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The nurse went into the ward to get things. When she saw the two teenagers hugging each other, she was very calm. She didn't even lift her eyelids, and said dissatisfiedly:

"What are you hugging? You can hug as much as you want after the injury is cured! You don't want your arms on the 2nd bed? You want to misplace it after connecting it?"

Jian Zean blushed from embarrassment, and arched from Xia Heran's arm, this time Xia Heran didn't stop him, but let go of him.

The nurse found something, turned around and went out, and pushed the two boys standing at the door into the ward:

"Don't stand in the way at the door, look in! Go in and see Sarah."

Two boys were pushed in, she closed the door and left.

There were only four people left in the ward.

Jian Ze'an sat beside Xia Heran's hospital bed, his mind was still numb, and he didn't dare to look at Lin Xiao and the two of them at all. Although he didn't know why he was so guilty, he just didn't know how to face the two friends.

It was extremely quiet in the ward for a while.

Jian Ze'an lowered his head to deceive himself and others, but he didn't know what kind of swords and swords were going on between the remaining three people.Lin Xiao couldn't hide his anger. He stared at Xia Heran, his masseter muscles were bulging from clenching his back molars, and he looked vicious.His chest also seemed to be heaving violently due to holding his breath.

Cheng Zichen seemed calmer than him, but if you look carefully, you can see that this is just an illusion.The calm-looking boy's face was gloomy and gloomy, his eyes locked on Xia Heran, showing coldness and strong rejection.His hands clenched into fists on both sides of his body, and his knuckles almost made a crisp sound.The whole person is like a sharpened dagger, showing its sharpness.This is absolutely rare for Cheng Zichen who has always been self-reliant.

And Xia Heran also looked at them coldly. Unless it was a fight, the corners of his mouth, which would habitually bring a little smile to appear gentle, were tightened into lines at this moment, looking full of hostility.

He could see people's dislike or even resentment towards him, but he just thought it was ridiculous.The one who should have the most reason to be angry is obviously him.He was overheard when he revealed his deepest feelings, and he was also seen being rejected.

——Xia Heran heard the answer Jian Ze'an gave him.

It hurts, but it's not surprising.

He knew that Jian Ze'an looked at him the same way he looked at Lin Xiaobaihuo and the others.So before, he never thought of saying it because he didn't want to hear rejection.

If you are not rejected, you can also deceive yourself and give yourself a sweet dream.

But he said it just now, and he couldn't hold back.

He said that sentence because everything that happened today was too sudden and shocking. He was like a lonely traveler roaming in the entire universe, and he couldn't wait to grab his own navigation mark tightly.

But as expected, the boy flustered and awkwardly refused, and racked his brains trying to appease him.

It's not that Xia Heran is not sad, but this kind of sadness is expected, and - before the sadness has time to ferment, it is interrupted by the arrival of two uninvited guests, and the negative emotions have turned into unhappiness.

So he spoke first:

"What are you two doing here?"

"Of course I came to see Ze'an!" Lin Xiao, who was extremely bored and sore, immediately replied forcefully.

The scene he saw just now at the door made his eyes hurt, and so did his heart.Jealousy instantly filled his chest, but he had no reason to question and vent.

...he's just a buddy.

Jian Ze'an's refusal made him feel better psychologically, but the intimate hug still made him feel stuck in his throat.

At this moment Xia Heran spoke, as if giving him a breakthrough in his anger, Lin Xiao immediately said in a vicious tone:

"If we don't come over, what are you going to do to Ze'an?"

Jian Ze'an, who was embarrassingly pretending to be dead, suddenly raised his head - he didn't expect Lin Xiao to mention this directly!

Shouldn't you just pretend you didn't see it?Anyway, I should change the subject to let such an embarrassing thing pass.

But Lin Xiao didn't.

And Xia Heran also changed from his usual gentle and polite appearance unless he made a move, and sneered:

"What do I do, what right do you have to manage?"

Lin Xiao's expression immediately froze, and the aggressive aura just now seemed to freeze back.

"I'm Zean's best buddy!"

His eyes were stained with a tinge of red, and he said loudly, but there was a hint of lack of confidence.

"It's just buddies." Xia Heran's beautiful black pupils seemed to be filled with ice, and the corner of his mouth raised a chill, "Can buddies hide outside the door and take a peek? And even jump out to point fingers?"

This is very blunt.

Because they are in a study group, Xia Heran has a good relationship with Lin Xiao.

But at this moment, the pain of being rejected was too late to digest, and Lin Xiao's hostile question hit the muzzle of the gun.

"Who peeked?!" Lin Xiaomai's face turned red, "Cheng Zichen and I finally found your ward. We wanted to go in, but we saw you—"

He couldn't continue, he just gritted his teeth and stared at Xia Heran, and reached out to rake his hair irritably.

He obviously rushed over here in a hurry, with beads of sweat on his forehead, and his hair was also a little sweaty. Now, with five fingers grasping, the locks of hair were separated, and the broken hair in front was also grabbed behind, revealing the fullness of his forehead. Has an angular silhouette.

At this moment, his face was sullen, with a trace of impatience.

Jian Ze'an just wished he could evaporate from the room, but when he heard a topic that could be interrupted, he couldn't wait to speak, pretending to be nonchalant:

"How do you know I'm here?"

Cheng Zichen, who had been silent all this time, looked at him and said, "After the exam, I wanted to ask you how you did in the exam, but the people in your exam room said you were absent. I called you on your cell phone, but no one answered. I went to ask the teacher , I met Lin Xiao in the office, and your class teacher said that your brother asked you for leave because of being kidnapped."

Cheng Zichen fixedly looked into his eyes:

"I'm dying of anxiety. I called Brother Zeping and took a taxi here when I knew you were here. Unexpectedly, you have other interests."

When he said this, he glanced at Xia Heran.

Originally, he told himself repeatedly in his heart that he should not show any signs and should not be angry, but he was burning with jealousy. No matter how mature and rational he was praised by others, he was still a human being, not a machine.

If Jian Ze'an hadn't refused, at this moment he doubted whether he could maintain his seemingly calm appearance.

Even now, the jealousy still couldn't hold back.

Jian Ze'an's originally pretended nonchalant smile froze on his face.

Unexpectedly, even Cheng Zichen would not let go of this matter.

He closed his eyes and could only pretend to be stupid:

"Haha, I'm sorry to make you worry. My phone broke and I can't say it in the group. I'm really sorry hahaha..."

His dry laughter finally weakened a little bit in the nearly stagnant ward, and then disappeared.

Jian Ze'an was in despair.

The eyebrows and eye lawsuits of the other three people made him almost smell the breath of lightning and thunder, and he even breathed lightly, for fear of offending anyone.

But he was a little confused and confused.

Why is this so?

Lin Xiao didn't even bother to hide the anger on Lin Xiao's face, while Cheng Zichen looked calm at first, but when he looked at him, it was not difficult to find that the depths of his eyes were burning.There is also Xia Heran... the person who is always the most kind and gentle when he is not doing anything can almost be called a sharp-tongued person.

Jian Ze'an understood Xia Heran's abnormality.Thinking about it is inevitable.

After all, I rejected him...

Moreover, the key is that it was seen by the other two.

Thinking about what happened to this boy throughout the day, Jian Ze'an felt depressed and uncomfortable.But he couldn't accept the other party, he refused on both sides, even if he racked his brains to hurt others less, it was just a slightly euphemistic language, but the essence was still rejection.

Jian Ze'an understood his discomfort, but what were Lin Xiao and Cheng Zichen doing?

But Xia Heran sneered in a low voice:

"You two, why are you staring at me? What is there to be angry about? Seeing me rejected, shouldn't you be secretly happy? ——My joke is very good?"

At the end of his speech, his tone was no longer cold hostility, but turned into thick self-deprecating.

It was so bitter that the other three didn't know what to say.

Even Lin Xiao, who couldn't hide his hostility towards him, was momentarily dumbfounded when he saw the desolation that couldn't be concealed by the deliberate smile on his face.

Jian Ze'an's heart twitched even more, and he was distressed and apologetic, but he didn't know what to say.

He wants to say that I am willing to be your best friend with both sides.However, what I can give is not what the other party wants, but what he wants... I can't agree to it anyway.

"He Ran." He called Xia Heran's name with mixed feelings.

The young man leaning on the hospital bed waved his hands, and lowered his head to prevent others from seeing his expression:

"Don't pity me."

After he said this, he actually choked up, stopped immediately, took two deep breaths, adjusted his breath, and then forced himself to speak.

"All right. Think I'm crazy. I'll be fine in a while—a few days—whatever."

He paused for a moment, but the nasal voice still came out uncontrollably, and he continued in this obviously strange voice like a broken jar:

"I'm not ashamed. I just like you, and it's not something you can't tell."

He gave a low laugh with a hoarse voice, suddenly raised his head, turned his face to look at Jian Ze'an, his eyes were red.

"I actually know that you won't agree, but... I can't hold back, I want to tell you. If you refuse, just refuse, I don't blame you. But don't sympathize with me, and don't alienate me. I will work harder and try not to like you Yes. You still get along with me as before, okay?"

His eyes are beautiful, the diameter of the pupils is long, it has the effect of self-made contact lenses, and the eyeballs are particularly dark.I don't know if it's because it's under the incandescent lamp, or because it's covered with a layer of water, it's as clear as a black diamond, dazzling and bright.

His eyes were reddish, and he just looked at Jian Zhe'an intently like this, as if he didn't care that there were other people present, and it seemed that he and Jian Zhe'an were the only two people left in the whole world, looking at him so stubbornly and pleadingly.

He tried hard to maintain his self-esteem, but couldn't control his sincerity, and asked him——it's the same as before, okay?

Jian Ze'an was almost suffocated by the wave of guilt at this moment.

He couldn't answer any word of refusal, and he couldn't even utter a sound. He could only nod his head desperately, as if the more he nodded, the more he could express the 1000 million points of affirmation in his heart.

Xia Heran looked at him, and he also looked at Xia Heran.

Then Xia Heran smiled slowly, the circles of his eyes were still red, but it was indeed a genuine smile:

"I believe you."

They stared at each other, bathed in the dazzling white light, as if they were in a separate space, and no one else could interfere.

Cheng Zichen and Lin Xiao stood five steps away, watching this scene, suddenly felt that the two seemed far away.

作者有话要说：小夏……一个被拒绝了还能实现暴击的男生。瑞思拜。感谢在2020-10-0820:45:34~2020-10-0918:18:38期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

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