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The warm chest pressed against his back.

The person behind him was a few centimeters taller than him, and his chin slightly touched the lower part of his head.One arm passed under his arm and clasped the other arm across his chest.

"……Hey."

Jian Ze'an was stunned for a moment, protested, and elbowed him back.

"do not move."

The person behind him opened his mouth, and his breath was hot on the back of his head and the back of his neck, arousing a little goosebumps.

"What are you doing?"

Jian Ze'an was extremely uncomfortable.

This kind of posture of being hugged in the arms is too strange, it is different from the victory hug after the game, and it is not the etiquette when meeting foreign friends, it is like being completely buckled on the other party.

Let his mind go blank first, and then he can't help but think wildly.

This is where Yu Yue told him not to move and he would not move.

Jian Ze'an grabbed the opponent's arm and tried to pull it away, but the opponent stretched out another arm to hold his hand.

"Just a moment."

Yu Yue's voice may be too close, and it came from the back of his head, which is slightly distorted.

"Just a moment."

There was a certain tremor and weakness in his voice.The other person lowered his head slowly, obviously he was a taller person, but he arched his back and pushed the tip of his nose into the neck of the person in front of him.

Hot, like a big fluid cat.

"Thank you." He said in a low voice, "Thank you...forgive me. I really—"

He seemed to want to say something, and Jian Ze'an could feel his difficulty in phrasing behind him.But it was probably due to habitual duplicity in front of Jian Ze'an for too long, so he couldn't honestly say what he wanted to say at this moment.

In front of the camera, he can speak like a lotus flower, and in front of fans, he can make whatever expression he wants and say the sweetest words.

Those are the result of family discipline since childhood, like a mask welded to the face.

However, in front of Jian Ze'an, he never used this mask, he didn't need to be gentle and polite, so instead, he gave away those venomous tongues and provocations as if they were flying.Even if I gradually develop soft emotions later on, I can't get rid of this habit.

At this time, when I want to be grateful, I want to ask for friendship and even... more, but I am speechless to the point of being tongue-tied.

He couldn't tell.

Jian Ze'an sighed, and could feel Yu Yue's complex and fragile mood at the moment through the faint trembling of the other party's body.

He felt sympathetic, but after all, he was not used to being hugged like this—and thinking about the dream that Yu Yue liked him, how did Jian Zhe'an see it before and didn't feel it, and felt that there was something wrong even in the precognitive dream. After a while, he became suspicious and embarrassed.

Not to mention whether the so-called liking in the dream is true or not, and how long it lasts. After all, since you know the orientation of the other party, this kind of intimacy that may cause misunderstanding is not appropriate.

So he patted Yu Yue's arm in front of him: "I know, I know - let me go, okay?"

The tone is coaxing, as if talking to a child.

Yu Yue's arm loosened, but he didn't move away.

Jian Ze'an had no choice but to reach out and grab it.

Suddenly, there was a crisp "click" sound in his ears, like the sound of someone stepping on a dead branch, which was very clear.

The tip of his ear moved, and he diverted his attention to the surrounding environment, only to realize that the fireworks show had already stopped at some point, and it was quiet in the dark night at this moment, which made the sound just now sound like it was in his ears.

Jian Ze'an reached out and grabbed Yu Yue's arm with difficulty, and then took a step forward to get rid of Yu Yue's arms.

Then I turned to look at the source of the noise——

Standing in the dark night, Cheng Zichen seemed to walk in the garden just now, his face was half-dark and half-bright by the dim decorative lights, so he couldn't see his expression clearly.

Jian Ze'an's heart skipped a beat, and he suddenly panicked.

But can't figure out why.

"The guests have all gone to the restaurant for dinner. Uncle Jian and the others didn't see you, and you didn't bring your mobile phone. I'll come to the garden to find you."

Cheng Zichen took a step forward, and his face was finally fully exposed in the scope of the light.

He looked deeply at Jian Ze'an, his expression dark and unclear.

"Sorry." Looking at him, Jian Ze'an felt that the air pressure in Fa Xiao's body was extremely low at this time, and his voice seemed to be lower than usual. I found a circle of guilt in it.

Jian Ze'an fumbled in the pocket of his trousers, and then remembered that the phone was in the pocket of the suit jacket, and the jacket was still in the living room.

"Sorry sorry, I didn't pay attention to the time..."

Saying this, the eyes of the person opposite seemed to sharpen for a second.Jian Ze'an was stabbed by that gaze, and instinctively swallowed back the words that followed.

Cheng Zichen stared at him for a long while, then slid over and landed on Yu Yue's body, paused for a moment, then looked back at Jian Ze'an again.

"Let's go."

He said briefly, and took the lead in turning around and walking towards the living room, without looking at the reactions of the two people behind him.

Jian Ze'an immediately raised his heels, only to feel that his mind was extremely chaotic, and his heart felt like everything was going on.

He walked a few steps before realizing that there were no footsteps behind him, and stopped again and turned to look at Yu Yue.

The young man was still standing by the pillars of the corridor, his face illuminated by the light was as hazy and beautiful as an impressionist oil painting.He raised the corner of his lips slightly:

"I want to stay here a little longer."

Jian Ze'an's eyes wandered, and finally he looked at the light spot on the ground: "Aren't you going to eat?"

"I'm not hungry. I ate a small cake just now." Seeing that Jian Ze'an seemed to be frowning to persuade him, Yu Yue smiled softly again, "My position should be next to my parents."

This sentence seems to have no beginning and no end, but it immediately made Jian Ze'an understand - he definitely didn't want to see his parents at this moment: "Well, then don't stay outside for too long, why don't you go to the lounge."

Yu Yue nodded and waved at him casually, very naturally.

Only then did Jian Ze'an turn around, and Cheng Zichen looked at him three steps away, without leaving, speaking, or urging him.

Seeing him turn his head back, he continued to walk forward without saying a word.Jian Ze'an hurriedly followed.

He didn't see the young man standing in the same place in the corridor behind him, watching his back until the two of them turned one after the other, walked into the villa, and were no longer seen.

The young man leaned back against the wall as if he was out of strength, looked at the dimly lit decorative lamp above his head, and smiled self-deprecatingly:

"I really like... Forget it. People like me, why bother? You are in the dark, so don't drag the light down..."

Cheng Zichen led Jian Ze'an through the corridor, the garden, and into the living room, all the way without saying a word.

There was rarely such a silence between the two men.

It's not that they have to talk when they're together, it's just that in the past even if it was quiet, it was natural, unlike this time, there was a faint tension and depression.

Looking at the back of the person in front of him, Jian Ze'an wanted to speak several times, but didn't know what to say.

He didn't even understand where the weird atmosphere came from, let alone where the slight apology in his heart came from.

Just because Cheng Zichen searched for him in the garden?

With the relationship between the two of them, such a trivial matter is far from trivial.

Could it be because the other party just witnessed the hug that did not break free immediately?

Thinking of this, Jian Ze'an's heart skipped a beat again, and he didn't dare to think about it any further.

The two walked silently all the way, and soon passed through the living room to the door of the dining room.

Cheng Zichen finally turned his head to look at the person behind him, and at a glance, he noticed that Jian Ze'an was scratching repeatedly with one hand on the wrist of the other.

"...Bite by a mosquito?"

"It should be." It was probably bitten while talking in the garden just now.

Cheng Zichen glanced at the bulging red envelope on the opponent's wrist, as well as the scars scratched by Jian Ze'an himself: "I have mint ointment to relieve itching in my room, you go to eat first, and I'll get it for you."

"No need. Actually, I also ate several small cakes, and I'm not hungry at all." If Cheng Zichen's expression wasn't a bit scary just now, and he was a little embarrassed when facing Yu Yue, he didn't want to follow him back at all.

"Then you go upstairs with me to my room?"

"it is good."

Cheng Zichen's bedroom was on the third floor, and the two took the elevator upstairs.

When the silence is broken, it becomes easier to speak.

Cheng Zichen looked at the changing numbers on the elevator display screen: "Is Yu Yue okay?"

His tone was light, as if he only cared about Yu Yue as a guest.

"It's nothing, he's just in a bad mood, so he sought some comfort." Jian Ze'an hurriedly replied, explaining in a small way.

The elevator door opened, Cheng Zichen turned his head, and his eyes fell on Jian Ze'an:

"Don't be so careless."

Jian Ze'an: "..."

It was only when Yu Yue finished saying that he was a fool—although he knew that he was duplicity and didn't know how to express kindness, but it was still very uncomfortable to be called like this—and was called careless by Cheng Zichen.

"You are careless."

"Don't be unconvinced." Cheng Zichen led the people to the bedroom, "He... is not as simple as looking for someone to comfort him. He doesn't want to be sold out and give back the money, and occasionally accept your kindness."

"I know." Jian Ze'an muttered.

He was also a little awkward.

It’s fine if it’s what’s in your heart, but the hug at the end...

Jian Ze'an and other friends also had celebratory or excited hugs, and they were all very buddy-like, hugging each other with open arms.

That hug from behind...

Even if Jian Ze'an had never felt that Yu Yue had thoughts about him before, now he has to doubt it.

Looking back, it was a little embarrassing at the moment.

He could only desperately tell himself that it doesn't matter, anyway, he will fall in love with Lin Xiao in a while.

Who is not young and ignorant?

The first Jian Ze'an liked... seemed to be the little girl in the kindergarten class, because she always had a beautiful red bow tied on her black hair, and he thought it was very cute.

Thinking about it this way, Jian Ze'an also let go of that awkwardness, and thought that as long as he kept a distance from Yu Yue during this time, it would be fine, so as not to expose it. In the future, the other party will become his buddy's boyfriend, and it will be even more embarrassing for the two to meet.