I'm passing by

"Hmm..." I covered my head, which was in severe pain, and drove those turbulent emotions out of my mind, but those emotions seemed to erode my bones, tightly trapping me, preventing me from escaping.

"Ah... ah..."

In the end, I still couldn't hold back, and I yelled out, attracting Feng Qingxue, who was guarding the Baili boy's bed, over. Feng Qingxue looked at me who suddenly went mad, and hurried over, asking.

"Hey, what's the matter with you, you... are you okay?"

I couldn't hear what she said to me, and I couldn't see her appearance clearly, only the voice echoing in my mind and those fragmented images were cut apart piece by piece. After I left the sea of ​​consciousness, The net weaved so hard in my heart.

Now, the net is broken and my heart is... loose again.

The pain was so severe that I felt as if my soul was drifting away. I drifted in the endless nothingness for a long time. I didn't even know where I was at the end. I only saw in a trance...

A long-haired girl in a modern lace dress with ruffled leaves is sitting on a princess-like white swing seat. Behind her is a handsome boy with short hair pushing the swing gently. The girl's hair is leaning against the chest of the man behind her. , swinging... "Manman, do you want to go home?" the man pulled out a hand to smooth the girl's hair, and asked while gently pushing the swing.

"..." The originally calm and peaceful look on the girl's face suddenly turned into a daze. The girl was silent for a while before slowly opening her mouth to ask, "Ah Jin, why...ask me so suddenly?"

When the girl's figure froze, the man sighed silently in his heart. How could he not know that Manman followed him and experienced nearly ten worlds together, not to mention the mysterious time with an extremely long lifespan. It's the same modern age, and Manman has been with him for almost a thousand years, he knows that Manman's home is in the modern age.

Perhaps, Manman once thought of going back to modern times, and she also had the hope of returning to her original world, but now it has been shattered. Since the world where Jin Gao last appeared, Jin Gao's power has basically disappeared. , and I'm afraid... I can't bring Manman back.

Although Manman didn't say anything, but...

"Manman, I remember, you once told me that your...family is still there." Ying Jin stopped pushing the swing, looked at Manman who was still sitting on the swing, and said.

"...Really?" the girl murmured, "So, I told you, my...family."

"Manman..." Ying Jin immediately regretted the hoarse voice of the girl who turned her back, he... shouldn't have asked.

"It's okay," I heard the distress in his tone, and shook my head, "I'm okay, Ajin, I'm just thinking, how should I tell you about my family."

"Manman, you... If you don't want to talk about it, we don't want to talk about it, okay? I'll take you to play. There are many male gods you like in this world. I'll take you to see..."

I was amused by Yingjin's eager tone for a second, and said, "Ajin, well, I'm really fine, but, Ajin, do you still remember when we came to this world, you told me that there is no Those male gods I like, you say that now..."

Ying Jin was speechless by my sudden wit, "Manman..."

I shook my head, "I don't look at any male gods, Ajin, I want to tell you about my family formally."

"…it is good."

Ying Jin didn't interrupt me this time, I looked up at the big mulberry tree not far away that couldn't be hugged by several people, and spoke slowly. "Ajin, do you know that there was such a big mulberry tree in the place where I lived when I was a child. It was my happiest and carefree day. When I was a child, my parents often took me to my grandparents' hometown. It is a very peaceful small village. My grandparents' home is on the mountainside. Every time I go there, I have to walk a long mountain road.

That road was stepped on by people who went up the mountain. It is a hard loess trail. When I was very young, my father would carry me up the mountain. On that trail, I saw cute little hedgehogs and soft lambs. , my father carried me on his shoulders and told me that when he was a child, he had seen foxes and wild wolves on the mountain, and even hunted pheasants. There is a big thick tree in front of my grandfather’s door, because I want to play on a swing, but there is no one in the village. Grandma tied two ropes on it just for me, and laid a soft cushion in the middle, letting me swing on it. My grandpa and I were watching me from the stone table beside me.

Later, the branches of that big tree were bent down by me. However, my swing became more and more beautiful every time. It changed from a simple rope to a beautiful and smooth wooden board. Later, the wooden board was installed again. I got on the armchair, inlaid with my favorite flowers, and the thicker and thicker ropes were wrapped with dense and beautiful ribbons.

……

Ah Jin, you know what,

I remember that it was the summer vacation of my last year of high school, and that was the only time I didn’t go back to my hometown, but my grandma went. When I was playing with my friends at the beach, I received the call that was already too late.

I rushed back from other provinces in a hurry, you know, what did I see, that old lady with little feet who had been with me for many years, she was so skinny, I don’t know what happened to make her look like Like skin and bones, the skeleton of the whole body seemed to be naked. I watched her being coffined with my own eyes.

It's just that when the coffin was closed, all I could think of was her, she was hugging me when I was still young, smiling and feeding me sweet candies, it was her who accompanied me who was abandoned by my parents, praying devoutly every night, It was my first birthday left in the country by my parents. I went back to the room early, lay on the bed, just closed my eyes tightly, but stayed up all night, but she was

It was she who knelt by my bed, lowered her head and said

Believers only wish,

One is my grandson, safe and joyful, free from pain and torture; the other is my grandson, I hope that one day, the family will be reunited and happy.

Over and over, I don't know how many times she said it

In the end, I couldn't help but sat up, but I didn't expect that what I saw was the moonlight penetrating through the window and sprinkled on her body, and she seemed to be shining with holy brilliance... Later, her wish came true, and her parents didn't give up. A few years later, she took me back. At that time, she still held me who was in school but was running around like a crazy girl. She stuffed a mouthful of honey in my mouth and then held me to sit on the stone in front of the house. Before, ignoring the beautiful rays of the setting sun, she only watched the setting sun and said her last wish, she said, it’s fine to leave,

She said she didn't seek longevity

I just hope God can wait a few more years,

When her little girl grows up,

As long as she can see with her own eyes that her little girl gets married, as long as she can see with her own eyes that her little girl has lifelong support..."