Way of the Ninja

Let go of her hand.

"Killing or something, it's not like I haven't killed before. Although it's the first time you kill someone, you will feel a little trembling, but after the first time, you won't feel anything wrong the second time." Tang Zefeng smiled at him smiled.

"Then why..." Before he could ask, Tang Ze interrupted him.

"I feel very excited and have a sense of accomplishment." Tang Ze still looked at him and smiled.

He was shocked. What did she mean by this...? ! ? !

"You should have seen that the space splitting in the Ninja Array that day was just developed by me not long ago, and it is still in the experimental stage, but because the cutting space itself requires a lot of chakra, and it is too dangerous, a poor control estimate myself There is no life, so I am only limited to the theoretical stage, and have not applied it in practice. The original idea that day was that after the explosion trap was over, a large-scale earth-token ninjutsu would be launched. I told Teacher Minato this in advance. " Tang Ze spoke quietly, she no longer looked at Kakashi, but looked at the calm Minato, with a smile on her face.

"However, when I was writing the rune of suffering, I added the part of space ninjutsu inexplicably. Mr. Minato didn't know much about runes, so he didn't see anything wrong with the rune of suffering, so the matter It just happened."

"At first I didn't think about launching the space rune, but after the explosion rune was activated, I found that the 16 formations were extremely stable, and the position of Minato-sensei was well placed, and the explosion rune was not there. How much chakra was consumed by those partners, so I thought, let’s try it.”

"Then I did it, just for a moment, activated a ninjutsu that had never been activated before, I didn't even test whether the rune was correct, I just activated it, and the result was unexpectedly good, although the 16 formations were activated The ninjutsu immediately shattered, but it is undeniable that I developed a space-cutting technique...and this technique...is also extremely cruel...I can't imagine that once my runes are a little bit Wrong, or those 16 formations can't bear to be broken at the same time as the ninjutsu is activated, so what will happen... Maybe, we will die together with Sand Shinobi on Mount Kikyo..."

"You..." Kakashi didn't know what to say for a while, but there was such a thing!He has seen with his own eyes how powerful the space cutting technique is. If it gets out of control...perhaps both parties will die...and the space-time ninjutsu has always been the most taboo and mysterious part of ninjutsu. There is no worst, only worse!This guy, unexpectedly! ...

"That's right, I'm experimenting with my companions." The smile on Tang Zefeng's face softened, "After thinking about it, this is the summary of what I did before. I'm not a hero. If Teacher Minato didn't take me Let me tell you about the previous plan. I don’t know how everyone will think of me now? The funny thing is, seeing the success of ninjutsu, the guilt in my heart is completely gone, only joy is left, it’s scary..."

"I'm happy because I succeeded in ninjutsu, and I'm also happy because I succeeded in killing someone..."

"You should have seen the corpses of those people, those corpses that couldn't even tell the body parts... They might have had a complete corpse, and their companions could take the corpse back for burial, and family and friends could express their condolences , but now...their family members must have hated Konoha when they saw their dead bodies, hehe, they might scare the children and leave childhood shadows or something..."

"You know, my ninja formation itself has a detection function. I can hear what you say in the ninja formation, and I can feel what everyone is doing. When the explosion first exploded, I heard a scream Shouting, some people can't bear it, so they stop the sound perception, leaving only the position perception so that even if they can react to protect the formation, I can feel that those people are desperately escaping in the ninja formation, but they trigger the trap again and again. When the space is finally cut, I seem to be able to Hearing the sound of their limbs being cut..."

"Then I thought, if ninjutsu gets out of control, I'm afraid I'll hear the sound of my own body being torn apart, the sound of Shisui and Reina's body being torn apart, the sound of Fuyue-sensei and Minato-sensei's bodies being torn apart, oh yes, and There is the sound of your body being torn apart..."

"And I would actually feel joy, even though I almost killed my companion, I would actually feel joy..."

"Before, I always felt that these big countries were fighting openly and secretly. They didn't care about the life and death of the ninjas under them. It was an idiot to fight as long as they said they were fighting. Now it seems that I am even more idiot? At least it can be said that they fight for protection. The interests of the village, such a noble reason, what about me, what am I for?"

"I came to the battlefield because of a mission, and I also thought that it was also a noble reason to protect the people in the village and my companions, but I actually gambled with my companion's life..."

Kakashi was a little dazed when he heard these words. He didn't expect things to be like this, and he didn't expect Karazawa Kazami to say all of this, as well as her truest inner thoughts. Then she saw Tang Ze Kazami Tears were streaming down the corners of her eyes, and then he heard her trembling voice say—

"Actually, I'm a traitor... I betrayed everyone's trust... I betrayed the companions I was supposed to protect... And they still care about me so much... I can't talk to them... I have to use the face of a betrayer to talk to me... They say I'm fine?...Yeah, I'm fine, but I almost killed you...I...can't face them...Damn..."

Kakashi watched Tang Ze's tears streaming down, and then neither of them had to speak, and the silence was terrible for a while.

After an unknown amount of time, Kakashi sighed heavily, he stretched out his hand to wipe off the tears on Tang Zefengjian's face, and said softly, "Go back, you go back to the village."

Tang Ze didn't speak, but bit his lower lip tightly.

"I will tell Minato-sensei that you...don't be a ninja anymore..." Kakashi continued.

Tang Zefeng laughed when he heard this.

"Well, your suggestion is right."

"Go back, if everyone finds out that you are gone, they will be anxious again." Kakashi said.

It was very quiet on the way back, neither of them spoke, but when the two parted, Kakashi vaguely heard Karazawa Kazeken say "thank you"...

Kakashi returned to his tent, recalling what Karazawa Kazami had just said.

She became like this entirely out of guilt, the guilt of brutally killing Sand Shinobi, the guilt of joking with her companion's life, the guilt of betraying her own beliefs.

This guilt will always weigh on her and accompany her for the rest of her life.

She can no longer be a ninja.

The next day, to everyone's shock, Tang Zefengjian was approved to return to Konoha early, on the grounds that he needed to recuperate for a period of time due to the psychological trauma caused by the war.

Mental patient self-cultivation

——Tang Zefeng sees No.1 title——

I returned to Konoha very smoothly. Teacher Minato explained to everyone that I suffered from war-related psychological trauma, and I left the front line under everyone's concerned eyes.

As for why I suddenly said everything that night, and the person I was talking to was Kakashi Hatake, I thought about the reason, or I couldn't bear it anymore, and if I buried the matter in my heart like this, I guess I really Kakashi happened to be there, and if it wasn't Kakashi but Rena or Lin who followed me, I probably wouldn't have opened my mouth. The reason is also very simple. The guilt in my heart made me I can't speak to these people who really care about me, and Kakashi, who is unfamiliar with me and has a somewhat indifferent personality, is obviously the most suitable person to confide in.

Facts have proved that the choice of this object is still very correct, it gave me a suitable suggestion, and also helped me return to Konoha.

I didn't have any special impression of Hatake Kakashi before. Although I have a good relationship with other members of his team, I haven't had any direct interaction with him. I always think he is a genius kid with a paralyzed face.After this incident, my impression of him was slightly better.

After returning to Konoha, I was received by the third Hokage first. After all, I performed outstandingly in this battle, and now I still have "psychological trauma", so as Hokage, I naturally want to come and care for me.And I also played the role of a frightened little girl who is a little afraid of war, probably because my acting skills are so good, the third generation also looked at me with a trace of guilt, sighed and told me——

"If possible, I don't want you to experience war at this age."

Well, it's useless, it's been through.

The war on Mount Kikyo is still going on, with wave after wave of ninjas rushing to the front line, the battle between sand ninja and Konoha is in full swing.Misfortunes never come singly, Konoha received information not long after, and there seemed to be some movement in Mist Ninja Village, and it seemed that a scuffle was inevitable.

However, this has nothing to do with me as a "rehabilitation" patient.

A few days before I came back, Sen saw that the dead child did not find fault with me for the first time, and obeyed my words, which made me really happy. When I seemed to be the same as before, I changed back to the original.

Teacher Fuyue's wife, my teacher's wife Mikoto brought little brother Itachi Uchiha to visit me on the day I came back,