hoped that he could be interested in girls like others.

But no.No matter what he does, his attention is always on the boys around him.

Until one time, in a physiology class, he seemed to have an answer.

When the teacher mentioned the issue of "homosexuality", most of the people in the class secretly did their homework below.This kind of class is like this. No matter how interesting the class is and how vivid the teacher is, few people will listen to it. After all, it is more important to finish homework early and have time to watch cartoons when you go home.

But when the teacher talked about this part, Yang Guhang suddenly stopped writing the homework, raised his head, and was extremely interested.

He seems to have found the light, and finally found a reasonable explanation for his troubles.

But homosexuality is not so accepted, but fortunately, the little Yang Guhang met a teacher who was quite enlightened.

Yang Guhang sat upright and listened to the content of the course on "homosexuality" without missing a single word.At the end, the young teacher closed the textbook, feeling quite emotional, "I think homosexuality is not at fault, it's normal, it's like most men and women who fall in love, there is no need to correct it, it's just that this group The number of people is less. He is not accepted by society because people don't know him enough. Whether you like a man or a woman is a personal matter. As long as it doesn't harm other people, what reason do others have to oppose them? ?In my opinion, it’s not about gender itself, it’s about love. Two people who love each other can be happy.”

"It's not about gender in itself, it's about love."

Little Yang Guhang listened to the inspiration below, his eyes widened as if he had discovered a new world.

He understands that he is not an outlier, he is the same as most men and women who are immersed in love, he also has people he likes, and he is also normal.

After growing up, Yang Guhang is very grateful to meet such a teacher when he was young. He didn't speak a word with him alone, didn't make eye contact, and even forgot his surname, but he remembered the physiology class. In the hygiene class, I remember the eyes of the teacher when he expressed his emotion.

But the world is not as beautiful as the teacher said.

Homosexuality is still a category of people who are discriminated against and not recognized.Moreover, there are so few men in the world who like men, where can I find my lover?

Yang Guhang had secretly had a crush on a few boys before, but most of them had girlfriends, and even if they didn't, they were all pure straight men.

Once, Yang Guhang tentatively asked one of the boys what he thought of homosexuality, who knew that the boy looked contemptuous, "What? Homosexuality? Two men...that's disgusting, and it will spread AIDS! How did you remember that? asked this?"

Yang Guhang really wanted to explain to him that it only happens to men who are indiscreet, and this kind of thing also happens between men and women. He was talking about two people who really love each other.But looking at the side face of the boy who was laughing and laughing, he couldn't speak again, maybe he didn't have to be a friend if he said it.

Gradually, Yang Guhang realized that he could not tell others about this matter, as long as he knew it in his heart.

When I feel really lonely, I go to gay forums on the Internet and share bitterness with my own kind.

Keeping this secret, the little Yang Guhang spent the best time of his youth.

……

The results of the college entrance examination came down, and the test was not bad.

He has always been an excellent student in the eyes of his teachers and parents. He is serious, hardworking, obedient and hardworking, and he is not self-righteous and rebellious. Such a result is expected.

He entered the S University that many people dream of studying.

University life is very good, and he has more spare time. He can play basketball or stay in the dormitory all day, listening to his favorite songs and watching movies that he has never had time to watch before.

But there is one thing that is not so satisfactory.

There are many boys in S University, and all the boys around his age are wandering around the campus. Even the air smells like young male hormones.The most embarrassing thing was in the dormitory, the boys were walking around in big pants with their upper body covered, and what’s more, they ran around in a pair of underwear. Difficult to accept.

He never went to take a bath in the public bathroom. It wasn't that he had any cleanliness or pretentious feeling that public bathrooms were too dirty, it was simply that he couldn't calmly face homosexual nudity...

Therefore, I rented a small room outside the school to solve these embarrassing problems.

One day, a few boys came back late after eating out and passed by a bar. I don't know who suggested that they want to go to the bar to have a look.

It is the first time that children who have escaped from the control of their parents can finally see the world of adults.

Yang Guhang went in with them. It was very dark inside, but the lights were colorful and confusing. There were people dancing on the dance floor.

Several boys ordered alcoholic drinks, sat on the bar and watched curiously.

"Hey, I said this is a bit strange." Everyone looked at the talking monkey, "Why are all men here? Not even a girl."

Hearing what he said, everyone found it strange.

Indeed, why can't I see a single girl in this bar, and even the waiters are all boys in uniform.

The bartender behind heard their conversation and explained in such a disdainful tone, "We are gay here, only men are allowed to enter."

"What?"

The boys shrank their necks and stuck out their tongues in fright, and hurriedly finished their drinks in the cups and left quickly.

For others, this may not be such a good experience, but for Yang Guhang, it undoubtedly opened up a new world for him.

……

There was really nothing to do that day, Yang Guhang lay on the bed thinking over and over what he saw when he went to the gay bar that night.

The lighting inside is very ambiguous, and it seems to illuminate everyone's faces softly and beautifully.It's full of men who like men as much as he does, and you can easily find companions there.

Yang Guhang is by no means a person who will find a partner casually, but that doesn't mean he doesn't desire to have a partner.Knowing that the people he found in places like bars might be unreliable, but there was no one like him around him, he decided to go and see, even if it was just to make friends.

Get up from the bed, put on your coat, say hello to the classmates who are playing games in the dormitory, and then go out.

Even to the point of impatience, obviously the distance is not too far, but I was still so anxious that I took a taxi and went.

My palms were sweating while sitting in the car, as if I was going to do something amazing.

When I really got to the door, I was too embarrassed to go in.

Yang Guhang is a good boy. He has never been to a nightclub or bar, and he has never been to a normal one. How can he not be nervous when he suddenly comes to a gay bar?

After pacing at the door for a long time, I hated my impulse a little bit.

People in nightclubs don't make friends sincerely, but they just want to have a bed at night, companion, I am really dizzy, I want to come to this kind of place.

She turned around and wanted to leave, but was a little bit reluctant.

Now that you're here, let's go in and have a look, as long as you discipline yourself, you're just here to make some same-sex friends.

As soon as Yang Guhang entered, he immediately attracted the attention of many people.

He was indeed good-looking, and he looked like a student, so he naturally attracted everyone's attention.

Yang Guhang ordered a drink, sat down and drank slowly, but secretly glanced at the people around him.

But when he found that everyone else seemed to be looking at him, he immediately blushed with embarrassment, retreated in his heart, and immediately wanted to run away.

Some men took the initiative to post up to talk to him, and he responded politely, but unfortunately, none of them were his type.Others saw that he didn't seem to be very interested in him, so he left after chatting a few words.

Yang Guhang noticed a man facing him sideways. His side face was beautiful and his figure was tall and straight. He held a wine glass in one hand, and he looked very elegant drinking.

But it was a pity that there was already someone beside him, and he was also a pretty man with long hair and a charming figure, who seemed to be his companion.

Yang Guhang lowered his head to look at himself a little disappointed, he was very student-like, not at all in line with his favorite type.

He took out his mobile phone to check the time, it was already late, Yang Guhang decided to go back to the dormitory.

Turning around, I saw that elegant man holding a wine glass was standing behind me at some point, leaning on the bar counter, looking at me with a smile.

He raised his wine glass at Yang Guhang, "May I buy you a drink?"

The author has something to say: I still prefer the third person writing method~