Cannon fodder refuses to recycle!

After Jian Ze'an hung up the phone, he remained very silent.

Cheng Zichen tentatively said a few words to him, but he kept replying with simple syllables like "um", "ah", and "okay".

Cheng Zichen didn't try again.

Until they arrived at Cheng's house.

The driver leaves.Cheng Zichen opened the door with the key.

No one at home.

The Cheng family's villa is too far away from the city center, making it inconvenient to go to work and school, so like the Jian family, the Cheng family has another residence in the center of City Y.Four bedrooms, 120 square meters.

The Cheng family doesn't like having outsiders at home, so except for the chef who comes to cook when needed - more often than not, it may even deliver food, only the familiar hourly workers come to clean regularly every week, and there are usually only three members in the family.

The Cheng family's parents are very busy and are not at home right now.When you open the door, there is silence in the room.

Cheng Zichen reached out to take Jian Ze'an's schoolbag: "I'll put it in the study, you go wash your hands."

Jian Ze'an nodded silently and went.

Cheng Zichen looked at his back with dark ink in his eyes.

He didn't like Jian Ze'an's state, he was too silent, with a wandering expression, so close but seemed far away from him.

— especially, because of another person, another person who might have some special feelings for him.

Cheng Zichen remembered that night, grandpa's birthday banquet.

I searched around in the garden, but found no one, until I glanced at it suddenly, and saw two figures overlapping each other under the warm orange faint corridor lights, among the sparse flowers and trees.

The boy was hugged tightly from behind, and the golden light hit the two of them, casting long shadows on the wall behind.Tiny flying insects are flying around the porch lights, and rose vines are wrapped around the pillars of the promenade, stretching out budding flower branches.

As beautiful as animation.

But Cheng Zichen suddenly felt like a stick in his throat.

It was also at that moment that for the first time in his life, he felt a strong emotion that almost exploded in his heart.

— called jealousy.

He had to use all his strength to control himself, so that he would not lose control, but he accidentally stepped on the dead branch under his feet.

The young man hurriedly broke away from the people behind him and looked at him, but Cheng Zichen saw the eyes of the other person first——

Yu Yue looked at Jian Ze'an with sad and longing eyes, like Little Red Riding Hood looking at a warm and bright window on the street in a snowy night.Cheng Zichen read too many emotions in that gaze.

He suddenly understood Yu Yue's feelings for Jian Ze'an.

Then, in the vigilance and jealousy that I couldn't control, I understood my mood.

And just now, Jian Ze'an, who was still chatting and laughing with him, became extremely silent and restless after answering Yu Yue's call, as if the expression in his eyes suddenly froze.

Cheng Zichen put the schoolbags of the two into the study, then went to the other bathroom to wash his hands.When he returned to the study, Jian Ze'an was already sitting on a chair waiting, and the paper was spread out in front of him.

Everything seems to be as usual, and he is ready to start tutoring.

As for his previous silence and restlessness, he didn't seem to have any plans to talk about it.He opened the book exercises, turned to look at Cheng Zichen, his intention was very clear:

Let's get started, today's tutoring.

Cheng Zichen's hand on the doorknob tightened and tightened, and finally he let go with a sigh.

— If he doesn't want to talk, then don't talk.

No matter how much Cheng Zichen wanted to know what was said on the phone just now, and no matter how much Jian Ze'an's mood fluctuated because of Yu Yue, he was reluctant to force Jian Ze'an to say it.

If the other party does not want to talk, he can force himself to wait patiently.

Cheng Zichen is a person who has always had a clear purpose and a strong ability to act. Whatever he wants and what his goal is, he will often start to prepare, plan and execute immediately.

But Jian Ze'an was his exception.

——That's not the goal, it's his little sun since he was a child.From now on, even if he can't be tied by his side, he still wants the other party's bright light forever.

Cheng Zichen sat on another chair:

"Let me see, let's sort out this week's quiz first. I have read the questions you didn't understand in your V letter. Let me talk about math first?"

Cheng Zichen pointed out a key idea in a few words, and then asked:

"At this point, what do you think should be done next?"

He waited.

Usually, with his enlightenment, Jian Ze'an, who has gradually become enlightened and has gradually stabilized his foundation, will start to think and calculate along his line of thought, until he encounters a hurdle that he can't get over before asking for help.

But this time, Jian Ze'an didn't move the pen he was holding, nor did he take the initiative to say any of his ideas for solving the problem.

Cheng Zichen turned his head to look at the people around him, and saw the young man sitting upright, with his head slightly lowered, his lips slightly parted, his gaze fell on the test paper, but it seemed that he hadn't focused on it.

The whole person seems to be immersed in a distant and trance world.

Cheng Zichen reached out to touch his hand: "Ze'an?"

Jian Ze'an trembled, his whole body trembled suddenly, and then he showed a dreamy look, with a trace of confusion remaining on his face, but when he saw Cheng Zichen, those messy expressions disappeared inch by inch from his face. go.

"Zichen." He called Cheng Zichen's name dryly.

Cheng Zichen sighed softly.

He took the pen out of Jian Ze'an's hand, put the cap on the pen and put it back into the pen case.

Jian Ze'an followed his hands with his eyes, and only after he finished these movements did he ask slowly, "What are you doing?"

Cheng Zichen had already stood up, pushed the chair back under the table, and looked down at Jian Ze'an:

"What would you like to drink?"

"Ah?" Jian Ze'an froze for a moment, suddenly realized something, and apologized in a low voice, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to be distracted. I must concentrate, let's start again?"

Cheng Zichen reached out to hold his arm, pulled him up vigorously, then walked around behind him and pushed him away:

"It just so happens that I don't know what's in the kitchen, so let's go and have a look together."

The dialogue between the two seems to be carried out on two parallel lines, which do not match each other.

Jian Ze'an was pushed forward, feeling a little sore.

He could see that Cheng Zichen wanted him to relax and adjust his mood, but it was not easy to ask him what happened, so he could only change the subject in a roundabout way and find something else to do.

Cheng Zichen's gentleness has always been like this, he doesn't say much, doesn't show merit, but is considerate and restrained.

The two went to the kitchen, and Cheng Zichen opened the refrigerator: "There are strawberries, dragon fruit, apples, and plain yogurt...how about a milkshake? What flavor do you want?"

"Strawberry." Jian Ze'an said, walking over to help wash.

Cheng Zichen didn't stop him, handed him the strawberries to wash, went to find the wall breaker, rinsed it, and cleaned the knife and chopping board.

He cut the strawberries washed by Jian Ze'an into small pieces, put them into the wall breaker, then poured in a box of yogurt, plugged in the electricity, and pressed the switch.

"Sit down." Cheng Zichen said when he saw Jian Ze'an standing beside him waiting.

Jian Ze'an let out an "oh", and obediently sat on the high stool beside the cooking table.hands on knees.

Cheng Zichen saw him sitting upright, a smile flashed in his eyes: like a child.

He took another apple from the refrigerator, washed it, cut it into a quarter, and put it on the chopping board with the flat face down. Let the apple shapes spread out.

Cheng Zichen turned a quarter of the sliced ​​apple upside down [-] degrees, removed the top slice, then took a toothpick and poked it from the top to the bottom, and fiddled with his fingers lightly, the apple slices below were Pieces are rotated at different angles with the toothpick as the axis. Looking down from the top, it looks like a blooming flower, and it also looks like the shape of a museum with a rotating escalator in the center.

Cheng Zichen took the unused half of a strawberry and poked it on the top of the toothpick.

At this time, the breaker has also completed its operation.

He took out two beautiful glasses, poured the milkshake from the wall breaker into the glasses, then carefully placed the apple blossom on the top of one of the glasses, and placed it in front of Jian Ze'an.

"Here."

Jian Ze'an looked at the apple blossoms in her cup: "You don't have any."

"I do not need."

"Why not?"

Cheng Zichen looked at his wide eyes, then at the apple blossoms in his cup, the corners of his mouth curved a little:

"To coax unhappy children."

His tone was low, with a smile on his face.

Jian Ze'an felt his ears warm up: "You're only a child. I'm only half a year younger than you."

"Okay, I'm a kid too." Cheng Zichen didn't argue with him.

But Jian Ze'an is still not satisfied: "It's not 'yet'! I'm not!"

Cheng Zichen smiled perfunctorily: "Okay, you can say whatever you want. Drink quickly."

Jian Ze'an: "..." Although I won the competition, I don't know why I'm not happy at all.

He picked up the apple blossoms floating on top of the milkshake from the glass, ate the top strawberry, then picked up the top slice of apple, pulled it off the toothpick, and stuffed it into his mouth.

Crunchy and sweet.

He took another slice and handed it to Cheng Zichen: "Come and taste your work too."

"I'll just chew on it for you, it won't look good when it's taken apart." Cheng Zichen had no choice but to get closer and ate it with Jian Ze'an's hand.

Jian Ze'an didn't react, he stopped hastily after eating it: "What are you doing?"

How can there be such food?It's as if you're feeding yourself.

Isn't this kind of action only suitable for parents and children, and...between lovers?

Cheng Zichen looked natural: "What's wrong?"

Jian Ze'an looked at him suspiciously, but Cheng Zichen looked really calm, his expression didn't change a bit.Jian Ze'an had no choice but to say "nothing" dryly.

Cheng Zichen smiled quietly.

This is often the case. If you behave calmly enough, others will wonder if you are thinking too much.

He swallowed the apple in his mouth, it was very crisp, juicy and sweet all the way to his heart.

After drinking the milkshake, the two of them cleaned up in front of the sink side by side, washing the cutting board, cups, fruit knife and wall breaker, and wiping the cooking table.

The process of making beverages and drinking beverages is very life-like, and it has a soothing effect that calms the nerves and calms the mood.This is especially true if the people around you are doing it in order.

After drinking the milkshake and cleaning up the utensils, Jian Ze'an's expression and state looked the same as usual.

Cheng Zichen put his arms around the man's shoulders and led him to sit in the living room.

"Now, can you tell me what happened just now?"

Jian Ze'an nodded, and briefly talked about what happened just now.Considering the image of Yu Yue and even the Queen of Shadows, he tried to downplay it as much as possible.

Cheng Zichen looked at the young man in front of him looking down at the patterns on the table, and asked him:

"Careful about this? Feeling hurt?"

Jian Ze'an hesitated for a moment, and shook his head hesitantly.

In fact, if you want to say that your feelings are hurt, I really don't feel much.

After all, first of all, Yu Yue has always been familiar with him, but the relationship is not very good.

Although the two of them can pretend in front of adults, they can't always sit down and chat calmly behind their backs, and they don't get along well.

With regard to the Li family, Jian Ze'an would help because the other party helped him, and the last time I heard Yu Yue's heartfelt thoughts, knowing that the other party had a hard life, she was somewhat sad for him.

After fighting each other for so many years, no matter what the original purpose of the other party was, he managed to make Jian Ze'an not regard him as a very good friend.

Even if he suddenly knows that Yu Yue has other difficulties now, he will not suddenly change from a relationship of "acquaintance who sees him a little uncomfortable" to a friend.

Secondly, Yu Yue didn't hurt him either.Even if the Empress of Mingying asked Yu Yue to contact Jian Ze'an for an impure purpose, Yu Yue himself never tried to establish a good relationship with Jian Ze'an to gain benefits.Jian Ze'an was not used, so naturally there was no harm.

"Then why are you so down?"

Cheng Zichen reached out and rubbed the back of his head.

Jian Ze'an couldn't speak.

What to say?

Maybe it was shock.

Shocked and upended.The process of meeting and getting acquainted, which seemed to be all normal, was suddenly lifted, revealing the naked, cold and ugly calculation inside.

Even if he wasn't deceived, neither his feelings nor his interests were harmed, just knowing that such a calculation was lurking around him was enough to make him shocked and unbelievable.

"I just feel that people's hearts are terrible." The young man finally said, "At that time, my family's company was only a small success, and it had no interests involved with the Yu family, so we could start to approach the layout. This kind of value was estimated early and then planned It feels like it makes people feel very cold. In addition, towards Yu Yue... a little, how should I put it, sympathy or guilt?"

He sympathizes with the family that the other party cannot choose, and it is difficult to get any warmth from the family. All he sees are benefits.

Guilty for being bored with him, it is obvious that what this person did was to try not to hurt himself as much as possible.

Cheng Zichen was silent for a moment and said: "I originally wanted to tell you that this was just a case, and I wanted you not to be disappointed in the relationship between people because of it. But the reality is that with you——with our family background, this kind of thing will never happen in the future." There will be more."

Jian Ze'an has recovered now, but she still laughed angrily at the words:

"Is there anyone who comforts you so much? If I really feel hurt, it would be better to hear you say that."

"So this is not consolation." Cheng Zichen looked at him, his eyes sideways to the window reflected a faint light, calm and gentle, "I just want to tell you, no matter what other people approach you for, what kind of calculations and conspiracy , I want to get something from you... No matter when you feel disappointed in these relationships, at least I have no other purpose from the beginning, and I will not want to get anything from you in the future. The reason why I am close to you, Just you."

It was before, it is now, and it will be in the future.

The author has something to say: Cheng Shen is so good~

I'm busy today, there should be only this update, sorry~

Thanks for the sleepy bazooka!Thank you little angels for your nourishment!Here you go!

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